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Sometimes I really feel that I have nothing to write, but every day I hope I can write something, yesterday at home, my little nephew is still making trouble next to me, but today, alone at home, there is a very cold feeling, when I write, I always write quietly alone, but today there seems to be no inspiration and thoughts, after getting up in the morning, I want to read all the time, but the people at home want to go to the street to play, in fact, I don't want to go, I want to be idle at home, but think about it carefully, I still have a lot of things to deal with, what about othersI forgot to freshen up and dress up before I went, so when I went to the street, I found that the wind was strong, my hair was a little messy, a haggard look, really like a fool, so it attracted the attention of many people on the street, fortunately, there was no long time after finishing things, in such a two-hour time, I was not satisfied with myself at all, I don't know why, maybe I should face the world with a better face, but still no。
In the past, I had to write something every day, sometimes I wrote about my past when I really had nothing to write, in fact, only when I wrote about the things I had personally experienced could I have anything to write about, when I experienced those things, I really just recorded it in words, and those things that I had no basis for, not only did I write unfast, but sometimes there was a very empty feeling, which was really bad, and when I wrote it was very inefficient, I had to stop and conceive at the next point, or I was just an initial writer, so I had such an experience, Maybe it will be better in the future, but the current form and my state is like this, I don't know if my current language level has improved a little compared with before, but now, I find that my typing level is still okay, it is relatively fast, of course, there is no way to compare with those professional typists, but in terms of my current level is still good, in college, many people practice typing, I remember that at that time our teachers also tested our typing speed, I was playing very slowly at that time, but that was my best effort, and my most real level, I used all my effortsBut it's still not as fast as I imagined, sometimes I really have a feeling of being in a hurry, but what's the use? Anxious to be anxious, the words are still so slow, or the mistakes are continuous, I really don't know what to do, and when the teacher is about to walk to his position, I was sweating profusely, at that time I didn't realize my grade at that time, I just felt that I was typing very slowly, really bad.
But no one thought that in the present time, I use the keyboard every day on the computer to type, in the past, I wrote on the paper book, and then typed it into the computer, but now many writers are directly typing on the keyboard on the computer, because this is really trouble-free, why didn't I find it before? Maybe everyone is the same, after a period of hard work, there will be improvement, such an improvement is still very good, at least there is no such trouble.
After going home today, I started to think that the snacks I bought on the street were not very delicious, but I took a turn on the street and found that when it was almost the Spring Festival, there were people selling everything on the street, or at such a time, those people on the street were selling New Year's goods, and there were really a lot of such New Year's goods, everyone was doing it, they were all competing, completely forgetting the cold of winter, when I said this, I found that I was still very good, it was a long time ago, about two years, that winter I stood alone on the street for a whole day because I had to help a friend, and on that day, I found it really coldOn that day when the snowflakes were flying, some business people were so cold that they couldn't stand it, so they lit a fire on the street, but we didn't, looking at other people's braziers, I really had a feeling of wanting to get closer, but there was still no way, because it was someone else's thing, and I still had my own stalls, and I still had to be optimistic about my own things.
Today, I found out that people who do business are actually very sad, why? No matter whether your business is very good or not, you still have to stay up for that kind of time, and if your business is good, it will be better, but if your business is not good, it will still be very hard, and this kind of hard work will feel very obvious because your business is not good. I once saw a middle-aged couple, as if they wanted to support their family, and they had a lot of things that they couldn't do, so they went to sell vegetables together, in fact, according to my idea, how much money can you make a day by selling vegetables? By the time I accidentally saw their hands, they were already out of shape, and they must have been the result of freezing like this all winter. At that time, I guessed that according to their grades, there should be students in the family, or there are people waiting for them to feed, so they can work so hard, and they will have such a dress, in fact, their outfits are not good, but their spirit is still worthy of my learning and admiration.
Although my salary is not very high, I still feel that I can't endure that kind of hardship, many times whether you can endure hardship, sometimes it depends on your environment, you are not forced to such a point, who wants to endure hardship, who does not want to find a warm place to hide. It's still the same cold at home as before, but it's better than on the street, in such a winter, it snowed yesterday, and today's weather is still good, it's already a sunny day, but yesterday's snow is melting, and this kind of weather is indescribably cold.
I'm at home, quietly typing on the computer alone, although I don't know what I've written recently, but I find that when I write some words, it's really like a primary school student completing his homework, I think this is enough, and when my future writing level is higher, I can write some beautiful words to write some better things and suggestions to myself, so that I can have a better future.