I remember one time after we had a rehearsal, I don't know whose proposal we were going to go skating in the river.

Actually, I'm a southerner, I didn't know how to skate since I was a kid, I probably just skated some roller skating at most, but we can't do anything about it until today, because we are good friends, and if we like me, they will pull me together.

Han Liu also encouraged me: "Actually, there is nothing to be afraid of, skating is actually very simple, and we will definitely not let you be hurt here." ”

Later I found out that when I put on this skate, I didn't know how to walk at all, and I thought it was really ugly to look like a person learning to walk, because it was hard to find a balance in the process.

At first, two male classmates took my hand and slid forward step by step, but if they were a little faster, I would be really scared, I would scream, and you would find that the difference between skating and real walking is quite big.

Finally, there is a classmate who may feel very impatient, or who is in a bag like me, and they don't sweat and slide to the fullest.

He took my hand directly and handed my hand to Han Liu.

"Han Liu, you better come, you are more powerful, you will take good care of Leng Shuiyue, right?"

And the boy winked at me again.

"Leng Shuiyue, don't worry, in our team group and even in our grade, Han Liu is the best in ice skating, and he used to be the prince on the skating rink. ”

In fact, Han Liu is really very patient, that boy is very confident in teaching me, I don't know if I'm too bulky, anyway, he slowly explained those movements, and slowly showed me a breakdown of one action.

I really found him to be a very talented teacher, and when he explained the details of the skating process, it was really like writing an equation, every step of the way.

But I'm sorry, because theory and practice really can't be combined, and these things are two big concepts.

I can only say that I can recite his explanations every step very skillfully, but it is really difficult to actually do it.

I had the courage to let go of his hand slowly with his encouragement, and slowly began to slide, but only slowly.

He even encouraged me with some pride.

"Leng Shuiyue, in fact, I found that you are very athletic, right, just slide slowly. ”

With his encouragement, I had some confidence, and I slowly began to turn, and if I did, I could only be embarrassed to be praised by him.

"Thank you Han Liu, in fact, I don't know how to skate, we used to skate on 4 wheels, so I just know a little bit of balance. ”

That's natural, that's my little secret, because even though we live in the South, we also skate, we just skate on land, we have four wheels, and I remember my first skate was brought back to me by my father from England, and it was a Disney model.

I knew that in my father's heart, I would always be my father's little padded jacket, all pink, and I used those shoes for many years.

Actually, I would have been a little bit earlier, because my father used to teach me a lot back then, and I was still sliding a lot in the playground of our community, and that was my happiest time.

I was thinking about these things, and I couldn't help but think of my father, my mother, and I felt a little gloomy in my heart, and I felt that everything really didn't go back in time.

Just when I was distracted, I suddenly fell hard, Han Liu quickly pulled me up, and seeing my appearance, I felt that he was a little angry.

"What the hell are you thinking? I find that you often can't concentrate at all, your mind often wanders to the clouds, can you concentrate a little bit?"

I lowered my head, I didn't say a word, sometimes I couldn't explain, he told him about one of my traumas, can I tell him the reason for my parents? It's a secret in my heart, and I don't want anyone's mercy.

Sometimes, when I ask him some questions, I will swear that I will also throw these thoughts out of the clouds, I don't know why, I will miss my father, my mother on a whim, there is nothing I can do, I can't control my affairs.

So often when he was explaining a lot of things to me, I would get distracted, and he would call me stupid and say that I couldn't concentrate at all.

What else can I say, because in many cases I really can't be better than him, because my stupidity is more obvious, and I can see that he is too good.

Maybe he was afraid that I was burning and wrestling, so he kept wrapping my hand tightly and didn't let go, and pulled my hand and slid slowly, which was very patient.

I didn't say a word, I just followed his rhythm and slid slowly, I was decent, I was feeling the past, I should relax.

I remember it was very windy, and the north wind was blowing, and I heard that it dropped a few degrees below zero, and I happened to be not wearing a scarf that day, and this north wind was blowing in my face.

Because I was raised by my parents since I was a child, and since I went to my uncle's house, I have just adapted to life here, so I don't know much about the weather in the north here, so I just wrapped a very long scarf around my head, and by the way, wrapped around my neck.

And the most important thing is that I grew up so big, I really never held hands with any boy, and the first time I held hands with him made my heart pound.

Although the two of us are wearing gloves, we can still feel the temperature transmitted by his fingertips, this is a kind of first love, I can swear, I started to like him from that moment, sometimes liking this person is really inexplicable unconsciously.

I even remember the last time I held hands with a boy, it was when I was in the sixth grade of elementary school, I remember saying goodbye to my elementary school days, it was the teacher who gave us a certificate, and I felt like I was holding hands with my table mates and telling people that it was my last time.

Of course, these are my little secrets, I try to restrain my emotions, I try to show a very free, natural and generous appearance without care.

After skating, we went to the side and ate some rock sugar gourd vegetables, and the hot rock sugar gourd vegetables were placed in a bowl, which made me feel very strange.

While I was eating, suddenly Han Liu looked at my face in shock and stared intently.

"Leng Shuiyue, my God, your face is cracked, red, damp, your face is going to freeze, tomorrow your waist will definitely be very painful, you are in trouble this winter. ”

I touched my face, and sure enough, my face was very red, and there was a very swollen itchy one, I didn't think about these things at the time, I just thought it was something similar to chilblains.

I never thought that chilblains would grow on my face, and the pain was unforgettable.

I panicked a little all of a sudden, I heard that these chilblains will leave marks on your face if they grow, and this kind of trace will accompany you for the rest of your life, so if this is the case, then wouldn't it be my lifelong ruin?

I looked at him with some panic.

453 looked at me: "Remember not to rub this face with your hands, tomorrow I will bring you a creamflake cream, rubbing it on your face may ease a little, rubbing it a few times should not be too much of a problem, I will bring it to you tomorrow." ”

I looked at him dimly with gratitude.

Day 2 is the night of Chinese New Year's Eve.

Our rehearsal was temporarily stopped, and I thought what he said yesterday was just a joke, a temporary play, but we didn't expect him to call me.

It was my aunt who answered the phone.

After answering the phone, my aunt hurriedly called me: "Why did your classmates call you so early in the morning?"

Of course, I know that my aunt may be a little upset, because I rarely tell anyone about this call.

Because after all, this is not my home, and this phone call also involves privacy issues, of course, I didn't expect the other party to call me on this Chinese New Year's Eve, I didn't tell him, maybe he asked other classmates to know.

"Leng Shuiyue, call you first, I suddenly found out that your phone really went to find many people to find, you are completely like an invisible person, and no one has your way to communicate. ”

My aunt was sitting on a couch next to her, sowing the onion skin, preparing the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, and looking at me with an intentional or unintentional eye, with a suspicion that it was a boy's call.

Really, I swear, no one ever called me, and no boy liked it, and I was worried that my aunt had misunderstood this, so I hurried to say it.

"Didn't Han Liu say that we should go to rehearsal today, or if there is any other work arrangement?"

"I must have told you yesterday that I was going to bring you alabaster, and I'm going to bring someone here now, not far from your house. ”

I was a little surprised, I really didn't expect him to actually bring me alabaster and find me after so many phone calls.

"Ah, okay. ”

Han Liu said again: "I'm waiting next to the basketball court in your community, next to a 24-hour convenience store, if you come down, I'll be waiting for you here." ”

This is one of the more obvious signs in our neighborhood, and if you walk to it, it may only take 5 minutes to walk through.

I took a deep breath and immediately made up my mind.

"I'm sorry, thank you very much classmate Han Liu, and I bothered you to send it over, I'll come down and get it now. ”

As soon as I put the phone down, I reported it to my aunt.