I especially enjoyed this winter break because I could really be outside here, I could let go of myself, I could do whatever I wanted, even if I was just hanging around on the edge of the playground, it was also my happiest day, I didn't have to look at my uncle and aunt anymore.

Cousin,And I've been clamoring about what new type of iPad to buy.,Notebooks have been very popular in recent years.,Of course, it's not as bad as it is now.,But my cousin must have no scruples.,I must ask for an Apple notebook and say that the students have the latest models.。

The uncle has promised his cousin that if he can get the top 10 in the class, he can buy it.

My cousin's grades are not particularly good, because the requirements for him are very high for this grade, because my cousin's usual score is basically around 30, and it is actually very difficult to get one.

My uncle taught my cousin a lesson.

"Don't think that you can give up on anything, there is no end to learning, many things can be persevered, do you see what kind of learning tool your cousin usually has? No, just rely on a bad pen, isn't it possible to get into the top three of the class now?"

What kind of expression I saw at that time was not good at all, because my aunt doted on my cousin very much, of course, especially in front of outsiders to praise me and suppress my cousin, the aunt's heart must be unhappy.

I was already aware of this problem at the time, and I hurried to persuade him.

"Uncle, in fact, Lili can now use these iPad learning tools, there are a lot of ways to learn to solve problems, you can also learn by yourself through computer intelligence, and I don't think my cousin will go shopping indiscriminately, she has requirements for learning. ”

What can I do? I can only help my cousin to speak, and if I want to survive in this family, I have to be left and right.

And my cousin immediately looked at my uncle coquettishly and continued with my words.

"Father, look at what my cousin said, it must be helpful for my studies, my cousin is so good at studying, and she usually uses some learning software, which may be used in school, not at home, and can be shared among classmates, isn't it, sister!"

I just nodded my head and coped.

I really feel very sad, I really feel sad, when I was at home, my father and mother treated me as a pearl in their palms, no matter what I had, my father would not hesitate to buy it, and the things I had in my hands were always the best things, as long as they were within their means.

Even the tiniest pencil cases were brought back from the United States by my father to a friend, so with such a pencil case, I can have a fairy tale dream.

But to this day, I can no longer have such a gift, because my father and mother are already in heaven, and no one buys me these things anymore.

Yes, whatever I want, any gift, I can't say easily, because I can't ask, only they give me.

At that time, I was really like a very sensitive little hedgehog, I had a kind of careful distance from everything around me, I was afraid that I would accidentally break this dream, I was afraid that I would break this thing, and I would never be homeless again.

So if I could go to school and rehearse during that time, I would rather be there all night than go home, and this time became a kind of happiness for me to hide.

At that time, when rehearsals, he usually would be in Han Liu's house, his home was really wealthy, it was a small bungalow, and there were no adults at home, only grandpa at home.

I remember that the old people were very amiable, and every time we came to the students, they brought us a lot of delicious things and would do a lot of fun things for us.

That's why I especially yearn for the warm atmosphere of his home.

We are locked in this room, in a study, we can read these English letters aloud unscrupulously, and say these things out loud, without distraction, with this feeling vividly expressed.

I was still quite shy and didn't dare to speak, but it was only with its repeated encouragement that I slowly started to speak, because I had always been obsessed with my Chinese pronunciation.

His grandfather is really good, often change tricks to make us a lot of delicious snacks, such as glutinous rice cakes, for example, he rolls these things with a very strong hometown flavor, the craftsmanship is particularly delicious, I eat these things I always feel sweet in my heart, because I finally feel a kind of home atmosphere, of course, this is just my fantasy, I just use this way to entrust me with a kind of homesick feelings.

His grandfather used to make me these southern snacks, and of course he took good care of me all the time.

Because I am a migratory bird who moved from the south, I have too many unfamiliarities with this city, especially in this northern city, I couldn't adapt at first, but gradually I got used to it, and the weather here made it difficult for me to adapt.

The air here is very dry, and because of this I often have nosebleeds, and sometimes the nosebleeds come naturally when I read the lines, and I don't know why.

Maybe it's because the body is not recuperating well.

Once, when I was reading the lines, I was stunned and frightened when I read these classmates looking at me.

"Oh my God, hurry up Leng Shuiyue, hurry up and hold your head up, what's wrong with you?

Actually, I was also taken aback by the way they looked, and when I looked down at my God, there was a lot of blood under my head.

The blood was dripping down my nose, and I was really scared, I was scared of blood, and I was paralyzed on the ground, and I didn't know why I was most afraid of blood since I was a child.

Especially after my father and mother were in a car accident, my concept of flesh and blood really has this inexplicable horror!

In the end, he pulled me directly to the bathroom, used my hair, rolled up my feet, and desperately rubbed my nose with cold water, while his grandfather's helper on the side looked really embarrassed, as if he was really undergoing a major operation, and I was completely indifferent to them, or like a puppet, at their mercy.

"Oh, what's wrong? Why is there so much blood now, why does it keep bleeding?"

I lowered my head, the faucet turned on very loudly, and the sound of rattling made my head even more sawdust, and the water directly washed away the water in this basin, but it immediately fell down, as if it would never end.

I trembled with fear, I was really worried that I might bleed to death like my father and mother, and that nightmare kept haunting my mind.

His grandfather finally couldn't hold his breath anymore, and immediately pinched my nose with this hand, and said directly and loudly.

"Quick, your strength is stronger, hurry up and press her nose and pat her on the back, so that you don't bleed, and you can raise your head in the future, you know? Don't lower your head, the more you lower your head, the more the blood will flow. ”

He directly raised my head and hugged me, so that my head was more suitable for this position with my head held high, and sure enough, the blood flowed down, but he moved so much, pinched my nose, it was difficult for me to breathe, I could only breathe like a dead fish of a patient, breathing with my mouth open.

I felt very painful because his movements were so big that even the grandfather next to him couldn't help but blame him after seeing him make such a big move.

"Your movements are too big, how can there be such a big movement, you can't breathe well in a hurry. “

I was bleeding from my nose and was persuading this, and I hoped it wouldn't, because it would hurt the peace.

"Grandpa, you don't have to worry too much, he just pinched my nose, just because he was worried that my blood was flowing too much, and now it is gone, so don't worry too much, but just use some strength, and he didn't want to strangle me to death." ”

And he actually laughed out loud next to him, and he thought it was very funny for this situation.

"Grandpa, you see that I have a lot of luck, I pinched her nose all of a sudden, and now she is not bleeding, don't you blame me?"

Grandpa slapped him on the shoulder and laughed as well.

"You still dare to laugh, you are about to flatten the girl's nose, you won't be a big beauty in the future, and you will have to be responsible then!"

I laughed too, and I just smiled at this kind of joke, as long as everyone was happy.

I really forgot how I looked like I stopped that day, but all in all, I just felt as if I had taken some medicine and my nose was clogged with two thick cotton balls.

Grandpa is really a good grandfather, when he was sitting on the sofa resting, he also made me brown sugar corn cakes, and also made me rice balls, mash sugar water, while persuading me to eat more.

"Leng Shuiyue is really too thin, I should make up for more things, and nosebleeds will lack a lot of nutrients, hurry up and eat these things, you know?"

At that time, I really longed for this period of time, and it has always become one of the best memories of my dreams.

Grandpa was really good to me.

Or during the days when I was rehearsing at his house and getting along with my grandfather, I really felt like a relative, and my grandfather's selfless care for me really gave me a sense of warmth to return to home.

We have rehearsed very smoothly in those days, and I have memorized these lines very well, it should be very fast, and we can go directly to the stage to perform without too many problems, and we will not waste so much time repeatedly.

Of course, it doesn't matter to him, but some students may feel that they should spend more time studying.

From the beginning of this period of time, to the end of the day, the friendship between us and the rehearsal group is really growing day by day, stronger than steel.