In the past few days, I have been in a bad mood, but I still try my best to hide my emotions every time, because I am afraid that my mother will see it, and I am afraid that the people around me will be worried when they see it, so when I am in a bad mood, I can't help but shed tears every time, and then I secretly wipe away my tears, but later I found out that sometimes I am still like this every time I am very fragile, and I always want to make my life better.

In fact, sometimes, life is like a joke to yourself, but these days I find that I do have some troubles in life, because there are some things at work that will still have some troubles.

Sometimes I see my colleagues busy with their own things, and tell them that they are also in a bad mood, and I am also in a bad mood, so I don't talk to them much, sometimes people are like this, although some are very simple little things, but because everyone is in a bad mood, it becomes a thing when they collide together, and everyone will feel very hurt.

I don't know how it is these days, I am always so emotionally excited, I always feel lawless, and every time I always call others, say something very inexplicable, and sometimes I find that I have become a laughing stock in the eyes of others, and then I found out that I really don't care about these myself, I don't know why, I actually turned myself into such a person, and later found out that when others began to scold themselves, why didn't they feel sad, or so insistent, it was really a strange person。

Sometimes you don't even understand yourself, let alone others, why is that? Why do you like someone, low yourself to the dust like this, every time you like a person, like the person I liked before, like the person I liked for several years, but then I found out that when people told me to break up, in fact, at that time I still lowered my status very low, saying that if you have a partner to marry, I can be your lover, in fact, when I say such a thing, I just like him very much, and then that person still rejected me, but then I also found that rejection is also a kind of growth for me, because of such a refusal, I met the person I liked, every time it is like this, Rejected again and again, met again and again caused my whole life, life is like this every time, like taking a bus, some people are on the bus, some people are getting off, and we are just in our own lives, looking at some scenery along the way, and these all kinds of people in our lives, maybe this is a moment in our lives, maybe in our lives, there are long-term memories.

Maybe it's just a casual look, maybe a casual smile, can make us happy for a long time, let us remember others for a long time, in fact, only to find out later, others may just be a very natural expression, will give us some comfort in our hearts when we are in trouble, some powerful strength, like giving us great encouragement.

Later, when we find that we really like others, sometimes we find that others don't know whether they like us or not, and sometimes we just want to listen to a voice, maybe it's not necessary at all, we can still feel whether others like us or not, but then we find that we still want to listen to those words that seem to comfort ourselves every time.

Sometimes I just want to make myself feel a little comforted psychologically, and I am always so reluctant every time, in fact, a lot of feelings are reluctant, like is like, not like is not like, why every time is so reluctant, every time is so embarrassing to others.

But then I found out that I still don't want to do this, I still want to give up, I want to let myself have a better life, let myself be happy, so that I can be with the right person, maybe every encounter in life is an inevitable process in life, every time I get along, every acquaintance, every encounter, is one of the most basic processes in life, and the person we meet in life, sometimes very good to us, sometimes bad to me, no matter what it is, in fact, we have to accept it with a positive attitude, and sometimes we find that in our lifeThe pain that others bring to us, in fact, is a person in their own heart like a scar as deep, but it is to give us a lot of growth, people are still in the process of pain to grow faster, and our life is the same, in the process of good times, we grow very slowly, and in the process of adversity, we will also grow very fast, sometimes people will still happen to their own body when something, grow up in an instant, these are the most fundamental things in life, sometimes only to find that those who grow up in an instant are actually experienced after slowly understanding the truth, but sometimes I also foundAt the time of my father's death, I was also a person who grew up in an instant, and at that time I suddenly realized that taking care of my mother was not only the responsibility of my father, but it should be the responsibility of us children, because at that time, how could I not realize such a problem before?

Later, I slowly realized such a problem, I should let myself take good care of my mother and be a filial child, but later I found that I was still not good enough.

Every time I always make my mother angry, hurt myself so lazy, I don't know how to do housework, sometimes I find that I am just a person who says a lot verbally, and actually does very little, why every time I always want to reduce the burden of my mother, but every time I always say this, in fact, I don't help my mother do a little housework, sometimes I find that some time ago when my mother had surgery, we still know how to take care of our mother, but every time we help my mother do some housework, do not let my mother do those heavy work, only to find out later, in fact, we should do more, so that the mother can be happy, not so tired。