After Ye Jingbei left, I returned to the school, and my life began to return to calm.

And this Ouyang Jin seems to have completely disappeared into my life out of thin air, and there will be no end in sight, when he promised to help me bring me breakfast, such a thing as fetching water has long disappeared.

In fact, we are all very smart people, and we all know these things, of course, we have a tacit understanding.

Initially.

The second sister was very puzzled about this matter, and she didn't know why, but Ouyang Jin would stop such a promise, which was completely treacherous.

I don't care at all, I'm giggling and discounting.

"These things, people have to be content, why are you thinking about so much, others are now seniors, and they are about to graduate from college, and I feel very good now, others will help me hit this water first, and it has been almost half a year, it's just a joke between us, and besides, others may have girlfriends, how can my girlfriend let me go and act as this light bulb, so don't think about it so much, we have made a lot of money today." ”

Of course, I didn't inquire about the news carefully, but for example, Ouyang Jin is already a senior student, and he has to write a graduation thesis, and he has to write a letter of recommendation to enter the company, and some people have to take the civil service exam or go to the graduate exam, so at a crossroads in life.

These things are very numerous.

However, not to mention a person like Ouyang Jin, there must be more such things, whether it is a business or a private matter, or the things that those beauties are pursuing fiercely, how can there be so many things that can be assigned to me.

Thankfully, I feel so glad that I've finally made a clear cut from this scandal, and whether it's a blessing in disguise for me, I'll never keep explaining to everyone that we don't have a dime to do with each other because of this thing.

Of course, I also realized it very much and directly put myself in one of my armors, I won't bloom with anyone anymore, even if the second sister desperately pulls me there, I don't plan to go again.

The reason I gave was very straightforward, I avoided meeting my ex-boyfriend, I avoided meeting my current girlfriend, I didn't want to fight for it, and I didn't want to cause unnecessary scandal to anyone.

Of course, this is just my official statement, and the second sister didn't say anything when she was surprised.

I dodged more and more times, and more and more people avoided me, and I didn't even know why I felt like I was on a track with this world, and I even felt that I was in my own world, and I would feel safe without others.

It wasn't until I came back and did it again that I realized that my avoidance during this time was a deep sense of shame in my own heart.

Because when Ouyang Jin knew about my relationship with Ye Jingbei, and after they were two complicated things, my shame suddenly erupted like a volcano.

I didn't hide from the person, it was actually Ouyang Lili.

I never imagined how she knew my phone contact information, how she found my WeChat to join my friends, maybe maybe I accidentally told her my WeChat the last time we were at a party.

It was really embarrassing last time, I was trying to avoid my emotions, messed up, said a lot, said everything that should be said and what should not be said, I actually forgot what I said, I knew that I seemed to be like the line that Stephen Chow said, like the surging of the river.

Actually, I really don't blame me, I'm really worried that the river will suddenly break off, so after the water is really pumped up, it will become an unbearable mud.

I think this thing is really coming, I can't hide no matter how I dodge, if you go like this, I might as well go to the dead pig and face it without fear of boiling water.

I stayed in this dormitory for a while, changed a few sets of clothes, and each set of clothes was not satisfied, either too public, or too simple, it seemed to be magical, I couldn't find a core point, how could I be with Wu Bingbing?

I washed my hair with a very thick mushroom conditioner, slightly put it in the middle, picked up the backpack slowly, and went downstairs to Ouyang Lili.

The two of us chose to say that it was a café in a coffee house at the west entrance of our campus, in fact, these businesses are mainly for our college students, which is just such a title, in fact, many things sell all kinds of drinks, all kinds of food and snacks, and of course, the most important thing is to provide a romantic place for those students who need privacy.

I ordered a cappuccino.

Ouyang Lili actually ordered a cup of Han Liu's favorite Blue Mountain coffee.

When the waiter brought the coffee, I subconsciously didn't add the sugar, and suddenly took a sip of it so bitter, I sometimes really don't know what to do when I'm nervous.

Even I sometimes bite this finger directly, I have a bad problem, Ye Jingbei has been correcting my problem, but sorry, this problem really can't be changed, this is a problem in my heart.

This café is the first time I've been here, but it's very romantic and has a strong taste of nostalgic characters.

Jazz music will make you look back to the old days of cowboys in San Francisco.

The music is slowly relaxed, which makes people's mood a little calmer, and I saw Ouyang Lili in front of me, I really looked at her very seriously for the first time in three years, she is still so beautiful and extraordinary, and she is still so captivating.

Yes, I may be exaggerating, but I can only say that she is really beautiful like a proud princess.

I was looking out the window, and when there was some excitement, she suddenly smiled at me, and took out a beautiful one-tone rendezvous from her backpack, and I saw that it was a cigarette from Ms. Yizhi, and she was very skilled in holding the cigarette between her fingers.

Asked me lightly.

"Do you need it?"

I was really taken aback by her move, in fact, in my eyes, she really was a Disney-like princess.

She was born in a famous family, and her family is very wealthy, she has received a very good artistic accomplishment since she was a child, coupled with a very high principle, it is simply a mountain that cannot be climbed in our eyes.

I had a private discussion with my classmates and she thought she was the only real lady in our school.

It was at this time that she could smoke cigarettes, and she was infected with this kind of social customs, and she still graduated from college.

I instinctively shook my head, and I saw that the other person was already very skilled in lighting a cigarette with a beautiful pink lighter, and spat out the circle, looking at me in confusion through the circle.

"It's been a long time, and I remember this thing when I was just a sophomore, and I was too busy, so I got used to it, and I couldn't quit. “

Her casual appearance was really beautiful, her eyes were confused, vast like a river, she looked out the window and smiled.

"In fact, there are many things in life that you can't quit, of course, there are no things that you can't quit smoking, and it's hard to quit this kind of thing like love, which seems to have accompanied your heart and been hard to remember in your life. ”

I looked at her whom Chen Lin called me, and I only felt that it was really both real and vague, that it was far away and that it was someone close at hand.

I looked at her slowly through this smoke ring, she was completely plain faced, and even if she was like before, she had a top-notch look.

I remember when we were in our best high school days, when we were always in the classroom with our heads down and brushing these test papers, memorizing these words every day, and coping with unit exams again and again.

We feel that the best time in life is like this, the so-called teenagers do not know the taste of sorrow, and feel that the future of life is still very long.

So I think of three years, but it's also a white horse.

In a flash.

Sometimes it dawns on me that the more you care about something, the more tightly you want to hold it, it's different from your hands, you want to hold the water tightly, but when you spread your fingers, there's nothing.

I was quiet, I was still nervous, biting the glass and tugging at it tightly, not knowing what to do.

She finally opened her mouth, still faint, like a blue chrysanthemum in a sketch, but she was also very determined, and put the cigarette butt in her hand in this ashtray and pressed it hard.

"Help me with what I need you to do for me, if you're willing?"

I asked, "What do you need me to do?"

Under the faint sunlight of spring, she looks like a butterfly on a tree, warm and confusing, but beautiful and fragrant.

She finally said slowly.

"One thing I may not know is that just last week, Han Liu's grandmother had just passed away due to a heart attack. ”

I recognized the soup spoon in my hand and dropped it directly on the countertop, this thing was so unexpected to me, I remembered this grandmother, when I was in high school, my grandmother was very good to me, and made glutinous rice baba for me to eat a few times.

I should have visited, and when I was also hospitalized in the hospital, I didn't visit it because I was taking care of Han Liu, and there were really a lot of accidents in my life, and I lost it when I wanted to.

Because of my cowardice, I didn't go to see my grandmother for the last time.

"Leng Shuiyue, you also know that Han Liu's parents have always lived abroad, is a diplomat, and has always grown up with his grandmother, and he likes his grandmother's sadness for a great psychological impact on him, he has taken a week of vacation, he should have returned to school a long time ago, but he didn't come back for a long time, and now he can't get through to this mobile phone, and he can't find WeChat and any communication contact information at home, so he can't get in touch, I am very anxious. “

She paused, looking at me pitifully.

"Everybody, they don't know where he went. ”