I'm sorry, Didi whispered.

"I'm sorry, I really haven't met him, I'm not helping you. ”

"Yes, I know. ”

Ouyang Lili looked at me with a very deep eye at this time, she was very sure.

"Actually, I know you don't have a chance to meet him at all, but I really can't do anything, and I can find everything I know, but I'm worried about him, you know? This thing hit him too hard, I think if this kind of thing is kept hidden, I but he has an accident, and now he is going back to school, then the school will send him some notice, then this kind of thing will have a great impact on his studies at that time, I am very worried that his future may be affected, you know that now is the time to write a graduation thesis, if you can help me, for his sake, please think about it. ”

When I heard her words, I was very sad, and I went to see her sadly and melancholy, I never thought that a girl who had always been so proud, like an ordinary woman like me, came and went to ask for help.

And I once had such a relationship with Han Liu, and the two of us were completely rivals in love.

I believe like.

Such a proud woman must have arrived, and it was a last resort to find me, or who would have left this noble head?

I really don't know where Han Liu has gone since I left him, and I don't have any way to get him back, it's something I'm left to fend for.

"And I'm trying to think about it, but I'm probably going to disappoint you, a lot of us haven't been in touch anymore, so I really don't know where he's going. ”

Ouyang Lili still didn't give up and looked at it with a pitiful look.

"Okay, Leng Shuiyue, I know, if Dad has any way, you can tell me, if you really see him, please help me persuade him, at this time, there must not be anything that hurts the feelings, no one is also very important, don't delay the future. ”

Because we didn't have a lot of classes in the afternoon, I accompanied Ouyang Lili everywhere to look for Han Liu, but I didn't expect to find it at all, the alliance made a lot of calls to find friends around, and I didn't find Han Liu.

The two of us even went to a place where we were in high school, and I was scared to refuse to come to a place last time, never expecting to step into this place again.

It's safe, a lot of people play basketball here in this place, my memory is like a dream, I even think of the garden, I think of Han Liu's athletic figure, squandering sweat on this basketball court.

It's just a thing of the past, and we can't let the teacher become a part of our memory, or be scattered with the wind for a long time.

Ouyang Lili and I were standing next to the basketball court, and we were thinking sadly about our own thoughts, but one of our protagonists was only Han Liu.

We got nothing.

When the lights first came on, I was really sleepy, tired and hungry, and at this time, Ouyang Lili seemed to be very irritable, as if she was very used to it, such a wait, she seemed to be really sad and sad.

I even think that if I compare myself to her, I think she should love him more.

If I was deeply in love, then how could I not even feel hungry and tired, I was completely numb, and I felt so hungry and tired these things.

"Leng Shuiyue, thank you very much, otherwise let's go back first, I want to see where there are and then look for it, if you can think of it, can you call me directly when the time comes? I will rush over as soon as possible." ”

After I parted from her, I went straight back on the bus, and just after I got out of the bus door, I suddenly noticed that a light snow had begun to fall in the sky.

It's so cold, this light snow came suddenly, it turns out that today is the winter solstice, so it should be considered winter.

After a long absence, I suddenly remembered that I broke up with Han Liu that year.

That's right, I will always remember that day, Han Liu and I were standing under the street lamp in the park, and it was also snowing in the sky like this.

I still remember that at that time, the lights were already on, and he was wearing a white down jacket, and I saw the other party standing under this street lamp from a distance, merging with the white water.

In fact, his arrival also made me very real, because I live in my brother-in-law's house, which is an old house from the 80s.

PlaceMany places in this place are very old-fashioned board houses, especially together with the old sunflower trees, which are also a symbol of many years of history.

He was standing under the street lamp under the old sunflower tree, and when he saw it, he really felt very happy, because I was very fast when I ran down, because I couldn't wait to see him, I didn't even bring the scarf on my head, no hat and no gloves, and rushed down wearing a cotton slipper.

I remember my whole body was cold, my heart was boiling, I looked at him, I didn't know what to say, I just looked at him wholeheartedly, as if this was my whole world.

But we just looked at each other like this, because since a few years ago, the two of us have been at odds with each other.

It's really strange that such a contradiction is not concrete, but this kind of very obvious knowledge, but this form is not known to be what it will be.

In fact, this kind of contradiction is our usual trivial things slowly accumulated, and in this very complex and subtle emotion, I suddenly remembered my deceased father and my mother, I think if I have a home of my own at this time, maybe my life will be more stable, a little more quiet, will I have a sense of gain and loss.

But I'm now at an absolute disadvantage in both relationships.

Because I have a family now, and he has a family, I know that I can't stay too long while I'm here, because my uncle will come back soon, and my sister-in-law won't allow me to come out, and time has moved too long

Because my aunt and uncle sometimes come downstairs to see if I have been out for too long, and if I am seen by one of the two of them, and I am standing with a strange man, and standing together in such a way, I guess the two of them may have more of this kind of education for me, and this kind of education is also nagging and will make me feel very bored.

Then such a relationship will also make me jump into the river and the sea and not be sober.

So when I was there, I had to say sorry to him.

"Han Liu, if there is nothing particularly important, I must go upstairs first. ”

"Leng Shuiyue, tell me if you are because I am with Ouyang Lili, the two of us participated in a speech contest together, and went to participate in an activity of the student union of each school together, do you feel angry if you like it?"

When he opened this mouth, I felt cold and cold during this time, as if this little snow had invaded the depths of our hearts.

Yes, he doesn't understand at all, he doesn't understand anything, he only accuses me, thinks that my emotions are just a narrow-mindedness of mine, likes me and doesn't even have an idea of quarreling, I turn around and leave.

I once remembered a story about a Gone with the Wind that I read about a story about a Gone with the Wind and whether the love between Scarlett and Red was a perfect love.

I thought it was a complete mess of things, what kind of literary subject matter is this, is there any good option for this? Because how to put it, because Scarlett and Red are in love, but they met the wrong place at the wrong time, and they misunderstood each other's feelings.

When one is willing to give, the other is confused.

When one person is reluctant to give, the other person will be in pain.

This is an inherently contradictory matter.

Because, I know and am sure that between Scarlett and Rhett, even at that moment in the end, they love each other, and they must regard each other as the white moonlight in their hearts.

But a lot of things are not because you are sure of each other's love, you can completely have, you can get it completely, in the end this kind of feelings, I can only say that they are real, but he did not miss each other.

Later, they chose in this choice question, so they said that they still missed out when each of them was pursuing freedom to pursue themselves.

When I knew that this was the standard answer, I was really speechless.

But the only real beauty returned to Tara Manor, and the only person who gave up Tara Manor was Brad!

What else can be done about this?

That's because Captain Bartow is so in love that they feel like a hedgehog.

By the time Scarlett grew up, she had already understood.

Otherwise, because there is another novel, and this little talk is completely to re-love Rhett and Scarlett love each other again, maybe many readers can't accept their loss.

But the real author does not write this kind of thing anymore, and it will not be a kind of imagination for everyone, and what this imagination may give is just a dream.

So I worked very hard to follow Han Liu.

"What kind of relationship do you have with Ouyang Lili? What about your participation in the student union? What kind of activities do you go to participate in have anything to do with me? Don't you have this right to be autonomous? Why should I be angry like this, do I have to be angry with this? You are so funny, aren't you?"

And at this time, he was even more angry, and laughed instead of angry.

"So, you're not angry at all at this time, are you? You won't be jealous because I'm with Ouyang Lili at all, right? I like you to be a heartless person. ”