"By the way, have you ever felt something was wrong lately?"

"For example, if you are suddenly irritable, or if you suddenly feel unhappy, I mean, it is...... I think it's boring, there's no sound in the whole world, and it's quiet and irritating. But sometimes I feel that the slightest sound is so harsh. ”

Su Maruko was slightly stunned and said, "When you are bored in the hospital, it is indeed like this. What's wrong?"

Wang Taika thought about it, and finally felt that he had to tell the truth, so he said, "You are a precursor to depression, you know?"

"It's not so exaggerated!" Su Maruko smiled: "I think it's quite lively, and when ordinary people encounter something like me, I'm afraid they can't stand it for a long time." But I'm okay. Isn't it?"

Wang Taika shook his head: "You are wrong, depression is not so simple and understandable. Just kidding, I've been sick for a long time. You don't have anything to hide in front of a person with severe bipolar disorder. After all, I probably know better than a doctor what a normal person is. ”

Su Maruko couldn't help but want to laugh, but as soon as the smile reached her face, it slowly faded.

"Oba ...... If you can, you can come to the hospital to see me more often. It makes me feel that I can still be saved. ”

Wang Taika looked at Su Maruko, saw the fear and grievance hidden in her eyes, thought about it, stretched out his hand, and grabbed Su Maruko's hand.

Su Maruko looked at Wang Taika, not knowing what Wang Taika wanted to say.

Wang Taika said: "Don't worry, there will always be people who will go all the way." ”

In fact, Wang Taika also knew that his behavior was a little abrupt, and he grabbed a girl's hand for some reason. But thinking about it, it seems that this is the only way to express that you are indeed serious.

The hardest thing about depression is that it's not understood at all. People with depression need a sense of security, so be sure to give her the strongest sense of security and tell her, "No matter what happens to you, I will be there for you." ”

Just like Su Wanzi, if Wang Taika is not a senior bipolar patient, then unless there is a professional psychologist who diagnoses and treats it in advance, it will not be discovered at all, and Su Wanzi has depression.

Because being sunny doesn't mean you don't have depression. A lot of people don't understand how a sunny and cheerful person can get depression? That's because people still have a lot of misconceptions about depression.

The destruction of a person by depression is silent, invisible, and fatal. It was completely sudden and without warning.

At a certain moment, suddenly there is no interest in anything. My favorite game, I don't like to play anymore. My favorite food, no one else wants to go. My favorite person took the initiative to chat, but I didn't even want to say "hehe", and I didn't want to reply at all.

Even the ability to love is gradually lost, what could be more sad than this?

My memory suddenly began to deteriorate, I couldn't remember anything, I listened to what I was told, and I forgot it after a minute. When doing anything, you suddenly fall asleep and then wake up suddenly.

Sleep is a silent torture, because every time you wake up, you are very frightened, because you don't know how long you've been asleep, you don't know what you've missed while you're asleep.

But the most terrible thing is that everyone thinks that you are not depressed, you are just hypocritical, you are just doing. The attitude that everyone holds is this, you are not sick, you are hypocritical, so you have to be blamed, and you deserve to be blamed.

Well, even if you believe that you are indeed depressed, then you will feel that you are mentally ill and should stay away from you.

Either way, both outcomes are brutal.

Therefore, Wang Taika believes that Su Maruko will definitely not dare to mention his own affairs to anyone. Even her teammates, she didn't dare.

It's not that I don't trust my teammates, but I don't want to be a burden anymore. But there are many things that you can't handle alone.

So when Wang Taika really made all this clear, Su Wanzi took Wang Taika seriously for a long time.

Wang Taika looked at Su Maruko without hesitation, and the two of them looked at it for a long time. Su Maruko didn't speak, but Wang Taika kept a firm look.

At this time, you can't retreat, if you have the slightest evasion, it will also be extremely damaging to a person's confidence. So even if it's acting, you have to show that kind of determined look.

Finally, Su Maruko unconsciously shed tears, and her spirit collapsed all of a sudden.

"Oba, am I still saved? I feel like I'm going crazy. For the first time since the car accident, Sumaruko confided in her true heart.

Wang Taika said: "Yes, didn't I pull you back from the ghost gate once? this time, I can do it." ”

"But I don't think so, it's different from last time. Su Maruko's hands were trembling, and he said, "I feel like I have to fight against a very powerful and mysterious force every day. I couldn't sleep at all, I couldn't sleep all night, and I was very irritable. I thought of various ways to treat insomnia, but it was completely useless. The scariest thing is ......"

Wang Taika approached Su Maruko and squeezed Su Maruko's hand: "Tell me, let me know how to pull you back." ”

Su Maruko looked at Wang Taika and asked, "Oba, can you get closer to me?"

Wang Taika nodded, sat down next to Su Maruko, leaned on Su Maruko, put his other hand on her shoulder, and comforted her: "Tell me, tell me." ”

Su Maruko felt a little safe, and said with some fear: "I feel as if another person lives in my body." No, it's the voice of another person. Yes, I always feel like there is a voice that keeps arranging my plans, changing my minds, encouraging my decisions, and forcing me to do bad things, such as ...... I've been instigating me to commit suicide!"

Wang Taika said in his heart that it was worse, it was even more serious than he imagined. The psychological trauma caused by the car accident and those things to Su Maruko is really too great! I thought that after experiencing life and death, I would be able to see a little more openly. But some things backfired, and after experiencing life and death, I became in a trance, lost my original fear of death, and even felt that there was no difference between life and death.

Things must be reversed, Su Maruko has experienced too much, especially the wandering between life and death, which has given her too much stimulation. plus he has changed from an idol to a waste person who can only lie on the bed and have a ruined appearance...... Such a change, ordinary people really can't bear it!

Su Maruko was still muttering: "I always hear that voice scolding me, although I don't say dirty words, but every sentence is very ugly and piercing." That voice is bewitching me, urging me to die sooner!"