It's as if everything is back to square one.

Taeyeon is alone in the dormitory, nothing more than she can't play with her phone and doesn't want to watch TV.

There's a commotion outside, but Taeyeon still doesn't look like there's anything going on. It's not that there's really nothing, but there's no mood I want to express anymore.

There's no need, because it's more like quibbling.

It's just that this time it's more thorough, Taeyeon doesn't even have a mobile phone, so she can only read books in her spare time, which is more like a cage.

Even because of the vigorous news, even his teammates were sensitive to try not to say anything, for fear of putting pressure on Taeyeon. But that kind of quietness is more like an invisible pressure.

Aside from sleeping, Taeyeon can hardly think of anything else she can do. After thinking about it, I casually borrowed a book from Xu Xian and flipped through it when I had nothing to do.

It's really a long-lost pastime.

After turning a few pages, Taeyeon saw a passage: If there is really a next life, let's not meet again, because in this life, an encounter makes me serious. If you can't be a partner, you can't let go of your emotions, and if you can't be a confidant, you can't help but connect. Love, no result, scattered, longing hits.

"Huh...... It's hypocritical!"

Taeyeon turned the page in disgust, but her heart began to repeat it over and over again.

Further disqualified, reluctant to take a step back. It's just a gratuitous reminder of a person who has made you look forward to tomorrow, but who doesn't appear in your tomorrow at all.

So the most feared thing is probably that at a quiet moment, I think of someone, remember the content of the first chat between two people, remember the feeling of the first meeting between two people, remember the gentle smile, remember the sound of talking, but I can't contact you anymore.

Taeyeon flipped through two pages, but couldn't see what was written in the book.

In fact, the more you grow up, the more you will deeply realize that life is a train that keeps moving towards farewell, and it is normal for some people to come and some people to go, and it is normal to not get it, and it is rare luck to get it.

Do you gain or lose? You can say that you can say that you have never had anything more. Speaking of loss, I seem to be the same as at the beginning, I have everything.

Life is really like a lonely river, and there is no other way but to cross yourself.

However, you still have to slowly let go of those obsessions, after all, if you lose everything, don't continue to embarrass yourself.

Taeyeon closes the book, lays down on the bed, and then becomes confused. This state has been maintained for a long time, and the sudden sleep, the sudden wakefulness, and it is really like my own life, completely defenseless.

Just as Taeyeon is about to fall asleep, she hears a murmur.

Getting up irritably, Taeyeon followed the voice, only to find that it was actually outside the balcony. So Taeyeon followed him to the balcony, but saw a long-lost figure standing on the balcony next to him.

"Yuda ......" Taeyeon was stunned, and then immediately crouched down, letting the balcony wall cover her figure, and her whole body was trembling.

Wang Taika suddenly smiled and asked, "Is it because you don't wear makeup?"

Taeyeon crouched and didn't speak.

Wang Taika said: "Okay, since you don't want to see me, then I will also squat, we are separated by two walls, and there is an empty height, let's talk." ”

Taeyeon finally said "um".

"Are you still used to dormitory life?" Wang Taika said, "Now I should wait for the limelight to pass a little, right? ”

Taeyeon said "um" again and stopped talking.

Wang Taika began to babble, as if he were chatting with an old friend, although the old friend would only answer with an "um".

"Nuna, actually, I hate waiting. Because the wait is always long, you can't see the time, you can't see what is coming, you're waiting, you're waiting. Even sometimes I am in a trance, whether I am waiting for the coming moment, or waiting for the joy of the moment when it comes. But I'm a person who hates waiting, and waiting makes me feel bored, lonely, and at a loss, especially when I'm alone. I've seen a man waiting for a bus with a dull and empty gaze, and I've seen a guy with his head down and the soles of his feet rubbing against the ground. I also saw a person who looked in the direction of the car and sighed silently. The most common thing is still a person with his head down and silently playing with his mobile phone...... They were them, but slowly it felt like looking in the mirror, because that was me sometimes. ”

After saying so much, Taeyeon's reply was finally not a word, but a short sentence: "You don't have to wait." ”

"Nuna, are you waiting now, is it your own choice?" asked Wang Taika rhetorically.

Taeyeon was dumbfounded, too, she didn't seem to have a choice. Including waiting, even she herself doesn't know, what is she waiting for?

Finally, Taeyeon replied, "I don't like to wait either." But sometimes, maybe I really should have waited. ”

Wang Taika smiled: "Like you, I don't like to wait either. More precisely, I don't like the torment and loneliness of waiting. Many people like to say that growing up is learning to live with loneliness, but in my opinion, that's not the case. Growing up is gradually knowing how to get along with yourself, which may be another way of saying, but many times we don't know ourselves, but the authorities are obsessed with bystanders. Most people look beyond themselves, just like ...... Well, just like the clothes and shoes you girls buy, you always value them beautifully, and when you wear them, you will definitely attract the attention of others, regardless of whether they are comfortable and suitable to wear. ”

Taeyeon replied quickly: "Biased!"

"Really!" Wang Taika said with a smile, "Every time I see you girls wearing clothes with half of your shoulders exposed, I want to bring them up." And those kinds of shoes that don't wear well, hang on your feet and dangle, but they just don't fall off! ”

Taeyeon couldn't help but scold: "You should be a pervert, staring at the girl so carefully!"

Wang Taika smiled: "It's because most of the time, we put our eyes and minds on places other than ourselves, so we will be overwhelmed, and when we think about our own problems, we feel lonely and tormented, because many of us are not used to getting along with ourselves, or it is an escape from getting along with ourselves." ”

Taeyeon said, "This should be your own problem, right? I know what I want to be and what I want to be. On the contrary, it is you who do not know. ”

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