Chapter 7 Norwegian Forests (7/100)
"I saw what you said in that wishing tree. β
Wang Taika suddenly said: "It's so long, I feel like it's probably the most written." That sentence...... From "Norwegian Wood", but with deletions. I didn't expect you to read this kind of book?"
After a pause, Taeyeon said, "Don't look at it, I only get it occasionally, and I happened to see such a sentence." But when I knew that one of the main characters in it seemed to have a mental problem, I thought of you. So I ...... Don't look!"
"Uh......" Wang Tai paused and smiled: "Okay, it's me who is sorry for Haruki Murakami." β
Taeyeon was silent again.
Wang Taika was also silent for a while before he said: "Do you know? Actually, people often express their loyalty to a certain person or a certain memory in a special way, and that is ...... Repeat their suffering. In Norwegian Wood, too. There is a character in it who is the suicide of Uncle Naoko, who started autism at the age of seventeen and committed suicide at the age of twenty-one. And then...... Forget it, this topic is not quite appropriate. β
"It's already like this, what do you want to say?" Taeyeon asked.
"There is nothing to say. Wang Taika sighed: "I'm here to persuade you." But unfortunately, I can only persuade you. β
Taeyeon was silent for a moment and asked, "Then you told me a story, whatever." Talking about other people's things probably won't be so heavy. β
Wang Taika thought for a while and said, "Uh...... I don't know other people's stories. You know, I don't care much about other people. β
"Hmm. β
"That'...... Nuna can also talk about your own business. Wang Taika said: "Small talk, that is, small talk." β
Taeyeon said, "I don't have a story either. β
Wang Taika smiled: "Also, I always like to stay at home, there is really nothing new." β
"Do you really think I'm homely?" Taeyeon asked.
Wang Taika said: "It's okay, in fact, I don't think so, but it seems that many people think so." β
Taeyeon smiled, "yes, yes." β
"So, Nuna means that she is not homely!"
"Well, it's just a human design. Taeyeon said, "Just like Sunny, she's a master of the game. In fact, she is not that powerful, but she is a little more powerful among girls. But in order to maintain this role, she also has to practice a lot. It's kind of funny to say......"
"I see. Wang Taika smiled: "That's right." When I was rehearsing the show before, I actually thought that Nuna seemed to be a very lively person, and she liked to see a lot of new things. I thought it wasn't my delusion, but what I saw was the real you. β
"Yuda......" Taeyeon suddenly said, "I feel that after knowing you, I have become a lot more naΓ―ve. β
Wang Taika said, "What......? The two of us are a little far apart now, and I can't hear you clearly when you whisper. β
Taeyeon smiled: "It's okay, if you say something, I'll probably regret it myself in the future." β
Then, both of them fell silent, and even if they didn't speak, they knew that the other was not far from them.
Taeyeon leaned against the wall and took a deep breath, but there was a lot in her mind.
It was a night, in the vicinity, on the road next to the dormitory, where I met an abnormal being, and a new journey began.
The self in my memory seems to remember that chaotic night forever, but what I thought was a burden has become ...... I miss each other more and more in my heart, but I endure the existence of not touching it.
Taeyeon suddenly asked, "Yuda, what do you think love is?"
"What is love?" Wong Tae-ka was stunned, wondering why Taeyeon suddenly asked such an inexplicable question.
This is a clichΓ© question, and it is also an inexplicable question, and it is even more puzzling to ask at this point in time.
Wang Taika thought about it for a while, but still said: "I think love in the true sense is a long-term and gradual process. Love at first sight can only be because of looks. But love is something deeper, whether it is the love of parents, relatives, or friends, it is a kind of self-improvement, which means that the mind is constantly maturing, and we must continue to learn and grow, and break through our own boundaries. Therefore, the ultimate goal of love is to be able to help others improve, and it will also make oneself more mature. In layman's terms, it is tolerance. And it will definitely bring spiritual growth, and anything that does not bring growth is not love. What do you think?"
Taeyeon: "Hmm. β
"By the way, the most important thing is not to stop at words, but to put them into action. Whether you love yourself or others, if you don't make an effort to contribute to mental maturity, then you are not love. So when you waste your time and your life, it means that you have never loved yourself. However, a person who does not love himself is in no way qualified to love anyone. β
"Anyway, that's love. At least that's what I think. Forehead...... Well, I don't even know what I'm talking about. That's probably it. Sometimes, it's better to be confused. A lot of things can be confused in the past. Before I knew it, I had become perfunctory. β
Speaking of this, in fact, even Wang Taika couldn't help laughing at himself: "Actually, while the society is extremely prosperous now, the problem caused is that people are too utilitarian, and love has been mixed with material, and it has long been impure." So do I. In other words, I haven't been innocent. Sometimes I feel like a dark creature, quiet, and tired. β
Taeyeon smiled, "Isn't that what I'm going to say? I pulled you down the quagmire, but I hope you can save me." β
When Wang Taika heard this, he just smiled and did not answer.
"You're always huddled in your own world, and I'm knocking on the door and calling you. So you quietly lift your eyelids and immediately return to their original shape. β
Taeyeon is not surprised by Wong Taeka's reaction, in fact, there are some things that will not be surprising no matter what.
Maybe it's like this, there are warm and happy moments, and there are also bitter and desperate moments, respectively, a kind of destined, so the left self can only work harder to move forward, as if he is not so profound, not so unforgettable.
Since you know it's impossible, why do you want to fall in love, maybe you don't touch that line with each other, maybe there will be the best ending.
But where can love be controlled, when inadvertently, the heart beats for a person. Although I don't know what kind of life my future self will have, it is worth affirming that this relationship is absolutely unforgettable, because it is engraved in the bones and flowing in the blood.
Just like Haruki Murakami's "Norwegian Wood", it is self-redemption in loneliness, and the most unusual pursuit of love.
It is a pity that no matter how much philosophy, how sincere, how tenacious, and how tender, there is no way to dispel this true heartfelt sorrow.
The only thing that can be done is to learn some kind of philosophy from it. Although any philosophy comprehended, in the face of the unexpected sorrow that followed, it was still so weak and powerless.
In the bustling strange crowd, the trauma of life looms, the surging traffic and the noisy city sound carry the atmosphere of the city, and the surrounding completely strange crowd constitutes an empty and crowded environment, and the anxious and empty inner world of people in the city is reflected in the confusion and fragile state of existence.
And above all this, Wong Tae-ka and Taeyeon sat on two high balconies, far apart, not seeing each other, but pouring out stories that they never knew each other.
It is not a matter of course for one person to understand another.
Where will anyone like loneliness, but they don't like to be disappointed.
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