He literally almost strangled me.

"Why don't you tell me? Why do you have to do this? You're so cruel, you're too selfish, you're too inconsiderate of my feelings!"

Oh my God, he actually called me selfish, he actually said that I didn't have a sense of stubbornness, and I also wanted to know why something happened, a bad relationship between us has long been spurned by the world!

Why can you tell me the answer? Why does he love his wife so much, why is he so in love, and he is still out looking for the mistress?

Indeed, why is it that there is a wife around me who cherishes him, why don't he cherish it at all? Why are I still here to strangle us regardless of what qualifications we have, have I done something wrong? I have always been completely passive, okay? I don't want this kind of life at all, I have never been able to do it.

I felt that I was really going to be choked by him and cried, and without my survival instinct, I pushed him away desperately, but it was really a rope that was used, tightly choked.

For some reason, I felt my breath sucking up from my heart cavity a little bit, and my eyes began to look at the world around me so foggy, and I could even see his multiple figures overlapping, and I felt that I still couldn't escape from his palm at the end of the day.

I really thought that everything between me and him was over, and everything was just a stop, but I didn't expect that there was just a pause between me and him.

My vision was getting more and more foggy, and I thought I might hallucinate, and I saw that his face was completely distorted, and he had a sense of anger like a storm and a wave, and I could actually look at his eyes with a little mist.

It's not necessarily that I'm wrong, he can't shed tears, definitely not that he's a cold-blooded animal, and will never give a little pity and sorrow for me and for my children.

I felt like I really couldn't take it anymore, I felt like I might have said goodbye to this world, I couldn't breathe even a little bit of air, I struggled but it didn't work, because I was suddenly in the air, I seemed to think of my mother, I saw her smile.

I looked up at the sky, my breathing was getting thinner, I just silently thought to my mother in my heart, I finally came.

I felt that I was in a darkness, I felt an angelic wing on me, and I felt myself fluttering on this wing, and I was about to fly towards the sky, because I was following one of my mother's steps.

Yes, the mother is so charitable, so kind, so tolerant, and will always accept her daughter who has done something wrong.

I had even figured out that when I got there, I would explain it to my mother, and I would ask her for forgiveness and tell her that it was all my fault, but I had changed it, I had put an end to it, and it would never happen again.

I was flying in the air, I was flying and pursuing, I couldn't see the end, my mother's shadow was gradually dissipating like smoke, I was screaming loudly, I wanted to call my mother.

I let out a long scream, and I opened my eyes suddenly, only to find myself lying in the hospital.

And I still had the potion on my wrist, I didn't know what was going on to me, I didn't even know if I was on earth or in heaven, I didn't know if I was dead or alive, I just felt very tired all over my body.

The light in this room is really dim, and it is impossible to tell whether it is night or day, and there is only a dim warm light on this wall, which allows me to quickly fall asleep.

But when I turned my head, I was almost jumping up, I almost lifted the sheet and ran away from the door.

Because I found out that the person standing in front of me was Ye Jingbei.

Ye Jingbei was still standing, and he was already looking at me with very deep eyes, and I couldn't see one of his expressions at all, because the light was in a dark shadow against him.

But I'm sure that if he could, if murder wasn't illegal, he would have strangled me to death many times.

All in all, I was worthless in his eyes, and my age was just a substitute.

He was now hidden in the dark, I couldn't guess one of his thoughts, and I felt that he was the cheetah in the dark who had been grinding his teeth, as if he was thinking about baring his fangs and biting my neck off.

Seriously, I'm scared of him, I've never been so scared of a person, but I'm really scared of death, I look at him I can't say a word, I feel cold all over my body and my teeth chatter.

The big oil drum, motionless like a stone sculpture, stood there, looking at me in the dark.

And I endured and endured, I thought that I endured it to the end, maybe I really don't need to endure it anymore, I can directly accept this feeling, but I didn't expect that not only did I not hold back, but such an accident would happen, I think all this is enough as a supplement.

I have lost a child, what could be more important as a mother, and I have to make such a choice, am I not bitter and sad in my heart? If there is any one of our family sorry for him, I think this child is enough.

I gritted my teeth, and I told him directly, I wanted to confess everything to him through the torture of such a disease, without any scruples.

"I don't know what you want to do, we have agreed to break up, you can do whatever you want, in fact, many years ago, when my father and mother had that car accident, I really don't want to live in this world anymore, and I really saw my mother's smile, I want to reunite with my father as soon as possible, this three families should be very happy. ”

He was really hidden in the darkness, without any movement or sound, just watching in deep silence.

I continued.

"I really didn't expect our family to owe you, I always felt that this kind of overlap between the two of us was really impossible, and I am not one of those beauties in the traditional sense in your eyes, and my temper is also very stinky, besides, I am not that kind of funny girl, in this case, why have you been refusing to let me go, and then I don't know what the reason is, I think I may be a Cinderella, it will make me feel a kind of fun. ”

Later, I found out that there is a reason why my father has been unhappy later, because my father has always taught me to be worthy of my conscience no matter how I behave and do things, and I want you not to forget your original intention, but my father always seems to have no way to turn around in such a way to socialize, so I have to be proud to go to the sea, and I will work hard for a better life for us in the future. ”

"In my heart, my father will always be the best father, my favorite mother, when my father's mother was born in a car accident, I hope you can understand why because we were shouting about children, we can't understand those adult world games, maybe there will be some kind of reason for this, but I want my father to make amends to you, if I can see this life, you can take it. “

"And my father and mother have had that tragic car accident 5 years ago, that car accident almost took their lives at once, shed a broken me, if our family really owes you a lot, then I think two lives, plus my life is enough, we will never owe you again. ”

"If you think it's violence, then it's really retribution. ”

"Ye Jingbei, do you know? In the past, I really, really hated you, I hated you for disrupting a peaceful life so quickly, I even had a few times, when you were at home, I had a fruit knife hidden in my bag, I actually wanted to chop it directly when you were sleeping, because I always blamed you for this reason, I always thought that you were hurting me, you were ruining my peaceful life. ”

I'm describing it on and off, my tears are flowing, I want to describe a story that seems simple?

"Later, I finally found out, in fact, at this time, your hatred for me should be justified, if the debts incurred by my father let me come and pay them, then I really deserve to do this, in fact, you are still very good to me. ”

I let out a long sigh.

"Really, you should be considered good for a woman like me, you have never beaten me directly, nor have you done any violent acts, of course, you have not particularly hurt me, compared to the life of many juniors, I think I am happy enough, enough to get your protection. ”

"Ye Jingbei, I told you a word in my heart, if you are a son of my father-killing enemy, then I am very, very sure, I will definitely sharpen my knife day and night, I will definitely kill you, I will also understand you, why do you want to be self-conscious every time, I finally understand, in fact, this kind of hatred is really difficult to resolve, that is my life!"

I really want to finally tell the secret of my heart with this man with trepidation, and I think it's an evil that I can't get rid of.

But I'm also willing to accept it, I don't want to run away anymore, and I don't want to have any room for maneuver.

For a long, long time, Ye Jingbei's voice suddenly came, and it seemed that his state had returned to calm, and he was wearing the kind of indifference inherent in him before!

"I tell you that it is very painful to make a person, and it is not a way to let the other person die to relieve the hatred, because you also know that when a person dies, there will not be any pain at all, let me really make a person very painful, only let the other party completely despair, completely feel that life is worse than death, that feeling is like you are swimming and not seeing the other side, forever in deep trouble. ”

I was surprised, I didn't know what he meant by that, but I could hear the rest of the words clearly.

He said it with a deep language of great certainty, and his voice gradually became like a passion, slowly turning into an end.

"So, you don't need to be so obsessed.

Seriously, I don't know what he meant by that, what the subtext of his sentence was, was it some kind of threat to me again, or what kind of word or promise to say again?

When the door opened, the wall lamps in the hallway lit up immediately, and a faint yellow light outlined his tall figure, and he seemed to stand there there and paused, without looking back.

Then he turned and walked away.

I don't know why, I can't talk about what kind of feeling, I just feel that the relationship between me and him is finally over like this, I should set off a firecracker to celebrate, right? But why do I always have that faint sense of melancholy in my heart, maybe people really get along with a person in a certain mode for a long time, no matter what kind of way there will be a kind of dependence and a habit.

I'm trying to put my hands on me, don't let this kind of community affect my emotions right now, I have to look forward, I have to work hard to live, this is the last chance the world gives me, well.

I quickly got my phone number and called Lisa directly, my sister was already very anxious, and was planning to look for me, if she couldn't find me in another hour, she said that she must call the police.

When I told me that I was in the hospital and was receiving water, she looked at me in a hurry, and when she looked at the wound on my neck, she was so angry and annoyed that she wanted to call the police directly.

I am very grateful to this Lisa for her selfless help in this regard, and I can only comfort and persuade me.

"Forget it, Lisa don't scold, you don't know a lot of these things, the story between me and him is very long, and I may not be able to finish it for a while, if I scold him again, it will be tantamount to scolding me, if I am strangled to death by him, it is actually a retribution of my fate. ”

Lisa stared at me with big eyes and an uncanny look, as if I was saying something out of the way, thinking that something might be wrong with my head, why did this thing become the violence of my fate again?

I smiled at her.

"Okay, why don't you talk about these situations anymore, it's really long, long This story has too many bloody things, you should know that some novels are also very clear, sometimes things are not as simple as we seem, and I'll tell you when I have a chance later." ”

Actually, I think Lisa should be very easy to solve.,Very understanding of the problem.,My sister is a lover of novels.,After reading that kind of romance plot.,So many bloody things.,She should have seen it very clearly.,Then I should think that this kind of bridge is particularly vulgar.。

Forget it, what can I say about this thing, because Ye Jingbei hates me for a reason, this is what our family owes him, and I have to pay the debt owed by my father.

Yes, if it weren't for my father who betrayed his father with his life, maybe he told the other party this trade secret, and let the other party win the business bidding in one fell swoop, then his family's business would not have been almost wiped out at a critical moment.

And his father really had a heart attack because of this incident, and he left regrets directly in the hospital, leaving a lonely son who passed away.

Nonsense, I think a lot of things in the world are reincarnated, we're not individuals, I'm a modern person, but I'm willing to make amends for what happened to my father, um.

It's just that the bridge of this matter is really very bloody, and I think that if I had seen it for the first time in college, maybe he had been secretly planning all this step by step at that time, including giving me some further chats after the competition in our school.

Talk to me in the future, and introduce me to a new part-time job in the future, I am completely an ignorant little white rabbit, jumping into his trap step by step.

I thought he must have been very happy, because he easily ruined my life, and left me in such a miserable life for three whole years, and I missed my eternal love in those three years.

What else can I say, I've had enough, I think the relationship between our two families can be evened, no one will see anyone again, I lost a child, isn't it tragic enough for me?

Later, I stayed in the hospital for less than a day, and in one day, I was able to be discharged healthily, of course, because of the rapid recovery of my body, and the serious business of the school, I insisted and asked to be discharged after three days.

Lisa insisted that I stay in the apartment all the time, and according to some traditional confinement method, I had to stew an old hen three days or two, and I had to be unable to wash my hair and bathe and feel like confinement.

But I think it doesn't matter, I'm not such a precious girl, I need to work hard, I have no one to rely on in my life from now on, I have to rely on my own efforts to earn the excitement of my life.

So for this month, I have to race against the clock, my opportunities and time are not allowed.

Later, this Zhao Yibo said in front of me that Ouyang had returned to his hometown, because it seemed that for a reason in the family, a board of directors was opened and said that he had to go back to the family to do business.

Later, I heard that I had to go back because of some things at home, so I seemed to leave in a hurry.

I was so busy that I didn't pay attention to it at all, and I felt that everyone had their own life and that it was best to go their own way.

Later, I saw in the financial report that the financial turmoil came, and many companies closed down one after another because of the stock market.

The investment banking companies that have been affected by the stock market crash and collapsed are relatively numerous.