I don't have the courage to admit it anymore, I don't even have room for imagination now, I don't want to think about it, this thing disturbs my mind.

I threw my phone on the couch like a poisonous mushroom.

Yes, I know that this Ye Jingbei will always be in a very hateful state for me, and I will always be his father-killing enemy, they should completely hate me, hate me very much, and in the end, he will easily and completely smash me directly like destroying a ceramic.

Ouyang Feifei said that Ye Jingbei once loved his sister very angrily, so he did a lot of things for his sister, and he paid a lot of money completely desperately, because this love always made him feel very happy.

And I am actually treated the same as a certain female movie star, I am just a plaything of Ye Jingbei, and I am also a ceramic doll that she didn't have enough hands on, and I threw it away, without any mercy or joy at all.

Yes, I confirmed, he hated all the time, I never gave up, and until now he still wants to throw me down, he even makes me want to strangle me to death.

So I never understood, I never understood why he knew the place where I was staying in the hotel, yes, I'm sure, then I knew that this place must have been told to him, but who told him that I was going to this hotel, I didn't even have the courage to imagine and wonder who it was.

No, I don't need to, I'm not in-depth and real, I don't want to have any contact with anyone, including with him, including with Han Liu.

I just want to go away from here forever, forever and ever, I am afraid of all the truths here, everything here is something I can't touch, maybe he deliberately asked me to look at his mobile phone, and I was poisoned when I was left here, and I wanted to get my life alone, the way I must use must be yes, capitalists will always have many routines that ordinary people like us can't imagine.

So he used his brain economy to trick me into sympathy, deliberately made me look at your phone, and I would really see, isn't he deceived me enough over the years?

This torture is not enough, it has completely destroyed my life, and my life has carried a kind of heavy palace in these three years, which I will never be able to erase from my body.

So he hated me to the extreme, so he must have tormented me in all sorts of ways, and made me repeat it with all sorts of greedy desires for more, but I knew that one thing could not be doubted, that he hated me forever and ever.

I finally broke down, I rushed out of that room without hesitation, I was like a defeated mouse, I didn't know what the direction was in front of me, I kept running along the light, until I kept running, I ran until I was out of breath and ran until I couldn't stop at all, I squatted down and covered my stomach, so tired and tired.

But there was still a long way to go from the place of the thing, this place was so deserted, there was darkness all around, and I heard the sound of the sea surging in the water, and I was even more frightened, I really felt very lonely, and when this place was far away, I realized that this thing was like a lonely thing.

Most of the people here don't do it, because it's a resort, so we basically don't come until noon or a special holiday, and now there are very few people who go out and stay here.

I even feel creepy at the sound of running, my own footsteps, I don't know why, at this moment I think very much about my mother, I think about being tired, I think about someone coming to accompany me, even if it's just talking to me.

But there is still no one, I am bright and underbeaten Director Wang Qiang, I found that I was walking in a time and space tunnel, this is the dark side, all this is like a nightmare, I don't know how to break through this nightmare.

I only have one person, I keep running to the front, to the place where the lights are, but Ye Jingbei has already thrown me in this place, I don't even know where he goes, if he is there, maybe I may not be so afraid, even if he scolds me, even if he pinchs me, I admit it, as long as he is by my side.

I can't accept that I am alone, I am afraid of those things that are unnecessary, I am afraid of those ghosts.

Some of the sand and stones on the road made my feet ache and hurt, but I was just desperate to find someone, and I was really afraid that something indescribable would jump out of this white past.

I think of a Chinese ghost story, I think of the old demon of Montenegro, and I even think of the appearance of those ghosts carrying Xiaoqian to the ghost village for a long time, this scene makes me feel even more creepy!

I know the fact that I have to understand and face, my mother won't show up in front of me, the vexatious won't show up in front of me, no one will show up in front of me, I'm really, I'm holding my waist with both hands, I'm going to cry.

Only Ye Jingbei can help me here.

But Ye Jingbei was nowhere to be found, I couldn't find his voice, I couldn't find the way to come, I couldn't find the direction to go back, I walked for a long, long time, the boundless people, I wanted to find a place to be related, I was really afraid that my stomach hurt.

But there are basically no street lights nearby, hazy, and there is only one for a long time.

I trembled, I heard my panicked footsteps, this footsteps made me feel that there was a ghost chasing me, I suddenly felt a dark voice in front of me, suddenly jumped up from the black curtain, oh hey my god I only felt such a situation, I squatted here, you also said below, I felt that there was something looking at me with green eyes, I was startled, I quickly turned my head, and subconsciously ran back wildly.

But the black ghost was chasing me, and I felt fear, and I felt that the next moment he would bare his fangs and tear my throat apart.

I suddenly heard a roaring sound, and I went to finish the painting and found that it was actually a dog, probably a stray dog, well, I was afraid of dogs, I was not good since I was a child, I wanted to throw him with a stone on the side of the road while running, I smashed it with a crazy stone, I wanted to smash it, but the dog was not afraid at all, it kept rushing towards me.

I think I'm going to probably die under this dog, or I'll be bitten all over my body by this stray dog, and I think I'm going to bleed to death from this.

I noticed that the dog was moving faster and faster at me, and in the light I said I had seen it with its fur and sharp triangular teeth!

I can't help but howl, I'm not just a dog, it's a stray dog, and more importantly, this dog may be sick, he's chasing me it's a mad dog!

I ran so hard that my feet went limp, I cried loudly, I screamed loudly, I shouted loudly, but no one responded to me, I wanted to use my pants and I wanted to use them, that was still the most intimidating dog, but there was no one who was scared at all, and keeping this distance was threatening to make a low growl at me.

I don't know, I panicked, I ran to the beach, I don't know how far I ran, the sand on this beach made me even less strong, I think there should be no one here, even those troubled times and even a cliff, I heard the strange sound of the waves crashing, I thought that if this dog was still chasing me in the next moment, I would not consider running directly to the sea.

I shouted loudly while running away, and saw a rock in the distance, I don't know if there seemed to be a person living on it, but I can only hold on to one hope, I keep running out, I hope that the other party can have a little beauty to help me, even if the other party is a person, I am willing to accept, I just want to drive this dog away!

I was in a hurry, I couldn't control the dog anymore, I chased me towards the beach, I thought if this dog really wanted to bite me, everyone would die together, I would be angry with that jade!

I was about to rush to the last step of this sea, but I fell by the waves, the sea lapping against my body, I looked at the endless black and dreary sea, and I felt even more fear, the position of this sea tends to swallow me up anytime and anywhere!

Suddenly, just as I was about to rush to the sea, I felt a black tear rush straight at me, and it was the black man under the rock, who put his arms around my waist and kicked the dog directly.

The dog was really like beating a water dog, and Inner Mongolia ran away in pain, and this man dragged me back from the water.

I was terrified, and I thank goodness that he saved me just as I was about to live and die with the dog.

Thank goodness I'm alive.

I was dragged to the shore by this man like a salted fish, I was out of breath, I was lying on the beach, and this man directly grabbed my arm, as if his voice was very familiar, and looked at me very eagerly: "It's okay, it's okay, what's wrong with you? Why did you run to the beach? Did the dog bite you? Show me!"

Oh my God, it's Ye Jingbei, it's really Ye Jingbei, thank God is still in love with me!

I have never been so grateful to Ye Jingbei as I am now, I really thank him, if it weren't for him, I wouldn't have been able to escape this catastrophe at all, maybe in a minute I would rush to the sea desperately, and that dog and I would be the same, maybe the two of them would disappear into the vast sea.

I didn't hesitate to hug him tightly, I didn't want him to go, I was afraid that he would leave again, I was afraid that he would disappear out of thin air, I only dragged it in my hands like this, I felt his temperature and felt his presence, I would feel safe all the time, even if he wanted to strangle me at this time, I would be willing, even if he was not enough to scold me.

I also accepted everything willingly.

I felt him immediately carry me to a place with a street lamp, and observed an injury all over my body, and found that my fingers had cut my knees and were bleeding, and I found that my arms also had several stone marks.

He anxiously asked me, "How is the situation now?" Did you get bitten by a dog and did it hurt just now?"

I shook my head desperately, I didn't have words to say anything, I could only feel its presence, I cried and cried, I had never cried so freely in front of him, I didn't care, don't show my fear.

I'm still crying: "That mad dog is chasing me, I've been running, I've been chasing me, I'm scared not to bite me"

"Then it shouldn't be too much of a problem, now you just have some wounds, how can you run out, you're not at home, what are you running out for? I'll go back soon." He asked me anxiously.

I still tugged at his sleeve tightly, and I could only whimper again: "But I'm afraid, I'm afraid that you're not there alone in the house, I feel like I'm going to be eaten by ghosts, I'm afraid of the dark things, you're gone alone, you leave me, you don't want me anymore, why do you want to give me up? I'm afraid I'm afraid of ghosts in a room!"

He sighed, and he hugged me tightly, "Silly girl, I'm just going to go out for a walk, and now your wound really hasn't been bitten by a dog?"

"No, the dog didn't come near me, I almost bit it with a stone just now, it was I who just fell to the ground and hit the stone road. ”

"Then why do you want to go out into the sea and run?" he said, with a visibly shudder.

I also trembled, "No, I was scared, I didn't know where to run, I felt that the dog was about to chase me, I thought I had to run to the sea in order to get rid of this dog, even if I died, I couldn't be bitten by him, I thought I just ran into the sea, he would not follow me again, I would be saved!"

I felt his whole body tremble, he hugged me tightly, wearing a very uncomfortable look, I heard his heart pounding, in fact, my heart too.

"Silly girl, do you know that it is a period of high tide, and if you run into the sea, you will not be able to escape that storm at that time, and you will die!"

"But what am I going to do if you don't care about me?

As I was crying, he suddenly let go coldly, and I turned my head to leave, and dropped a cold sentence: "You have never done this thing through your brain? This is the punishment you received for running out." ”

I don't care, I'm in a panic all over now, my arms are painful, my feet are scratched, but how he threw me away, and left me in this darkness, I was like Shakyamuni in his dream, I seemed to feel the darkness coming to me again, I rushed up desperately, hugged his back tightly, and didn't allow him to go again.

I even felt like he was gloating, I felt like he was playing with me now, and I was already whispering, I begged him, I didn't care about any face, I even begged him to stay.

"Ye Jingbei, I beg you, I won't make you angry anymore, don't you go, okay? I'm afraid to be here alone. ”

"Why should I be mad at you? I don't care about anything you say, you're too self-indulgent, you think too highly of yourself. ”

After he said this, he took my hand away and sat down on the beach not far away, his lonely back was different from what I wanted to understand, he was looking deeply at the distant sky, looking at this sea, how he seemed very quiet, and this time and space were completely integrated.

I even suspect that he is the spirit of the sea, that he is a mermaid with a fishtail, and I even doubt that he is eternally unhappy and complains because there is no way to return to this vast sea.

Thankfully he didn't go any further, he just sat on that beach and I felt like I'd cried enough.

I felt ashamed enough, and my feet were limping, and I couldn't walk normally, so I jumped right up to him like a frog jumping, and I sat down next to him, and immediately grabbed his arm again, like a life-saving rope.

His voice was still cold, "I'm just reminding you that this place is still a long way from the hospital, if you don't want to stay in this place for too long, you can be honest with me, or you will have to stay there alone, and I will go back alone." ”

I'm smarter now, I usually think that I don't want to be too hypocritical with him in this world, and being pretentious with him can only hurt me, I'm not so boring, so I honestly sit next to him, but my hands are still tightly tugging on his sleeves.

He didn't say a word, and I didn't say a word, and the two of us were silent for each other.

My employee told me that he was looking at the sea, and his mood I couldn't guess was like this crazy sea, unfathomable.

The sea breeze at night was very cold, I wore a T-shirt and ran out, when Suihua was blowing in the sea breeze, I didn't feel the warm feeling like the poem said, I just felt cold and shivering, I couldn't help but lean into his body, trying to find a piece of warmth.

I'm willing to swear this is really the first time I've approached him on my own initiative, not for any purpose, just because I'm really cold.

And it seems that Ye Jingbei doesn't give me this kind of initiative at all, any good feeling is still sitting there, in this countless waves next to him, the night breeze blows his sleeves, the whole clothes are blowing up, I feel like an eagle in the darkness that is about to fly into the sky.

Yes, I sometimes feel that he will always realize the object that I cannot see as an equal, that he will always be the object to look up to, that he will always maintain such dignity and such a nobility whenever and wherever he is.

Maybe he saved me just now, maybe it was at that moment that I realized how important he really was in my life.