Chapter 402 A family of three
"Why are you looking at me?"
His voice must have been cold, and I really suspected that he had a great magical power, so why would he know that I was watching him?
Of course, I can't admit this lie after I was exposed, and I can't overcome it, I just walked over and talked about him vaguely.
"So what else can you look at? Aren't you looking at this sea? I'm looking at this sea, we're looking at the same thing. ”
When I said this, he suddenly turned his head to look at me, and he showed a gentle smile, really friendly, no kind of harm, completely different from the kind of smile I knew, none of them were dismissive, completely equal, I was not sure, I felt why he would look at me in this way, maybe it was my hallucination, because the environment was so dark, I couldn't capture any situation through his expression.
He pointed to a lighthouse in front of me and said.
"Look at this very wide sea area, there is a very good oil place, if it can bloom and can do some shipping or some other content, this place is actually very good, and you can do some seafood investment products, this is indeed a very good area, what do you think?"
I really can't keep up with the rhythm of his way of thinking, a rich man like him, the rhythm of a capitalist, anytime and anywhere in this dark place, all the time is not thinking about how to make money.
Well, for a simple-minded woman like me with no economic foundation, I really can't guess the minds of these capitalists, I'm talking about wind and rain, he's talking about money and power.
The two of us weren't on the same rhythm at all, because I really swear, I can't see what kind of place a person is worth investing in, and in my eyes it's just a dark ocean.
"Do you know? This place once my father took a fancy to this sea area, I want to develop a five-star hotel here, and at the same time develop a port, then this side can be a deep-water port, and then enter the surrounding facilities, and then develop some seafood products one-stop, this has been done, in a farther place, in the new construction of a large oil field wharf, then there will be a lot of employees, there are also many people to come here to settle down, this place will become a rich town. This is one of my father's dreams, and in the development of real estate, even the design drawings have been designed, and all of them are villas and high-rises, which are specially designed to provide more good opportunities for those tourism and some businesses. ”
I'm sorry, to be honest, I really don't understand anything about these so-called tourism development and the development of an oil field, and I don't understand what I listen to at all.
But I could hear some reason in his voice, and there was a very obvious mockery in his voice next, a mockery.
"Classroom, it's really just a 500,000 yuan, that's really a mere 500,000 dollars, my father used to trust your father so much, appointed him as the chief engineer for the construction of this sea area, and will give an annual salary of 2 million, plus a sales commission, and will give away a villa in the future, but your father directly betrayed my father in a short period of time, for a mere 500,000 yuan! Why did your father think of why he didn't seek a bigger future, I later learned that because someone gave your father more money, then your father chose a quick success!"
When I heard these words, I was immediately stunned, I really didn't know, the reason for the real entanglement between my father and his father, it turned out to be in this sea area, oh.
It turns out that the grievances and grievances of our previous life are from here on, causing the grievances of our next generation to be entangled again.
"When our real estate company has just started construction, and sometimes you know that when the real estate is started, there will be some interests that affect the local villagers, they think that building a five-star villa here will destroy their ecosystem, and will invest in the heart of the sea, will take away a natural advantage of their competition, like and must use such a situation to convince the relevant departments, must we re-elect a location, do you think such a link is good, every link will force me to kill my father, but my father in order to realize such a dreamI often stayed here for a long time, and I often went to myself every night to socialize with the second department to discuss, analyzing the feasibility of this plan, but my father was born with heart disease, and he couldn't work hard like this and more such a skin disease, so that his father's body was overdrawn little by little, and finally collapsed in a meeting, and never woke up again. ”
"Later, in the second year, another company won the right to win the bid this time, without changing any address, and our previous investment plan is exactly the same, but the investment amount may be a little more, completely inheriting one of my father's original traditional plans and our original business plan model, which is completely 1:1 plagiarism of the original class. ”
"And your father is the general manager of this company, and later because of such a situation, your father finally betrayed my father at the last time, if it were not for your father's encouragement and planning, how could that company be hidden forever to carry out planning? If it was not for your father who betrayed one of my father's drawings, how could the other party think of this investment easily, do you know? This investment is close to billions of yuan, and there is no certain certainty about this, who dares to invest!"
"Your father betrayed his father in this way, took a piece of my father's sweat and blood before his death, and made a petition for the other party. ”
"Whenever I go to this place, I hate the people who hurt my father, I hate the people who suck my father's heart and soul yes, they plagiarize here in this way!"
"I swear that I will never be able to forgive those who have hurt my father in my life, I swear that I will take revenge on them as long as I can, I have made such a poisonous oath to my father, otherwise I will never be able to live again. ”
I listened dumbfounded, and I knew that such a revenge must include me being my father, and letting his father die with hatred at the end.
Therefore, because of my father, he will never be able to forgive me, will always be my enemy, and will forever send me to 18 layers of hell without being able to turn over.
So he finally told me the truth of this matter, I saw a tear in his eyes, maybe it was my hallucination, maybe it was a misunderstanding on my part, and he quickly turned his face to face the vast and endless sea, and such a sea was very soon, and the whole reality became even more bleak.
The tide is beating on the other side over and over again, and soon the tide will rise, and soon we will leave, because if you don't want to be submerged by the sea, it's human instinct.
He stood up and walked his way on the beach, I found that he was getting farther and farther away from me, he was really tall, he was completely integrated with the sea, and he was just alone looking for a goal, I felt a kind of guilt, I suddenly felt that I used to hate him so much, maybe everyone has a reason to hate someone, but I hate him because he hurt me.
But what about my father, how to calculate this bad fate, can the grievances of the previous generation really be ended? It will definitely continue to the next generation, and sometimes the grievances and grievances are passed on from generation to generation, or they will be wielded with a knife to cut through the mess.
Or fight hard.
Or they all die together.
I can't say a word, I actually never thought of so much, in fact, I found out that the person I hated all my life, but when I was sleeping, when I was laughing, when I was happy, he actually secretly took a picture of me.
I don't know what to do in this situation, I used to be in a dream, I heard someone wiping my hair, someone using a hair dryer blowing my hair, I used to think it was just my mother comforting me, thinking about me, I used to think that I was just thinking about you, are you also a dream.
I'm scared to know the truth, I feel like he's suppressing himself, maybe he's afraid that I know the truth, and now I finally understand a situation, he's not as desperate as I imagined, I'm you, I'm not so powerful and invincible as I imagined.
I even felt that he was weaker than me, and he was more scared than me, so he was more pitiful than me.
But these things are inexplicable, aren't they? There will never be an answer, and there will never be more than one fact between the two of us, and this fact will be enough to bruise us.
I don't even know how to explain my real feelings for him, I really don't know what kind of standard language is to describe his feelings, I just feel that I used to hate him so much, I want to chop him with the knife in my hand, I really want to pull a dagger out of this drawer several times in the dead of night, and chop his heart directly!
The two of us hate each other, we are like two hedgehogs, we hurt each other deeply with our own body, we verify each other, we really want each other, the other party will die in front of this eye, I am even cursing him, as long as he goes out of the door will be hit by a car and killed.
Yes, I don't know what I should think about now, I don't know what my feelings represent, I'm even dissecting my own soul, I'm afraid that I used to love Han Liu so desperately, my love is as deep and desperate as this sea.
So in this way everything becomes impossible, everything becomes the ashes of fate, and there is no glimmer of hope.
And between me and Ye Jingbei at this beginning, from the torture of meeting each other to the imminent separation, we will always be a pair of inexhaustible evil fate, we are destined to be impossible to understand each other on a parallel line, because we have enough reason to hate each other.
Yes, I finally found that I would gradually drift away from him, maybe after I did it again, I would recall this part of the incident, and I am also grateful to him, he saved me, but I should hate them very much, I don't even know myself, I want to wait until there is no connection before looking for this answer.
The two of us just sat there.
Soon, the day was slowly turning white, the dawn was approaching, and on the vast expanse of the sea, I felt an atmosphere, and I felt that this strait was really like the very beautiful shock described in the book.
The sky is about to brighten, it is a new day, and the evil relationship between us is a new beginning.
Because I broke my foot last night, I am now walking in waves of pain, let me be treated once really painful, the pain is so much that I can't bear it, fortunately the morning wind is also very cold, I have already been numb from the cold, I tried to stand up, I wanted to let myself jump back like a thief, but every time I had no way to support this, and I didn't want him to help me, because I didn't want to have any more entanglement with him.
In the end, he still walked over to me, and directly squatted down and let me lie on his back and explain the rules, I went back, I don't know how I feel now, he is a capitalist, he is proud not to be that man, when did he treat me with such tenderness, how did he feel like a Korean drama, only a man will carry a woman when he loves her.
But I also know that my feet are very painful, I have not been able to walk, going back is beyond one of my limits, I also know that I can't stay here for the rest of my life, I can't refuse him with indifference, I am a person, I am an ordinary person, it is best, I reached out to lean on his back.
We walked on the beach, our feet left a long trail on the beach, and then I was told over and over again by the water, and I felt that my world was really wide, and I felt warm on his back, and his back was thick, at least at this moment I felt safe.
It was so warm, I didn't sleep all night, and the tiredness finally conquered me, and I just lay there, and I fell asleep directly.
I don't know when I was lying on the couch, I don't know when my feet were covered with a lot of ice, I felt a lot more comfortable on my feet, and I also felt someone pressing my feet to feel so comfortable, so that I didn't have so much pain, and by night I could finally walk a little bit more normally.
But unfortunately, because of the sea breeze blowing one night, my throat hurts, my head is very dizzy, I feel a serious illness coming, because my body is very weak, plus the sea breeze blowing all night, I want to fall ill all at once, I am completely nestled in this sofa, I don't want to do anything, I just want to sleep, I am even imagining that the ostrich is going to escape, I want to find this excuse.
What's more unfortunate is that Ye Jingbei is also the same as me, the two wayward children finally couldn't beat either of them, the two of us had a serious cold, the two of us were sick numbers, and the patients supported each other, he made a cup of banlangen and gave me a sip, and he drank half of it when I drank it.
He took another medicine to me, I took two pills and he took two pills, the two of us really encouraged me like a sick number, and slowly thought that one day we can be equal, he is not a capitalist, I am not a student, we are just two equal two sick numbers.
Both of us were lying on the sofa and falling asleep, when we were hungry, we would eat noodles, eat cabbage, eat things in the refrigerator, neither of us had the mental strength, and the porridge we drank every day, I seemed to feel that the two of us could starve to death.
Two people lying on the sofa like corpses for three days and three nights, maybe it's the reason for the joint support, the two of us finally got better, in these three days and three nights I was really dizzy, he wasn't much better, they were also red, I have always been like this, I even think that if the two of us die here, this content can be drawn a paragraph?
Three days later, when my illness was a little better, I threw all my clothes into the washing machine to wash, and even stuffed Ye Jingbei's clothes into it, but unfortunately I didn't even have time to take out my wallet, and all of them were smashed in this drum washing machine.
I think I did something stupid, I was standing in front of him when he woke up, I was smiling, and I said hello to him first.
"I'm sorry, I didn't pay attention to your wallet at the time, I saw that it accidentally fell into the washing machine, all the money in it, most of it was broken, I was pasting it there, see if I could make up for it, it doesn't matter if there is money or not, hehe, there should be no problem with the bank card. ”
I think I'm the most embarrassed, and I'm really embarrassed, because there is also a childhood photo of him in this photo, which also gives me an unrecognizable picture.
I prayed that God wouldn't let him strangle me at this time, because I saw the photos of that childhood, and I wish I had a backup of my computer in my computer, so maybe I would be a little bit less guilty.
In fact, I also vaguely saw his childhood through this photo, and also saw the sweet feeling of a family of three, his father, his mother and him, it should be very beautiful in that old time.
His mother is very gentle, like a circumstance in the Republic of China era, really sweet and elegant, completely after the kind of famous ladies.
His father has a strong temperament of a northern man, a strong scholarly temperament, with a pair of golden glasses, and indeed like that kind of overseas traveler, righteous and awe-inspiring.
When he was a child, he looked like a child star, with a red and innocent smile, wearing a pair of denim bib pants, but he didn't expect that his appearance was still very high when he was young.
A happy family of three.
But because of my father, I became an orphan.
I'm sorry.