Chapter 259: Shame

Sang Xiaoxi looked at his father, suddenly laughed, leaned on the bed, and looked respectful.

Seeing his daughter so gaffe, Sang Chengyuan frowned. Is it because they are too happy and get carried away for a while? Young people are young people, but just like this, they can't hold their breath, how can they do great things in the future?

He was about to warn Sang Xiaoxi that if he really wanted to do great things in the future, he must remember to guard against arrogance and rashness, and not to turn his joy and anger into a color. Thinking like this, just because of a little thing, I can't control my laughter, it's really unruly.

At this moment, Sang Xiaoxi suddenly restrained his smile and waited for Sang Chengyuan indifferently.

"I only found out today that I was so different from my eldest sister in my father's heart. Even if the eldest sister's appearance is ruined and her reputation is gone, in your heart, the eldest sister is still the best. No matter how good I am, you'll always think I'm the one who can't get on the stage. Right?"

She leaned back on the bed and yelled: "Father, do you know how sad your daughter will be if you do this? The same is your daughter, why do you favor one over the other and look down on me so much? What is wrong with my eldest sister, I am careful everywhere, I just want to please you, but in the end I still can't get your approval." In your heart, just because I'm a concubine, even if I go to pick up what my eldest sister doesn't want, I'm not qualified, right?"

Sang Chengyuan was immediately stunned, he never thought that his youngest daughter would have so many opinions about him. If it weren't for today's incident, I'm afraid she wouldn't have said it.

Usually silent, it seems that it is hidden quite deeply. He already knew that his youngest daughter's mind was not simple, but he didn't expect it to be the case.

Sang Chengyuan quickly calmed down, and he was not much shocked that she had this thought.

"After so long, you're finally willing to speak your mind. Xiaoxi, I always knew that you hid your thoughts, but I didn't expect you to expose yourself for such a thing. ”

"Since I was a child, I have not been as good as my eldest sister in your eyes, but I have always been reluctant to admit it. Now, in the father this is confirmed. ”

"The rules of this world are like this, a concubine is a concubine, and you haven't done anything wrong. It's only your fault, there is a concubine mother. ”

These words deeply pierced Sang Xiaoxi's heart, blaming herself for choosing the wrong birth? But this is not something she can decide, if she can, she also wants to have a wife as a mother.

Seeing that Sang Xiaoxi didn't speak, Sang Chengyuan sighed.

"In that case, I will only ask you one last time, would you still like it? If so, I will consider your mother's proposal, and if not, you will treat me as if I have not been here today. ”

Sang Xiaoxi shook her head without hesitation: "My mother is already a concubine, and she will be controlled by others all her life, groveling in the house." How can I repeat the mistakes of the past and let my children be insulted by others? If I can't be a proper wife, I'd rather not marry in this life. ”

She looked at Sang Chengyuan firmly, and in order to let her father see her determination, she actually said the four words 'not marrying in this life' so serious.

Sang Chengyuan sighed at his daughter's stubbornness, such a temperament, it is difficult to say that she will suffer in the future. But looking at her current appearance, I'm afraid that I won't be able to listen to my own persuasion.

When those words came to his mouth, Sang Chengyuan still swallowed them. Perhaps, in Sang Xiaoxi's eyes, his words will change to a different meaning. I'm afraid that only when she really understands it later will she understand what he means by saying these words today.

It's good not to accept fate, but sometimes, you have to accept fate.

"Then you have a good rest for yourself, and you will go back first for the sake of your father. ”

The door creaked shut, leaving Sang Xiaoxi alone in the room. Looking at the dim world around him, Sang Xiaoxi fell on the bed and cried bitterly. Her father's words were still around her ears, and every word was like a sharp knife, knocking her down.

What did she do wrong? Why did her father do this to her?

She clutched the quilt tightly, her eyes burning with rage, and the hatred in her heart was completely released.

It's not that she wants to be like this, but they force themselves to be ruthless one by one.

"Father, since this is your own decision, then you must not blame your daughter in the future. ”

At that moment, Sang Xiaoxi made a major decision. What she had hesitated before, at this moment, she no longer had any worries.

Liu Mei was full of joy and waited for Sang Chengyuan's reply, but saw Sang Chengyuan coming over to eat with a black face. Liu Mei's heart sank, didn't she talk about it?

Sang Chengyuan sighed: "You don't need to mention this matter to me again." If you want to ask, ask her yourself. Let's eat!"

Liu Mei didn't dare to say a word, and seeing that Sang Chengyuan was in a bad mood, she didn't dare to ask more. finally coaxed him to be happy and sent people away, Liu Mei was relieved, and immediately went to her daughter's room to ask what was going on.

Standing at the door of the room, she knocked on the door for a while, but no one answered.

Liu Mei was a little worried, and raised her voice again and asked, "Good daughter, are you inside?" If you don't make a sound, your mother will come in directly. ”

After waiting for a while, no one answered her. Liu Mei was in a hurry, and pushed the door directly.

In the dimly lit room, Sang Xiaoxi leaned on the bed with a pale face, his eyes were wooden, and he didn't move. Liu Mei's heart sank at that time, and she hurriedly stepped forward and asked, "Xiaoxi, are you okay?"

Sang Xiaoxi still didn't respond, Liu Mei panicked and mustered up the courage to test her snort.

As soon as her fingers were placed under Sang Xiaoxi's nose, Sang Xiaoxi suddenly grabbed Liu Mei's hand: "What are you doing?"

The cold eyes frightened Liu Mei almost screamed, just now, she looked like that, there was no sign of life at all, Liu Mei was really worried that she was hiding alone in the house with three long and two short.

"I'm scared to death! Xiaoxi, you are in the house, you hear me calling you, you are so loud. You didn't say a word, my mother was very worried about you, you know? Seeing that you were motionless, my mother was almost scared to death by you. ”

Sang Xiaoxi slowly raised her eyelids, glanced at Liu Mei, and smiled sarcastically.

"What are you worried about me doing? Is there anyone else in this family who is worried about me?"

"Mother is just a daughter like you, who else can I worry about if I don't worry about you? I finally let your father come to talk to you, what's wrong? Why did I see that your father's face was a little ugly, I asked him what was wrong, and he didn't say anything, just let me ask you. Mother has finally won the opportunity for you, you have to take advantage of it and say a few more good words in front of your father. ”

At the mention of this, Sang Xiaoxi laughed self-deprecatingly.

"You're embarrassed to talk about this, when did I say that I was willing to be King Chen's concubine? Even if you are someone else's concubine alone, do you still want to drag me with you? Have you ever asked my opinion? Do you think that I am like you, willing to live by looking at other people's faces all my life? I don't want to! I would rather never marry for the rest of my life than follow your old path, do you understand?"