Liu Mei never thought that the opportunity to put down her dignity and kneel and beg was so ridiculous in the eyes of her daughter.

She didn't understand that she was just making her feel ashamed?

"I know you have a high spirit, but this is His Royal Highness King Chen, being the side concubine of the prince, what's so bad? This identity is more decent than most people's wives. ”

"Is it decent?" Sang Xiaoxi said sarcastically: "No matter how decent it is, it's just a concubine." Others can see my dignity, but what about behind my back? I'm not going to grovel and be crushed by the main room. If it's someone else, forget it, you want to find Sang Qingrou. You know, the one I can't tolerate the most is her. ”

Liu Mei really doesn't know this.

"You are originally sisters, even if you are not Sang Qingrou, in the future, you still have to share your husband with other women. Wouldn't it be better to have someone you know well? I thought you would. ”

"Growing up, don't you think it's all you? When did you ask me what I thought? You always think that my ideas are unrealistic, if I don't even dare to think about it, how can I make my future better? I'm not like you, I've always been an ambitious person. ”

Liu Mei was told by her daughter that she was worthless, she felt a faint pain in her heart, she never knew that her daughter disliked herself so much.

"But didn't you say that you like King Chen? This is the best way my mother can think of. It doesn't matter if you are a side concubine, as long as King Chen treats you well, even if Sang Qingrou is a concubine, she can't do anything to you. When the time comes, you will give birth to a son and a half daughter to the prince, and your position will be even more unbreakable. Mother is more expensive than son, how can Sang Qingrou fight with you?"

"Why should I compete with others? That is originally mine, if I want to do it, I will never share it with Sang Qingrou. You are you, I am me. I will never live as humble as you. ”

She said, her eyes full of disgust.

Liu Mei's heart was cold, she sighed and said: "Xiaoxi, you tell your mother the truth, in your heart, am I really so unbearable, is I looked down on by you? No matter what you say, your mother has never treated you badly." There are some things that I can't control. ”

Sang Xiaoxi smiled: "Don't think I don't know, it was you who had to marry my father when you died, so I was born." Just because of your compromise, I can't get rid of my identity as a concubine for the rest of my life, but you yourself are not angry. ”

The more she talked, the more angry she became, and she had had enough of it all these years.

"Do you really care so much about this identity?"

"It's not me who cares, it's those people. No matter how hard I work or how well I do, just because I am a concubine, all the light will be obscured. If I do too well, I will be said to have bad intentions, and if I don't do well, it will be useless. And what about the eldest sister, no matter what she does, she will be affirmed by others. Even if she is crazy in words and deeds, she can still snatch the prince away from me. Mother, tell me, how can such a life be fair?"

Liu Mei looked at her quietly and smiled reluctantly.

"Why do you care?"

"It's not that I have to care, but you have made me a competitive character, I can't stand the contempt of others, and besides, it's not because I'm useless, it's just because I can't choose my birth, do you know how painful it is for me to live like this?"

Liu Mei really didn't know that Sang Xiaoxi was thinking like this in her heart, if it weren't for today's incident, she wouldn't have known that Sang Xiaoxi had so many complaints over the years.

"I'm sorry!" she humbly apologized to her daughter, "It's me who is bad, I should have asked for your consent before giving birth to you, was I? It was I who was so useless that I couldn't give you a status as a concubine, so that you were looked down upon by others and humiliated." My mother, you can't hold your head up in front of people. It's all my fault!"

She laughed self-deprecatingly and slowly stepped back.

Her favorite daughter turned out to hate herself so much.

"Since that's what you're thinking, I see. In the future, I will not meddle in your affairs again, and I will not cause trouble for you again. If you feel that having a mother like me makes you feel that you can't hold your head up, in the future, we can clear up the relationship. You are you, I am me. ”

She said and apologized to Sang Xiaoxi: "It's all because I'm useless, I don't have the identity of the main room, I shouldn't have given birth to you and let you suffer in this world." Excuse me! I'm leaving. ”

Liu Mei muttered to herself and exited the room.

Sang Xiaoxi looked at the direction she left, and the words she kept came to her lips, but she still didn't say it.

Mother can't do anything for herself, and she has to meddle in her own affairs, which will only cause trouble for her. It's okay this way, in the future, she won't worry about her own affairs anymore, and she won't have so many worries.

She is content with the status quo, so let her be her second wife in the mansion with peace of mind. You can only fight for your own life.

She wouldn't want a side concubine, if it weren't for Ouyang Shuo's Ming Media being married, she would never have wronged herself.

The moment the door closed, Sang Xiaoxi didn't know how deeply his words hurt Liu Mei. She leaned against the door, covered her mouth and cried silently, tears streaming down. She really just wanted her daughter to be happy, who knows, she actually dislikes herself like this.

For her, her existence is probably superfluous.

She didn't want to give her daughter a more noble status, but she was just a concubine, what could she do? All she could do was something that would not be seen in the light.

Liu Mei finally put away her emotions and walked to her room step by step, muttering to herself.

"As long as it is what you want, my mother will let you achieve your wish. This is what my mother owes you, even if you fight for this life, I will help you achieve it. Xiaoxi, I'm sorry, it's my mother who dragged you down. ”

Liu Mei locked herself in her room and knelt in front of the Bodhisattva to copy the Buddhist scriptures, only in this way could she make her heart feel better. Everyone is blaming her for being useless, what exactly is she going to do to satisfy them?

She clenched the pen tightly, and those bold ideas in her heart came out one by one. Isn't it possible for her daughter to start her own plans slowly in order to satisfy her daughter?

She must not let her daughter blame herself for the rest of her life!

Sang Xiaoxi fell ill, and the second aunt was locked in the house again, and now even Sang Qingrou is bedridden, and there is a saying in the Prime Minister's Mansion.

It was Ding Quan's blindness and making trouble in the house, which made the family restless. His body has not been found yet, and it must be that his soul cannot be at peace, so he has come back to make trouble.

As soon as this incident was reported, the people in the prime minister's house were panicked, and in the blue sky and daylight, everyone could not feel at ease.

From the time the eldest lady was almost killed in the fire to the present, there have been frequent accidents in the house, so unrestless, I am afraid that there are demons and evil spirits.

Such words still reached Jin Yuyan's ears, her face was pale, she smashed her favorite teacup, and gave an order: "Let me know that someone is chewing the root of the tongue behind my back, and the family law will serve!"