I finally found a portfolio of a company in Ye Jingbei in a certain announcement, and said that it seemed to be because it was affiliated with a large project, and then I was going to put some stocks in the center combination.

I finally understand now that if it is not a last resort, then Ye Jingbei will definitely not put these stocks away, then it must be very, very short of money at this time, in fact, I really can't help it, I even think that this thing should be my reason, if I don't let him sign that contract, then Ye Jingbei will definitely not have a lot of confusion in this economy, and this biggest trap is that I pushed him to the edge of this blood pressure.

And I especially want to call Ye Jingbei, but every time I dial this number, when I press down every button, tell me to press this dial button, but every time I retreat, I will be afraid, I will worry, this matter will have a great impact on him, or because he is tired of me.

He had already told me yesterday when they parted at the airport, and he said it word for word.

"Leng Shuiyue, I hope that if one day you don't encounter anything and come back to me, because I don't want to meet you again, and we just cut it off, there is no need to be in any, remember my words"

I remember what he said at the time was very expressionless, and very direct, I understood that he should have hated me very much at the time, otherwise he would have said this sentence, so I think if I call him again now, will I think I am a bad woman, and after pit him, I actually have the cheekiness to call people.

It's not that I don't have such self-awareness, it's not that I don't have my own self-esteem, it's not that I don't have my own understanding, it's not that I don't have the courage of my own, I just think that I'm not good enough to do this, and whether I think I'm doing this is an object for others to make fun of.

Maybe in some kind of subconscious consciousness, I wish I would never go to them, and let these things be cut in two, eh.

Every night when I am the same person, I dreamed that Deng Ye Jingbei finally jumped directly from this 50-story building, I even felt that when he jumped down, it was like his brother Leslie Cheung, everything was scattered with the wind, everything was a dream.

I ran over in a hurry in my dream, and I saw that he had fallen to the ground with a blur of flesh and blood, and I had not made out any appearance, and I was trying to revive it, but there was no way to survive, and with a body with a broken mind, he was also completely bleeding, and his whole face was bleeding.

But I didn't find out that he didn't use it at all to say that Jackie Chan didn't die when he fell, but he looked at me with a bloody look, and the point below was so weird, and my hands were all stained with his blood, and I was completely shaking him, I shouted at him to wake up quickly, so that he should not leave me so quickly, I asked him to do it all over again, I am sorry for this matter.

But no, really, no, I just kept crying, I kept smiling weirdly, we were just insisting, I finally woke up quickly from this nightmare, I even had no way to get a relief from such a situation, I was like a woman who was executed by Ling Chi in this dream.

Maybe this is the first time I've shed tears for him, really, I dare to swear I've never shed a tear for him, and for a whole night, I felt a little pain in my heart, I had a sense of myself that I couldn't sleep, I couldn't bear this situation from the sky, I didn't have this April Fool's Day, it was a real thing.

I really know that it was absolutely my fault that my father had failed his father and forced him to die, and I was like my father, I inherited such a defect, and I forced him to a dead end again, forcing him to jump from 50 floors.

What kind of life is destroyed, what kind of same thing is this, there are too many things like this, and it is very inexplicable.

Yes, my father and I bear such a sinner, I finally understand such a sense of fear, this is something I can't bear, I didn't want to do it, but I pushed it step by step, this thing is developing, I am simply an indifferent person, I am not human, I have a conscience, I know what I am doing.

So I made up my mind, I don't care what kind of bad things this thing says to me, I have to see him in any situation, I have to save him, this is what I can do, even if I take a knife and stab myself in the heart, I must not let him do this stupid thing that is happy to come down from 50 floors.

I have to go to see Ye Jingbei, because it is Ouyang Lili who gave me the last time The information is the last time, I have to solve the problem within the effective time, to make Ouyang Lili definitely do a very tiring thing, I believe that fate will definitely do something that even I dare not believe, because I do not have this kind of strength, I have such ability.

Since I met Ouyang Lili that day, I think my sister is a ruthless character, and when you love someone to the extreme, will it destroy you, there is really a kind of jade burning.

In fact, I am very difficult in this world, I thought it would be easy to contact Ye Jingbei's phone, but I didn't expect that Ye Jingbei's mobile phones have been turned off, and I don't know why, I can't contact him at all.

I even had a delusion, could it be because of a decision he made to me, and he had already decided to say that sentence to me at the airport at that time, and he no longer had any contact with me, so he had no power to forgive me, so he turned off all four numbers?

Later, early in the morning I rushed to the villa where we used to live, and it turned out that I was directly stopped by those bodyguards at my door, who used to be very warm to me, but today I went with indifference.

They said very indifferently: "I'm sorry, Miss Leng, this place, it doesn't belong to a private property of Mr. Ye, and we have determined that this villa has been listed for sale there, if you don't have the ability to pay for this property, we are sorry, you are not the right qualifications." ”

I left that day in a frustration, and I finally realized that he really just didn't want to see me again, and wiped all the traces of what I knew, as if all of a sudden he had completely disappeared from my world, without a trace, and I couldn't find his possibility.

Later, I had to use a very stupid method, and I had to do something that even I felt was very cheap, and I finally found him through a way, because I called the driver directly, I believe that the driver's number should not be blackout, and it is best that I know that except for Ye Jingbei, I only have his number.

This driver is still very loyal, after all, in the last 30 years of these works in this house, he must have regarded this Ye Jingbei as a very close person, but I saw that he hesitated.

As a result, he still told me that Ye Jingbei would go to meet the guests in a club tonight, and said that if I was going somewhere, maybe I would have the opportunity to see Ye Jingbei, but if Ye Jingbei was willing to see me, he went completely by one of my luck and said thank you, I hurriedly looked at this time should only be two hours, and I didn't have time to change clothes and rushed over directly by subway.

When I got dressed, I went directly to the parking lot quickly, and I really saw very anxious hair, black, and saw that the driver happened to be next to him, making a call, and when he saw me, he quickly hung up the phone.

Yes, I have been to this place before, this is where I ate with Ye Jingbei a few years ago, and it was here that we met for the first time, and I still remember that the private room we made at that time was in a small room at No. 1178.

I remember that at that time, I was very much praised for this family, a very good cooking, and it is a top Cantonese restaurant said that his sweet and sour pork ribs taste very good, of course, because this place is small, so this is the only one, and it is a single family, it is very difficult to find, of course, this is still a private restaurant, only for vIp customers to provide.

The driver told me.

"I'm sorry Miss Leng, and this time, I told you Mr. Ye's address, and this is my own decision, without Mr. Ye's consent, I just feel that over the years, I have served this Ye family for 30 years, I came to him through his father, I have regarded this family as my home, and I really have some things I can't help but say, I hope Miss Ren doesn't want this Mr. Ye, there are too many conflicts, I hope the two of you can sit down and talk, don't cause too much harm to each other." And don't let each other get tormented, really, I hope everything is okay, as before. ”

It seems that the driver doesn't know that all this has changed a long time ago, I am no longer the young lady in their minds, and my status has long been turned into dust.

I tried to smile wryly.

The driver said again: "Miss Leng, you should hurry up now, and if I think Mr. Ye should be very happy to see you, because at least today's mood is not very good, so I don't know why I came here to do it." ”

Suddenly, when I was going up the stairs, I had a kind of courage to face Ye Jingbei, there was no more at all, I really felt that I couldn't bear too much of my strength, I even had to know that my next thing was really not like what the driver said, so I would give him a happy process.

I definitely don't know that I actually have an invisible dagger in my hand, and if I go up step by step now, I will put this dagger in Ye Jingbei's heart.

Yes, I'm just walking on my knees, the role I'm here to play today is a demon, a bad person, I'm not here to please him at all, I'm hurting him.

I hesitated, I really wanted to turn around and leave.

When I looked back and saw that the driver had given me a very courageous encouragement project and told me that I should move forward, I realized that I was now irreversible, that I had to go this way, and that if I didn't, the consequences would be greater than the pressure I couldn't bear.

To be honest, I have never been very serious about dealing with these people next to Ye Jingbei, and we have not had a good communication with the driver, nor have we followed the opening, the maids have a good saying, in fact, I actually know that these people have been around Ye Jingbei, wholeheartedly planning for him, and they are very loyal wholeheartedly, basically if they come here, there is no such thing as resignation.

I believe that he should be a very capable boss, otherwise why are others so loyal to him, and this kind of loyalty is really not this kind of non-losing money, the two people who measure it are with a kind of admiration, with a kind of worship and trust, with a kind of trust to come here.

Often taking a breath, I directly rang one of the doorbells of an elevator, I went straight up, the elevator was very fast, and I was sent to the 17th floor at once.

I stood in the elevator, this elevator is actually very luxuriously decorated, there is a mirror all around, I see myself in the mirror and my eyes are wide, I am completely confused, my face is pale, and my hair is a little messy, I know that I know, now there is no way, there is no room for manoeuvre, I have to come this far.

This skill was not what I imagined, but fate made me push Ye Jingbei to this corner step by step with such a push.

I knocked on the door of 1708, I had built up some strength for a lifetime, I let myself be ruthless, I was trembling and I pressed the doorbell.

This door was quickly opened by someone else, and this is the first time in so many years that this boss has seen you, and he still seems to be very clear when he sees what you say, as if he understands it at all, as if it has already shown that I will come, and said happily.

"It's been a long time since I saw you, Miss Leng, it seems that you are the same as before, come and come in quickly, Mr. Ye is already inside." ”

I suddenly had the urge to leave, I ran again, I didn't even have a way to control my steps, I really wanted to run with the door closed, I didn't want to face him, I really, I didn't think I could be an executioner.

At this time, Ye Jingbei had already made a voice and asked again: "Who is coming?"

"Hey, who's coming? That must be your most beautiful girl, the girl has found you, has tracked your whereabouts, you can't hide. ”

This boss is a very obvious teasing one on the bag, and he directly invited me to another room in the room, and through this place I know that this is another corner of a restaurant, and I saw Ye Jingbei who was sitting on the tea set next to the restaurant.

My first feeling was that the hook was very haggard, very thin, much thinner than before, and his face was also pale, especially in a white shirt.

"Young Master Ye, look at what you think I said about this matter, there are a lot of surprises in life, are you surprised, unhappy, you were still talking just now, eating my own food, it's boring to eat alone, aren't you coming now? The family has arrived, it is completely prepared for you, it turns out, I said, you little couple should have come to my side often a long time ago, and you have already spent a lot of money on a new product in the past few years. ”

Ye Jingbei didn't understand it at all, and I didn't care about every word this boss said, I was still eating these meals with my head down, as if I was tasting a very delicious dish, and I was very disgusted with my existence.

It's not embarrassing to stand there and I'm not leaving, because I really feel a feeling of being exorcized, and this ordinary person I already feel that there is something wrong with the relationship between the two of us, and he glanced at me.

"Alright, I just have someone coming here, I'm going to greet you now. ”

Speaking of this, the boss left directly, and gently closed them and flowed down, and there were only two people left in the world, me and Ye Jingbei.

I really look at Ye Jingbei's appearance, maybe I have never observed him seriously, I used to be perfunctory, but today I just looked at him quietly, and I felt a very thick sadness between his eyebrows, and a very inextricable sadness.

He was very indifferent, "I told you about it, it seems that you have really forgotten, you must not tell me that you came here by chance, I told you, I don't want to see you again, if you think you still have self-knowledge, you can leave now." ”

"I'm sorry Ye Jingbei, I had to come to you because I have something to tell you, and I have to tell you. ”

He finally put down his glass, and stared at me with a very impatient look, as if he were staring at an enemy, and each gaze seemed so creepy that I even had the illusion that he was still looking at me, still trying to strangle me.

"Tell me to go, I don't want to know these things now, I don't want to hear any of your questions, I don't want to see you at all now, if you still have self-knowledge, you want to see that an insatiable woman has given you so many things, what else do you want? Do you still think like this, do you want more?"

I heard myself almost very hard, "I'm sorry, I didn't know about that contract. ”