He interrupted my conversation directly, very rudely, with very, very angry and a kind of disdain.

"Tell me, I don't want to see you insatiable woman at all, you can go, I don't want to listen to any of your words, so I feel very unhappy!"

So I know that even if I am very uncomfortable, I have to say what I can't accept, it's all my fault, I really can't change the situation, but the only thing I can do is I have to save him, even if I really become very humble, and then I will really hurt him, but I can't be wrong again.

I have to keep this, his father's inheritance, I have to maintain his last dignity, I have to maintain his one reason to live, if all this is gone, I might as well jump from the 50th floor myself.

I said aloud.

"Yes Ye Jingbei, I told you that it was all my fault, it was I who deceived you, it was I who deceived you and held hands, everything has a purpose, everything is what I really planned, I deceived your sympathy with a pitiful possibility, but do you know? I wanted to hurt you from the beginning, I started planning this role three years ago, and I just want to see you go bankrupt once, I know that you don't feel that any of me rely on you how stingy you are, want to hurt me, you want to strangle someone, I have always held a grudge against these things in my heart, and I love you This song I have always loved me all my life, love me will never forget, I will definitely marry my second brother after graduation, and I will definitely leave this city, so I need a sum of money, so you give me this commission, this is my best wedding gift, so far we have walked into it nowWe don't have anybody now, this is this debt to anyone, isn't it good for us to do this?"

I said it aloud, I didn't even dare to look into my eyes, I didn't even dare to see him, I closed my eyes and I said all these words, I even typed a draft when I came, I suspected that I couldn't say it at all, but I didn't expect me, when I said these things, I actually said so fast, so rhythmic, so smooth.

My tears burst out of my tears again, I can't shed tears, I can't show one of my sympathies, I want to show a very realistic eye, don't deceive him, I want to tell him that all this is not in control, I tell him to hurry back and reconcile with his wife, and let the industry get back on its feet.

I felt his lips very tightly closed, and his lips had sunk, and I didn't know how he would feel, I didn't know what he would think, I might feel that he might rush up at once, just choke me or open the door without hesitation, kick me out of the door, or throw me out of the window, I even think that for a second or two everything could be mentally prepared for this.

But I didn't get such a movement, because I saw that the man in front of me was still so calm, and after taking a sip of wine, he didn't seem to say a word at all, and it was a long time before I heard his words.

"So you're just here to tell me about this thing, are you going to tell me about it? Now that you're done telling the truth, can you go now?"

I mustered up my courage, I tried hard, I nodded, and my head felt like a thousand gold.

"Then since I've said these things, you can get me out of here now, now that you're done, there's nothing to say, I really know what you think, and I already know, why bother, it's good to come here and tell me about this thing, do you want to get a record of me, want to get my peers, tell you that it's no longer necessary, you leave now." ”

But I stood there and I didn't know what to do, I didn't move, I just looked at him in a daze, I didn't know what he was thinking now, I didn't think it would be nice if he could make a hard move, but I was waiting.

He came up suddenly, and slapped me in the face, grabbed my arm and pushed me out, I was about to come down, I almost didn't stand up, he grabbed my other arm, I had to face him with all my might, I saw that his eyes were dark and dark, as if there was a 12-level storm coming.

Yes, there is no warmth in this black eye, only an impending storm.

Finally he never saw me again, and just grabbed my arm, pushed me out, slammed the door shut, I stood outside the doorway, and I fell to the ground.

I even think that this world has no connection with me, I think that this world has no connection with me at all.

I looked at this closed door, and I felt that the world had left me, and that I could no longer find a safe place for me, and that I had completely disowned him, and that I had been completely disconnected from him, and that was not what I was looking forward to?

That's why I'm so desperate, I'm so scared and timid.

I slowly squatted on the wall, I knew that my stomach was so uncomfortable at this time today, my stomach hurt, I held my stomach tightly, it turned out that I had not eaten anything from yesterday to today, I have been thinking about how to solve this problem, I am now sick to death, and I found that my heart is alive until today.

Because the way he looks really makes me feel that he is too uncomfortable, and I think he may be more rough with me, or scold me, or probably blame me, I want to get this ending, maybe this may be the two of us have no kind of grievances and grievances to be more tangential to each other, but he doesn't, he really doesn't have his instructions, and is silently pushing me out, pushing me out of his world.

I felt his hand tremble as he grabbed my hand, and it was so shaky, so powerful, and as powerful as he was, I had never seen him pale.

I swear his weakness scared me.

In fact, in this world, I belong to the kind of people who are very easy to compromise, and belong to the kind of people who are very weak and incompetent, and the kind of people who are the most useless, who do not contribute to many people, and who bring disasters to people, and I even think that I have a kind of person who will bring good luck to others.

Because when Ye Jingbei was threatening me, I obediently followed him for three years, and when this Ouyang Lili threatened me, I had to chase her wedding, and I had to follow such a rhythm to deceive Ye Jingbei.

Yes, I'm really like a wooden man, I'm completely a wish, I can't use an independent device, an independent ability to think about the world, I'm completely tied to my hands with a lot of dense threads, any of my actions are participated in by others, restricted by others.

I was very uncomfortable, I wanted to cry, I wanted to cry loudly, I felt that I was really uncomfortable like this, I really felt like I was dead, I remember that I was the most uncomfortable when I was this one, Qianqian once told me that.

I told Qianqian that I will never go back to the past with my second brother, and Qianqian will never get my second brother, this is a very contradictory community of fate, so that you have too many regrets in the process and have to leave the once familiar world here.

But why? Why am I so uncomfortable and so sad here, I feel so suffocated, and there is no one I hate so much, and it is unforgettable.

But I think I really don't want him to have any trouble, and I'm really praying for his safety, and I'm praying for him to be restored to his original appearance, so I'm really here, and I put a dagger into his heart with my own hand.

Ah, I'm finally an executioner, I've finally done what I set out three years ago, but am I happy? I'm happy? I'm not sad without me, I'm sad.

Okay, okay, maybe it's the best ending, there was such a terrible beginning between me and him, maybe we didn't deserve a happy ending, this ending is very tragic, at least he's an ending, isn't it?

As soon as I got here, I immediately found one last thought, I think that from now on the two of us will really become a stranger, and he may hate me so much that he grits his teeth, and in the future, after the contradictions in this memory are slowly worn out, he will forget this bad woman forever.

After I stood there for about half an hour, I shuffled home with tired steps, and I was so uncomfortable that I hung up the phone immediately after I got off the elevator.

"Hello Miss Ouyang, I worked very hard to complete the task you gave me just now, and all my things have been completely handled in accordance with your requirements, are you relieved?"

And he laughed very happily, and he smiled very sunny and bright, with a very strong emotion!

"Miss Leng, what you did today is very good, I told you, of course, what I promised you must be done, and of course I will give you a very good gift, and if I can receive this gift at that time, if you want a check, then of course you can paste the number you want, I am not familiar with this concept of numbers. Later, I hope that from now on, we will never be friends, nor enemies, but just be strangers. ”

I hung up on her, I didn't want to have any contact with her, I wanted her to disappear completely from my world.

After I went back to school, and I took the subway directly, directly back to the gate of our school, and there were already a variety of office buildings next to it, and there were all kinds of green lanterns, and there were all kinds of color advertising slogans, which made this darkness even more wonderful and moving.

A lot of things.

I suddenly remembered that three years ago, I was living very poorly, I did my first job, that is, to do a part-time job, to be a tutor, I remember that I got that salary for the first time at that time, and then I participated in the school's lighting ceremony, I remember that Ye Jingbei was a special guest appointed by the school.

And I still remember that when I picked up my hand and let my blood stay, I remember that Ye Jingbei took my hand and quickly disinfected it for me and wrapped it for me personally.

I even thought that if I wasn't one of my father's daughters, maybe I was just a stranger, to a woman, maybe I didn't have any contact with my father at all, I think he might have treated me as a stranger and wouldn't have done those things for me easily.

From that time on, it was destined to be this game, destined to have an ending at the beginning, destined to be not very glorious at the beginning, destined to be a dead end, and all the way to a black.

For me, and for him, we couldn't find a way out of such a communication, and we had even compromised on this place a long time ago.

There are a lot of these things parked at the school gate, and this kind of thing is specially parked on the campus, and many schools need to use such things to carry out and turn around in the school because of a lot of great designs.

Renting a bicycle can cost only one dollar an hour.

But I didn't go, I just took a long, long detour back to my dorm, I walked all the way through, and I walked back for about half an hour recently.

Knowing that I can't be at ease right now, I can't convince me, I can't even let myself have too much room to think, I let myself keep moving around completely, don't let myself keep thinking about things, I can completely calm down one of my thoughts, otherwise I think I'll scream loudly.

When I passed by Acacia Lake, I was sitting on the rock next to me, and countless classmates came and hurried past me, but I had already heard the missing, there were already voices missing you, and there were some radio gymnastics voices that told everyone that it was close to 10:00 p.m., which means that everyone had to go back to the dormitory before 10:00, otherwise the dormitory would be closed.

I really don't want to go back, I want to cry, I want to find a place where no one knows, I want to cry happily, I want to be fearless at this time, to experience the pain of life.

But what qualifications do I have at this time, I don't even deserve this qualification at all, and everything is self-inflicted, isn't it? I have no right to blame anyone, I don't even have the ability to blame myself, I can only cry, what can I do but cry?

A few days later, the teacher suddenly called me and told me that I went directly to the school's play, and I thought it would be like a scholarship system applied for by the school, and it might all be approved, but of course I didn't expect this to happen, and it was so smooth, and in the teacher's opinion, I said a word to me.

"This classmate, I think your previous grades are very good, and considering the comprehensive standard of your grades, I think you can meet the standards of a strong recommendation from the company and the school, and we will recommend you to study in the UK, this is a scholarship, then we would like to ask you, I would like to go to a liberal arts school in the UK, and continue to take your major in the foreign language department, if you want, we should definitely go to the next step of the process, of course, all this is up to you。 ”

I looked at the teacher in a daze, I don't know what this thing means to me, this British liberal arts school is very famous, a school with a history of more than 100 years, and the people who can go in and study are generally very powerful types of scholars, like me, a major is also a scholar, but there is still a big distance to be able to read this school.

I don't know what to do, I know who helped me do this background, if I guess correctly, is this a very big question that Ouyang Lili gave me, is it because of this situation that I got such an opportunity to study.

The teacher looked at me stunned and couldn't help but nod his head and ask me.

"I think for my classmates, this matter may need to be carefully considered for you, you can communicate with the people in the family about this matter, and then give us a reply later, and we need you to tell us in a day, we should have a reply to the British side." ”

I was stunned for a moment, when I walked out of this office, I pinched my arm hard, oh my God, it hurts, I realized that this is definitely not trying to get it, this is a real thing, I really got a coveted scholarship, I also got a chance to study abroad, which I couldn't even think of.

This university is a dream place for many students, and as an exchange student, I think this thing is really weird for me, I feel like my life is full of light, a place I never dared to think of.

And when I went back to the dormitory, I told my classmates the news.

They were very happy, and they pinched me in the face, and I had an ecstatic expression.

"I said oh my God, Leng Shuiyue, your luck is too good, did you drop a big pie in the world and hit your head, this place is a dream place for big bulls, like you can keep up with this calf, I can only say that your luck is not ordinary. ”