Drawing lots is really a good way to do it. This time, I didn't know what to do, and sometimes I thought that I really didn't want to go far away from my home, but what?

There are still some unwilling, in their hometown, there is no suitable position for themselves, maybe there is, that is, I always fail the test, I have been trying like this, while struggling, but also because I have not been very attentive, and I have not been in the test, sometimes I will comfort myself like this, saying that there are many people who have not been admitted, and I am not the only one who has not been admitted, whenever I think of this, my heart is not so sad。

But this time, there is indeed no suitable position in the local area, and I don't want to go to other places, so I hesitated, and another reason is that I am older, it is really not like when I was young, I want to go to a lot of places, and now I just want to stay quietly in a certain place alone, rather than constantly moving places, such instability will really give myself a very uncomfortable feeling, in such a feeling, I also feel that I am really like a leaf so casual, no one cares about the day, no one cares about such an existence, sometimes think about it, I also feel that my start is a little too late, sometimes I am also thinking, the civil service examination is said to be under 35 years old, but there are not many people in their 30s to take the civil service examination, some have their own foothold, and some people still want to climb to a high place, so to take the civil service exam, and we, gradually by laziness occupy the heart of the people, how can this not want to travel, and I was also a few days ago, the lot decided whether to sign up, at the beginning, I made two paper balls, so I grabbed it, but the result of the catch is to sign up, I am also a little dissatisfied,Sign up,What are the statuses of this?

I don't want to sign up either, but after that, I also found that it's really strange, after this time, it has already been decided, but I'm still so unwilling, so I found a piece of paper again, and made two paper balls again, and when I went to catch it again, I was also looking forward to catching the paper ball that didn't sign up?

But after waiting, I'm still looking forward to it, but it's not the result I want, sometimes there are really some evil sects, or sign up, is this God's destiny?

Even if you try again, it's still like this, if you win two out of three games, there will be two wins, and the result will be meaningless again, so it's such a decision.

When I came back that day, I couldn't wait to sign up, I really signed up very seriously, and I passed, and the qualification review was passed, but every time I looked at the beginning of the small number of applicants, I still had some self-confidence, but with the increase in the number of applicants, I still didn't have the confidence I had in the past, and sometimes I thought, should it really be like this?

I don't know if this choice is correct, but I still believe in my lot, and I really hope that this kind of lot can be my best choice.

Sometimes think about it, this method is also very good, at least when you hesitate, give yourself a good choice, in such a day, everyone has a moment that can not choose, in many times, when we can not choose, but also will face some problems that can not be chosen, and deeply blame yourself, in many times, it will also be so sad, for those who do not know the future, but also for some of the things that they never want to think about, sometimes think about it, it really should not be some shackles that plague us, although the lot is considered unscientific in many times, but after such a catchAt such a moment, we will also feel that it should actually be arranged by God, and we will not regret it for such a choice, this may be our greatest psychological comfort, sometimes when things are not going well, but also tell ourselves that this is God's arrangement, and sometimes, not only those of us, but also some people who believe in religion, are like this, in the world of some people, they all think like this, everything seems to be given by GodWhen we told a Christian that day, he had several children, all boys, and when he told us, he would still say thank God, and we were really puzzled, why is this?

Is it a blessing not to have a daughter? When we are in our hometown, we will always say to some people that there is no blessing if there is no daughter, and I always feel that my daughter is like my mother's little padded jacket, and it will always give people a warm feeling, but then I learned that in fact, this is the reason why many people want daughters, in such an occasion, I also know that people who do not have daughters will always say that they have no blessing or something, but there are also some people who think that no matter what it is, it is the best, this person thinks so, saying that he is really grateful for God's arrangement, and when he says this, we slowly understandWhat he said meant was this, that is, no matter what kind of thing people do, they have to thank God, this is what they think, but I also have my own opinion, sometimes I think, although the beliefs are different, but there will still be some commonalities, that is, they are all teaching people to learn kindness, there is no meaning to make people do evil, which allows us to have some of the same ideas and understanding, at such a moment, we are also gradually understanding that in fact, being a man, only worthy of their own conscience, is the best choice, as long as you do yourself well, what you are afraid of, God will not punish youAt such a moment, although it is very late, I am still very grateful to God for letting me write so many things I want to say, I will still be unable to choose in the future, draw lots, and give myself a suitable judgment and choice, at least don't be so entangled.