Chapter 150: Role Reversal

Sheng Yixing didn't want to hear Lin Qingshuang's words of rejection and anger anymore, so the man simply sealed her lips.

Lin Qingshuang struggled even more, she really didn't want to have anything to do with this man when she was sick and vulnerable. But the more she struggled, the more their bodies rubbed together.

Lin Qingshuang's mind was dizzy, and the discomfort of her body and the grievances in her heart made her finally unable to stand the low sobbing.

The woman's tears fell on Sheng Yixing's arm one by one, and the man woke up from his desire, and only then did he realize what he had done.

Sheng Yixing tightly grasped the car seat behind Lin Qingshuang with both hands, and the green tendons in his arms burst out, deeply suppressing his full emotions.

"I'm sorry!" Sheng Yixing retreated from Lin Qingshuang, his eyes did not dare to make eye contact with the woman, and he apologized in a low voice in a hoarse voice.

He didn't know why he was so dizzy and didn't care about it, maybe he had suppressed his emotions for a long time last night, or he was angry at Lin Qingshuang's conversation with Gu Sichen who was so cold before.

Just now, he wanted to feel Lin Qingshuang's existence and feel the real her, not so vaguely that it made people worry.

Syllable!

A crisp slap sounded in the carriage, Lin Qingshuang used all her strength to slap the man, her eyes were red, her voice choked and looked at him coldly, "This is what you want to talk to me?"

"I'm sorry ......"

Sheng Yixing raised his eyes, he couldn't defend himself, he could only apologize to Lin Qingshuang in a low voice over and over again.

The two were so close that Lin Qingshuang even smelled the man's familiar breath and saw her shadow in his deep eyes.

What she saw in him, was it affectionate?

That affection stabbed her, and her heart stabbed hard, and Lin Qingshuang hurriedly avoided the man's gaze.

Her appearance slammed into Sheng Yixing's heart fiercely, his subordinates clenched hard, his inner emotions were turbulent, and his heart seemed to be empty somewhere, and the emptiness made him extremely uncomfortable.

This is not the first time Sheng Yixing has seen an evasive gaze in Lin Qingshuang's eyes, this kind of dodge is like a stab in his heart, and he is in pain.

"Qingshuang, give me another chance. ”

Sheng Yixing was wearing a black suit, with a slim cut, noble and elegant, his eyes lowered slightly, his pain was overflowing, and his handsome face was gloomy and even tired, adding a bit of upset.

Lin Qingshuang raised her little face, although her complexion was not very good because of illness, but it could not hide her delicate and pretty face, and the woman's face was full of coldness, which was too faint.

Sheng Yixing looked at her with his head down, his Adam's apple rolled, and he said in a dumb voice, "The previous ones, I'm sorry! I'll compensate you with everything in the back!"

Lin Qingshuang chuckled, spoke clearly, and looked at the man in front of him coldly, "How do you say that? The world is impermanent, I remember that I didn't say much to you like this before? You haven't really felt sorry for me even once." Sheng Yixing, why bother? This is the end of the two of us!"

Sheng Yixing looked at her, his eyes became more and more complicated, he didn't speak, and he could even say that he didn't know what else he could say at the moment. After all, what Lin Qingshuang said is also true!

Retribution is not happy, it should be to describe the situation at this time!

Lin Qingshuang sneered and unbuckled her seat belt, not wanting to say anything more to the man.

The face with delicate makeup was a little cold, but there was no other emotion.

It's like a stranger.

Only when she opened the car door, the woman's hand paused slightly, and she whispered, "Sheng Yixing, let each other go!"

After that, he didn't stop any longer, opened the car door and walked down, took out the luggage in the trunk and took a taxi on the side of the road and left.

Sheng Yixing sat in place, he looked at Lin Qingshuang's face smiling lightly and wantonly, from the initial slight shock, to frowning, and then to the final loss of consciousness and regret.

He saw a thin layer of mockery in Lin Qingshuang's eyes, in her clear and indifferent eyebrows.

On the way back, Lin Qingshuang was upset, she got out of the taxi and carried her suitcase all the way, thinking all the way, thinking all the way, how could she feel uncomfortable.

She didn't know when Sheng Yixing's attitude suddenly softened, but this belated care really made her feel sad.

Feelings can really make or break a person. She and Sheng Yixing are the most typical examples, he was achieved by feelings, she was destroyed, and there are many things between them that cannot be empathized.

Lin Qingshuang remembered that when she was in a mental hospital, she fell from heaven to the darkest hell, and she was faced with a group of people who were abnormal and even particularly terrible for ordinary people. She stayed there, from the confident and proud little princess in the past to overly withdrawn and sensitive, and her body was no longer pointed at all the time.

Later, after being picked up by Sheng Yixing to the Sheng family, even if others were curious, they only dared to look at her with different eyes, and there was no superfluous gossip.

She happily lived to her twenties with her brother's favor, and everyone who saw her praised Lin Qingshuang of the Lin family for her country-like appearance and extraordinary talent.

Her life is like being held to the highest point by the stars, and then she was thrown down and shattered.

Even after going through those, when she desperately fled to Nancheng to start an ordinary and simple life, she felt that she was already very satisfied, and the lack of love was no longer enough to crush her, but Sheng Yixing's words today completely woke her up.

She still cares.

Lin Qingshuang walked to the door of the villa with her luggage, and was in a daze in place. She felt that her brain was chaotic, partly to Sheng Yixing, and partly to herself.

Lin Jin Rang had already received a call from Sheng Yixing, saying that she was not feeling well and left halfway, and asked him to call him back when he saw Lin Qingshuang go home.

Lin Jin Rang has been guarding the door, waiting for his sister anxiously.

Glancing at the figure at the door, Lin Jin walked forward quickly, and when he saw her lost soul, he couldn't help frowning, "What's wrong?"

Lin Qingshuang opened her mouth and raised her head to meet her brother's concerned gaze, but she didn't know which thing to start with, and in the end, she asked a very abrupt question, "Brother, if my mother is still alive, do you think she will forgive her father?"

Lin Jin rang heard this, paused slightly, and vaguely understood something in his heart, he replied: "Yes!"

"Even if you know that Sui Lin and Lin Yanxiu are so favored later, will you?"

"Yes!"

Lin Qingshuang listened to his unthinking answer, a little envy appeared in her heart, she smiled, lowered her eyes and sighed: "Mother must love him miserably!"

Before she could finish speaking, she was grabbed by her shoulders and taken into her brother's arms.

Lin Jin let hold her tired body with one hand and pampered her back with the other.

Just like when she was a child, she was wronged and threw herself into her brother's arms for comfort.

Lin Qingshuang was unexpected, looking up at his brother, he was still a little confused.

Lin Jin patted her shoulder as if soothingly, and finally gently rubbed her head, his behavior was extremely gentle, and his voice was extremely gentle, "We love you very much!"

After that, Lin Qingshuang felt that the palm of her hand hanging beside her was tightly held by a pair of soft little hands, she lowered her head to Shangsheng's black and white gaze, the little guy looked at her immaturely and firmly, and the soft and glutinous voice sounded in her ears, "I love Mommy too!"

Lin Jin turned his head and pulled his lips, his expression extremely soft.

Lin Qingshuang's eyelashes trembled slightly.

She felt that her eyes were a little sour, but she didn't want to do something as faceless as shedding tears, so she directly grabbed her brother's neck, simply lay her upper body on top of him, and buried her face in his neck socket.

Just like a child, this is a coquettish gesture that is extremely obvious.

Lin Jin let feel his sister's emotions and sighed slightly, "I know that the two of us have had different experiences over the years, and many of your sad brothers can't empathize. Lin Jin pulled her up from himself, like coaxing a child, "I know your heart is very entangled now, my brother won't put pressure on you, I will support you in whatever you do, don't put too much pressure on yourself, okay?"

Lin Qingshuang propped her hands on, looked at her brother and didn't speak, only the tails of her eyes were stained with a wet flush.

Lin Jin Rang stared at her and said in a gentle tone: "I hope you can go further on your path, always have your own ideals, and learn to live for yourself!"

"Trivial and complicated things can be handed over to my brother, you only need to do what you want, in the past few years, my brother was not in good health and was not able to protect you well, no matter what you want to do in the future, I will stand firmly behind you, no one dares to bully you!"

After listening to Lin Jinrang's words, Lin Qingshuang suddenly understood the benefits of having a mature enough relative.

He will spend a long time and effort to solve all the problems, to ensure that when she needs help, he can firmly hold her hand and walk a smooth road.

There are no hidden dangers and unknowns, and then the love between relatives is frank and selfless, as well as tenderness and tolerance.

It seemed that as long as her brother was there, she could see the road ahead.

Lin Qingshuang lowered her eyes, and suddenly stretched out her hand and held her brother's and the little guy's hands tightly.

There is no meaning, as if I want to grasp the last straw, hasty and longing.

Lin Qingshuang opened her mouth, there were so many things she wanted to say, and a lot of grievances she wanted to express, but in the end, she just silently repeated it thousands of times in her heart.

In front of his brother and daughter, all of them turned into a full of warmth and were healed.

Lin Qingshuang's heart was sour, it was the man who made his former self broken and reshaped his current self.

She really wanted to get rid of everything she had and start her life again, but Lin Qingshuang knew it in her heart, even if she told herself over and over again, don't be tempted by that man anymore, don't have the slightest emotion for that man.

But she clearly found that she had no choice, no way to ignore it.

After Lin Qingshuang whispered a few words to his brother and the little guy, he changed his shoes and walked into the room.

The lights in the villa were brightly lit and the heating was turned on, and Lin Jin rang said to Lin Qingshuang, "I've been standing outside for so long, my body is cold, your body is still uncomfortable, you will be more comfortable with some hot tea, I have soaked it before, I have been soaking for a while, and it shouldn't be hot now." ”

Lin Qingshuang took it, took a few sips warmly, and showed a little girl's smile to Lin Jinrang, "Then I'll go up and clean up and take a shower first!"

"Okay, after washing down and eating, I'll cook your favorite sweet and sour pork ribs myself!"

Lin Qingshuang nodded, held the quilt and walked upstairs slowly.

Lin Jin Rang stood in the bright light, his figure was tall, his handsome face under his short hair was full of worry, and only a pair of eyes followed his sister's back closely.

It wasn't until she completely disappeared from her field of vision that she retracted her gaze, turned sideways and whispered to Sheng Xinxin, "Let's go, Uncle will make you something to eat today!"

Sheng Xin raised a happy smile and nodded obediently.

Lin Qingshuang put a bathtub of hot water in the bathtub, took off the clothes on her body and soaked herself in the water.

The warm water mixed with white water vapor enveloped his whole body, and even the tiredness and weakness of his body dissipated together.

Lin Qingshuang could feel that she had a low fever all the time, and the drug residues in her body were also troubled, and the whole person was groggy.

At this moment, she was immersed in the water, and the irritability in her heart also calmed down.

Lin Qingshuang sat in the water with her knees in her arms, her eyes closed sleepily, wanting to rest in the warmth for a while.

After Lin Jin made dinner, he asked the little guy to go up and ask Lin Qingshuang to come down for dinner.

Sheng Xin pushed open the bedroom door and saw Mommy sitting on the sofa with her knees leaning back.

She was wearing a sweater in a very plain tone, her long half-dried hair was wet and scattered, she was neither reading nor looking at her mobile phone or notebook, her eyes looked at the scenery outside the window, and she was distracted.

Sheng was stunned, and saw the endless feeling of desolation and loneliness in Mommy's body.

She walked straight over, hugged Mommy's body, put her little face on her delicate and soft face, and whispered, "Mommy, it's time to eat!"

Lin Qingshuang came back to her senses, turned her head to see the little guy, and nodded, "Okay." ”

Sheng Xinxin straightened his small body and reached out to her.

Lin Qingshuang looked at the soft and glutinous white and tender little hand that reached in front of him, and still put his hand on it, put it in the slippers that his feet put on, and then got up and stood up.

Lin Jin made a table of dishes, which was more than enough for three people to eat.

The meal was very quiet, Lin Qingshuang ate very slowly, and even looked very strangely serious, as if he was tasting seriously.

Sheng Xinxin and Lin Jin let her know that she was not in a very good mood, accommodating her speed, and eating very slowly, but Lin Qingshuang was absent-mindedly slow.

It is about that Lin Qingshuang's attention is on the food, and the attention of the two of them, one big and one young, is on her.

The whole process was quiet and peaceful.

After the meal, Lin Qingshuang sat on the sofa, holding the tea that the little guy made for her, the cup was a little hot, but it warmed the whole palm and fingers.

She lowered her head and looked at the mint mist wafting from the tea sleep.

Lin Jin rang looked at her not far from her hand, bought it for a while, and walked over.

He walked over to the coffee table, picked up the remote control, and looked down at the woman with drooping eyes, "Do you have to leave today? ”

"Well, I'm ready to go. There's nothing to do if you stay, and you're idle!" she looked up as she held the cup and looked at him slowly.

Lin Jin knew in his heart that the things decided by his sister were basically settled, and there was no room for negotiation.

However, considering that her body was not yet well, he couldn't help but speak with concern.

"I think you can rest for a few more days!"

Lin Qingshuang looked up at his brother, knowing that he was worried about himself, and suddenly looked at him with a soft and coquettish face, "What's the matter, you can't bear me! You can rest assured, I have time to come back to see you, or if you miss me, you can come to see us at any time." ”

"Okay!" Lin Jin made his voice very clean, like a stream in late autumn, cool and clear, his eyes like an abyss stared at her faintly and quietly, and said slowly and methodically, "If you are unhappy, call me at any time." ”

Lin Qingshuang nodded, packed everything and went out with Sheng Xinxin.

There are too many variables here, and she feels that she should stay as soon as possible for the little guy to meet the south city, so as not to change any more.

Lin Qingshuang walked out of the villa with her heart, her car was parked outside, and she just put her luggage or something in the trunk.

As soon as Lin Qingshuang turned around, she saw Sheng Yixing walking down from the car on the side, and when she suddenly looked at the man who appeared in front of her, she was in a trance.

The man who had been bouncing in his mind all day today appeared in front of his eyes, and Lin Qingshuang was suddenly a little overwhelmed.

"You ......" She wanted to ask him why he appeared here at this time, and when she reacted, she immediately pulled Sheng Xinxin behind her, looking defensive and nervous.

Sheng Yixing saw Lin Qingshuang's actions, his heart ached, and his eyes fell on the little guy on the side.

The little guy hid behind Lin Qingshuang, looking at himself timidly with a pair of small eyes, and his eyes were shrunk and longing for a long time.

During this time when Lin Qingshuang took the little guy, she always tried to find a way to condition her body, except for the scars on her neck, there were still some pink marks on her neck, and the others were already completely fine, and the little guy had grown taller, and his ruddy face looked extraordinarily energetic.

Sheng Yixing's heart can be regarded as a reality, and I feel very gratified.

"Qingshuang, let's talk!" the man raised his eyes to look at Lin Qingshuang, asking for the woman's thoughts.

"There's nothing to talk about!" Lin Qingshuang said coldly, opened the car door and motioned for Sheng Xinxin to get in the car first.

The heart understood what Mommy meant, nodded and obediently got into the car and sat in the back seat.

After Lin Qingshuang saw her sit down, she also opened the driver's seat door, and quickly wanted to dodge in and lock the car door.

But it was too late, Sheng Yixing saw her intentions, stepped forward and stretched out a hand to block the car door that was about to close.

Lin Qingshuang didn't expect him to make such a move, her strength was used very much, and the man's palm was directly sandwiched between the crack of the car door by her.

Lin Qingshuang gasped, she looked at Sheng Yixing's red and swollen palms, and knew how painful it was.

But she can't care about that at this moment, she doesn't want to see Sheng Yixing at all, she just wants to leave far away, and no longer have anything to do with her.

Sheng Yixing endured the pain, reached in with his big hand, and pulled the car door open. The man's strength was great, and he stood there with a cold face, his face cut with a knife and axe without a trace of pain, as if it were nothing to him.

The man's voice was low and imposing, and his eyes stared at her for a moment and said coldly, "If I want to open it, you can't stop me, I don't want to be unhappy with you in front of the child!"

His voice was very cold, so cold that Lin Qingshuang couldn't help but shiver, she understood that her strength was nothing to Sheng Yixing, and the man was just giving her a chance.

Lin Qingshuang's eyes fell on the little guys, Sheng Xin hung his head and didn't look at them, his body trembled slightly, and he couldn't see his expression clearly.

She knew that the little guy was uncomfortable, she turned her head to stare at Sheng Yixing and said helplessly, "What the hell do you want to do!"

Sheng Yixing also met her gaze, "You come out, let's have a good talk!"

"I said, there's nothing to talk about!"

"Lin Qingshuang, don't let me repeat it a second time!" Sheng Yixing's words were cold and he gave an ultimatum.

Lin Qingshuang trembled, she seemed to hear the irrepressible cry of Sheng Xinxin, and the woman's heart seemed to be stirring fiercely in a lot of knives, and her face turned pale in pain.

Lin Qingshuang finally relaxed the strength she held on the car door, and she walked out slowly with soft steps.

She closed the car door, and the two of them were cut off from arguing.

"What the hell are you going to say?" Lin Qingshuang roared at Sheng Yixing.

She didn't know why the man in front of her always appeared in front of them, and he couldn't go away with him.

When Sheng Yixing was so angry with Shanglin Qingshuang that her eyes were red, she only felt a chill welling up in her heart, how far had she resisted and rejected him?

Sheng Yixing didn't want to force her anymore, he didn't want to put too much pressure on her, he lowered his voice and suppressed the emotions in his heart, "Lin Qingshuang, let's have a good talk!"

"What are you talking about?, what's there to talk about?" Lin Qingshuang raised her eyes to look at him and asked, then as if she remembered something, her eyes shrank in an instant, she took a few steps back, lay in front of the car, and stared at Sheng Yixing coldly, "Are you trying to rob me of my heart? Sheng Yixing, let me tell you, I couldn't help it before, I felt that I couldn't give my soul a better life! But now you definitely don't want to take your soul away from me, don't you think! You let her suffer so many terrible things, you don't deserve to be a father at all!"

Sheng Xinxin is the softest place in Lin Qingshuang's heart, and being a mother is rigid, as long as it involves the little guy's affairs. Lin Qingshuang's emotional ups and downs are very large, and her resistance to Sheng Yixing is even more obvious.

Sheng Yixing listened to the woman's accusations, and felt as if someone had blown a hole in his chest with a pistol, his flesh and blood were blurred, and he almost couldn't stand up in a moment of pain.