I didn't like the lively environment very much at the beginning, especially on such occasions, I generally stayed away, because I really didn't have an artistic cell, I didn't have it since I was a child, and now I forcibly implant it into my body, is it a little too late, besides, I don't like what I don't like, there is no need to force myself like this, so in such a festival, I always hurt my mind alone, because I really can't do it in this regard, so I'm really scared, I remember at the beginning, I was the head teacher, such a festival is essential, and it is generally passed, but in such days,I'm not interested.,Fortunately, the students are older.,When I encounter such a festival.,They are all prepared in advance.,Sometimes I don't know that they've started to prepare.,They are still hiding from me to do rehearsals for such a show.,But in the first few years.,I'm still very lucky.,There have always been those students with artistic talent in the class.,And there are already some foundations in the previous grades.,At the beginning,I didn't know anything.,Watching them ask me to do this and that.,Let me download music.,And let me train their movements.,In fact, as a class teacher,It's my job. , At the festival, everyone should be more lively, but I don't know anything, it's really very stupid to stand here, and then they are not very casual with me in such a state, so let's practice it myself, I don't care much about them, just let them practice by themselves, I also really admire their self-learning ability, after two weeks of practice, they have practiced almost, they learned the dance from their senior classmates, and then the same classmates are proficient in movements together, when they see people, let others see how they dance, so after many people's eyes, it becomesAnd then at the last time, I was asked to look at their results, and I just shouted: "OK", but such a thing once again confirmed: where the heart is, there is achievement.

So in the next few years, I told them directly, I really don't know this kind of art, so you can practice it yourself, if not, then don't participate in the June 1st show, but their enthusiasm deeply moved me, looking at their enthusiasm, but I still can't help anything, so just so casually, from the beginning of the rehearsal, to the morning of the show, a lot of homeroom teachers are doing everything, getting up early in the morning to put on makeup or something, but I said I don't know how to put on makeup, so they told me, the teacher we are ready, you can rest assured。

In fact, they are really ready, just a few days ago, they have contacted the bridal shop to give them makeup, 10 yuan per person, they get up early in the morning, and then go to the bridal shop to make up and come to school, all of which I have not participated in, but sometimes, the disadvantage is also an advantage, I really don't know anything, they feel that they can't rely on me, and then everything is done by themselves, everything is their own worry, and the burden is really on their shoulders to know how far they can go.

Every time I look at everything they do, I really give them a thumbs up. From the first year, they seem to have adapted to my clumsiness, so they have always been like this to prepare and rehearse by themselves, and they are afraid that I will be angry and say, if it doesn't work, I won't participate, and they are also telling me with practical actions: they want to participate in the June 1st event, so let's participate, and I am proud of their performance.

Seeing that my colleagues were so busy that I was just a very idle person, I just bought them breakfast when they finished the show.

I remember one year of June 1st, it was really special, on such days, I was also busy in the classroom, but when the candy was distributed, a boy took a bag of candy, obviously not the school candy, and later learned that he bought it himself, because he was happy for the holiday, and then came up and stuffed me with a lot of candy, I was blinded at that time, because I really thought that this moment was a dream, this student's performance in school was not good at all, not only the academic performance was not good, but a matter of bag, every time he caused trouble, and every time I solved it, and then he received a lot of criticism, so I didn't have a good impression of him in the class, That's why I was surprised when he took the initiative to give me, and I was still thinking in my heart, he really didn't hold a grudge against me?

I remember when I was young, the average teacher was very good to me, so I felt unbearable from the teacher's criticism, and of course I was very afraid of the teacher.

Only once, during class, I didn't even know what was going on, the teacher threw away my book during class, and then I lowered my head and didn't dare to move, but I still don't understand why the teacher threw my book away, it has always been a knot in my heart, and I was also very scared, until the end of class, I told my table that the teacher had left, and I dared to secretly raise my head to see where my book was lying.

I quickly picked up my book, and then patted the dust on it, and then I could relax.

I don't have a good impression of that teacher either, because this time, his glorious image was destroyed in my mind, and it is still a dilapidated impression.

If this classmate has the courage to give me candy, I think his heart must be much brighter than mine, and why was my heart so dark when I was young?

And my fear of teachers is also in step with the times, and it has always been like this. At that moment, I felt like this about him, he should not hold a grudge against me in his heart, which gave me great courage and affirmation, unlike when I was young, I can remember the darkness of a teacher's heart because of one thing.

Soon Juneteenth is coming, and now it's much better, I'm no longer a class teacher, and of course I don't have the previous tasks, but I still feel a little lost, and I can't say the feelings and reasons.

I'm still overwhelmed by this kind of bustle, looking at the bustle outside, I still can't do anything, or stay alone quietly, but on such a day, I decided that I still want to spend this day, rather than a sad face, it is better to live this day happily.

I wish the children a happy June Day in advance!