Chapter 141 is wrong to the end
In the photo, Miss Soul has a ruddy face, snuggled in Miss Lin's arms, and her smile is very bright and without sadness.
It's not that Li Tezhu hasn't seen the look of Sheng Xinxin on the dock that day, it was a kind of resolute sadness, the kind of protective thorns all over his body, which made people feel distressed.
Li Tezhu stood in front of the hospital room and held the photo in his hand. hesitated for a while, and was extremely expecting that the little lady would be safe and sound, which was a very happy thing.
He didn't know whether to tell Mr. Sheng about this, or maybe it was a good choice to let their mother and daughter live quietly in Nancheng.
Li Tezhu saw Sheng Yixing half-lying on the hospital bed through the glass window at the door of the ward, staring blankly at the front in a daze.
The high-spirited face is pale at the moment, and the side face is angular, but it also looks extraordinarily thin.
He put the photo away, then took a deep breath. Pushed open the door and walked inside.
"Mr. Sheng ......"
Hearing the voice of the visitor, Sheng Yixing only glanced away at him slightly, and then withdrew his gaze.
Li Tezhu didn't care, he knew in his heart that Sheng was always too lazy to take care of him because of the sleeping needle, and Sheng Yixing was like a marionette since he woke up, and it was a very good thing that he rarely reacted when he spoke.
He stepped forward. Looking at the hanging needle on the man's hand, he asked, "Mr. Sheng, do you feel better, do you want to eat or anything else do you need me to bring for you?"
"No, I don't. The man's thin lips were slightly open, and a hoarse voice came from his throat.
Li Tezhu stood in place and looked at the man in front of him, who was as calm as a mountain in the business world. A man who didn't flinch in the slightest.
He was crushed like this overnight, he closed his eyes, and sighed in his heart, Mr. Sheng had never been so desperate for a moment, and his eyes were almost lifeless.
It's like a pool of stagnant water, no matter what they say during this time, even if they throw a stone into it, they can't make any waves.
Sheng Yixing saw Li Tezhu standing in place and didn't speak, just looked at him quietly.
The quiet air flowed in the ward, and after a moment of silence, Li Tezhu raised his eyes and looked at Sheng Yixing and said tentatively and quietly, "Mr. Sheng, I mean that if Miss Soul is still alive, maybe it will be the best outcome for her to live with Miss Lin." ”
Sheng Yixing stared at Li Tezhu, his ink eyes stared at him tightly, for a moment, staring at Li Tezhu's heart a little hairy, afraid that he had discovered something.
After being silent for a moment, Sheng Yixing withdrew his gaze, and his eyes, which had lit up when he heard Sheng Xinxin's name, darkened heavily.
A trace of bitterness floated in his heart, and his lips trembled slightly, "I owe them too much and too much to their mother and daughter, if I do it all over again, I'm afraid my heart will definitely not be willing to stay by my side!"
Sheng Yixing seemed to be answering Li Tezhu's words, and it was like muttering to himself.
The man was covered in endless desolation and despair, and the whole aura of sadness spread through the ward.
Li Tezhu reached out and touched the photo in his pocket. He was hesitating to take it out and give it to him, telling him the fact that Miss Soul was still alive.
At this moment, the mobile phone in his pocket buzzed and vibrate, and Li Tezhu took out his mobile phone and his face changed slightly when he saw the string of numbers on it.
Sheng Yixing saw him standing there in a daze, glancing at him thoughtfully, Li Tezhu was suddenly a little nervous, and picked up the phone stubbornly.
"Miss Lin......"
Which Miss Lin?
Lin Qingshuang?!
Sheng Yixing's face changed, and the momentum around him rose in an instant, and he almost looked at Li Tezhu with bated breath.
"Li Tezhu, are you busy now?" Lin Qingshuang's clear voice came from the other end of the phone, and she asked.
"Miss Lin, is there something wrong?" Li Tezhu was a little stiff, his voice was normal, and Lin Qingshuang didn't notice that something was wrong with him at the moment.
After Su Linyun left, Lin Qingshuang thought about what the little guy said, and was still slightly uneasy in her heart, and after thinking about it, she decided to ask Li Tezhu for clarification.
Li Tezhu is the old man next to Sheng Yixing, basically he is very clear about everything, and he must know about the problem of the soul appearing around him.
"Did the mind have anything to do with him? Did the mind come to me with his consent?"
"This ......," Li Tezhu didn't know how to speak for a moment.
"What's wrong?is something going on?" Lin Qingshuang couldn't help but ask when he heard what he wanted to say.
"What do you say? The soul is with you? You mean the soul is still alive with you?" was silent on the other end of the phone for a long time, and then Sheng Yixing's hoarse and eager voice came, and his tone was full of excitement and uncertainty.
The man was eager to be confirmed, and took Li Tezhu's mobile phone with his big hand, and the infusion tube on his other hand was ripped off because of the force in the other hand, and the blood flowed out like that.
The man didn't care about it, he tore off the needle, and wiped it with his big hand, which was nothing to him compared to the news of the little guy.
Sheng Yixing staggered down from the hospital bed excitedly, and asked eagerly on the other end of the phone with scarlet eyes.
"Sheng Yixing?" Lin Qingshuang listened to the hoarse voice inside, her pretty eyebrows trembled slightly, and she asked uncertainly.
"Hmm, you just said that the soul is with you?" Sheng Yixing held his breath in anticipation.
"Don't you know about me?" Lin Qingshuang was confused, but she quickly caught the point of the man's words, "What did you just say alive?"
Things exceeded Lin Qingshuang's expectations, and she felt more and more that something very serious had happened in her heart, which was definitely not as simple as she said.
"It's a long story, I'm going to look for you!" Sheng Yixing immediately made a decision and acted without further ado.
"Mr. Sheng...... Your body ......" Li Tezhu looked at him worriedly, and as soon as he spoke, the man stared at him coldly.
Li Tezhu chuckled in his heart, shrunk his eyes, and didn't dare to say more, "I'll settle accounts with you when I come back!"
After the man coldly dropped a sentence, he took his coat and walked out of the ward quickly.
Li Tezhu was frightened, thought about it or followed quickly, Mr. Sheng's body was still very weak, there was still some distance from Nancheng, and it would be very troublesome if he was physically exhausted on the road.
Sheng Yixing had never felt so tormented for a minute or a second, he was anxious to look out the window on the plane, wishing that he could immediately appear in front of Lin Qingshuang at this moment to see if the little guy was really alive.
But when he stood at the door of Lin Qingshuang's room, the hand that wanted to lock the door could not knock down, he was suddenly a little scared, afraid to face Lin Qingshuang and Sheng Xinxin, he didn't know what kind of way he could face them.
The man stood at the door for a long, long time, until Li Tezhu's legs were a little numb, and then he reminded softly, "Mr. Sheng......"
Sheng Yixing paused, took a deep breath, clenched his fists, and finally knocked lightly on the door.
After a while, Lin Qingshuang opened the door, and the moment she saw Sheng Yixing, Lin Qingshuang's hand holding the doorknob paused slightly.
The impression of Sheng Yixing is very high-spirited and full of spirit, and that kind of spirit makes people feel that there is a feeling of disaster left behind for thousands of years.
At this moment, the man's face is thin and haggard, and even the clothes he is wearing look extraordinarily wide.
The stubble on the man's cheeks also came out densely, and his eye sockets were deeply sunken, and the bottom of his eyes was gaunt and tired.
"What about the soul?" After a moment of silence, the man stared at Lin Qingshuang and said softly, so cautious, his eyes were full of expectation.
Since Lin Qingshuang left, this was the first time he saw her, and that familiar face made his heart warm, and his guilt and self-deprecation swept through his entire heart in an instant.
The things that he had done indiscriminately in the past poured into his mind together, and Sheng Yixing lowered his eyes, and the woman's eyes were so shiny that he almost didn't dare to look at each other.
Lin Qingshuang's hand was lowered from the doorknob, and when she turned sideways, Sheng Xinxin stood behind her, biting her lower lip uneasily, her eyes were full of complicated emotions, and she met Sheng Yixing's gaze.
Sheng Yixing's eyes turned red almost the moment he saw the little guy, and he trembled and wanted to reach out and touch the little guy.
Wants to make sure his daughter is still alive.
Sheng Xinxin saw his father's action of raising his hand, thinking that he was going to criticize himself, so he subconsciously squinted his eyes and shrank invisibly.
Sheng Yixing's outstretched hand froze in place, and the outstretched hand slowly retracted, he was frightened by the horror in Sheng Xinxin's eyes, and he still didn't have the courage to put it on after trying.
The man's eyes were fixed on the little guy's body, and after making sure that he hadn't seen it, he muttered a few times in a trembling voice, "It's good...... That's nice. ”
In addition to this, he seems to no longer know what words to use to describe his state of mind at this moment.
"Let's talk about it first!" Lin Qingshuang saw the man freeze in place, and the affection and pain in her eyes shocked her, and she reminded softly.
"Hmm!" the man responded in a dumb voice, Lin Qingshuang turned around and walked towards the sofa with the little guy in his arms.
Sheng Yixing felt that his feet at this moment seemed to have roots, and when he saw the little guy's so vivid appearance, the blood all over his body was congealing in an instant, and he couldn't walk at all.
The woman's soft voice called back his thoughts, and the man stepped in, and he just looked at the backs of one big and one small.
Lin Qingshuang's gentleness and tranquility, the liveliness of the little guy, Sheng Yixing felt that the picture at this moment was the most beautiful scene he had ever seen.
His nose was slightly pantothenic, and he was full of emotion in his heart, God was still not kind to him, and he didn't take the little guy away from him, even if the little guy might be afraid of him, hate him, blame him, but as long as she lived, it was enough for Sheng Yixing.
Sheng Yixing looked at the backs of Lin Qingshuang and the little guy almost greedily, as if he wanted to carve their figures into his eyes.
If it was in the past, when Sheng Yixing found out that Lin Qingshuang was hiding so far away from him and was still settling in Nancheng alone, he would definitely go up and ask this woman what she was thinking!
But now he's scared!
When Sheng Xin threw all the truth to him nakedly, he didn't have that confidence.
In the past, he turned a blind eye to Lin Qingshuang's explanation, and even blindly defended Gu Sinan, repudiated her explanation over and over again, and ridiculed her endlessly.
What about reality?
Sheng Yixing clearly felt that what was waiting for him in reality was a deep slap, this slap was clear and loud, and it could clearly tell him in an instant how wrong he was.
How many times Sheng Yixing had pushed Lin Qingshuang into the boundless darkness, watching the darkness swallow him up, but he had never once reached out to pull her out, and even more often didn't mind kicking her even more when she was praying for help.
These scenes were spinning around in Sheng Yixing's mind like a marquee, and the man only felt that his heart was distressed, and it was the kind of spasmodic pain that seemed to twitch and throb.
Lin Qingshuang put the water cup in front of the man, and seeing his struggling uneasiness, he noticed his abnormality, "Drink some water!"
Lin Qingshuang said softly and sat down opposite the man.
Sheng Yixing suddenly retracted his senses, and woke up in a trance as if he had a nightmare, looking at the woman in front of him in a daze.
She was wearing a comfortable lounge dress, her face was pale red and not as pale and desperate as when she was with him, and her hair was cut short, less seductive and more playful.
Sheng Yixing looked a little stupid, and couldn't help but sigh secretly in his heart, sure enough, without him, Lin Qingshuang would live well.
At least not to endure psychological torture over and over again.
The man's expression looked extremely desolate and bitter, Lin Qingshuang's heart was a little unbearable, she didn't know what Sheng Yixing was thinking at this moment, and her eyes were full of desolation and guilt.
Lin Qingshuang retracted her gaze, but it didn't matter.
Facing the man in front of her now, her heart is extraordinarily calm, there is no such confrontation as before, and there is no sabre-rattling atmosphere in the past, and the two of them are unusually calm and quiet at this moment.
Sheng Yixing raised his eyes, his eyes reflected Lin Qingshuang's pure little face, and he wanted to open his mouth and ask her if she had been blaming him.
Ask her, and then say sorry to her, but now he opened his thin lips and throat as if choked, but he couldn't say anything.
He had long said to Lin Qingshuang that he would not regret it!
Lin Qingshuang also asked him sadly and ridiculously, what should he do if he found out that everything was wrong?
What did he say to her then? He didn't hesitate to fight back, he said he wouldn't regret it!
said that even if he was wrong, he would be wrong to the end!
But now, how can a simple sorry offset the damage at that time?