Chapter 142: I really regret it
How could he say he regretted it?
How could he admit that he actually regretted it!
Sheng Yixing was thinking that if he could do it all over again, he would rather do everything to make up for the damage to Lin Qingshuang from the beginning, but the reality was too cruel, and there was no if!
Sheng Yixing's heart felt suffocated, the throbbing pain was almost breathless, he wanted to open his mouth to tell Lin Qingshuang, tell her that his heart was very painful, and the pain was about to die!
He still remembered what Lin Qingshuang had told him before leaving, she said that you can't force someone who doesn't love you to be by your side.
And this person who doesn't love you loved him with all his body and mind at the beginning. Sheng Yixing knew in her heart that Lin Qingshuang had loved him desperately, and even after he had done so many things that hurt her, she forgave him over and over again.
And what did he do?
He hurt her, made her depressed, made her miserable, and even cruelly told her that her only responsibility as a mother is to donate bone marrow!
Even so, Lin Qingshuang agreed without complaint!
Sheng Yixing couldn't bear the pain in his heart after all, his eyes were red and he slowly closed his eyes.
In Lin Qingshuang's puzzled gaze, Sheng Yixing slowly opened his mouth and told all the things that happened during this time.
Lin Qingshuang's face was calm at first, but gradually turned into anger, and finally couldn't help but reach out and grab the little guy beside him, feeling very sad in his heart.
She trembled and tore open the ribbon tied around the little guy's neck, Sheng Xin dodged slightly, but the scar on his neck was also exposed to the air.
Sheng Yixing looked away uncomfortably, while Lin Qingshuang's eyes were red, and the tears of the bean couldn't stop falling one by one.
She should have thought of it a long time ago, she blamed herself, she didn't find the little guy's wounds, she was really an incompetent mommy.
She didn't know how much perseverance the little guy had to find her brother and come to her again.
She didn't dare to think about this, as long as she thought about it slightly, her heart was sullen and breathless.
"Mommy, it doesn't hurt anymore, don't cry, it's okay!" Seeing that Lin Qingshuang's eyes were red and couldn't stop crying, the little guy hurriedly stretched out his little hand to help Lin Qingshuang wipe his tears.
The woman's teardrops are like beads with broken threads, ticking and falling.
Sheng Yixing felt the same way, he didn't dare to meet Lin Qingshuang's gaze, he himself knew this feeling very well, that kind of uneasiness, helplessness and fear, which could not be expressed in words.
After a while, Lin Qingshuang relieved herself, pulled out the tissue on the table and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes.
Lin Qingshuang looked at the man sitting opposite the sofa.
The handsome face under the short black hair was not as indifferent and cold as usual, covered with a thin layer of tenderness, and the dark and deep eyes looked at her, very focused, with indescribable guilt.
He was wearing a white shirt with a clean, dust-free hem and no wrinkles.
At first glance, he is well-dressed.
Like everything she has experienced, everything that Sheng Xin has experienced is just her own fantasy and illusion.
She was a little dazed and sluggish, but she straightened her back slightly.
She never showed any expression on her face, and she didn't blame Sheng Yixing, faintly, and a little inconspicuously cold.
"Since this matter has happened, there is no point in saying anything, I just hope that you can deal with Gu Sinan well, she is not such a simple person, you can see everything clearly now, I don't care if you believe it or not, but I will never allow any hidden dangers to my daughter!"
Lin Qingshuang raised her eyes and looked at Sheng Yixing, without blaming or being annoyed, and discussed with him calmly.
Things have become like this, because it is useless to worry about whose fault it is, and it is more important to eliminate the hidden dangers, otherwise her heart is too uneasy, thinking that she may lose her daughter anytime and anywhere, and her mood is even more tense to the extreme.
Sheng Yixing looked at her for a while, and then said slowly, "I have already found out the matter, there is someone behind her, I don't know who it is yet, as for her, I threw her into a mental hospital! Don't worry, I won't let the same thing happen twice, and the heart is also my daughter!"
"Mental Hospital......" Lin Qingshuang was slightly stunned, and muttered with a wry smile.
Heaven is a good reincarnation, I didn't expect that Gu Sinan would be thrown into a mental hospital one day.
What is the situation in the mental hospital, Lin Qingshuang knows very well, and she doesn't know if Miss Gu can stand it.
"What about the mind?" Sheng Yixing looked down at her face, "If you want her to accompany you, I can send her over from time to time!"
Lin Qingshuang lifted her eyelids and raised her eyes to look at Sheng Yixing, if she didn't understand it wrong, what did the man mean was that he wanted to take his soul home?
Lin Qingshuang's face still didn't change any emotion, she just raised her eyes and said coldly, "Are you worthy?"
This question pierced Sheng Yixing's heart like a knife, his whole heart was distressed, and the skeleton of his whole body felt like it was falling apart.
Sheng Yixing looked at the woman in front of him, she was sitting on the sofa, quietly watching him speak.
When she was sad, a thin layer of sweat appeared on her forehead, and her hair was tied up, although it could be seen that it was tied very casually, and she looked out of her mind, like an out-of-body soul.
He even had the illusion of losing her absurdly, but without Sheng Yixing thinking about it, he knew in his heart that he had lost her.
The water glass that the man was holding in one hand froze slightly in place, his expression frozen on his face.
Sheng Yixing frowned, "Qingshuang ......"
The man's meaning is obvious, Sheng Xinxin must talk to him, this is not negotiable!
Lin Qingshuang didn't raise his head, his tone was light, and he didn't discuss, "It's not up to you to decide on this matter, you still have to ask the baby what he thinks." ”
Lin Qingshuang turned her head sideways and looked at Sheng Xinxin inquiringly.
Sheng Xinxin naturally wanted to stay with Mommy all the time, the only thought in her heart was to live with Mommy, the little guy raised his head and looked at Sheng Yixing, and stopped talking.
She shrank slightly into Mommy's arms, and the look of rejection was beyond words.
Although he didn't speak, it was more uncomfortable than what he said.
Sheng Yixing wrung his eyebrows, stared at the little guy for a while, and his heart gradually cooled down.
The meaning of the little guy has been obvious, and Lin Qingshuang also has a faint expression.
Sheng Yixing's eyebrows instantly wrinkled even more, he pulled his clothes casually, stood up and leaned over to look at her, and asked in a tense low voice, "You can think about this matter again, I'll go first, and call me when I figure it out!"
Although Sheng Yixing was unhappy in his heart, he didn't want to push too hard, after all, he was already very happy that the little guy was lost.
After finishing speaking, Sheng Yixing didn't stay long, and left first.
After Sheng Yixing left, he stood downstairs, and Li Tezhu got out of the car and looked at him when he saw this.
"Mr. Sheng ......" saw that the man's face was slightly displeased, as if he had some arrangement.
"Find someone, stay by her side, and report anything abnormal in time!" Sheng Yixing explained in a cold voice.
The person behind Gu Sinan has not yet been figured out, they are in the open and the enemy is in the dark, for Sheng Xinxin and the little guy, the two of them are always exposed to danger.
"Okay Mr. Sheng, I understand!" Li Tezhu nodded in response, he naturally knew who she was referring to.
Sheng Yixing stopped, raised his eyes to look in the direction of Lin Qingshuang's house, paused, then withdrew his gaze, turned around and got into the car.
Sheng Xinxin must be taken back, and at the same time, Lin Qingshuang is too!
He's bound to win, he's already lost once, and this time he will definitely not lose again!
No matter what method is exhausted!
Thinking of this, the coldness in his eyes was even worse, in the past, he may not be able to see the truth clearly, maybe he was half a beat slower, but now that things have been clarified, he can't continue like this.
After Sheng Yi walked, Lin Qingshuang comforted the little guy's emotions.
She obviously felt the little guy's uneasiness, she had no way before, but after this incident, she said that she would not hand over the little guy easily.
Unless the little one agrees to it himself!
After Lin Qingshuang settled the little guy, he went to the company.
Sitting in the car, she was thinking about her conversation with Sheng Yixing all the way, and the man didn't say anything because of the little guy's face, but when he left, he couldn't help but look at Lin Qingshuang for a while.
"Qingshuang, I'm ......" The man stood in front of her, looking at her with burning eyes, his face was solemn and he wanted to speak.
Lin Qingshuang knew what he wanted to say, her eyelashes moved, she looked up at him, and said lightly, "You don't have to look at me with this guilty posture......"
She pursed the corners of her lips and smiled without a smile, "This relationship is my own choice to experience, and I don't regret going through this." Gu Sinan occupies a very important position in your heart, and she also wants to make me recognize the facts in such a way, and she has done it...... It's normal that you don't believe me, compared to a woman who was injured and died, I, the living person, are naturally the most suspicious, this is also human nature, you don't have to feel sorry, the matter is over, it doesn't matter much to me whether you believe it or not, for me, it's just an experience, it's not a big deal!"
The man frowned and frowned, lowered his voice and emphasized, "Who can say such a thing as feelings!" But Qingshuang, what you can't deny is that you still have me in your heart, and in my heart, you are becoming more and more important!"
Sheng Yixing's firm appearance was deeply engraved in Lin Qingshuang's heart, as well as his important sentence!
Scold?
Does it matter? Or does he just care about her in the past?
Lin Qingshuang retracted her thoughts, looked out the window, and the trees, traffic, and people kept retreating, but did it matter to her whether it was important or not?
Will her heart still beat for it?
Lin Qingshuang didn't know!
After Lin Qingshuang returned to the company, a newcomer came to the office, the newcomer was very tall, with a beautiful complexion, and exuded an inexplicable sense of security.
"Are you?" Lin Qingshuang stepped forward and looked at the woman in front of her, raised her eyebrows and asked.
"Hello, Manager Lin, my name is Xu Ke, I just joined today, and I will be your assistant in the future, if you don't understand anything, please give me more advice. ”
Xu Ke's eyes were clear, and he stretched out his hand towards Lin Qingshuang with a smile.
Lin Qingshuang also stretched out her hand to hold her, she liked it tightly at first sight, the faint temperament of words on the woman's body, it looks very easy to get along with, but it is not a sticky type.
Such colleagues are very comfortable to get along with, and they will be very smooth in their work.
In short, Lin Qingshuang felt that this assistant was very appetizing to her.
At this time, Sheng Yixing, who was standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, had deep eyes, and Li Tezhu knocked on the door and came in, holding a stack of folders in his hand and placing them on Sheng Yixing's desk.
"Mr. Sheng, she has successfully joined the company, this is her entry resume, her ability is good, her kung fu is also good, and she looks more clever. ”
Sheng Yixing walked over with his hands in his hand, picked up the document on the seat and took a closer look, his eyes stayed on the name Xu Ke, and his eyes stopped slightly.
"Okay, let her remember to be vigilant, don't expose her identity for no reason, and put her safety first when encountering things!" Sheng Yixing gushed out.
Li Tezhu reminded in a timely manner, "Mr. Sheng can rest assured, this has been communicated with them before joining the company, and the information is always updated, and I will report to you in a timely manner." ”
"Okay, let's go down!" Sheng Yixing nodded, waved his hand at Li Tezhu, and then turned to look out the window again.
Sheng Yixing looked into the distance, full of high-rise buildings.
A small grid in the building is full of hard-working people, who are busy, strivers, and become a microcosm of the world.
And the person he wanted to see was in Nancheng, thousands of miles away.
Sheng Yixing clenched his arms and stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, his eyes deep but occasionally wandering.
Those who know him well know that this is a sign that men are thinking about what to do.
Looks like someone is going into the palm of his hand.
Sheng Yixing was thinking about how to let Sheng Xinxin and Lin Qingshuang return to him.
Ever since the man had seen the mother and daughter, Lin Qingshuang's indifferent gaze and the little guy's cowering look had always appeared in his mind from time to time.
Every time he dreamed back in the middle of the night, he felt uneasy because of the fear in his heart. He was afraid that the little guy and Lin Qingshuang would no longer rely on him to face him, as if they were facing a stranger.
Such a thought was just thought in his mind, and Sheng Yixing felt that his heart was unbearable.
He looked firmly into the distance, and swore inwardly as he clenched the information in his hands tightly.
He will be able to stand by their mother and daughter's side one day again, and the family will be able to live happily ever after. This is the best thing he wants to do.