A fire rose in Ji Fengchen's heart, and he pressed Xiao Mei to the seat: "The last few words, from now on, we have nothing to do with each other." Pay me back the bank card, pay me back the wedding ring, and give the rent if you want, or 1,000. You can just ask someone else to transfer the money to me, or if you don't give it, you never gave it anyway. That house, if you don't live in it, have someone give me back the key!"

Then, Ji Fengchen turned around and left directly.

"Thank you!" Ji Fengchen didn't take a few steps before Xiao Mei said loudly.

Ji Fengchen's tears couldn't hold back any longer, they all gushed out, and he did hear the sound of heartbreak.

Ji Fengchen gritted his teeth and ran out quickly, then teleported to the Moon Pavilion, knelt on the river bank and cried bitterly: "Why, why, why! Why are you lying to me! Mei, why are you lying to me!"

"I'll go, who is this, what are you doing early in the morning!" The rest of the dragon scales were sleeping soundly, but they were woken up by Ji Fengchen's cry.

Ji Fengchen kept crying, crying, crying until the evening, and he didn't mean to stop, as if he wanted to flow all the grievances he had suffered all his life with tears.

"I'll go, he can really cry" The group was not happy.

On the other side of the Moon Pavilion, Leng Yunfei stood straight on a stone with his hands behind his back, quietly forgetting about the monsoon in the distance.

Ji Fengchen cried for 8 nights and 7 days.

If you compare Ji Fengchen to a woman at this time, it is really not an exaggeration.

Because, women are made of water.

Gradually, Ji Fengchen stopped crying and stared blankly at the river, speechless and speechless.

Suddenly, a chill surged through his body, and the blue crystal flew here from Ji Fengchen's house and hid in Ji Fengchen's body.

Cold, extreme cold, feeling like my body is frozen!

"Ah~!" Ji Fengchen roared, and his body temperature quickly became the same as usual.

However, the water in front of him was all frozen.

Ji Fengchen didn't look up at the frozen water, he didn't think about it at all, he stared at the ice in a daze, this stunned was a whole week.

After a long time, Ji Fengchen rubbed his eyes, returned to the bed, and fell asleep quickly as soon as he fell into bed.

This night, I slept for three whole days.

After waking up, Ji Fengchen found Leng Yunfei sitting on the edge of the bed looking at him.

"Master" Ji Fengchen shouted in a low voice, without any strength at all.

"The leave has been requested for you, a month's time, and the reason is to cooperate with us to complete the task. If you want to go back to work early," Leng Yunfei said.

"Thank you, master," Ji Fengchen said.

"Alright, you can get some rest. The food has been prepared for you, you have been crying for so long, it's no wonder you're not hungry," Leng Yunfei said, and disappeared.

It's boring, and the whole person has no strength. Ji Fengchen slowly moved to the table, looked at the food, sighed, and then slowly raised his hand and put the food into his mouth.

After eating a little, the strength regained a little. With the increase in food he eats, Ji Fengchen's strength slowly recovers.

Leaving the dragon scales, the mobile phone vibrate, and Li Yue sent a WeChat message that day: What did you say to Xiao Mei, why did she cry?

What?!Xiao Mei cried?!She cried?!

Ji Fengchen was startled and wanted to call Xiao Mei, but looking at the familiar number and the familiar remarks, tears slid down his face again, and his hand just couldn't press it.

I cried too, more than she did. Don't mention her to me in the future. Ji Fengchen finally pressed the return button and lightly replied to Li Yue with a message.

Lying on the table, thinking back to the past, it turned out to be true.

Ji Fengchen actually didn't think much about it, it was Xiao Mei who didn't admit it!

"Why are you crying? I'm the one who should be crying! I'm the fool you abandoned!" Ji Fengchen slammed the table and roared.

Ji Fengchen stayed at home like this for a month, and the bullet has always been by Ji Fengchen's side. Xiaobao and Xiaosnake are a lot quieter. After a month, he thought he should be fine, so he went to work.

The first day of work happened to be the second morning shift. Ji Fengchen came back to work, everything was still normal,

But the moment he saw Xiao Mei, Ji Fengchen wanted to hide, he didn't want to see Xiao Mei, he was afraid to see her.

But when Ji Fengchen was drinking water from a cup, he inadvertently met Xiao Mei's gaze. Ji Fengchen was stunned, and his heart ached faintly. Ji Fengchen hurriedly lowered his head, put his hat down, and with a twitch of his nose, tears overflowed the corners of his eyes.

"Crazy, you're back, what are you doing this month? We worked overtime and died, do you know?" Li Lei walked to Ji Fengchen's side, slapped the table and said.

"I'm sorry, I can't do anything about it" Ji Fengchen said lightly, not daring to look up at Li Lei, because he was afraid that the moment he looked up, he would see Xiao Mei again. The one who hurt himself deeply.

After work, Ji Fengchen shrank in the corner alone, touching his chest. He thought that after such a long time, he should be numb, but the moment he saw Xiao Mei, he still couldn't help but want to run away, and the moment he looked at her, his heart was still painful, and this pain made him understand that Xiao Mei was still in his heart.

"What does it feel like to give up someone you love very much?" Suddenly, Ji Fengchen muttered to himself. But the only answer to him was the sound of his own heartbeat.

There is a question on Zhihu: What is it like to give up someone you love very much?

Someone replied: I was relieved for a moment, and I turned my head like a knife. In just 14 words, it received 10,000 likes.

Some people replied: It was like killing part of themselves.

After giving up a person you love very much, you are no longer your former self. Because, the people we love determine who we are to a certain extent.

The cruelest part is: that part of yourself, that part of yourself who loves each other with all your heart, don't want to die. It is fragile, and under the control of most of your absolute will, it is so easy to be culled to the ground. But it woke up again and again, struggling, undignified, and wanting to love that person again。。。。。。

It doesn't want anything, it just wants to love that person again. And this is something you absolutely cannot tolerate anymore, you have to kill it again and again.

When it comes to life, it is caught off guard, sometimes turbulent and sometimes trickling. Even after a long, long time, you think it's dead, and you still hear its heartbeat when you accidentally see photos of the past, people from the past, and memories of the past.

Don't worry, it didn't come back to life, it just didn't die。。。。。。

We must have experienced many moments of mixed feelings when it comes to falling out of love. However, from decision to remorse, from entanglement to relief, from confusion to getting out of the haze, we still need a lot of time to reconcile with ourselves.

It's a long process, and it's a process that has to be 。。。。。。

When you truly let go of the past, it is possible to regain the ability to love。。。。。。

There is a line in the movie "The Curious Case of Ben Minger Button": "We are destined to lose the people we love." Otherwise, how can we know how important they are in our lives?"