Chapter 189: How to Pass
Lin Qingshuang didn't understand what she had done wrong, as if no matter what she did, men would be unhappy.
Maybe it's what it looks like to hate someone.
As soon as she thought of this, the light in Lin Qingshuang's eyes dimmed a lot, and her chest seemed to have lost air, and she was about to suffocate.
She looked up at Sheng Yixing, saw that the man still had a gloomy face, pursed her lips and spoke, "It's that I shouldn't have been bothering you all the time, I'm sorry, I won't do this again in the future." ”
Sheng Yixing's body is tensing into a line at the moment, and the changes in his body are the most obvious when he gets up in the morning, but this woman doesn't know how to paste it.
God knows how much perseverance he has to spend to live with the physiological changes at this moment, but he didn't expect the woman to be misunderstood because of this.
"Do you know what you're talking about?"
Sheng Yixing looked at Lin Qingshuang, his two eyebrows wrinkled tightly together, and his expression was gloomy.
"It's just that I made you unhappy, so I'm apologizing to you, what else do you want from me?"
Lin Qingshuang pursed her mouth, and her heart was suddenly infinitely aggrieved, why are men always fierce to themselves.
Is it that his gentleness will only be left to the white moonlight in his heart?
Thinking of this, Lin Qingshuang's heart was even more mixed, and the tip of her nose suddenly lacked sour tears, which were almost uncontrollable.
"You didn't upset me, and I don't need you to do anything more. ”
Realizing that maybe his tone just now was too bad, Sheng Yixing slowed down and continued to speak.
He sat next to the woman, carefully holding her cheek, and his eyes unconsciously added a little tenderness.
Even Lin Qingshuang was surprised for a while, it turned out that the man was still so gentle, and something seemed to crack in his heart.
But in the next second, the instinctive reaction of her body made her push away the man's body, she didn't know what she was resisting, but the man's approach made her heart tremble with fear.
What kind of past did the two have?
Lin Qingshuang swallowed her throat and looked at the man who was pushed away by her with a surprised face, and she was puzzled in her heart.
For a while, the atmosphere between the two became very awkward, but they also didn't speak again.
It was Sheng Yixing who took the initiative to speak, breaking the solemnity between the two.
"Clean up, get up and go out to eat. ”
After saying that, without giving Lin Qingshuang time to react, the man turned around and left, leaving her in the room in surprise.
What is he?
Although he didn't understand the man's approach, Lin Qingshuang quickly got out of bed and cleaned up and went downstairs.
Sheng Yixing sat on the sofa in the living room, not knowing what he was explaining to the housekeeper, and saw her come down and wave at her.
The housekeeper left in a witty way, Lin Qingshuang was still thinking about the surface of the two just now, and walked towards the man with a little unnaturalness on his face.
"Where are we going?"
Lin Qingshuang pursed her lips and looked up at the man cautiously.
Sheng Yixing's innate sense of oppression, even if he doesn't do anything, it will still make people breathless.
"Go out to eat. ”
Sheng Yixing stood up, and his tone was cold and low, as if he was laughing at Lin Qingshuang for talking nonsense.
Also, he had already said just now that the two of them were going out to eat, and now she asked again, isn't it too much.
Lin Qingshuang stopped talking, obediently followed the man, got in the car and went to the restaurant.
This scene seems familiar, but Lin Qingshuang can't remember half of the previous details.
The feeling of a blank memory was really unsettling to her.
The two came to the restaurant in silence, and Lin Qingshuang was surprised by the decoration here.
It is a restaurant for couples.
Lin Qingshuang didn't understand why the man brought her to such a place, but she didn't dare to speak casually anymore.
She seemed to be preoccupied, Sheng Yixing called her twice, but there was no reaction at all.
So when Su Jiu looked up, the man was already ordering, and she glanced at the menu and fell in love with one of the small desserts.
She wanted to eat that dessert, but she was too embarrassed to ask for it.
Just as she was hesitating to speak, she heard Sheng Yixing say to the waiter, "Add another green forest." ”
The green forest was the dessert she wanted to eat, and Lin Qingshuang's mood instantly improved a lot, and her expression was smiling.
"How do you know I want dessert. ”
Su Jiu glanced at the man, with unconcealed joy on his face.
The expression on Sheng Yixing's face remained unchanged, he glanced up at her, and said in a tone that was not hurried or slow, "Your eyes are about to poke a hole in the menu, I don't know what you want to do?"
She was a little embarrassed to say this, but when she saw that the man could understand her mind and was willing to do it, she felt a trace of sweetness in her heart.
Soon the two of them were served, and the green forest was placed in the farthest position from her.
She just wanted to speak, only to hear Sheng Yixing say coldly, "Eat dessert after eating." ”
There was a commanding tone in the man's tone, Lin Qingshuang didn't dare not listen, and reluctantly agreed with a pout.
"Oh well. ”
As soon as she finished speaking, the man placed a piece of pasta with caviar in front of her, "Eat it." ”
Staring at the pasta in front of him, Lin Qingshuang clenched the knife and fork in his hand, pursed his lips and looked up at Sheng Yixing.
She didn't like to eat caviar, the taste made her repulsive, but the man's voice was slow.
"The caviar in this shop is your favourite, as always has not changed. ”
Looking at Sheng Yixing, she felt strange, the person who loves caviar, is it really her?
For as long as she can remember, she has rejected the taste of caviar, but she liked it before?
Everything in the past was so foreign to her, Lin Qingshuang swallowed her throat and forced herself to try to recall the past.
But no matter what she thought, from the limited memory bank, she couldn't find a trace of the past.
Seeing that Lin Qingshuang was silent, Sheng Yixing raised his eyebrows and spoke, "Why don't you eat?"
Without waiting for Lin Qingshuang to speak, the man's slightly helpless voice sounded, "You have a bad stomach, and eating sweet and greasy things now affects digestion." ”
Sheng Yixing seemed to know her very well and knew everything about her, but she didn't know anything.
In order not to let Sheng Yixing see her abnormality, she forced a smile on her face, glanced at the man and spoke.
"I'm not unhappy. ”
As she spoke, she scooped up a large spoonful of caviar and put it in her mouth, forcing herself to get used to the taste, but the fishy smell made it difficult for her to swallow.
"Gross. ”
She couldn't stand the smell, spit it out regardless of the image, and when she looked up, she saw the man's face sinking and didn't know what she was thinking.
"I didn't mean to, maybe I didn't eat for too long, and I just didn't feel used to it. ”
Lin Qingshuang explained at a loss, but the man's expression did not loosen in the slightest.
Sure enough, he still aroused his disgust. delicacies
Lin Qingshuang clenched her fists and lowered her head and didn't dare to speak again.
"If you don't like it, don't eat it. ”
A hand reached over and emptied the plate of caviar pasta into the trash, and the man handed her the steak in front of him.
"Try if this suits your taste. ”
Lin Qingshuang watched the man's movements and fell into deep thought, she didn't hesitate to eat a piece of steak anymore, but she could accept the taste.
Just looking at the man's gloomy face, she tasted like chewing wax, and she didn't dare to speak until the end of the meal.
She had no appetite for that piece of green forest anymore, she glanced at it, Sheng Yixing guessed her thoughts, raised her hand and called the waiter, "Pack the dessert and take it away." ”
packed the dessert and the two went to the riverside for a stroll, Lin Qingshuang was still haunted by what had just happened in her heart, and she looked absent-minded.
Suddenly, there was a weight on the top of his head, and Lin Qingshuang's free consciousness began to return, and as soon as he raised his head, he met the man's eyes.
"What are you thinking?"
Sheng Yixing's tone was not friendly, and he was even a little impatient, which made Lin Qingshuang subconsciously chuckle in his heart, thinking that he had done something wrong again.
"What's wrong with me?"
Lin Qingshuang asked inexplicably, holding her breath at the same time, and she didn't dare to come out.
But her words made the man's face even more embarrassed, staring at her with a gloomy face, and speaking in a dissatisfied tone.
"You didn't hear what I just said?"
The man stopped. He looked at her with a solemn gaze.
Lin Qingshuang's mind was just deserting, so she didn't hear a word of what Sheng Yixing said.
But looking at the man's cloudy appearance, she was afraid that she would not be scolded to death by him if she told the truth.
Even if you don't say it, just looking at the expression on her face, the man can guess the approximate idea.
"I'm sorry, I was distracted. ”
Lin Qingshuang stirred his hands together and carefully explained.
Without waiting for the man to speak, he was heard sighing heavily.
Immediately afterwards, Lin Qingshuang watched the man hold her hand in the palm of her hand, and before she could react, the man knelt down on one knee in front of her.
Lin Qingshuang was stiff and didn't dare to move, her eyes looked at the man in great surprise, and she opened her mouth but didn't make a sound.
"Lin Qingshuang, marry me. ”
Before the woman could react, Sheng Yixing continued to speak, and every word that came out of his mouth shocked her.
What is Sheng Yixing talking about?
Lin Qingshuang only felt that something exploded in her ears, and before she could react, the man took out another ring and held it in front of her.
The passers-by who came and went around were quickly attracted by the actions of the two and watched onlookers, and quickly formed a circle around the two of them, and began to heckle non-stop.
"Promise him, promise him!"
Lin Qingshuang only felt that her mind was blank at the moment, she completely forgot to think, and looked at the man in front of her with a dull gaze.
Seeing the woman's reaction, Sheng Yixing continued to speak, his voice was unprecedentedly gentle and affectionate, "There have indeed been a lot of unpleasantness between us, and those have become a thing of the past. I hope that from this moment and this second, we will start a new future. ”
The man's handsome and extraordinary appearance attracted many little girls to watch around, and when they heard such affectionate words, they couldn't help but scream frequently.
"This brother is so good, my sister is so happy. ”
"Why love is someone else's, I only deserve to stand under the lemon tree. ”
In the chaotic sounds around her, Lin Qingshuang accurately caught every word the man said.
can listen to the man's affectionate confession, and her heart is calm without waves.
"Why me?"
After half the salary, Lin Qingshuang watched the man slowly open his mouth and asked the biggest question in his heart.
She knew that there was a white moonlight in a man's heart, and to him, she was nothing more than the mother of the child.
If you want to say that there is a relationship between the two, she doesn't believe it.
"It can only be you, and I just want to go on with you for the rest of my life. ”
Regarding Lin Qingshuang's doubts, the man quickly gave an affirmative answer.
He squeezed the woman's hand and looked at her affectionately, "Trust me, I will give you the future you want." ”
The word future was so unfamiliar to Lin Qingshuang that she couldn't imagine what her future would look like, after all, she was a person who had lost even the past.
She didn't know what kind of past the two had been, and subconsciously she was still rejecting Sheng Yixing's approach to her.
The coaxing voices around her became louder and louder, as if they were forcing her to make a decision quickly, and even Sheng Yixing held her hand vigorously.
"Can you give me an answer?"
Lin Qingshuang opened her mouth, but found that she couldn't speak in her throat at the moment.
As if something was in the way, there was a discordant voice resisting in the subconscious.
"I want to give you a home and fulfill your dream of being a princess. ”
The man's voice continued, "Didn't you say you like the wedding dress the most? I can customize the only wedding dress in the world for you, with diamonds on it, everything to your liking." ”
The word wedding dress seemed to be a mechanism in her subconscious, and the picture of herself wearing a wedding dress and slowly walking towards Sheng Yi suddenly flashed in her mind.
It was a memory she had never tapped, and it was like a bomb to her at the moment.
As if she had been electrocuted, she shook off the man's hand, and her body began to tremble uncontrollably, and her lead-filled legs kept retreating.
The appearance of the wedding dress flashed in her mind, and she was desperate to grasp the memory, and her head felt like it was about to explode.
"It hurts. ”
Lin Qingshuang's facial features wrinkled together because of pain, she hugged her head in pain, and tears fell uncontrollably at all.
"What's wrong with you?"
Looking at Lin Qingshuang's appearance, the man instantly stood up from the ground, looked at her with concern in his eyes, and took a big step forward.
"Don't come, don't come near me. ”
Lin Qingshuang kept retreating, trying to distance herself from the man, and when she got closer, the headache would get worse.
Lin Qingshuang had retreated to the railing by the sea, she had no way out, but she still stubbornly refused to let the man approach.
"I'm not going over, don't move. ”
Sheng Yixing looked at her with eager eyes, and compromised to try to keep her footsteps.
Seeing this, the people around them scattered one after another, and no one wanted to get into trouble for no reason.
Regarding the memory just now, Lin Qingshuang didn't dare to try to think about it anymore, as if as long as she encountered something related to Sheng Yixing, she would become extremely painful.
The more this happened, the more curious she was about what happened to her before, and what kind of past she had with Sheng Yixing.
Why does the image of myself walking towards a man in a wedding dress suddenly flash in my mind?
All these things were a huge question mark in her heart, but the man never thought to explain them for her.