Chapter 190 rejected him

"Qingshuang, don't scare me. ”

Looking at Lin Qingshuang's painful appearance, there was a tremor in the man's tone.

He swallowed his throat quietly, and the scene in front of him was so similar to that year.

Time has passed, and they have all chosen to hide the past, why should he think about it.

Clenched his fists, Sheng Yixing looked at the woman's voice and unconsciously became much gentler.

"You have to calm down, and I'll take you to the hospital. ”

And at this moment, Lin Qingshuang couldn't listen to a word of the man's words, she only felt that the cells in her body were screaming hard.

It's as if there's a force directing... Let it make a difference.

"Don't come near me, back off. ”

Lin Qingshuang's whole body weight was leaning on the railing, and the man in front of her seemed to be a beast of prey to her.

"I can't be with you. ”

Lin Qingshuang clenched her fists and looked at the man's tone much colder.

Although I don't know what happened to the past of the two of them, the thought of the memories of Sheng Yixing is all painful.

She was so used to her life that she didn't want to make any other changes.

"Isn't the state of the two of us good? Why do we have to change? ”

Lin Qingshuang's breathing gradually calmed down, and she looked at the man with a solemn gaze, as if she was talking to herself.

I don't know how long it took, just when Lin Qingshuang thought that there was no way to change the atmosphere of the stalemate between the two, Sheng Yixing spit out a breath of turbid air and spoke.

"Okay, I'm not going to force you. ”

The man's voice sounded stoic, and the expression on his face didn't look good.

After all, he is used to being on top, and he is good at everything, and being rejected should be the first time in his life.

Lin Qingshuang suddenly felt unwell, and she didn't understand what she was doing just now.

In the face of Sheng Yixing, she would burst out with such strong emotions, and the pictures flashed in her memory.

"Let's go home. ”

It was still Sheng Yixing who broke the silence between the two, Lin Qingshuang glanced up at him, nodded again and followed her back silently.

On the way back, Lin Qingshuang looked at the busy world outside the window, and suddenly felt that she was so out of place with all this.

Even a tree on the side of the road will have its own past and story.

And she was like a blank sheet of paper, without the slightest memory of this world in her mind.

Lin Qingshuang's solemn face fell into the eyes of the man next to him, and he hesitated for a moment to lower his voice and speak.

"You don't have to take what you just happened to heart, I won't force it if you don't want to. ”

The man's voice was low and hoarse, and Lin Qingshuang's back stiffened for a while, and after a long time, he turned around and stared at him with burning eyes and asked.

"Have we ever been married before?"

Lin Qingshuang's tone was very hurried, she didn't want her world to go blank.

She has the right to know about the past!

Obviously, Sheng Yixing didn't expect the woman to ask him this question suddenly, with a strange expression on his face, and a complicated look flashing in the depths of his eyes that people couldn't understand.

And the more men are like this, the more Lin Qingshuang wants to know what happened in the past!

"Since you don't answer, that's it. ”

Lin Qingshuang lowered her eyes, and the corners of her mouth rose slightly to reveal a self-deprecating smile.

"It turns out that I don't even have the qualifications to know about my past. ”

The woman's words made Sheng Yixing's heart tighten, and an unknown emotion began to spread.

He stared at the woman, his eyes burned, swallowed his throat, and asked with difficulty, "What do you remember?"

In the corner where no one was looking, the man's hands were clenched into fists, and the muscles of his body were subconsciously tensed.

"It's like I'm wearing a wedding dress, and it's you at the end of the red carpet. But this clip is just a flash, and I can't remember it anymore. ”

Lin Qingshuang was a little annoyed, she looked up at Sheng Yixing, with a sincere expression on her face, "So you can tell me, what happened in the past?"

Facing the woman's sincere gaze, the expression on the man's face did not loosen in the slightest, but he looked at her and asked again in a cautious tone.

"Are you sure you want to know?"

The man's attitude made Lin Qingshuang even more curious, no matter what happened, she had to face it.

"Sure. ”

Lin Qingshuang's tone of reply was unusually firm, and at the same time, she secretly clenched her palms.

As the woman's voice landed, there was a brief silence in the carriage, and then the man spoke softly.

"We weren't married, the wedding didn't go ahead, and you were taken away on the day you framed someone else. ”

Frame?

The man's words hit her heart like a stone hammer, and she muttered to herself, not believing that she had been such a bad person before.

But Sheng Yixing had no need to deceive her, so it was also a stone hammer for her identity.

"Is it your first girlfriend, your white moonlight?"

Although she knew the answer, Lin Qingshuang still asked without giving up.

"Yes, you don't hesitate to hurt innocent people in order to marry me. ”

The man looked at Lin Qingshuang with a solemn gaze, putting the cruel truth in front of her.

Lin Qingshuang listened blankly, as if listening to someone else's story, and there was no memory in his mind.

"Did I kill you?"

Lin Qingshuang muttered to herself, and then quickly shook her head, "Impossible, I don't believe it." ”

Lin Qingshuang swallowed his throat, clenched his fists hard, and looked at the man with wide eyes, his lips trembling with fear.

"I'm not a bad person, I don't remember doing those things. ”

The man's words became the most intuitive knife, penetrating the weakest part of her heart without the slightest hesitation.

"I didn't want to tell you this, I just wanted you to start over. The past is in the past, I won't pursue it anymore, and you don't have to let the past affect your life after that. ”

Sheng Yixing's original intention was to comfort the woman, but at the moment, she couldn't listen to anything, and all in her mind was the facts that the man said.

"No wonder you hated me so much before, it turns out that I was such a bad person before. ”

Lin Qingshuang smiled self-deprecatingly, so that everything could be explained and understood, why so many people avoided her attitude.

Now she finally understood what was going on, but the bitterness in her heart was not diminished in the slightest because she knew the truth.

The man on the side looked at her with complicated eyes, took a deep breath, squeezed her shoulder, and said softly.

"The previous things are in the past, and from now on only look at the future. ”

This is also the excuse Sheng Yixing made for himself, no matter what hurtful things this woman has done before, but now she is as clean as a blank piece of paper.

No one is a saint or a sage, even if it is for the sake of the children of two, he is willing to give women another chance.

"Thank you. ”

The man's words moved Lin Qingshuang's heart, after all, he was willing to accept his unbearable past.

It seems that it is just a momentary feeling, and Lin Qingshuang's rejection of men in her heart has been alleviated a lot.

The things that I feared in my heart before seemed to disappear with the man's explanation.

But how did she lose her memory?

Lin Qingshuang looked at the man and wanted to ask for an answer, but she was afraid of involving her even more unbearable past, so she hesitated for a moment and didn't speak.

Sheng Yixing is right, there is no way to change it in the past, what she can do now is to cherish the people in front of her.

Suddenly, she regretted her actions just now, although it was not her own will, but she still rejected this man after all.

"I think we can start over. ”

Lin Qingshuang raised her head to look at the man, her eyes flashing with light.

And the man didn't seem to expect that she would have such a big change, and his heart was surging with surprise and excitement.

"Okay, let's start over. ”

The unhappiness of being rejected just now was also diluted a lot with the woman's words.

Men think to themselves, as long as a woman can stay in her current state, it is not a wise choice to spend the rest of her life with her.

When the two returned home, the sky had completely darkened, but their hearts had not yet slept, and they stubbornly waited for Mommy to come back on the sofa.

Seeing Lin Qingshuang's figure, the little guy climbed down from the sofa excitedly, ran towards her with open arms, and said something in his mouth.

"Mommy hug, mommy hug. ”

The heart is simply an angel sent by God, no matter how bad her mood is, when she sees the little one, she will instantly forget all her troubles.

"Why haven't you slept yet, it's late. ”

Lin Qingshuang squatted down and hugged her heart, and her eyes were completely doting on her.

His heart fluttered and his eyes flashed, looking at Lin Qingshuang's serious answer.

"Mommy didn't come home, my mind couldn't sleep, I wanted Mommy to tell me a story to put me to sleep. ”

Listening to the milky voice of the soul, Lin Qingshuang's heart was about to melt, and he was willing to refuse.

Sheng Yixing was left behind by the two, and when Lin Qingshuang was holding the little guy, his body seemed to be plated with a layer of brilliance.

Seeing the two getting along happily, a smile flashed on Sheng Yixing's frozen face.

Back in the room of the heart, Lin Qingshuang put the little guy on the bed, this time she didn't make a noise, she lay down obediently, but her little arms hugged Mommy's hand.

"Mommy, don't go, I want Mommy to sleep with me. ”

Lin Qingshuang gently stroked the little head of her heart, and her voice was unconsciously gentle.

"Mommy doesn't leave, Mommy stays with her, and she will never leave again. ”

Lin Qingshuang said thoughtfully, the existence of the soul made her firm in her determination to stay.

It is said that mother and daughter are connected, although the two have been separated for so long, but when they meet, she can still feel that there is a special affection in the dark that is pulling the two of them.

The little guy fell asleep soon after a day of fuss, Lin Qingshuang put down the storybook, carefully tucked the quilt and prepared to go out.

It's just that when did Sheng Yixing come over?

Lin Qingshuang turned around and saw the man standing at the door, and the expression on his face was also stunned.

As soon as she wanted to speak, she swallowed back the words and quietly left the room.

Closing the door of the room, Lin Qingshuang looked into the man's eyes and looked at her with a smile.

"When did you come over, and you didn't go in to accompany your soul. ”

When it comes to the heart, Lin Qingshuang's eyes are full of infinite tenderness.

Sheng Yixing's gaze also changed because of her changes, and her voice unconsciously eased a lot.

"You mother and daughter are so happy, I used to be redundant. ”

Sheng Yixing sighed, raised his eyebrows and said, "This little guy used to be the most clingy to me, and I have retired since you came back." ”

Having said that, listening to the man's tone, there was not the slightest bit of unhappiness.

"I have been involved in her growth too little, so I will make up for what I owe to her in the future. ”

Lin Qingshuang lowered her head thoughtfully, thinking that her soul had always been brought up by Sheng Yixing alone, and she felt a burst of guilt for him.

"I was not good before, otherwise I wouldn't have let the mother's love in my heart be missing for so many years, but I will make it up to her and you in the future. ”

Lin Qingshuang pursed her lips, looking a little embarrassed.

She is not used to being close to men, but since she already knows everything about the past, she will try to accept Sheng Yixing.

"Indeed, I need your reparations. ”

Sheng Yixing's tone was mixed with a smile, and his eyes as he stared at the woman began to become hot.

Lin Qingshuang naturally understood the meaning in his eyes, his cheeks flushed, he took two steps back and whispered.

"It's not early, I'm going to take a shower and get ready to rest. ”

As soon as the words fell, Lin Qingshuang hurriedly left, for fear that if she continued to stay, the scene would not be under her control.

Sheng Yixing was sitting in the room when the woman was taking a bath, listening to the sound of rushing water, and a burst of heat couldn't help but rise in her heart.

Suddenly, he glanced at the woman's pajamas at the bathroom door, raised his eyebrows lightly, and quietly stepped forward to take the clothes away.

In the bathroom, Lin Qingshuang took a shower and realized that he had forgotten to bring in his pajamas just now.

And she can't go out around the bath towel, otherwise the man's eyes will eat her alive.

After hesitating, Lin Qingshuang knocked on the bathroom door embarrassedly, and then whispered.

"I forgot to bring in my pajamas, can you hand them over for me?"

As soon as the words fell, Lin Qingshuang heard footsteps approaching her from far and near.

"Here you go. ”

Lin Qingshuang cautiously stretched out a hand and pulled it back the moment she got the clothes.

But when she saw the clothes the man had given her, her cheeks suddenly flushed.

The man definitely did it on purpose! I didn't take the good pajamas, but I took a loose shirt for her.

But now she has no second choice, although she is ashamed, she still puts on her shirt and comes out of the bathroom.

The shirt is very long for Lin Qingshuang, but it can only cover the root of the thigh, and it will be gone away with a slight large movement.

And since she came out, the man's wolf-like gaze has not taken away from her.

Trying not to care about the man's gaze, Lin Qingshuang began to search for her pajamas in the room, she clearly remembered that she had taken them out of the closet, but she couldn't find them.

Just as she was puzzled, the man suddenly stood up and walked up to her in two steps.

Before she could react, her body had been pressed against the bed by the man.