Chapter 188: Happy to be a father, who can stand this

After entering the door, Du Caige looked curiously.

As he expected, this is Mr. Chen Quan's home, and half of the large living room has been separated and converted into a consultation room.

The room is very clean, very refreshing, there is no smell in the air, there is no fragrance, and there is no smell of air freshener, just pure.

Warm coloured finishing, simple lighting, hardwood floors.

In the middle of the consultation room is a small round table with a cartoon-patterned tablecloth and a cute vase of delicate pale pink roses in it.

Next to the small round table are two beige single fabric sofas, arranged at a 90-degree right angle.

One of the armchairs is the kind that can be folded down to be used as a chaise longue.

Seeing his curious appearance when he had just arrived in a strange place, Chen Quan's eyes condensed slightly, and then smiled: "Long time no see, your complexion seems to be pretty good." ”

Du Caige smiled at her: "Recently, I have been exercising and living a regular life. Mr. Chen Quan, I'm sorry I don't have any impression of you at all. ”

This is a woman in her 50s, graceful, calm, with tenderness and sympathy in her eyes, a soft-spoken voice and a lot of charm, slow and graceful movements.

"It's okay, we can slowly get acquainted with it again. She made a gesture of please, and Du Caige sat on the single sofa she pointed.

Chen Quan sat down in another chair, and the two did not face each other directly, but at each other's side faces.

Du Caige has known a little before, and it is said that the seating arrangement in the consultation room is like this, so that there is no sense of-for-tat in the consultation process, and the confrontation between the counselor and the client is reduced.

"Shall we start now?" Du Caige curled up in the sofa, leaned comfortably on the back of the sofa, and twisted uneasily.

"If you don't feel ready, you can not be in such a hurry," Chen Quan gently pointed to the water cup on the table, "I just poured it for you, the mineral water I bought in the supermarket, and boiled it." In case you don't remember, I don't serve any other drinks here. ”

"It was nice to have mineral water. Du Caige picked up the water cup and took a sip, then put it down again.

After a moment of silence, Chen Quan said, "You look very tired. Been busy in the afternoon?"

"Well," Du Caige said, "I've been very busy lately. ”

"Would you like to talk?"

Du Caige was a little surprised: "Talking about these?"

"Talking about your routine may help you relax. Chen Quan smiled softly and understandingly.

“emmm...... Okay, I have a book about to be published, called "Zhu Xian", I don't know if you've heard of it. ”

Chen Quan nodded: "Well, I know this book, please continue." ”

"In the afternoon, I was discussing with the Sprout Publishing House, doing the last refinement, today they will finalize the manuscript, the book cover has been designed, the preface has been written, and it will be delivered for printing in two days, and it is expected to go on sale in mid to late May. I talked about this all afternoon, and then they wanted to publish my other book, "Ghost Blows the Lamp", and pre-order a new book for me, but the terms had not been negotiated yet, and they were talking nonsense. ”

"By the way, Mr. Chen Quan, do you know that Sprout Publishing House belongs to Zhizhen Culture, and Zhizhen Culture used to be my company?"

"I know," Chen Quan smiled, "I also know that you gave the ultimate culture to your daughter." ”

"I ...... I...... I...... My daughter...... Daughter?" Du Caige suddenly stuttered.

He was a little suspicious that he had just had auditory hallucinations.

"That's right, your daughter, you forgot you have a daughter? Chen Quan also looked a little surprised.

"My own daughter?"

"Yes. ”

After a moment of silence, Du Caige asked, "So, in fact, I got married? I was only in a state of hidden marriage, or was I married for a short time and divorced?"

"No, I'm pretty sure you haven't been unmarried, you're still single. As for who the daughter's mother is, you said that because it involves other people's privacy, you didn't tell me, of course I actually have a guess. ”

She doesn't have to guess, Du Caige can guess by herself.

Extreme Culture.

Utmost.

If the child's mother was not Mr. Yan, Du Caige would eat the water cup.

"How old is my daughter?" Before he knew it, Du Caige had straightened up and was not leaning on the sofa.

"As far as I know, I should be 6 years old, and if I calculate the time, I should be in elementary school this year. ”

Du Caige lowered his head, not knowing what to say.

The news shook him too much.

Happy to be a father, who can stand this?

He needed to digest it.

Although he knew intellectually, Chen Quan had no reason to lie to him.

But I still don't have a sense of reality about it, and I always feel like I'm listening to other people's stories.

Thinking about it carefully, I wondered if Chen Quan had colluded with someone to trick him.

After a while, Du Caige came back to his senses, and at the same time, he was sincerely glad that he had come over.

Otherwise, if I meet my daughter on the street in the future, and my daughter hugs her thigh and calls her father, but she can't recognize her, how much harm will it do to her?

"Is there anything else I should have known but forgot?" Du Caige said with a wry smile.

"I can't show you my consultation records," Chen Quan said softly, "but I thought in advance that you might want to learn about your past." So I've compiled the consultation notes, put together some of the things you've reported and printed them out. When you're gone, remember to take it with you. ”

"Thank you so much, Mr. Chen Quan!" Du Caige felt that he was so lucky to meet such a caring consultant.

"You're welcome, this is what I should do," Chen Quan smiled with an empathetic and considerate smile, "So apart from looking for lost memories, is there anything else you want to talk about when you come here today?"

Du Caige thought about it and said frankly: "I don't think I have any psychological problems, although I am tired now, I am very happy every day." I especially want to know my past, so as not to be embarrassed to meet someone I know but not recognize it, and I don't know to watch out for someone I should beware of. Also, I want to know what kind of person I was in the past and what mistakes I made so that I could avoid making the same mistakes in the future. ”

Chen Quan also spoke after a while: "There is something I need to confess. It stands to reason that as a counselor, you should not be curious about the client's situation. According to my training, to be a qualified listener, be a mirror. ”

"But I'm really curious about your situation. I am afraid that there are only a few cases of such severe amnesia as you described, and I don't remember anything from the past, which is a very special condition. ”

"And with such severe amnesia, it is either very serious psychological trauma or severe trauma. It's hard for me to imagine what exactly triggered your amnesia. ”

The corners of Du Caige's mouth twitched.

Seeing that he didn't mean to speak, Chen Quan continued: "You said that you have done a detailed examination in the hospital, and there is no brain disease, right?"

Du Caige nodded: "Yes." ”

"Since the pathological factor has been ruled out, then I personally believe that your amnesia is more psychogenic. This kind of psychogenic amnesia is usually able to slowly regain its memory. Have you recovered any memories in the past few months?"

Du Caige did not hide it: "There were a few times when I dreamed, I dreamed of things from the past. I went to verify it, it was a real thing, I felt like I was there, I revisited it, and the details were very clear. ”

"The details are clear, how clear are they?"

"I remember the smell of wine, the smell, the light, the patterns and folds on my clothes, the decoration of the room, the expressions, the tone, the tone of my voice, etc. It's like watching a video. ”

Chen Quan glanced at him in surprise, "Is your memory particularly good now?"

There is no need to hide this. "That's right. ”

......After a moment of silence, Chen Quan said, "We are often very vague about the environment in our memory, and we can only remember the most prominent and critical points, and it is usually impossible to remember so many details." ”

"For example, if you judge by my common sense, on the one hand, you may remember a certain accessory on the clothes of a woman you like at some point, a smile on the corner of her mouth. But on the other hand, you won't remember whether she was wearing a skirt or pants, you won't remember that there was another person standing next to her, and you'll even forget that your best buddy was actually in that scene. ”

"No, I remember them all. ”

"I believe in you. In your case, you should already belong to super memory, or camera memory, which is also a very special case of only a few cases in the world...... Circumstance. ”

Du Caige couldn't help but smile bitterly: "Do you have the memory of a camera with amnesia?" Of course, he does have the ability to remember now, and Chen Quan is not wrong.

Chen Quan smiled and explained: "This is not a contradiction, I also said it before, I personally think that your amnesia may be psychogenic, and you choose not to remember it." ”

"I didn't choose to forget. Du Caige muttered.

I just crossed over, and I didn't successfully inherit the memories of the original owner......

Of course, it now seems that the original owner's memories are actually stored in his brain, and I just need to find a suitable way to extract them.

"Would you like to tell me what memories you've found so far?"

Du Caige thought about it and felt that there was nothing he couldn't see, so he said generously: "A conversation with my father, a small thing to get along with my parents at home, and some experiences when I first met Duan Xiaochen. ”

"Not surprisingly, they are all important people to you. Why do you think you're recovering these memories?" Chen Quan commented with a smile.

"These few times, almost all of them are thinking about the day and dreaming at night. ”

"It's also normal. Then follow the steps, and as time goes on, you will remember more and more. ”

"But I want to get my memories back as soon as possible," Du Caige said, "is there any other way than the information you gave me?" You know hypnotism, right?"