Chapter 191 continues

The sound of the man's breathing was close at hand, Lin Qingshuang swallowed her throat, looked at her man with wide eyes, and put her hands between the two of them defensively.

"You... What do you want to do?"

Looking at the man, Lin Qingshuang's voice was a little weaker, and it could be said that people had to bow their heads under the eaves.

But even so, she didn't want the original relationship between the two to deteriorate, and she hadn't accepted it so quickly.

But before she could say these words, the man's kiss had already fallen on her ear, and the crispy and numb touch made her tremble.

"Don't. ”

Lin Qingshuang was resisting all over, she turned her cheek sideways and didn't look at the man's expression, and tears fell uncontrollably.

Listening to the choking in the woman's voice, the man's movements also stopped, and he looked at her with ashamed eyes.

"Alright, let's sleep. ”

Lin Qingshuang's eyes were filled with fear, like a frightened deer, looking at him timidly.

The man let go of his confinement and lay down next to her, his rapid breathing gradually becoming steady.

And Lin Qingshuang's emotions hadn't completely calmed down, she curled up in a ball and hugged her body hard.

Both of them already have children, and she has no reason to refuse the love of men and women.

But when I saw the man's face and thought of the past that I had learned from his mouth, my heart felt as if something was clogged, and I couldn't convince myself to accept it.

"It's not like that, I didn't want to resist you, it's just that I need a little time to come to terms with it. ”

Lin Qingshuang explained in a low voice, she hugged her thin body tightly, only feeling lonely.

As the woman's words landed, the man suddenly turned over and grabbed her neck with his big hand, taking the woman into his arms.

"Okay, I'll give you time and wait for the day when you're willing to accept me. ”

Sheng Yixing's deep voice sounded extremely gentle, and Lin Qingshuang was also drowsy in his arms.

This night, she slept very soundly, as if the scenes in her dreams were happy and happy.

She dreamed that the three of them went to a picnic, and the little one jumped around them excitedly, and Sheng Yixing also had an unprecedented smile on his face.

It was only when the first rays of sunlight shone into the room that Lin Qingshuang's consciousness slowly returned, and she opened her eyes in a daze, only to realize that the happy appearance just now was just a dream.

However, Sheng Yixing still fell asleep peacefully beside her, and that was enough for her now.

"Woke up?"

Before Lin Qingshuang could react, his body was pressed under the man, and there was a touch of frivolity in his tone.

"Wake up. ”

Lin Qingshuang swallowed nervously, she had already made her heart clear to the man yesterday, he shouldn't behave excessively towards herself.

Lin Qingshuang thought silently in her heart, before she could react, the man left a gentle kiss on her cheek, and then got out of bed and dressed without hesitation.

"Today we are going to the company in the south of the city, you hurry up and clean up. ”

After being reminded by the man, the woman suddenly got out of bed, picked out a piece of clothing and put it away.

On the way in the past, the man kept looking through the documents, and Lin Qingshuang knew that he couldn't help much, so he didn't bother her.

Maybe she slept too late last night, but now her head is groggy and her eyelids are uncontrollably pulled down.

The man glanced at her after work, and when he saw this, he took out a blanket and put it on her.

"If you're sleepy, sleep for a while, and I'll call you when you're in the place. ”

Lin Qingshuang was already sleepy and couldn't open her eyes, and when she heard the man's words, she naturally had no backbone to refuse.

Finding a comfortable position on the man's lap, she fell asleep groggily.

Looking at Lin Qingshuang's quiet sleeping face, a smile appeared almost inaudibly on the man's face.

The woman curled up like a kitten, like her arrogant and cold appearance before.

For a while, the man stared at the woman's sleeping face and lost her mind, but the ringtone of the mobile phone that kept vibrating in her pocket pulled her back to her thoughts.

The call was made by Lin Jinrang, considering that the woman was still sleeping, the man deliberately lowered his voice.

"Something?"

After the other party was silent for a moment, he said with a stoic voice in his voice, "Are you going to the south of the city now?"

Lin Jin Rang actually didn't approve of the two being together, after all, there had been so many unbearable things before, and he didn't want his sister to be hurt again.

But in the end, he will not interfere with his sister's decision.

"Yes. ”

Sheng Yixing's voice was not emotional, he replied coldly, and he was not ready to say more.

As he answered, Lin Jin fell silent for a while, and after a long time, he spoke to him uncertainly.

"Are you really thinking about starting over with her?"

After all, the matter between the two was so unbearable, Lin Jin was very worried in his heart.

And Lin Jinrang's words also made Sheng Yixing fall into contemplation, and he couldn't help but ask himself if he was ready to be with Lin Qingshuang for the rest of his life.

But when he thought that the people around him would be other women in the future, he was inexplicably irritable and repulsed in his heart.

Now that a woman can be by his side, even if she doesn't do anything, she feels a kind of satisfaction and happiness to lie down beside him and sleep meekly like she does now.

"Whatever happened between us before, now she's amnesiac. We can also start a new life. ”

The man's words had already said everything, but Lin Jinrang's worries in his heart had not been eliminated by his explanation.

"The doctor said that her amnesia may only be temporary, have you ever thought that one day in the future she will remember everything that happened before, do you think it will continue between you?"

Lin Jinrang's words were like a heavy hammer, striking Sheng Yixing's chest fiercely.

He really didn't think about this question, because he stubbornly believed that the past would not be revealed.

But what Lin Jin Rang said is not impossible, and judging from the current situation, Lin Qingshuang's memory has begun to slowly recover.

The call between the two fell silent for a while, and Lin Jinrang sighed and spoke, "Think about it yourself, I'll hang up first." ”

Until Lin Jin hung up the phone, Sheng Yixing still held the phone mechanically, and he didn't even know when Lin Qingshuang woke up.

Lowering his head to meet Lin Qingshuang's eyes, the man's heart trembled indescribably, how much did she hear the conversation just now?

"Did I call and wake you up?"

Sheng Yixing swallowed his throat, and his voice was slightly hoarse.

"It doesn't matter, I woke up on my own. ”

Lin Qingshuang opened her mouth to answer unusually calmly. But the more she was like this, the more Sheng Yixing felt that something was wrong.

Before Sheng Yixing took the initiative to ask, Lin Qingshuang had already asked out loud, looking at him with scrutiny in his eyes.

"The past between us is not as simple as you told me. ”

I don't know why Lin Qingshuang suddenly mentioned this issue, and when she met her eyes, the man's heart instantly tightened. Yunnan

"Why do you say that all of a sudden?"

Looking at Lin Qingshuang's inquiring gaze, the man pretended to speak calmly.

Listening to the man's voice, Lin Qingshuang had a wry smile on her face.

How should she tell a man that she dreamed about the past. A memory she never thought of.

She didn't know what she had done, and a woman drove past her in a car, scolding her for being a third party who ruined other people's feelings.

She was covered in blood as if she was going to drain all the blood in her body, and a steady stream of liquid spread out under her.

"It's Gu Sinan, the girl you like is called Gu Sinan, right?"

No one had mentioned this name to Lin Qingshuang, so when this name came out of her mouth, the man was completely panicked.

Could it really be that as Lin Jin Rang said, her memory has begun to recover?

Holding on to the panic in his heart, the man's voice tried his best to maintain stability.

"Do you remember something?"

There was a tentative tone in the man's tone, and he looked at Lin Qingshuang cautiously, observing the subtle changes in expression on her face.

The man's has explained everything, it turns out that the white moonlight in his heart is Gu Sinan.

"I dreamed that she drove into me, and I was lying on the ground covered in blood, and my throat seemed to be blocked by something, and I couldn't speak. ”

Lin Qingshuang looked at him in a daze, pursed her lips and said.

"Surely you know why she hit me, it's because I ruined the relationship between the two of you at that time, that's why she will take revenge on me?"

Lin Qingshuang blinked, looking at the man with a look of dazedness.

That's how the scar on the back of her head came from......

Lin Qingshuang's words made Sheng Yixing breathe a sigh of relief in her heart, she just remembered the fragments, not all of them.

"You also said that it was just a dream, and that dreams and reality cannot be exactly the same. And you were already in the hospital when I knew it at that time, and the police told me that the perpetrator had escaped. ”

Sheng Yixing's voice was solemn, and he looked at Lin Qingshuang seriously, not like he was lying.

Lin Qingshuang frowned, she was willing to believe the man's words, but she always felt that something was wrong.

But no matter how hard she racked her brains to think about it, she couldn't come up with other details.

"Don't think about it if you can't think about it, we've decided to forget the past and look to the future, haven't we?"

Sheng Yixing's hand was on the woman's shoulder, looking at her with a gentle look in his eyes.

"The doctor said you're not fully recovered yet, so don't think about it yet?"

Lin Qingshuang wanted to remember about the past, but now it seems that she can't think about it for a while.

"Good. ”

Lin Qingshuang showed a wry smile at the man, having said that, the image of herself falling in a pool of blood in her mind would not fade from her memory in a short period of time.

"Can you stop going to the south of the city, I'm in an unstable state right now, and if I work now, I'm worried that I'll mess things up. ”

What Lin Qingshuang was thinking in his heart at this moment, the man couldn't guess it.

But since she didn't want to go, she didn't go.

"Okay, let's go home. ”

Saying that, Sheng Yixing told the driver to turn around and go home, and on the way back, Lin Qingshuang didn't continue to sleep, looking out the window with a dull gaze, not knowing what he was thinking.

When I got home, my mind was in my morning class, and I saw Lin Qingshuang instantly get up from the small stool and staggered towards her.

"Mommy, I miss you so much. ”

Seeing her heart, Lin Qingshuang's mood instantly improved a lot, but it was still different from her previous state.

The little guy is clever, looking at Daddy and Mommy who don't speak, and his big eyes are blinking and thinking about problems.

The music teacher told her that there will be conflicts between adults, so children should be obedient and obedient, and they should be the warm little suns of their parents.

The heart let go of his hand, no longer holding Lin Qingshuang, but said seriously in a milky voice.

"The soul is not full in the morning and wants to eat the food cooked by Daddy and Mommy. ”

The little guy's sudden request made Lin Qingshuang stunned, looked at her and asked gently.

"Obediently didn't eat enough, Mommy will do it for you, let Daddy go and get busy with work first, okay?"

The heart has always been a well-behaved and obedient child, but this time she didn't follow.

Shaking his little head, he said seriously, "People want to eat the food cooked by Daddy and Mommy, Mommy, will you promise your heart?"

Looking at her daughter's cute appearance, Lin Qingshuang really couldn't bear to say no.

But let her cook with Sheng Yixing, this is something that has never happened before, and it is also something she can't think of.

Just as she was hesitating what to say, Sheng Yixing, who was behind her, stepped forward and squatted down on one knee, touching her heart's little head and speaking softly.

"Okay, Daddy Mommy is going to cook for the soul, will you listen to the teacher first?"

The goal was achieved, and the mind nodded vigorously, with a bright smile piled up on his face.

"The soul must obediently listen to the teacher. ”

After calming his mind, Sheng Yixing directly pulled Lin Qingshuang to the direction of the kitchen.

It wasn't until he was sure that the figures of the two would not appear in the sight of his heart that Sheng Yixing opened his mouth to explain.

"Spiritual kindergartens often hold parent-child activities, one of which is for parents to cook a meal for their children together. ”

Sheng Yixing's words made Lin Qingshuang feel guilty in her heart, and when she thought of seeing other children with her eyes on the food cooked by their parents, she felt all kinds of bad in her heart.

"I will not be absent from every stage of spiritual growth in the future. ”

Even if it was for the sake of the soul, Lin Qingshuang decided to start over.

No longer thinking about the discomfort of being with Sheng Yixing, Lin Qingshuang began to prepare breakfast for his soul wholeheartedly.

For this reason, she also deliberately Baidu Baidu to make breakfast into various cartoon images.

Although Sheng Yixing couldn't help much, he could only follow him, but this was also the first loving breakfast that the two of them prepared for their daughter together.

Smelling the fragrance, the figure of the mind staggered to the kitchen door.

She looked at her happy parents with a smile, wondering if they had reconciled.

Lin Qingshuang was the first to notice the figure of the heart, gently held her in his arms, and touched her head dotingly.

"That's amazing, Mommy. As soon as the meal is ready, you come running. ”

Listening to Mommy's compliment, she shyly kissed her on the face, then looked at her father on the side, hooked his hand and let him get closer.

"Daddy, come over too. ”

Sheng Yixing approached for unknown reasons, and was hugged by his heart and kissed him on the face.