Chapter 202 Precursor to the Storm

Getting off the bed, Lin Qingshuang only felt a splitting headache, the scene in front of her began to ghost, and the whole person began to crumble.

I didn't expect that she, who had always been in good physical condition, would be so weak now.

She went into the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror with a pale face, like a female ghost.

In order not to let others see her abnormality, she simply put on makeup to cover her pale cheeks and make her lips look rosy and complex.

She remembered that she still had a medical kit in her suitcase, but she couldn't find any fever-reducing medicine after looking around.

At this moment, Lin Qingshuang was so weak that she couldn't walk, her body temperature was hot, and her throat was dry and painful.

When Sheng Yixing came over, Lin Qingshuang, who was still sitting on the edge of the bed, instantly looked the same as usual.

She turned her face away and looked vacantly ahead, leaving only a cold side face for the man.

"Are you packing up?"

The man's voice sounded hoarse, perhaps because he hadn't slept all night, or maybe he had something else on his mind.

As for what the man's reason was, Lin Qingshuang didn't think about it, but just pretended to answer his question calmly.

"Alright. ”

Saying that, Lin Qingshuang stood up, and her indifferent eyes never fell on the man's face.

"Let's go. ”

Lin Qingshuang's belongings can fit in a small suitcase, but in her current physical condition, she weighs a thousand pounds in her hands.

Even so, when she walked past Sheng Yixing, her eyes did not stop, and she walked straight to the hall to meet Xiao Sun and them.

The two walked out one after another, and no one saw that there was a problem between them for a while, so they just thought that the two of them were shy in public.

Xiao Sun and Xinxin were on Lin Qingshuang's side, one left and one right, and the two of them chattered, making Lin Qingshuang's noisy temples jump suddenly.

The scene in front of her became more and more blurry, and the pace of her feet became slower and slower, and she looked up at the sky, only to feel a feeling of dizziness, and before she could say anything, the muscles of her body had struck.

She heard the nervous and surprised exclamations of the little sun in her ears, and she wanted to open her eyes, but the weight of her eyelids made her lose control of her body.

Before the last rays of light disappeared from the world, she vaguely heard Sheng Yixing's panicked voice trembling.

As the light completely disappeared, Lin Qingshuang fell into the whirlpool of black beach, she drowned in it, no matter how she struggled, she couldn't break free from the manipulation of her body by her surroundings.

Time was infinitely extended at this moment, and she couldn't hear the outside world, but she could clearly hear the sound of her heartbeat coming from her chest, nervous and rapid.

In this world where she was the only one left, her fear was infinitely magnified, and she was as desperate as someone buried in a coffin.

Obviously conscious, but he could clearly hear the outside world using nails to imprison her in a black coffin forever.

No!

She doesn't want that!

Lin Qingshuang was short of breath and suddenly opened her eyes, the bright light from the outside world made her uncomfortable for a while, and her body curled up in a ball.

Gradually, her consciousness began to become clearer, and a light began to bloom in her dull eyes.

As she slowly accepted her surroundings, a crisp child's voice moistened the driest part of her heart like a river flowing in the mountains.

"Mommy, you've finally woken up, and my heart is about to kill you, and I won't allow Mommy to leave me. ”

Looking in the direction of the voice, she saw Sheng Yixing standing at the door, and her mind was rushing towards her.

"Don't go past the heart, Mommy is still sick. ”

As Sheng Yixing's cold voice sounded, he pursed his lips aggrievedly, looking reluctant, but for the sake of Mommy's health, he still didn't go over.

"It's okay, the mind comes over and lets Mommy hug it. ”

The feeling of being alone in her dreams was so strong that she was still terrified.

She was so afraid that the world would leave her alone, and her heart was like the salvation of her life.

"Come over here and let Mommy hug you. ”

Ignoring the gloomy face of the man on the side, Lin Qingshuang looked at his heart and said with tenderness in his eyes.

After hesitating for a moment, she glanced at Sheng Yixing next to her, and in the next second, she flew into Lin Qingshuang's arms.

"Mommy's family wants to kill you. It's been a long time since you've called your heart. ”

In her arms, the little girl was accusing Lin Qingshuang of her crime with a face full of grievances, and her big eyes flashed with crystal tears, which made Lin Qingshuang even more guilty.

"I'm sorry in my heart, my mother didn't mean it, I won't do this again in the future. ”

Lin Qingshuang hugged her heart tightly in her arms, and tears flowed out uncontrollably and fell on her occasional clothes.

I didn't expect my mother to cry, looking at her mother with tears on her face, she was so frightened that she didn't know what to do, and looked at Sheng Yixing next to her aggrievedly.

Seeing the mother and daughter hugging and crying, Sheng Yixing sighed and stepped forward, coaxing the two children in a gentle tone.

"Mind first go outside to play with Uncle Bodyguard, I'll coax Mommy and you come over." ”

Although I don't want to leave my mother's side, my heart wants to make Mommy happy.

"Okay, I'm looking for a bodyguard uncle outside the community, you must help me coax Mommy. ”

Before leaving, his heart was still not at ease, he glanced back at the two of them, and said in a serious manner.

Watching the little guy leave, the expression on Sheng Yixing's face was a lot gloomy, and he stood condescendingly, watching Lin Qingshuang bow his head and cry.

The heart is still young, and I don't understand why Mommy suddenly cried.

"I promised you that I would tell you everything you wanted to know when I returned home. ”

The man clenched his fists, it was not only Lin Qingshuang who was not able to face the past, but he was also reluctant to mention it again.

Knowing that it was a bad memory, why did he have to touch it several times, Sheng Yixing clenched his fists, and resisted violently in his heart, but he was still willing to face it for Lin Qingshuang's sake.

Lin Qingshuang's sobbing voice gradually became much quieter, she looked up at Sheng Yixing with a solemn gaze, and suddenly laughed out loud.

"You don't have to look reluctant, I don't want to know about the past, and you don't need to run over to tell me. ”

Lin Qingshuang's voice sounded so calm, as if this matter had completely become a thing of the past for him.

But the man who also knows her understands that she still cares about this matter in her heart, but she just doesn't want to face it now.

"I didn't feel reluctant, I didn't want to tell you that I had my own troubles, but now I just want to make you happy, and I don't care about anything else. "School bag

Sheng Yixing said the truth, but she didn't need these anymore.

"Okay, I'm a little tired, you can let the mind come and stay with me for a while. ”

Lin Qingshuang looked at the man indifferently, although this time she wanted to get close to the truth, but she didn't want to.

It's not that I'm holding back, I suddenly felt that it was unnecessary before, so why bother with obsession.

The alienation of the woman's rejection of people thousands of miles away made Sheng Yixing feel a panic in his heart.

There was an illusion that he was about to lose her, and most importantly, he was powerless to change it.

"Don't do that. ”

Sheng Yixing's throat rolled, looking at Lin Qingshuang's eyes with too much emotion, which contained his pain at the moment.

"What should I do?"

Lin Qingshuang smiled, whether it was the man's gaze or the words he spoke, there was no wave in his heart, and his indifferent and ruthless appearance made people feel frightened.

"Alright, you go and get busy, let the soul come and accompany me. ”

No longer giving the man a chance to open his mouth to defend himself, Lin Qingshuang turned his head directly, and his attitude of rejection was resolutely obvious.

There was no way, the man had to withdraw from the room and let in the mind that was still playing at the door.

The mind doesn't know what's going on yet, but how can it feel that Daddy's mommy's mood looks weird.

The mind entered the room, and his eyes fell on Lin Qingshuang, and his face no longer had the smile he had just now.

Lin Qingshuang tried hard to pull out a smile, looked at the soul and said gently, "The soul comes to Mommy and hugs." ”

I saw her just now and her incomparably affectionate heart, standing still at the moment, with resistance in her big flickering eyes.

"Did Daddy and Mommy quarrel?"

Xin Xin looked up at Lin Qingshuang and said, with a hurt expression in his expression, "Daddy didn't hug me when he was sad just now." ”

The little guy's voice was full of grievances, and she looked at Lin Qingshuang's tears in her eyes.

Lin Qingshuang's heart trembled, as if she was pinched fiercely, she pursed her lips, looking at her heart for a while and didn't know how to explain.

The child's observation power was much stronger than they imagined, Lin Qingshuang looked at her guiltily, but she didn't know how to explain it.

The little heart slowly approached Lin Qingshuang, the two little hands were mixed together at a loss, looking at her with hot eyes, waiting for Mommy to give her an exact answer.

Lin Qingshuang took a deep breath, she didn't want the problems between herself and Sheng Yixing to affect the child.

But now it still affects the normal life of the soul, but even so, she doesn't plan to deceive her daughter.

Although the mind is only a child, she already has the ability to think independently, so she also has the right to know the problems of her parents.

But she and Sheng Yixing were embarrassed to tell their hearts about those unspeakable things.

After a violent struggle in her heart, Lin Qingshuang watched her heart slowly exhale a breath of turbidity, got down from the hospital bed and squatted down in front of her, keeping herself and her mind at eye level.

"It's true that there are some problems between Daddy and Mommy, but these problems can be solved by us adults. Of course, this will not affect our love for you. Daddy and Mommy will still love you as much as they do now. ”

Lin Qingshuang's eyes looked at her heart seriously and sincerely, she blinked her eyes as if she didn't understand, tilted her head and asked.

"Then why don't Daddy and Mommy solve the problem? ”

In a child's world, problems can be solved, and Lin Qingshuang once thought so.

But with experience and time, she found that this was not the case.

Many times there is not always a solution to the problem, and it will be like a huge stone between two people.

"Then give Daddy and Mommy a little time, and we'll solve the problem as soon as possible. Do you think that's good?"

The cruel adult world is still left to the soul to understand slowly when it grows up, Lin Qingshuang didn't tell her this, and changed the topic to divert her attention.

"How has Mind been doing in school lately?"

After all, the soul is still a child, and when Lin Qingshuang shifted the topic to the focus of her life, she began to describe with great interest what happened on the new day.

"Mommy is so beautiful, I show the photos to the children, and they all say it's my sister, I don't believe you're my mommy. ”

This matter seemed to be a difficult problem for the soul to solve, she looked at Lin Qingshuang with a frown and asked with a serious face.

"Why don't people believe me? Mommy, what should I do?"

Regarding the troubles of the soul, Lin Qingshuang thought about it seriously, touched her head and proposed, "Then when the soul goes to kindergarten tomorrow, Mommy will send you there personally, okay?"

Hearing that Mommy was willing to send herself to kindergarten, her heart instantly danced with joy, hugged her arm and kissed her fiercely.

"Great, Mommy can take me to kindergarten so they will believe that what I said is not lying. ”

The tone of her heart sounded particularly proud, and she described to Lin Qingshuang what she looked like in kindergarten, her favorite teacher, and the most hated child.

The words of the heart made Lin Qingshuang fall into reflection, since she came back to the present, she has not been able to go to her daughter's kindergarten.

"Mom will accompany you to kindergarten tomorrow. ”

Lin Qingshuang's eyes looked at her heart firmly, and her voice gathered the love of being a mother.

The heart happily ran around the room, and Lin Qingshuang began to pack up her things and prepare to be discharged from the hospital.

But when she was halfway through packing her things, Sheng Yixing suddenly broke in, and his eyes fell on her face gloomily.

Before Lin Qingshuang could speak, the man's voice had already exploded in the room.

"You're not well enough to be discharged from the hospital. The mind lets the bodyguards take you home. ”

As soon as the heart heard that he was going to be separated from Mommy, there was an expression of grievance and reluctance on his excited little face in an instant.

"My body I know on my own, I'm okay and can be discharged. ”

Lin Qingshuang frowned, she felt repulsed by the man's current behavior, if it weren't for her daughter's presence, she wouldn't have been able to speak to him calmly.

"The doctor's diagnosis has not yet come out, and you can't be discharged without the doctor's permission. ”

There was an aggressiveness in the man's tone, and he didn't give the woman a chance to refute at all.

But the stronger his attitude was, the more Lin Qingshuang's resistance was aroused, his eyes glared at him extremely dissatisfied, and his tone was firm and serious.

"My own affairs, others are not qualified to dictate to me, and I don't need you to worry about my affairs. ”

Lin Qingshuang finished speaking coldly, holding his heart in his arms, looking like he was about to leave.