Chapter 201 is exhausting
The two went to the largest shopping mall here, and after a walk, they were holding more than a dozen bags in large and small bags, most of which were things for the soul.
Lin Qingshuang had never been to a children's clothing store before, and it was the first time she had seen that a skirt could be so cute.
Children's time is really clean, you don't have to think about whether the color of your clothes will be gorgeous, and you don't have to care about other people's eyes, you just need to wear beautiful clothes and be happy.
It was already afternoon when she returned to the hotel, Lin Qingshuang was tired and slumped on the bed and didn't want to move, she raised her eyelids and turned her head to look at the man, and there was a little coquettish in her weak voice.
"I don't want to go downstairs to eat, can you let them come upstairs?"
Sheng Yixing looked at her affectionately, and the corners of his mouth rose slightly to outline a doting smile.
"As long as you think about it, there's nothing you can't do. ”
The man's words made the woman's face bloom with a smile on her face, and she closed her eyes and lay comfortably, not wanting to move anymore.
In the afternoon, Xinxin and Xiaoyang also went shopping, but their battlefield was skin care products in duty-free shops.
Hearing Lin Qingshuang's return at night, the two of them excitedly knocked on the door of her room with the booty.
"Boss saw a lipstick that suits you especially today, you see if you like it or not. ”
Xiao Sun said excitedly, with a little tsundere in his expression, "You don't know how difficult it is to buy this color, it has long been out of stock in China." ”
Lin Qingshuang, who received the continuation, slid through his heart, and looked at Xiao Sun with gratitude in his eyes.
"Thank you for being so kind, going out and playing by yourself and thinking about buying me a gift. ”
The heart on the side squeezed her eyebrows at Lin Qingshuang, trying to attract her attention, "And me, I didn't forget to bring gifts to the boss." ”
As he spoke, Xinxin took out a bottle of essence and handed it to her as if offering a treasure, "You usually work day and night, this bottle of essence can help you improve your skin problems, I have used it with good results." ”
Seeing that Xinxin and Xiaoyang were so good to her, Lin Qingshuang was moved in her heart and didn't know what to do, and she was even more excited to see them and didn't know what to say.
"Thank you, thank you for being willing to stand by my side at all times. ”
The three of them have been through a lot along the way. But fortunately, I didn't give up.
"You are our boss, and you are the person I am willing to follow for the rest of my life, not to mention that if you are so good to us, we will also be good to you. ”
Xinxin looked at Lin Qingshuang's eyes as gentle as water, she patted the woman's shoulder, and her voice was full of emotion.
"This may be the fate that God has given us, so that we can meet in the vast sea of people. ”
Xinxin's words were like a big stone pressing on Lin Qingshuang's heart, and the person in their mouths was Lin Qingshuang before.
She was like a possessor, doing nothing and owning everything.
At this moment, looking at the two people in front of her, Lin Qingshuang felt a little unreal in a trance, and she was even afraid that the two of them would be good to her.
The two were immersed in sharing today's shopping, and they didn't notice that something was wrong with Lin Qingshuang's cheeks.
Or Sheng Yixing went downstairs to order food and came back, and when they saw him with a gloomy face, the two suddenly closed their mouths and kept saying that they wanted to go back.
"Boss, we'll see you tomorrow, have a good rest tonight, and we're going back home tomorrow. ”
Before leaving, Xinxin looked back at Lin Qingshuang meaningfully, and his squinting eyes looked like he was playing some ghost idea.
After the two left, the room returned to tranquility, Lin Qingshuang looked up at the man awkwardly, and explained in a low voice.
"I'm sorry, they didn't mean anything else, they just came to see me. ”
Lin Qingshuang saw the man's displeased look on his face and thought that he didn't like his friend.
So she opened her mouth to explain, but the man's next attitude surprised her.
"I just don't want them to disturb your rest, and I mean nothing else. ”
The man sighed, approached Lin Qingshuang, looked at her condescendingly, supported his hands on her sides, and his breath penetrated into the woman's nose.
"Aren't you tired, you will rest quickly after eating and washing, and other things will be talked about tomorrow. ”
Looking at the indescribable sexiness and hoarseness in her deep voice, the woman subconsciously swallowed her throat, and only nodded obediently in agreement.
"I see. ”
Sheng Yixing had no intention of staying, and after the waiter brought her dinner, the man was ready to leave.
"It's not too early, you can rest after eating, and I'll go back too." ”
Before, it was a man who was reluctant to leave the room with a dead face, but now the situation is reversed.
"I can't finish all of this by myself, can you stay with me. ”
After speaking, Lin Qingshuang also found that her words were too ambiguous, and she blushed, and hurriedly explained.
"We can't waste food, you're right. ”
Looking at the woman's delicate appearance, the man was in a good mood, took two steps closer to her, raised his eyebrows, and said with a teasing tone.
"So you're inviting me to stay?"
It's obviously a simple invitation, but when it comes to a man's mouth, it becomes ambiguous.
But, she didn't know how to explain it, after all, what the man said was right.
She just wanted to invite men to stay and eat with her.
Feeling that the scene was about to be controlled by a man, Lin Qingshuang slowly exhaled a breath, looked at him with a bright light in his eyes, and an expression on his cheeks that seemed to be smiling but not smiling.
"So you're planning to stay?"
The woman's invitation was irresistible to Sheng Yixing at all, his throat rolled, and he couldn't say anything to refuse.
"Good. ”
After all, the man stayed, and he looked at the woman opposite, still with the same face, but with a completely different feeling.
Originally, it was just an ordinary meal, but with the addition of a man, it had a completely different feeling.
Lin Qingshuang sat across from the man with a shy gaze, and even the sound of his breathing became cautious.
And Sheng Yixing, who has always been strategizing about everything, is also sitting on his head at the moment.
Lin Qingshuang sat opposite him, and there were a thousand words in his chest, but he didn't know how to speak.
"That..."
"That..."
The two spoke in unison, and this tacit understanding left them with embarrassment. Dancing God eBook
"You said it first. ”
Looking at the woman's shy appearance, the man coughed dryly twice and spoke.
The words that came to his lips just now, Lin Qingshuang had completely forgotten what he was going to say at this moment.
She looked at the man and pursed her lips, and she had no intention of eating.
The dreams she encountered while sleeping in the desert made her heart feel as heavy as a boulder.
If Sheng Yixing had no feelings for Lin Qingshuang before this, then why would he sacrifice himself to save him at a critical juncture.
Although it was just a dream, Lin Qingshuang could conclude that it was not just a dream, but also a memory of what happened to her in the past.
"Do you hate me before?"
The man was stunned, he didn't expect Lin Qingshuang to open the question to be this, and hesitated for a moment, as if to consider what kind of tone should be used to answer this question.
"You've done a lot of things that make people unhappy, you know. ”
The man frowned, as if he was very reluctant to mention everything that happened in the past, especially everything related to Lin Qingshuang.
"Then why were you willing to save me before? The last time I was in danger in the process of searching for the Eye of the Sahara, you saved me, and I was injured and recuperated for a long time. ”
Every word that Lin Qingshuang said seemed to exhaust her strength, she looked at the man in front of her stubbornly, and there seemed to be something in her heart that was about to move.
She clenched her fists and swallowed her throat, waiting inwardly for the man to give her a final answer.
The shock in the man's eyes turned into consternation, and he watched as Lin Qingshuang's muscles were tense.
There were too many incomprehensible emotions in the eyes of staring at the woman, and even Lin Qingshuang couldn't understand the position opposite him.
"You remember?"
There was a faint tremor in the man's voice, and his scarlet eyes were mixed with too many indescribable feelings.
And the more he was like this, the more distressed Lin Qingshuang became.
She could tell from the man's eyes that he was extremely reluctant to let her know about the past.
Although it was a memory that made everyone unhappy, it was her past, and she couldn't say that she didn't care about anything.
"I just want an answer, that's all. ”
Lin Qingshuang took a sip of the goblet, so that she could not collapse, she gritted her teeth and stared at the man hard.
Under the gaze of Lin Qingshuang's gaze, the man's emotional ups and downs became very large, and he lowered his head, making it difficult to see the expression on his face at the moment.
From his slightly shrugged shoulders, he could see that his tense muscles seemed to be about to move.
Time seemed to come quietly at this moment, and the two of them also had a tacit understanding in their hearts before they spoke, and Lin Qingshuang's heart gradually began to chill.
All she wanted was an answer, which was nothing at all for Sheng Yixing, but he just didn't want to give it.
Anyway, Lin Qingshuang sighed, since Sheng Yixing wanted to hide it so much, then she would no longer continue to cocoon herself.
"Alright, that's the end of this matter, I won't ask you any more. ”
Lin Qingshuang looked calm, and only she knew that her heart had already become turbulent now.
But under the attitude of a man, she can no longer show her inner state.
Her heart suddenly became desolate, as if all her previous efforts collapsed in an instant in the man's resistant look at this moment.
"I'm done, you eat slowly and I'll go wash. ”
After saying that, Lin Qingshuang didn't give the man a chance to speak again, she stood up directly and rushed into the bathroom, her face was already full of tears.
Sheng Yixing caught up with him after him, stood at the door of the bathroom, and knocked on the door with a slow movement.
"I know you're feeling bad right now, but you have to know that I'm doing all this for you, because I know what the past represents, so I don't want you to touch it. ”
The man's voice sounded so low, but Lin Qingshuang couldn't listen to a word at the moment, she squatted on the ground and covered her mouth, forcing herself not to make a sound, but tears were already flowing out uncontrollably.
The man's voice continued, but he still didn't open his mouth to explain to her the whole time.
I don't know how long the tug-of-war between the two has passed, but it was Sheng Yixing outside who was defeated first, and he was silent for a long time before he spoke again.
"I know you're feeling bad right now, I'll give you time to calm down, and I'll give you an answer to this matter when we return home. ”
Obviously, it only takes a few words of explanation to solve the problem of the two, and that's it, but even so, the man is reluctant to say it.
Lin Qingshuang's heart was gradually getting colder, and her expectations for men turned into disappointment.
"You have a good rest, I'll go back first. ”
Listening to the footsteps at the door, Lin Qingshuang's tears suddenly stopped.
She didn't know what the meaning of her tears was at the moment, she thought that in the eyes of men, she had a special status.
But I didn't expect it to be nothing.
The cruel reality was in front of her, and without even giving her any time to think about it, she was forced to accept it.
The tears could no longer flow, she calmly turned on the shower, let the warm water swim on her body, washing away the cold in her heart.
But the effect of this was minimal, she hugged her body hard, but the cold from all directions still made her tremble.
After some time, she got up from the ground, took off her soaked clothes numbly, and walked slowly outside.
The man had left, and the air in the room had become cold because of his departure.
Lin Qingshuang was naked, and she couldn't feel any temperature anymore, but now it was impossible for a single tear to come out again.
Ignoring the remaining water droplets on his body, Lin Qingshuang lay directly on the bed, forcing himself to close his eyes although he couldn't sleep.
She didn't want to recall the past with the man, but the memories kept coming back.
She looked at herself in the past, her humble appearance when she compromised with a man for the sake of her daughter.
Since she woke up, life has not been her life, and after so much effort and change, she thought that there would be a different result.
But now it seems that everything has been in vain, nothing has changed, and she is still the same self that knows nothing about before.
One second the man made her feel as if she was living in the light, but the next second the man pulled him into the abyss with his own hands.
I don't know how long it took, Lin Qingshuang fell asleep groggily, and when she woke up, she only felt a headache.
Maybe it was because she didn't wipe her body clean last night, and her voice was hoarse and she couldn't make a sound.
After looking at the time, she didn't have much time to tidy up her things, so she struggled to get up from the bed regardless of her physical discomfort.