416. Promise not to love you
"Xiao Mei, if you think I'm an eyesore, please just say it! From now on, Lao Tzu won't be in your way anymore. We shouldn't have known each other in the first place!" Looking at Xiao Mei's cold expression, Ji Fengchen's heart ached faintly again, and the fire also burst into flames all of a sudden.
In the last sentence, Ji Fengchen finally gave himself a little dignity and dignity.
After speaking, Ji Fengchen turned around and left, but the moment he turned around, tears poured out disobediently.
As I walked, I unbuttoned and took off my clothes.
"Fangzi, Xiao Mei wants you to come over" Ji Fengchen pretended to be tired and rubbed his face and rubbed his eyes. Don't let his tears be seen by him.
"Why are you taking off your clothes and not going to work?" asked Ding Fangyuan.
"I won't come again in the future," Ji Fengchen said, his tone a little cold.
"This can't be done, what if there is one less person?" asked Shen Yue.
"There's no captain!" Ji Fengchen said impatiently, then picked up his mobile phone and put it in his pocket and took the elevator down.
"Why are you taking off your clothes, and you're not going to work?" asked Ho Zijian.
"No, I won't come again. I'll leave myself," Ji Fengchen said.
"There is no salary since you leave, you have to think clearly," He Zijian said.
"I think very clearly, I don't lack this money," Ji Fengchen finished speaking, turned around and opened the door to enter the lounge.
The moment the door was closed, the tears that he was holding back poured out in an instant, and Ji Fengchen slammed his fist against the wall, punching a hole in the wall, gritting his teeth and saying, "Xiao Mei, I will never get in the way of your eyes again." The little boy who gave you the bracelet, if you try to find it, you won't find it again!"
I changed my clothes, emptied the cupboard, and inserted the key directly into the jack. Then he wiped away his tears and went out.
It's been so long, Ji Fengchen thought that he had let go and could be a colleague with Xiao Mei, but after Xiao Mei said something like that, Ji Fengchen's heart told him that in fact, he had never really let go of her.
At this time, the car came, and a lady got out of the car. After a few steps, the lady's mobile phone rang: Obviously love is very clear, but I accept separation, I only have the right to miss. It's too late to be sad, love has long been integrated into the breath, and the non-existent existence is in the bottom of the heart. Although I tried very hard and practiced forgetting, my heart didn't promise to give up on you. I'm really sorry that I promised you that I don't love you anymore, but I haven't promised myself yet.
Listening and listening, Ji Fengchen's tears welled up again.
The lady stopped and waited quietly for the bell to finish, and soon, the bell rang again, and the lady picked up the phone: "We don't have anything to say anymore" Then, covering her mouth, she shed tears of sadness.
"Yes, I haven't promised myself yet" Ji Fengchen smiled bitterly and muttered.
When he was about to get to Xiao Mei, Long Ao chased after him: "Crazy, why are you leaving?"
"I don't want to get in the way of her eyes anymore" Ji Fengchen glanced at Xiao Mei and whispered with tears in his eyes, "I was sad to see her before, but now I am angry. Whether it's friendship or love, since it's broken, it's time to meet again. I'm gone, I'll never come back, whatever she wants, I'll do it for her" After speaking, tears welled up in her eyes again.
"I'm also going to step down and promote you to squad leader," Long Ao said.
"Thank you, Captain, for your kindness. I don't want to stay any longer," Ji Fengchen said, wiping away his tears.
"If you want to leave, you will leave tomorrow, if you leave now, how can I call someone?" Long Ao said.
"I can't stand it, and I can't take it anymore. Captain, I beg you to let me go!" Ji Fengchen said loudly, "I'll go to the company tomorrow and return all my things!"
After speaking, Ji Fengchen walked to the nearest turnstile of Li Xiaomei, clenched his fists, bit his lip and held back his tears and said, "Mei, if this is the freedom you want, then I will pay you back." I used to be wholeheartedly to you, but you were not moved in the slightest, nor did you understand my feelings and look at me squarely. Maybe after I'm gone, I can really give you freedom and happiness. Once, I really wanted to marry you home, but you didn't marry you. In the future, we should never see each other again, we should not have known each other in the first place. I wish you happiness" then didn't even look at Xiao Mei, and directly swiped the card out of the station.
"If you're gone now, even if you're absent from work!" Long Ao shouted behind him.
"Then even if it's absenteeism, I won't come again anyway!" Ji Fengchen said without replying.
The moment he returned home, Ji Fengchen was relieved, shed tears, and shouted loudly: "Liberated, liberated, Lao Tzu is finally liberated!" Then he lay on the bed, grinning, and crying.
During dinner, Xiao Mei sent a text message to Ji Fengchen: What are you hiding, I won't eat you again.
You make me feel a hundred, ten thousand times worse than a thousand cuts!
It's long overdue. Xiao Mei replied.
But do you look like you've let go of the past?!Why do you always ask me to do it and you don't do anything?!I did it all, but what about you?!I'll let go of you, but it will take time. If love can really be let go so easily, why should I love you so much? Mei, I love you, I really love you, I am really 100% sincere to you, I can pat my chest and tell you, I really have a clear conscience about you! Fan Zhongwei is right, you have been lying to me from the beginning, and you have been lying to me all the time! I love you so much, how can you lie to me ruthlessly? After speaking, Ji Fengchen roared, lay on the bed and cried loudly.
In the end, I finally left a little dignity for myself. Ji Fengchen cried sadly, and also cried with relief.
Xiao Mei didn't reply to Ji Fengchen anymore. The fate of the two may really come to an end.
After hiding in the corner of the wall at home for a few days, I ran to the bar at night and stayed all night. Since then, Ji Fengchen has been soaking in bars at night and sleeping at home during the day. If you can't sleep, you will return to the dragon scales, go around the mountain, around the water, and run desperately.
I cry every day, as long as I think of Xiao Mei, Ji Fengchen will cry, no matter day or night.
The wine, from the original cup by cup, gradually to bottle after bottle, box after box.
Xiao Mei always appeared in Ji Fengchen's mind, and when she was half-drunk, she appeared in front of her again, even in the wine bottle, on the water surface of the bathroom.
Walking through the places where I once walked hand in hand with Xiao Mei again, tears still flowed silently. Xiao Mei's figure took root in Ji Fengchen's forehead and lingered.
After crying for a long time, his eyes will become red and swollen, and on this day, Ji Fengchen found that his eyelids were itchy and painful, and they were very dry, especially after encountering water, it would hurt even more. When I looked in the mirror, I found that there were dense little red dots around my eyes.
I went to the hospital for an examination, and the doctor said that it was eczema and prescribed a medicine to apply.
Ji Fengchen actually cried out of eczema in his eyes!
How much he loves Xiao Mei, and the damage that Xiao Mei has brought him is big enough.