417. A song of its own
On this day, Ji Fengchen blurred tears and engraved a plum character on the bullet necklace given by Xiao Mei with an engraving pen. Then suddenly inspiration came to him, playing the folk guitar and singing Cape Seven.
But the lyrics are indeed Ji Fengchen's own:
I cherish the memory of you in the past, how bright the scenery was at that time.
Although you never saw me in your eyes, I am still here waiting for you to turn back.
The diary of that day was raining, and I hid in tears where are you.
The reality and the past are still clear, and it is still here to return to square one.
I wrote my love for you on the cape and sent it to the rainy season on the seventh of that year.
Some love is not afraid of too long time and has grown in the heart.
I write my thoughts about you on the beach, and let the wind take it away and bring it to you for me.
There are some waits that can't be too long, already withered in the heart.
I engraved the despair you gave on the bullet and left it on that day in January of that year.
There are some trusts that can't be too blind and have collapsed in the bottom of the heart.
There is some love that can't be too blind and has collapsed in the bottom of my heart.
In the blink of an eye, a few years have passed. Xiao Mei is still so important in Ji Fengchen's heart, but when she thinks of her again, her heart is no longer so painful.
Ji Fengchen also gradually understood the meaning of letting go, and the premise of real letting go is to reconcile with himself.
Xiao Mei is not uncommon to see Ji Fengchen's painful appearance, and others don't understand Ji Fengchen's love for Xiao Mei, nor do they understand the things between them. Others just heard Xiao Mei say how bad Ji Fengchen was, but the truth was completely the opposite, and they didn't know that Xiao Mei was lying to them, they only knew that Ji Fengchen was not good.
Therefore, it is not uncommon for relevant people to watch it, and unrelated people can't understand it, so why bother directing and acting on their own? In the end, it is still oneself who is sad, and it is only oneself. Two people together, but ask for a clear conscience, it's good.
"On January 25th, we were together, and on January 25th, you left me. After being together for a year, you also lied to me for a year" After singing, Ji Fengchen looked at the bullet necklace, shed tears, clenched his fists and muttered, "Your name is engraved on the bullet, what is it forgiving, the day we are happy together, or the day you leave heartlessly, it doesn't matter anymore." I'm here to remind myself that this world is hot and cold, and love can't be so blind."
"Sometimes, what you feel may be true. Communication is important, but you can't be blindly trusted. I know you're lying, but I'm still nostalgic for your hugs and lips. I don't believe what others say, but when you left, I understood, it turned out that what they said was true, but I love you too much, so I chose to tolerate and forgive. It was when you left that I realized that not all women can sleep with the people they love the most."
"Xiao Mei, you are my first love, I have a clear conscience, and I am still honorable even though I am defeated!" Ji Fengchen finally untied his heart knot and said with a smile. The bullet necklace was then hung on the camouflage bottle.
"This kid has finally come out," Leng Yunfei said to Tianji, "I lost, I still think too highly of him in this matter of feelings." It's great that this kid can come out, he's the future god of war, he can't be swayed by feelings."
"I hope he can remember the lesson and really grow up," Tianji said with a smile.
Late at night these days, in the early hours of the morning, alone at a barbecue stall near home, there were two girls at the next table, among which the short-haired girl asked a very strange thing, she said, if there is a time machine, which year do you want to go back to the most?
The chubby girl said that in 5 years, or 10 years, I want to see what I would be like without him.
The short-haired girl tentatively said that he was married.
The chubby girl said he didn't dare tell me. No, I won't be stupid enough to go to his wedding to make a fuss, if I don't love it, I will let myself leave decently, but it's a pity, how young I was when I was in love, in school, when I met an acquaintance, I quickly spread my hand, blushing, and I didn't admit it at first.
In fact, the dragon never wanted to hurt the princess, he just chose someone for the princess who really liked her, so the moment the dragon slayer's knife pierced the dragon, the dragon smiled very happily, because the dragon knew from the beginning that the princess would not fall in love with him.
I saw an article on the Internet: My friend is a die-hard fan of Li Yuchun, although she has been working for several years, and in the eyes of her friends and family, she is about to become the so-called "golden leftover girl", but when it comes to chasing idols, she is no worse than a fanatical college student, and she can do anything about spending a month's salary to buy a front row seat at an idol concert.
There are always people who say that friends are really lucky, a stable job in a first-tier city that doesn't have to travel often, a phoenix boyfriend who is not bad looking, two people live happily in a small life, and every year at the class reunion, both of them are in pairs, envying others.
"Why are you in a hurry to get married, I'm most relieved of him, I never have to worry about what tricks he will have, but then again, as long as the time is ripe, maybe we will get the certificate the next day" The friend laughed and talked with his girlfriends more than once, but when did she ask her, "When is the 'time to be ripe'?" The friend was very impatient, and said, "It's only been a few years of work, anyway, we are both at ease with each other, not in a hurry..."
Unexpectedly, a crying friend appeared in front of everyone without warning.
"He broke up with me..."
There is no third party, no affair, and no empathy in everyone's minds, and the pair of CPs who seem to be the most unlikely to break up broke up like this. What's going on?
You may wish to think about it carefully, in your side, has there been any couple who has "broken up slowly" for so many years? My friend's boyfriend forgot about him because his friend always had his own plan, which led to a growing gap in his heart and caused a breakup.
The fact is that breakups always happen suddenly, not to mention bystanders, most of the parties themselves are not aware of the fact that you have been "broken up" long before he breaks up with you. What's really troubling is that few people can tell when they were "broken up".
When I was scrolling through the blog, I saw a netizen: "Have you ever had a name that you can't forget? The girl replied, "Yes, until now I am stunned when I meet someone with the same surname as him. "
There are always some people in the world, although they have only accompanied you for a while, but they have become the most unforgettable person in your life, the person who once made you cry, and also made you fall in love.
The date of this Q&A is 2016, 3 years have passed, I don't know how this girl is doing, has she met someone who can walk into her heart?