Volume 1 Entering the World Chapter 131 The Pain of Youth

She knelt on the ground and stared blankly at the cable car that had just broken down.

Jianming also realized this, this sudden failure, no matter how you say it, is too coincidental......

Could it be ......?

Don't......?

Does this have anything to do with the silver face of death that you have chosen?

Could it be that he is putting the people around him in danger again?

I don't believe it, Jianming doesn't believe in such a nonsense thing as the theory of fate.

Could it be that there is really a big hand in the sky, controlling everything in the world?

I don't believe it, Jianming never believes in gods and Buddhas, only believes in himself.

Can...... Don't be afraid of 10,000, just in case.

What if it's really your own choice that keeps bringing disaster to the people around you?

What if something happens to Silver Bell next time...... What if I'm not with her?

If something happens to Yinling, I'm afraid I'll be sad too......

Troublesome, interpersonal relationships between people are really worrying.

Helpless, being a human being is fucking trouble and helplessness......

Pregnant.

Jianming came up with a solution.

Since the voice told him that the people around him would be implicated.

So...... As long as the silver bell is not by his side!

Thinking of this, Jianming said to Yinling again: "Yinling, my job ...... It was dangerous, and I almost didn't make it back alive last night. ”

"I'm afraid...... Continuing to live in your home is a threat to you, and ...... You and I should also need a little time to ease our relationship, and in a moment, I'll move out of your house. ”

Listening to Jianming's self-care, Yinling was stunned.

She hadn't understood the meaning of Jianming's words yet, no, she should.

It's just that...... She hasn't accepted it yet.

Accept the reality that Jianming is leaving.

Seeing that Yinling didn't react, Jianming immediately began to comfort again: "It's okay! We will still be friends in the future! It's okay to come to the amusement park together to play like today!"

Looking at the back of Yinling kneeling on the ground, Jianming stepped forward and patted her shoulder.

"It's always been ...... Thank you...... Silver bells. ”

With that, he turned his head and left.

Silver Bell, indifferent.

One step, two steps, up to five steps.

He looked back at the back of Silver Bell, who had been some distance away.

There was some loneliness and sadness in Jianming's eyes, but he also knew that he had to do it.

For the sake of this friend, he had to take the initiative to leave.

Seeing enough, Jianming finally turned around and paced.

He never looked back, leaving only the girl who was still in a daze.

Sometimes...... For the sake of a person, the farther away from her is to get as far away as possible...... Even though...... That means that your heart is also like a knife.

As the sun sets, the amusement park is closing down.

The helpless maiden confirms that the man who grieved her has gone far and will never be found again.

Tears gushed out of my eyes like a dam bursting its banks.

With both hands pinching the clothes on his chest, Silver Bell squatted on the ground.

Weeping bitterly and weeping bitterly, grief-stricken.

It's not that Jianming is no longer here.

It was the thought that Jianming was about to leave here that made her even more painful.

Lovelorn.

It was a green pain.

But it is precisely because of the youthfulness and ignorance.

Because this is the first pain.

The pain is so penetrating.

The pain will be so painful.

That sadness wakes people up in the middle of the night.

That grief will make people savor the heartbreak when the dawn comes.

That first youthful grief leaves a nail-cut hole in one's heart.

Even later, the nail can be removed.

That hole, it will always be ...... Stayed there all the time.

As the sun set, the heartbreaker wiped away his tears, and the wanderer went to the end of the world.

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Time passed in a hurry, and in the blink of an eye, a few days passed.

But what happened before these days can't just disappear into thin air as if it hadn't happened.

Some dust had accumulated on the floor of the room, and Aoyama was lying quietly on the bed alone, and he had spent almost all of the past few days.

For the average person, this may not be much.

It's normal to be lazy in bed every day without a job.

Housework is the same, just a little dust, anyway, sooner or later it will have to be cleaned, it is better to accumulate more and catch it all.

But for Aoyama, who has obsessive-compulsive disorder and cleanliness disorder, even if he kills, he will not tolerate this thin layer of dust on the floor of his room!

Seemingly...... By Qingshan's side, something more painful and painful happened than his death, and he had to face it.

That's right...... Is that...... Death of Green Water.

With such a heavy truth in front of him, Aoyama couldn't turn a blind eye to it.

Tossing and turning, these days, Qingshan's mind has been thinking about those few questions.

(Why did Green Water die?)

It's not a way to always lie down, and in order to relieve the pressure in his heart, Aoyama sat up.

He walked over to the table in the room, a corner of which still seemed to have a remnant of green water.

But at this time, the green water was gone, and instead of it, there were seven or eight big names on the table, and a box of biscuits.

He scattered the box of biscuits on the table, and then used his chopsticks to flick through the scattered pile of biscuits with a tired face.

Some of the cookies looked like ponies, some looked like fish, some were stars, and some were moons.

And also...... The shape of a bear.

Aoyama spreads the biscuits, picks them up one by one with chopsticks, and throws them into different bowls.

Apparently, he was sorting the cookies by shape.

Aoyama hadn't done anything like this for a long time, and this kind of thing would only be done when he was very sad and didn't want to face reality.

The last time was the funeral of his parents.

With the passage of time, Qingshan, who kept sorting and sorting out the biscuits, felt a trace of peace in his heart.

A glimmer of calm time for him to think.

(Why did you choose to die, but it was not yourself who died, but green water?)

When I think of green water, my calm mind ripples like the surface of the water that has been thrown into a stone.

No, it's not a way to go on like this, the distraught Aoyama started from the table and turned on the computer by the window.

Let's play games, when it's uncomfortable, just play games, and you can divert your attention.

Moving the mouse, Aoyama clicked on Tetris, which he usually plays in his spare time.

Tetris is a great game that is very neat and can test one's patience.

Aoyama loves to play very much.

Watching the squares fall one by one, and then disappear one by one, you can feel enough calm.

A calm feeling of forgetting unhappiness and stopping the heart.

Smack, smack.

After five minutes of fighting, Aoyama was already fully in shape, and the rapid block drop could not match Aoyama's reaction.

It is seated one by one, and it is eliminated directly.

It seems that it has surpassed the record of green water.

(For whom? For whom am I working so hard, walking on this road to help the world?

(No, no, I'm for the green water, I'm for being his good brother, so I've been moving forward like this.) οΌ‰

(But the green water is no longer there...... What the hell am I ...... For whom?)

Syllable.

A T-shaped block fell in the wrong place, directly above the only notch.

Just like a sword, if the mind is in turmoil, the bricks will also be messy.

After Qingshan's mind calmed down, a lot of thoughts came to him again.

Even his favorite game couldn't distract him from the death of Green Water.

Tetris is a game like life.

Some people, the speed of the fall will be very fast.

For some people, the speed of falling will be very slow.

Some people fall into the wrong place.

If you know your mistakes, you will have no problem.

Can...... Falling error blocks will not disappear like any other correct one.

He'll be there forever until you've made the right choice, and he'll be there all the way to look at him.

Sometimes, even if it does, it doesn't matter, it will be fixed quickly, and everything will be back to a neat state.

But life isn't as simple as Tetris.

To get rid of a wrong block, it takes seven, eight, or even twenty correct blocks to completely eliminate it.

Not to mention...... Mistakes accumulate over time.

The correct blocks will be eliminated one by one, but the wrong ones will not.

Just like in life, one wrong step, one wrong step.

As long as you choose the wrong direction, then the next path will be wrong.

Qingshan also knew this truth, but he couldn't help it, he couldn't control himself.

Looking at the four big characters that fill the screen.

【Game End】

On the screen, on top of that wrong square, there are several twisted, disorganized, and unexplained spectacle buildings.

Pushing the table, Aoyama slid back in an office chair with a small wheel.

Just like that, he approached the side of the bed and threw himself on the soft quilt.

He buried his head deep in it, and what he remembered in his mind was the conversation with Yuanzen when he had just returned from Wano Country.

That was the day they just came back, Jianming went back first, and Aoyama and Yuanshan went to KFC for dinner.

The two of them were eating hamburgers and fries, and they had nothing to say.

"Yuanshan, speaking of which...... It's the first time I've eaten with you in private. ”

Won-sun was still stuffing something in his mouth at the time, and he started to speak with a woo woo eun like that.

"Maybe it's because of this profession.,Even if the relationship was good before.,It's still a little estranged.,If the relationship is too good.,It's going to be very sad if you're gone.。 ”

Yes, what Yuanshan said is reasonable, if the relationship is too good...... It's really sad to be gone. And this profession is just such a danger.

Thinking of this, Aoyama asked Yuanshan again.

"Yuanshan, can you continue to do this kind of work?"

Yuan Sun was stunned, stopped chewing in his mouth, and thought for a while.

Swallowed it again.

There seems to be an answer.

"This ...... Ah, I don't think very deeply, try to do what I can, it's good!"