Volume 1 Accession to the WTO Chapter 130 Sincerely
(Isn't it me who keeps saying that I face my true thoughts in my heart and move with my heart?)
(Isn't it true to convey your thoughts through your own efforts!?)
(Damn!!)
(I pretended to turn a blind eye to things that I should have been able to see!!)
(Also posing for a ...... I don't want ......to hurt myself or others!)
(That kind of selfishness only cares about yourself...... )
(Result...... It's just me!)
(I'm the only one left swaying here!)
(It's like a stupid X!)
(I can ...... What a fool...... )
looked at Jianming's somewhat unbearable expression.
Silver Bell pulled him to the round table in the lounge area with some concern.
"When I stopped, I was really tired!"
Sucking on a large glass of Coke, Silver Bell held out a finger.
She smiled and said, "Which one are we going to play after taking a break......?" Bumper cars, there's so much more to play!"
In the face of Yinling's enthusiastic proposal, Jianming was still a little frustrated and indifferent.
Seeing Jianming's still lost expression, Yinling felt that maybe Jianming was a little tired from playing, for her...... It's good to sit here and chat with Jianming all the time.
In order to cheer up Jianming, Yinling plucked up his spirit again, stretched out a hand to the sky, and smiled: "Ah...... But it's okay to just chat like this while passing the time or something~Those who agree raise their hands~!"
..................
A few seconds passed, but Jianming still didn't react, and the smile on Yinling's face began to stiffen a little.
It's like a hot face sticking to a cold ass.
Seeing such a silver bell, Jianming finally couldn't bear it, he made up his mind, and was ready to tell Yinling what he thought in his heart.
I want to convey my true feelings to the silver bell.
No more running away, no more fear.
Even if you say it, it doesn't matter if both people will be hurt.
To put it bluntly, this is the way Jianming should live.
He raised his head and gaze slightly, looked at the silver bell and said, "Silver bell...... I have something I want to make clear to you......"
Click.
A bolt of lightning seemed to pass through the girl's heart, this solemn statement.
It's not a good thing.
This scene...... Two people sitting opposite each other at the table......
No matter how you make it up, this 'I want to make something clear to you' result.
It's all just a breakup and rejection......
The sensitive, Silver Bell immediately sensed that something was wrong, and she hurriedly stretched out a hand to stop it.
"Wait a minute......"
Then, her gaze began to wander, and she didn't know where to put one hand, and the other in her mouth, and began to bite her nails.
Flushed.
"Can I ...... Say my words first? There's always a ...... If I don't say it, I will regret it in the future. ”
Jian Ming paused and did not continue to speak.
He wondered, what Yinling wanted to say now, could it be what she wanted to say before she left last night?
There is a first-come, first-served approach to everything, if that's the case...... Maybe it's better to listen to it first.
Let's see how the other person reacts...... Do what you need to do yourself...... Shouldn't be too late, right?
Yinling's face became redder and redder, as if a catastrophe was coming, and a few drops of sweat were left on his head.
Her voice trembled a little and said, "What about me...... Today I just want to figure out a lot of things...... Sincerely...... Jianming ......"
Jianming was stunned, and sure enough, things were as he thought, Yinling, and he did have a good impression of himself.
Thinking of this, Jianming's expression became even more lonely and uncomfortable.
He looked down with his eyes half-open, as if he was a little sorry for the cute girl in front of him who was about to pour out his love to him.
“...... Sure enough, I should have said it first......"
Sensing that she is about to be rejected, Silver Bell begins to escape from reality.
She slammed down in front of Jianming and gagged Jianming's mouth with both hands.
He looked anxious and said, "Don't! I don't want to hear anything yet!!"
Dangerous!
In Jianming's field of vision, a sightseeing cable car had just been disjointed, and at this time it flew towards the silver bell in front of him.
Fortunately, he reflected that he grabbed the silver bell and covered his mouth with both hands, and kicked the ground like that, flying out two meters.
Bang!
The huge sightseeing cable car smashed into the air, attracting people from all around.
The frightened silver bell climbed up from Jianming's body.
"Jianming, Jianming, are you alright......?"
It is true that Jianming, who is strong and strong, just fell a little, so naturally he was not injured.
Can...... Yinling's question hurt herself deeply.
“...... Love her. ”
(Now that I'm facing my feelings, I'm not going to deceive anyone anymore, I'm going to live straight.) )
Jianming's expression became more determined, and he looked at the silver bell who had left him and was standing aside.
He repeated again: "Bosom friend, I like her. ”
Knock knock.
Time seemed to freeze, and Yinling only heard the sound of his own heartbeat, and the words that Jianming had just said.
Knock knock.
The girl's accelerated heartbeat gradually stabilized.
The flushing on his face gradually faded, and in his place, tears slipped down like a rising tide.
She lowered her head and supported herself on the ground with her hands to support herself from falling.
"Yes......"
"Really...... You're finally ...... Finally admit ......"
"That's right......"
Seeing the silver bell crying because of himself, Jianming couldn't bear it, his eyes widened, and his face was embarrassed. I didn't know what to say, and I couldn't comfort Yinling anymore, so he could only watch quietly.
watched the girl's heart fall apart little by little.
"Actually...... I felt this way when I saw the two of you at home that day......"
"I always feel ...... The two of you are bound together by a relationship like no other. ”
"But ......"
The girl's heart is still unwilling, and she doesn't want to give up.
"But...... Because at that time, I also had a good impression of Jianming......"
"So, I kept telling myself that I was wrong, in fact, to stick to my feelings......"
"I know...... Actually, I've always known ......"
Tears kept dripping onto the back of Yinling's hand.
She realized her ugliness and immediately pretended to be strong again.
"Ahaha...... Now I'm relieved. ”
Her tone was still crying.
"Knowing you like her...... I really do it from the bottom of my heart...... Relieved......"
looked at the silver bell who turned his back and was still wiping his tears.
Jianming opened his mouth, wanting to comfort her.
But not a word jumped out of the open mouth.
Jianming's eyes were a little dim, he was also hurt, and he also felt pain.
Reject the kindness of others...... It's also a painful thing.
But it can't go on like this, he has already faced up to his feelings.
Thinking of this, Jianming opened his mouth again and said what he should say.
"Silver Bell ............"
At this opening, Yinling, who was called by her name, was like a frightened deer, and when she realized what Jianming was going to say, she turned her head away, not letting Jianming see her face now crying and wearing makeup.
His hands kept waving at Jianming.
"You don't want to be like this! If you say something sorry or something, how can I talk to you at home in the future......!"
"Leave me alone! I'm fine...... I've had enough of today, so let's disband it here...... Let's go!"
Yinling, who had already been hurt, didn't want to continue to bear it, and if she continued to be sad like this, she didn't know how to continue to face Jianming.
Looking at the sad silver bell, Jianming knew that it was caused by himself.
He couldn't just sit idly by.
If he went back alone, he would never forgive himself.
He clenched his fists, already determined.
(I want to tell you...... I'm not sorry......! You're the one who made me discover something important!)
"Since ...... After returning from Wano Country, in fact, ...... I think about many, many things......"
"I'm not bright enough in my head...... I was thinking about all sorts of issues all day long. ”
(Obviously, they all refused...... And go back to those things in the past...... I'm such a bad guy...... )
"I'm wondering why a cute, cheerful and generous girl like Silver Bell would ...... someone like me"
Yinling stopped crying, and she quietly turned her head around, using her afterglow to peek at Jianming's appearance.
Listen to what Jianming wants to say.
"But what about ......"
"After that, Yinling, you are still smiling at me as usual, even though you are very distressed, you will still try to smile at me and keep taking care of my mood......"
"To be honest, it makes me feel very warm. ”
"There was a moment when I even thought about ...... with Silver Bell like this"
"It doesn't seem like a bad thing for two people to go down. ”
Silver Bell still had teardrops hanging from the corners of her eyes, and her face was slightly red.
“...... That's right, for a moment, the thought just flashed through my mind......"
It's really a selfish thing to be in love.
If you don't say anything in order not to hurt yourself, you can get by, and you can continue to be ambiguous.
And like this...... It's really embarrassing to say all that.
But even if it looks embarrassing...... Jianming also made up his mind to show Yinling this side of himself.
"So what...... I'm not going to say that. ”
Because what Jianming learned from the silver bell in front of him is to bravely convey the thoughts in his heart, so that he will never regret it in the future......
"I didn't think about ...... to someone who had feelings for me. Say something like I'm sorry or something......"
(Now what I want to say to you, a thousand words, all in one sentence.) )
"Thank you...... Silver bells. ”
Yinling listened to Jianming's sincere words and didn't know how to react.