In the past few days, my husband has been working the night shift, and my daily routine has been disrupted by him, sometimes I have fallen asleep very early at night, and he gets up in the middle of the night every day, I thought it was dawn in the morning, and I saw him get up and put his clothes neatly dressed, what time did I say?

I thought it was past 7 o'clock in the morning, but he said it was only 12 o'clock, and I later remembered that he was on the night shift at night, and it was just the time to get up and go to work, and I woke up from my sleep and couldn't sleep again.

I woke up in the middle of the night, and I slept for several hours, I couldn't sleep, so I sat up and did something I wanted to do, I got up and found that today's homework was not completed, I didn't read today, or I didn't write, so I started today's homework in the middle of the night, who knew that I wrote more than 10,000 words in one breath, counted the number of words, it should be 14,000 words, and every time I saw someone write 8,000 or 9,000 words a day, I was always envious, and I felt that this amount was a lot, and I couldn't write so much, because I felt very tired when I wrote 2,000 words a day before, but now I have written more than 10,000 words in one breath, and perhaps it is only through continuous practice that such an effect can be achieved.

After writing the words, I turned on the computer, uploaded all the text, and I had nothing to do with it, and I read the book for a while, only to find out that I actually made the night process day, and at night I just turned on the lights and did what I wanted to do, and there was no difference between it and the day, just a waste of some electricity bills, but during the day I wanted to follow his rhythm in the walk, after he came back, he was sleeping during the day, and he didn't eat anything, and I still did a good job of every meal, so that he had a normal rhythm of life.

Later, I found out that because of the holiday, the law of life slowly began to be messy, not that you have to go to work during the day, and you have to rest at night, such a normal work and rest time, and the holiday, everything is up to you, sometimes you can sleep lazy during the day, sometimes you are still asleep at 10 o'clock in the morning, you have not been awakened by your own dreams, in the afternoon you are doing what you like to do, and unconsciously have entered the dreamland again, and at night how are you very leisurely, it is not that you have any problems, it is really just to reverse the work and rest time, so it is not taken seriouslyAfter getting up, first read and write, do your best to do it, because at this time, I have just woken up, or have some quiet mood, and after doing a lot of things, I found that two or three hours have passed, at this point in time, why do I feel very hungry, and I ate some snacks, and I want to eat, because it is the New Year, I have prepared a lot of New Year's goods, and a lot of things, just to be able to be kind to myself during the New Year, and then I found out that buying so many New Year's goods, just to put on a show, and not as simple as what we eat in normal times, those vegetables that follow the season are better, which can be better for the body.

After eating, I found that I had eaten enough, as if I had eaten one more meal a day, and I still did some other things, when I was really sleepy, it was already more than three o'clock, and I was also sleeping for more than three o'clock, and began to sleep again, and I didn't start to get up until more than 9 o'clock in the morning, and I also saw a text in someone else's article, called morning from noon, maybe it is those writers whose living habits are very irregular, and they only started to get up at noon, and I found that my life is also very irregular, the morning actually starts from midnight, I am sometimes very out of tune, fundamentally different from other people's ideas, and other people's practices are not the same, always want to find something different, live a different life, so when they have a different life, they will feel that life is like a kind of fun, in fact, many people in real life are the same, they all want to live their own unique life, have their own unique fun, have their own unique story, everyone does not want their story to be exactly the same as others, everyone is a unique individual, have their own very good aspects, and we are always looking for our common place from others in life, so it will be friendsAnd we always maintain our own individuality, so that we are truly who we are.

After a period of trying, I found that my life has become a very incongruous look, although I have been following my own direction, but it has become incompatible with everything around me, although life has become like this, but I still feel very happy, at least I have a different life, have the life I want, and my life is good or bad, what is the result?

I don't think about it at all, just in the short decades of life, to do what I want to do, to live the life I want to live, people may not be a very responsible person at all, but I still feel that life should live its own taste, not bound by all kinds of realities, so that in the last life, there will be a lot of regrets, always blame this and that, and I don't have the courage to live out of me?

Then there is no need to blame others at all, when I really want a life I want, then be brave to do it, it has nothing to do with others, others have always been a guest in my life, you are the helmsman in your life, what kind of life do you want, what kind of life you want, only your heart knows best, but also after living for decades, we gradually live to understand, when one day we find that the life we want needs to work hard, we should work harder, start earlier, and live the life we want earlier。

Maybe I have made my life very unusual and turned it into a life like a myth, but then I slowly discovered whether my life is a mythical version of reality, or a realistic version of a myth, and later I found out that reality is more seductive than mythology, and mythology is more real than reality.