During this period of reading, some things are written in books, some things are realized by oneself, and some things are clearly written in the book like that, and the things that you read may really be different from those written in the book, for example, the law found in the book is that all the words next to the word sick are all things related to illness, and there are no other good things, for example, the "disease" of illness At other times, I also found that there are some words that are very interesting, such as those homophonic words, laughter and filial piety, filial piety is laughing, it is really a very interesting thing, and the words bitter and crying are also homophonic, and crying when they are bitter, it is really a very interesting thing, isn't it? There are other things, I found that people who work part-time, the word "work" and "gong" It's the same sound, it's really hard to work in our public-owned countries, but in those privately owned countries, it's still very easy to work. Therefore, some homophones have a lot of similar meanings, and there is a phenomenon that I recognized some time ago, that day happened to be the funeral of our family, that day I found out that in fact, people often say that can not make up filial piety, what is the reason for this? I later carefully read this supplement of filial piety, in fact, it should be the same as unfilial piety, so I don't know why it is such a custom, but according to the scope of my knowledge, I found that it should really be understood in this way.

And that night Baisi couldn't sleep, that night I don't know what was going on, every question I thought, when I thought about it, the water dispenser in our house always rang, and then I thought that this water dispenser and the tax printer are the same sound, I thought of those tax evasion phenomena, every time I thought of this, I always plucked up the courage to sign up for the civil service exam again and again, but gave up again and again, in such ambivalence, I found that sometimes my thoughts are the same thing, can I do it

Another thing, this is really a thing outside of one's consciousness, sometimes I think a lot, but I find that it is really a little difficult to implement, and sometimes I really hope that I am a passionate young man, but in fact, many times I will still lose, lose to those who are lazy, and the person who loses to is not others, but myself.

Last year, I just hoped that I could register for the civil service examination, at that time it happened to be the Spring Festival, I was in the Spring Festival of the first day of the new year to sign up for the civil service examination, found that the number of people who signed up is not much, but when I look at it again, the proportion of competition is not small, as long as two people for the position, in fact, there are more than 40 people who have signed up, for such a fruitless thing, I don't know what the result is, or to spend money to take the civil service exam, the road is far away, plus I already have a stable income, such a rush I sometimes don't know if there will be a useful result, nowSometimes, when you can't pass the exam, you will still have some impact on your psychology, and it will always make you depressed, so forget it. Sometimes I find that in fact, it's not that I can't do it, or I really can't do it, and sometimes I can't even enter the interview, what can I do? I think of a lot, but there is still no way, and there are all kinds of factors, so I have the current result.

However, I am a person with a job, plus my physical condition, it is still good not to go, but I am a member of this country, there will still be some sense of justice, or I hope that this society can be as pure and clean as I imagined, it is really a good feeling, but in fact there is no, and I have no way to do such a thing, so I can only think of it, but there is still a feeling that I have more than enough power and not enough power, what can I do? Maybe many other people are like me, they are not unaware of the existence of the problem, but there is no way to change it, in fact, in this world, many things should be like this, either accept or change, when we can't change, we can only accept the reality.

Later, I found that there are still some other words that are very interesting, for example, the toilet word of the toilet, this word is a factory above, a shell below, and a sharp knife on the right, the meaning of this word, I really haven't read the book that says Wen Jiezi, but what I think in my consciousness is that there is money in the factory, and the knife is dug this meaning. The toilet is very smelly, so working in the factory is very dirty and tiring work, in fact, there are many things that are not all like this I know, there will still be other sayings, besides, people know the degree of different, the degree of understanding of things is not the same.

There are still many profound things in the Chinese language, but in fact, it is just that I sometimes don't realize everything, and I still continue to understand the reason for things in the process of learning, so that I can be worthy of myself.

In this training, in fact, I don't think about it deliberately, but when I think about it, I find those interesting phenomena in the text, and such phenomena may be found more in the future, which requires my patience to learn, or to continue to learn and progress, so as not to be eliminated by society.

Now some people in the unit are always following my footsteps, in fact, not following my footsteps, sometimes when I find myself reading some books, they are also reading, maybe this is people's habitual psychology, afraid of falling behind, afraid of being worse than others, this is people's normal psychology, hehe, I have never found that when I work hard, there will be such a group of imitators behind me. They don't know if they have a bottom on such a path, and they don't know if they will find out if they have a bottom on such a path, so they are just simply learning. Time flies quickly, there are not a few days of days, it is already a holiday of 4 days, it is very relaxed at home, but there will still be a little feeling, that is, the feeling of cold, the second snow in 2016, not a matter of coming early or late, in fact, the biggest problem is very cold, this is true, every day there is always a feeling of wanting to lie in bed, always do not want to be able to become cold in cold weather on such a rainy day, it is really a very cold winter.