1041 I'm Just a Loser
In this way, I am just a failure, I used to find myself a failure from other aspects, because I didn't do a lot of things I wanted to do, I didn't experience a lot of life I wanted to live, and I didn't live it well, I just lived in a way that I didn't like very much, but I could find a little happiness in life, maybe it was also the gift and taste of life.
This time, I'm just a loser, defined from this point of view, a few days ago I saw the screensaver picture on my computer, this screensaver is not set by myself, nor is it a picture I downloaded, I don't know when, it's on my computer, I also look at this picture is rarely repeated, there is a good scenery on it, the most worthy of collecting is that there are still some famous sayings and aphorisms on it, or very interesting, just because of this, I haven't deleted it, I've been saving, every time I see different pictures and words, it's also a fresh experience for myself, and some episodes of my busy life。
There is a picture that caught my attention, so it is not that other pictures are bad, I have seen a lot, there is an urge to write down the words on it, such a daily excerpt, but also to practice writing, really good idea, but I saw a picture, I have a deep impression, but also because this picture gave me a moment of thought at the time, the text on the picture is like this: there is only one kind of success in this world, that is, to live your life in the way you like.
I saw other people's points of view, and I deeply recognized that in addition to living my life in the way I liked, everything else is not considered successful, this is my understanding of this sentence of others, in this way, I am really a failure, but I am still spending my life in the way that others like, and I don't know how to repent, it is really hopeless!
That's how I know about myself. During this time, I have also been chasing dramas, and the TV series I watched was also a recent hit, that is, "It's All Good" , After watching this TV series, I also feel that it is a bit in line with the above two sentences Shi Tiandong's life, although some people think that he is a chef and does not make much money, but he can live his life in the way he likes, which is really the greatest success, and those of us who fail to live our lives in the way we don't like, and even turn this disliked way into a habit, a tacit understanding, and even in this way, it has become a way of life that I like, not only to make others happy, but also to make myself happy, what I mean, maybe some people don't understand, but I understandThis feeling may not be good at first, but after a long time, I will find that in fact, what I like is, I can't say, maybe it's the current state of life, this may also be my own comfort to myself, maybe it is also my own affirmation of myself, and the affirmation of others, maybe it is a kind of contentment, maybe it is a kind of calm, such a way of life, my own way of life, is the best way of life, I can think of it as a realm.
And such a failure is a failure to make yourself and others happy, and it is also worthy of recognition.