Chapter 381:

If someone else said this, Fang Qing felt that she must be very moved, but it was Chu Pin who said this, so after hearing this, she felt a chill all over her body.

Sure enough, after he finished speaking, he looked at Fang Qing.

"Speaking of which, I'm sorry for you, so you can really rest assured that I won't hold a grudge against you, let alone tell the children that you're bad. If you want to start a new life, I won't object. You don't need to think about my thoughts, I'm sure I can help you with the children, after all, your relationship with the children can't change. Whenever you want to see your child in the future, I can cooperate. ”

Fang Qing: "......"

Listen, how good that is!

Seriously, if you don't have extravagant hopes, how can you not be moved?

"You're a rod, just send me outside!" Fang Qing realized that if he didn't make it clear to him, this person would really be able to fight haha!

Therefore, she did not play dumb riddles with him.

"You know very well what I want to say. ”

Fang Qing refused to give the other party room for a vague concept.

"I've thought about it, you may not be able to accept me anymore, but if you don't say it, I really think I'll regret it!" Fang Qing said a little confused, "Of course...... What you say may not sound good, but I may hear you say no to me loudly, but even so, I still don't want to be confused, let's make it clear!

"Do you want to listen to me and be okay in the future, or, can you say generously that you can abandon your past suspicions?" Chu Pin didn't know why he refused to be honest with her.

"Do you mind the feelings I had before?"

"Don't say it, just like you said, you're basically acting because of the mission, even if it's true, if I want to, I won't care. ”

"That means you don't want to, do you?"

"If you don't want to, even if it's the truth, I don't want to admit it, after all, that would push all the way out!"

Fang Qing lowered his head, and after being silent for a long time, he shook his head with a low smile: "It turns out that you want to reject the other party's words, so you said so." ”

Chu Pin looked away: "I'm sorry." ”

"Needless to say, I'm sorry, in fact, I probably had some speculation in my heart before, but if I don't listen to you say this, I'm not reconciled! ”

Fang Qing will not entangle, even if she regrets it in her heart, even if the tears are silently flowing in her heart, she will not let go of her dignity entanglement, just like Chu Pin's attitude when facing separation before.

"You won't work here in the future?" Chu Pin was a little surprised.

Fang Qing smiled and bowed: "Yes, I used to take the national exam, and it is said that I can stay in the capital, but because of the position, I can choose to work in my original place, well, this is not ...... Because I have won a place for further study, it is more likely that I will work in the capital after I come back!"

"Didn't you just want to work there before, but now you're done, aren't you...... Happy?"

"I don't know. ”

“......”

"I used to think that if I could actually work there, I would be happy and I didn't know how, but when I actually got to work there, I found that it was like ...... A little confused and hesitant. ”

"You say confused and hesitant?" it was these words that made him look at Fang Qing seriously, and he could see that what Fang Qing said was true.

"Doesn't that sound unbelievable?"

Fang Qing smiled and said to him: "I just found out now that sometimes, the pursuit can only be the pursuit, if there is no trivial and mundane things involved, maybe I can maintain that sincerity, but now...... I can only say that I am a person with no ambitions, and it is really difficult to become a climate!"

"Don't say that. "Chu Pin wanted to say that when she said that she was separated before, she was not very decisive? But after thinking about it, she still didn't say it, as if he was very careful!

"I guess you must want to say - Fang Qing, you were going to divorce me at that time, weren't you also very decisive?"

Chu Pin made her vivid imitation and startled.

"Actually, I know very well that you don't mind my emotional fluctuations at that time, what you really mind is that I chose to go alone without thinking it through! ”

Fang Qing choked up and said, "So, between us, I personally broke off the relationship. I'm sorry kids!"

Speaking of children, Fang Qing couldn't help but sigh: "I haven't mentioned Duoduo since the beginning, do you think I'm ruthless?"

This was the first time Fang Qing took the initiative to talk to Chu Pin about Duoduo.

So it was impossible for Chu Pin not to be surprised.

"You may not know, but I've seen her from afar outside the school before. ”

Chu Pin knew in his heart that Duoduo's kindergarten teacher had mentioned it to the old man and the old lady, and for this reason, he specially asked a friend to call up the image, and when he saw that it was Fang Qing, they were more relieved.

"Duoduo has seen me before, but maybe it's because I didn't have a good impression of her before, so the kid ...... Maybe I'm a little scared. ”

"Duoduo is different from Dabao and Xiaobao, and may be a little nervous about strangers. ”

"I know you're trying to comfort me, but don't you think I'm not going to like it when I'm saying that?"

Fang Qing really regretted it, her tears fell silently, and she gently adjusted it to the coffee cup, which immediately caused ripples in the coffee: "I admit that I feel very complicated about Duoduo, I can't say I don't like it, in the end, she is my child and yours, and she is not adulterated at all." However, she was not born from my womb, because she was really strange to me without the company of each other during pregnancy. ”

This was the first time Fang Qing had thoroughly analyzed her psychological journey with Chu Pin.

"Moreover, her appearance was a little too sudden, which really surprised me, and I was at a loss! Especially when I thought that her appearance had a certain purpose and target, so I couldn't control my resistance to her!"

"You're right, but you have to think about it, why is the child innocent?! If you have a choice, do you think Duoduo is ...... Or when she grows up, if Duo Duo knows how she was born, what do you think she thinks? If she can choose, or, let this child choose again, do you think she can happily choose this way?" Chu Pin couldn't help but ask.

Fang Qing let him speak, and couldn't help but press his cheeks with his hands and sob.

"I know that you need to adjust, but no matter how difficult it is, you and I, as adults, are more acceptable than children. Duoduo is so small, she needs protection. ”

"It's my fault. The corners of Fang Qing's lips trembled, and her tears never stopped.

However, this time...... Chu Pin didn't say that it wasn't her fault.

"So the child doesn't accept me now, I can only say that I have nothing to say!"

"When you go there to see Dabao and Xiaobao this time, don't you say you will meet Duoduo?"

"That kid is afraid of me, I don't want to scare her, I just thought, if I take Dabao and Xiaobao out, then when I come back from my studies, Duoduo must be a little strange to Dabao and Xiaobao, at that time, if I appear in front of Duoduo with Dabao and Xiaobao, she will definitely not be too resistant. ”

“......”

Chu Pinxin said, don't really say it, this is really a way!

"So, you insist on taking Dabao and Xiaobao out, just for this?"

"I'm not saying I want to take advantage of the kids, really! I'm just thinking, isn't this killing two birds with one stone?! You see, Dabao and Xiaobao have no problem speaking!

"Then now that Dabao and Xiaobao refuse to cooperate, what should you do?"

I think I can video the children abroad, let Duoduo slowly join in, and then, from time to time, I receive gifts from her, maybe...... After a long time, the child will accept it, and at that time, I will definitely make up for the child!"

Fang Qing said sincerely: "You say, let Dabao and Xiaobao cooperate...... How?"

Chu Pin didn't expect that Fang Qing really wanted to have a good contact with Duoduo.

"Your attitude has become a little fast, I don't know the bottom of my heart!" Chu Pin was afraid that Fang Qing was just enthusiastic at the moment, if Duoduo was not efficient in accepting it, he was really afraid that she would have an opinion on the child.

If Duoduo still finds it difficult to accept her after contact, and she can't face Duoduo calmly if she doesn't accept Duoduo, it may hurt Duoduo even more.

"Look at me, I used to resist Duoduo like that, but after a long time, after the emotions calmed down, my attitude towards the child will inevitably begin to soften, I think, this means that the parent-child relationship is irreplaceable, I am like this to her and she is not like this to me?"

"Although Duoduo is small, but those previous experiences have a great impact on her! She is different from Dabao Xiaobao, you better not regard Dabao Xiaobao as a control group of Duoduo, if you can, you better treat yourself as a novice parent, maybe it will be of great benefit to you and Duoduo relationship repair. ”

"Chu Pin, are you not objecting to me contacting Duoduo and them?!" Fang Qing was surprised, and she didn't care about the teardrop in the corner of her eye.

"The relationship between you and the child can't be severed at all, how can I object?" Chu Pin knew that Fang Qing was irreplaceable for the child! Otherwise, he would not have asked the other party to open up to Duoduo before, let alone strongly ask Fang Qing to accept the child.

"If the child can not resist my approach, you say, can I take the child to the capital?"

"If you point to this method, I'll be honest with you, it's unrealistic! Really! It's unrealistic! Because Duoduo can't go out alone!"

Chu Pin understood that the other party was very eager to repair the relationship with the child, but he did not approve of this, after all, Duoduo's psychological repair still took a long time.

"I know! it's me...... Some are too eager, sorry. ”

Fang Qing's mood was a little low.

Chu Pin looked a little depressed.

"Isn't it...... I used to have that attitude towards Duoduo, so let the children have a shadow psychologically?! I have paid attention to my emotions before, and to be honest, if there is a trouble, the children will definitely have an impact. ”

"Don't think about that, seriously, although the estrangement between you and the child appears, it can't be erased, after all, the parent-child relationship is there!"

After Chu Pin was appeased, he whispered: "You have to have confidence in Duoduo, as long as you treat it sincerely, this kid will not let you down!"

"Thank you. ”

Fang Qing thanked Chu Pin for his previous reassurance.

"In that case, I'll go first!" Fang Qing smiled at him, "I'll watch the child when I have time, if you need my help, just say it!"

Saying this, Fang Qing handed the gift he had prepared for the child to Chu Pin.

"I'm going to go abroad, so if you can, you can help me bring the gifts to the children!"

Fang Qing wanted to leave as she spoke.

It was Chu Pin who called her: "You...... Wait!"

"Huh?" Fang Qing didn't expect him to call her.

As soon as Chu Pin finished shouting, he regretted it a little, and he didn't know why he suddenly called the other party.

It's true that he shouted this, but after shouting the other party, it's too embarrassing to have nothing to say!

Of course, after he saw the reluctance in Fang Qing's eyes, his heart suddenly became clear!

"If you want to take the kids to play and be in touch with them, you can take them out when they're on holiday," he said...... I told the old man and the old lady that I won't look for it again! You can rest assured! I don't know if you are clear about the fact that I almost had a partner before, but I admit that the relationship with the other party is different from that with you. So, if your child feels the need for a full family and you don't want to try another life, we can start the relationship again. ”

It may be that the surprise was a little sudden, which made Fang Qing a little overwhelmed.

She really didn't expect him to say this, and couldn't help but be a little stunned: "You ......"

She didn't expect Chu Pin to say this, when she landed, it seemed that there was a sudden fog in front of her, her eyes were slightly hot, and tears slowly fell unconsciously.

"You're trying to give me the opportunity to choose other possibilities. ”

"Yes. After bowing his head, Chu Pin looked into the other party's eyes, "After all, our work requires our life to be as simple as possible, we can leave and return, this can be a hole in the past, but we can't be restored after leaving!

"Well, you're right. Fang Qing wanted to nod, but obviously, Chu Pin didn't want her to nod immediately.

"What I said is true, if you can, please think about it and don't just nod your head...... In this way, you come back from further study, if you still think like this, we will go through the formalities!"

"You're not wronged?" Fang Qing didn't think that after she figured out what she wanted, she could be confused again, but given that the other party had a good idea, she could make each other calm down, which would be good for everyone.

......

"Are you really decided?!" Chu Qing didn't expect that she, the eldest brother, would go around in circles and get together with that Fang Qing again!

"Isn't that weird?!"

Chu Pin made Chu Qing's exaggerated expression helpless, and could only say: "I have a child with her! If the child needs her to grow up, I can't help but think about it." ”

"Child?!" Chu Qing immediately snorted when he heard this, "Then ask you, did she mention Duoduo to you?"

"At first, I didn't, but when it came to Duoduo, I found out that she was pretty good!"