"Chu Pin, if you have time...... We...... Come out and meet up. ”

After Fang Qing left, he took out his mobile phone and called Chu Pin.

Chu Pin didn't expect the other party to be very confident, so he didn't even ask him if he wanted to meet, thinking that if she said this, he would definitely listen.

However, although he was not very happy in his heart, he still went to the address given by Fang Qing.

"What kind of coffee do you drink?" Fang Qing saw Chu Pin, so he showed him the menu.

"All right, just do what you want. Putting his coat on the seat next to him, Chu Pin got straight to the point, "What do you want to tell me?"

"Don't you want to say hello?" Fang Qing said teasingly.

Chu Pin didn't expect her to say this, but he was a little curious: "We just met a few days ago, although we broke up unhappily, but those polite words, don't you need them?"

"Who makes us sometimes have different opinions!" After Fang Qing sighed, he was just about to continue, when the waiter came over and put down the coffee for Chu Pin.

"Sir, please use it slowly. ”

"Thank you. ”

When the waiter turned around and walked away, Chu Pin turned the small spoon, looked at Fang Qing's eyes, and said, "If you still want to convince me to give you custody of Dabao and Xiaobao, don't say it again, I'll tell you the truth, it's impossible!"

"I never wanted to seek custody of the children, even if you are not optimistic about my character, you must be clear, the law will not give me the original custody when you are not at fault, you are the guardian of the children. ”

Chu Pin nodded, agreeing with her words.

"Chu Pin, I didn't come to convince you this time, to be honest, even if I separate from you, I still know that you are a good person. ”

"You say, I'm hungry, my ex-wife sent me a good person card...... I can't figure it out!"

Chu Pin is joking, but there is no meaning of clichés.

"I went over to talk to the old man and the old lady not long ago!"

"Huh?" Chu Pin didn't expect her to say this, and he wanted to stand up when he landed.

"Don't get excited!" Before Chu Pin could stand up, Fang Qing grabbed his arm and pulled him down.

"No......" Chu Pin was just about to question, but he realized that his voice might be a little high, so he sat firmly, and then asked in a loud voice, "How can you talk to the old man and the old lady about these things!" If there is a problem between us, we can talk about it, even if it is not good to talk once, we can talk many times, but you can't find the old man and the old lady! This is a problem between you and me! Even if I agree with your idea, I must tell them slowly when the time comes! You must be clear that they are watching the children now!"

After Chu Pin finished speaking, he looked around left and right, and saw that no one was paying attention here, so he continued to whisper: "Moreover, I don't think there is room for discussion on this matter, you may not know how difficult it is for me to let my children out now!"

"You just think that after I let the children out, I won't let them come back!"

"I don't want to talk about it repeatedly, so this is the last time I'm going to talk about it!"

Chu Pin stared at Fang Qing's eyes and said, "Listen, I don't want my child to go out with such a smile, and then become a Huaxia person without the temperament of a Chinese person! ”

"Of course, I don't think that disagreeing with your idea is a distrust of you, although we are separated, but, in the end, we have lived together for so long, I still trust you as a person, but, even if I trust you, I still need to consider, well, consider those factors that can affect your decision-making. ”

"You're still afraid that the child won't come back for a long time after he goes out. ”

"yes, I'm just scared!"

Chu Pin admitted: "As long as the children go out with you, it will be out of my range! They are really in need, but I can't reach them, this feeling is very bad!"

"What about me?"

"Huh?" Because Fang Qing's words were a little sudden, Chu Pin didn't react for a while.

Fang Qing asked softly: "Haven't I been separated from my children for a long time? I'm going to go abroad for a long time to study now, so I can feel comfortable in my heart? Yes, you always say that you can go to see your children, but I need to think about a lot!"

"What do you need to consider? Your fiancé's emotions, or your future family harmony, or whose attitude? I think, probably not related to those two children!" Chu Pin shook his head and said, "You can't say that you don't look at the children because of your own reasons, everyone has to forgive you." ”

"What if I say I'm because I don't want to disturb your life?"

“......”

Chu Pin was slightly stunned, and then couldn't help but smile bitterly: "You don't think you're ...... Is that ridiculous?"

He rubbed his face: "Don't talk about me yet! Even if your reason is true, then you can't take the children out or ask them out to meet and play? I just said that even if you just ask the children once, even if it's just once!

"I don't want to hear the news that you are married to someone else, so I even avoid the children, but not seeing it doesn't mean I don't want to!"

Fang Qing held the coffee cup in both hands, rubbing it back and forth, looking a little nervous.

“......”

Seeing this, Chu Pin couldn't help but have a guess in his heart, but since it was just a guess, he didn't show it, he just lowered his head and said nothing, wanting to hear what Fang Qing had to say.

"I think, you, must have guessed what I was trying to say, but because you guessed it, you want to pretend you don't understand!" Fang Qing felt very aggrieved when she saw him like this.

"For those outsiders, your attitude, they may think that you are saving face for each other and giving me room and dignity, but for me, your attitude just makes me feel aggrieved and embarrassed. ”

...... "This co-author is all wrong with him! Chu Pin feels a toothache! This one is still very difficult to serve!"

"Forget it, since you don't want to say it, then don't say it for the time being, just listen to me. ”

Fang Qing lowered her eyes and watched as she stirred up ripples in the coffee.

"Seriously, I don't think you're deliberately ignoring me, and maybe not what I thought it was. You and I have such cognitive biases, probably because of our differences. ”

"That means we're not the right fit in the first place!"

"Can you be silent until I'm done?"

"Okay, okay, this time, it's me who is wrong!" Chu Pin patted his mouth and raised his hand, "I don't speak!"

"You ......" Chu Pin's compromise disrupted Fang Qing's plan.

"Why don't you speak?"

Chu Pin waited for a long time, but he didn't see Fang Qing continue, he couldn't help but look over curiously, and asked, "I feel like you have a lot to say!"

"It's not for you to make trouble, I don't know where to start. Fang Qing stroked her hair, "After I separated from you, I often felt that I was not very worthy of you, and my heart was occasionally not a taste, not that it was for the sake of feeling better, but I thought it was best not to disturb you, so that you could start looking forward to a new life as soon as possible." ”

“......”

Chu Pin wanted to speak, but just as he was about to speak, his heart moved, and he immediately endured his thoughts and did not say it immediately.

On the contrary, Fang Qing saw that he didn't answer, so she couldn't help but ask, "Why don't you speak?"

Chu Pin: "???"

"It's not like you just didn't let me tell me!"

"That'...... It's not that I didn't finish speaking, that's why I asked you not to talk casually! But now...... Didn't I finish it?!"

"Oh, are you done......? If you're done, let me say a few words?!" Chu Pin looked at Fang Qing and chuckled in reality, before asking the other party, "If what I say is not good, will you ...... Turn around and leave?"

"What are you going to do with me in advance?" this time, even if you say something ugly, I will listen to it too, even if you want to leave, I will definitely wait until you finish speaking, and then I will leave!" Fang Qing said with a smile.

"Well, since you're okay, let's move on. Chu Pin chuckled and said, "Actually, you said a lot...... I just want to hear me say, for the sake of the children, I don't plan to look for it again!, right?!"

Fang Qing suddenly froze and couldn't speak: "......"

"Since you don't refute, well, then I'll tell you the truth, huh...... Yes, I really don't plan to look for it again, realistically speaking, I am in this position, and when I retire, I want to retire and arrange for my own troops, and when I retire, if I can, I can still be rehired, at that time, I must still be busy! I am really busy, and I play chess with the old guys under the sun, chatter, and pass the time. It's just being alone, in this world, there are a lot of new things, you can't learn it, where can you be lonely?"

Chu Pin saw that the emotions in Fang Qing's eyes were a little complicated, and couldn't help but sigh and said: "So, even if it's for a child, I can't be rash, people of your age and me, most people are busy with life, about reluctance...... Hehe, where is the mood to think about this?"

Fang Qing's face was a little flushed when she heard this, but she was not ashamed.

"But Fang Qing, if you say these things to me directly, even if it is unreasonable, just mention it to me, to be honest, just because you and I have a common child, I can't help but think about it!

“......”

After a moment of silence, seeing that Chu Pin didn't continue, Fang Qing whispered, "You can continue." ”

Chu Pin nodded: "I think you and I both know it, even if we are unhappy, but because of the child, you are to me, or I to you, you and I are very different from ordinary outsiders to each other." So, because of the child, he can be more tolerant of the other person.

"Do you think that after separating from you, I will fly with my first love?"

"I didn't think about it much. Chu Pin didn't admit that he had thought about it before, after all, he knew that Fang Qing said this, which meant that she didn't do that.

"Okay, that's fine, just ...... I didn't think so!" Fang Qing seemed to be coaxing the child, making him cry and laugh!

"Then I'll tell you the truth, the other party found me, actually...... It's because of work. As for my amnesia, it was really amnesia, and when I remember it, I really remember it! Except for the emotional factor, other ...... It's all true, so to speak!"

"What about wanting to divorce me?" Chu Pin asked hesitantly.

"......" I don't know if Fang Qing didn't expect Chu Pin to ask like this, or if it's hard to say, she was slightly stunned and hesitated, and only said after a while, "I said, except for emotional factors." ”

"But divorce can be irrelevant to feelings, right?"

Regarding his relentless pursuit, Fang Qing did not speak, but changed the topic: "I need to go out with him to complete the tasks that I have not completed before, which actually includes...... I need to deceive some people with intentions, so I insist on being with him. That's all I can say about why I haven't seen the child since I separated from you, and if you don't believe it, to be honest, I can't help it. ”

"So, is your divorce from me also a part of it?"

"Isn't it, it's important?"

"What do you say?!"

"Yes, it would be very important if you and I were to switch places. ”

"Take care of him!"

"Or else, do you want to hear me tell you what I'm thinking?"

Seeing that Chu Pin was really nodding, Fang Qing couldn't help but laugh angrily: "That's good! I'll tell you!"

She took a hard breath and said, "I am a kind of afraid of the old life, I am really, really afraid of repeating the life that is repeated and repeated without any new ideas! However, I know that life is like that, and ordinary is true! If I can live a dull life all my life, it will be happiness! But, but if I don't remember, if I don't remember the ups and downs of the past, which are very intense, those very exciting, I can enjoy it very well! However, when I think about this, I can't control the balance in my heart. ”

"So, my child and I, are you looking for your life, or let you remember the thorns that yearn for life?"

"No! It's not what you think!" Fang Qing shook her head, "Even if I don't have those thoughts, you and I still have to be separated, just for the mission!"

"You're not right! Seriously, except that you are an indispensable member, otherwise, you can choose differently, and it is impossible for your superiors to use someone like you who has been absent for so long! It is impossible for you to be separated from me! Unless, you can't be more important! You tell me the truth, are you so important to that task?!"

"I'm ......" Fang Qing was silent for a moment, still hesitating.

"Well, you don't have to...... Needless to say, needless to say! I know it all!"

"Right...... I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Fang Qing's eyes were full of tears after she finished saying this.

"You don't have to say that! Seriously, the person who should say it...... It's me!"

"No! no!" Fang Qing shook his head vigorously.

But Chu Pin insisted: "I'm sorry for you! I, as a husband, must have a lot of things that I haven't done, otherwise you wouldn't have chosen to let go of me and the children." ”