"He has seen through a lot of things, and he has given up a lot of things that have nothing to do with him, he has seen through all the good things in the world, and he no longer believes that he can encounter beautiful things, he even feels that these things do not belong to him, he would rather continue to put himself in a dark Zheng"

"He seems to have everything, but in fact he has nothing, his achievements and his brilliance, have you asked him? Does he like it? Does he want it? Is he happy when he gets the award? Does he smile with joy? No, he has nothing, all he has is himself. ”

"But he Chen Shen is just an empty shell without a soul, even if he has what he wants, even if he has what he wants to pursue, he is still imprisoned, imprisoned to death, like a bird in a cage. ”

"Your world is colored, but his world is gray, without any color. ”

......

Later, Mu Ye returned something, but Meng Yu didn't listen to anything, only felt that a few words from her kept circling in his mind:

Your world is colored, but his world is gray, without any color.

You have everything, but he doesn't have anything

You can see a lot of good things, but he can't see anything.

He can't feel the joys, sorrows, sorrows, and sorrows, he can't feel all the forgiveness around him, he has always lived only in his own world, and the outside world is just an ornament for him.

He was like an empty shell, without a soul.

For so many years, maybe he came over like this a long time ago, and he was used to living like this.

He can't see the beauty of this world, he only sees the darkness, and the holes in this world, and he doesn't love this world at all.

Meng Yu felt that her heart was so painful, and she was throbbing for a while, she remembered that when she looked at Chen Shen's information before, there was his teacher's evaluation of him: You are very good and excellent, but you have lost a lot of your things, your childhood, and your happiness.

Kino also told her that none of these were completely deprived of Chen Shen, and part of the reason was that he gave it up himself.

It was abandoned a long, long time ago.

His teacher had a robot-like existence and no feelings.

The symptoms of autism are a lack of social skills, a lack of ability to communicate with others, a complete closure of oneself, and no other's world, only one's own world.

Isn't this Chen Shen?

This is Chen Shen!

But what to do? Why? Why is she so sad?!

Why do you feel so painful!

Why did he suffer from this?

Why?

Tears kept pouring out of my eyes, but my heart still hurt uncontrollably.

It hurts and hurts.

She suddenly remembered that she had been confused because Chen Shen was not worth it, but only she knew that even such a person still had a trace of kindness in his heart, because he had saved her many times and stood up for her many times.

She is still confused by such a person?!

Will you also think about whether it is worth it?

So what's worth it?

If Chen Shen is not worth it, what is it worth? !

She won't be confused anymore, let alone think about whether it's worth it anymore.

She will only accompany him, will let him see more beauty, and will do her best to make him love the world.

will allow him to see the world in color.

If Chen Shen feels cold and cold, then she is willing to turn into a sun to warm him, to make him feel light and warmth.

She will, she will!

......

Nan's incident seemed to be over, but many people began to get busy in silence.

Jiang Zi was suddenly thinking about it, and he was also investigating the reason why children like Nan were becoming more and more precocious.

After investigation, it turned out that in recent years, because of the breakdown of the family, the emotional discord of the parents, and the wrong education of the family, these are the reasons for the child to suffer from serious mental illness.

But these parents are still unaware, and some even repeat the mistakes of the past, in recent years, divorce, remarriage, family reorganization and other phenomena continue to appear, but these are more supported only children.

When parents are not in harmony, it is often only the children who are hurt the most.

In addition, she also found that in addition to behavior, domestic violence also includes cold violence, that is, verbal violence, some verbal injuries inflicted by parents on children during quarrels and fights, which are often easy to cause psychological harm to children, and serious ones have psychological shadows and diseases.

It turns out that many children with mental illness are not abused as children.

In recent years, children have been psychologically fragile, and after suffering from the verbal impact and behavioral injuries of their parents, they often have a lot of psychological shadows, and some children have rebellious behaviors, and some have to be precocious.

The phenomenon of precocious puberty seems to be good, and many parents think that their children are sensible and fast. But children are forced to accept and bear the great pain they should not have to endure, and they lose the joy of that age, and the love of their parents, relatives and friends.

Such precocious maturity is forced, passively accepted, out of helplessness, and only in old age or middle age will they slowly want to find what they once lacked.

Many people only begin to have a girl's heart in middle age, and there are some people like "old naughty boys", and some people start to enjoy life in their old age, and they begin to feel the happiness that they once lacked.

Jiang Zi's precocious maturity is a very bad phenomenon, but helplessly, today's teenagers are developing towards such a trend, so they have a distrust, disgust and dislike of adults like Mu Ye and Chen Shen.

They are precocious, they lack a lot of things, and no, they are no longer like relying on others, especially adults, but only want to rely on themselves and continue to live strongly.

Parents put too much hope on them, and also put too much pressure on them, and some of them directly caused a lot of damage to their psychology and made them have to be precocious.

Jiang Zi's investigation also found that in fact, many people, many teenagers have psychological problems, but few people can boldly come out, and few people go to see a psychiatrist.

So he is not the only one who has such a child like Nan, in fact, there are many, many, many more.

It has even grown to the point that it is more than him

This is the helplessness and despair she felt as a psychiatrist for so many years.

She always thought that because she was doing well, she wanted to help more people and reach out to them, but those people rejected her and looked at her with disgust.

How so?

How did it come to this?

......

Meng Nian's side is also stepping up to investigate the monitoring of the Comic Con, but it is still fruitless, Meng Nian asked Qin to always investigate and not to let down her vigilance, even if she can't find it out now, she will find out sooner or later, she wants to see who still wants to hurt Meng Yu.

She also arranged more eyeliner in Deep Sea No. 1, and Meng Yu reported immediately if she was hurt.

She also checked around whether Xuanzhen had escaped to the deep sea to hide from anyone who wanted to hurt Meng Yu, but no, no one else knew Meng Yu's true identity except her.

She even wondered if it was her rival who had threatened her, but it had been so long since the Comic Con incident that she hadn't received any threatening phone calls or texts.

Everything is still a mystery, and it is still unknown.

But she had already sent someone down to conduct a full search.

I'm afraid that the power behind that person is still not to be reckoned with.

......

Chen Shen was still investigating, and he didn't care what Meng Nian and Jiang Zi had deceived Meng Yu when they joined forces, because he was sure that neither of them wanted to hurt her.

He also knew that Meng Nian was checking the matter of eye shadow at the Comic Con, and he was checking the matter of the music equipment room.

It must be someone from the school who is so familiar with the structure of the school, and he also knows that Meng Yu will go to the music equipment room to play musical instruments, so it must be someone who is more familiar with him around Meng Yu, so far he has some doubts, but there is no evidence after all.

Doubts are doubts, and he must find evidence before he can proof

......

Meng Yu didn't know that some people were busy for her, and she didn't know that someone wanted to hurt her. But she only thinks about Chen Shen alone, thinking about how to make him love the world and how to get him out of his world.

Since when did all of her have been Chen Shen?

Since when did she start to become selfish and only think about Chen Shen alone?

In the past, she thought about her parents, her sister, and many things about herself, but now she only thinks about Chen Shen alone.

Every time she opened her eyes and closed her eyes, it was Chen Shen, and she was all in her mind.

She's so obsessed.

It's just that she sat on the chair and looked at the box on the table in front of her, this is the birthday gift she spent a winter vacation preparing for Chen Shen, before she was worried about whether it would be meaningless, but now after listening to Mu Ye so much, everything has become meaningful.

When you like someone, everything becomes meaningful.

Because she met Chen Shen, Meng Yu felt that Shenhai No. 1 Middle School was very beautiful, and she sincerely felt that it was very good to come to high school, and she was also looking forward to the beginning of her high school life.

After that, the first snow and fireworks that she watched with him exploded in her heart.

There are also peach blossoms and plum blossoms blooming on the campus in spring, etc., some things that were originally beautiful in her eyes now look even more beautiful, this is the power of love.

As long as you think of the person you like here, and he is in an atmosphere and a bad environment, then Dingxi here will become cute and beautiful.

The boring self-study in the classroom, the boring classes in the classroom, and the annoying homework, those heavy classes are starting to become cute instead of making people feel irritated.

Meng Yu looked out the classroom window in a daze, this is spring!

This is her spring!

This is the spring she has been looking forward to for a long time!

It's also a March she loves!

Everything was beautiful!

She remembered that it was in the book: People must love once in life.

Always do your best for one person, always persevere for one person.

Good love is when you see the whole world through one person.

Shen Congwen said to Zhang Zhaohe: "I have traveled on bridges in many places, seen clouds many times, and drank many kinds of wine, but I have only loved a person who is at the best age. ”

Meng Yu thinks her version is like this: I have seen a lot of beautiful scenery, tasted a lot of beautiful food, and met a lot of different people, but only you make me want to see more beautiful scenery with you, taste more beautiful food, and meet more different people.

It's you, and it can only be you, and it's only you, that makes me want to spend the rest of my life with someone.

Tonight is the night of Chen Ying's meteor shower last week, although Meng Yu doesn't know if it's true, and she doesn't know if she can see it, but she just wants to take this opportunity to call Chen Shen out, and wants to spend more time with him and talk more.

At lunchtime, Meng Yu: "Chen Shen, after the evening self-study, you will accompany me to the back mountain, I heard that there is a meteor shower tonight." ”

Chen Shen asked, "Where did you hear it?"

Meng Yu: "......" although she also feels unreliable.

Meng Yu: "It should be reliable, the scientist himself." ”

Chen Shen raised his eyes to look at her and asked, "The scientist is with you personally, shouldn't he be a writer? When did the scientist go to observe the starry sky?"

Meng Yu: "......"

This damn Chen Ying!!

She shouldn't be playing to trap her!

How could she have forgotten when did the scientists go to observe the starry sky?!

This Chen Ying is completely wrong and full of mistakes! Wrong is wrong, so she can only be embarrassed here now!

Meng Yu didn't care about it, and brought it up!

She: "Maybe I'm mistaken, it should be a writer, Chen Shen, you accompany me to have a look, just watch it for a while, if not, we'll come back." ”

Chen Shen stared at Meng Yu with an unbelievable look for a long time, and saw that Meng Yu panicked, and finally he said: "Yes." ”

After receiving the reply, Meng Yu felt a sense of relief.

She wanted to wait until she went back and asked Chen Ying where she read the report!

At night.

After the evening self-study, Meng Yu and Chen Shen went to the back mountain, there is a pavilion in the back mountain, and the two sat down next to the pavilion, the reason why they didn't dare to go and sit inside was because they were afraid that they would not see the meteor shower inside.

However, Meng Yu looked around, there was no one else except her and Chen Shen and the lights, and she felt more and more that Chen Ying's meteor shower was enough.

It is impossible for her to be the only one in the school who has a mobile phone, and it is impossible for her to be the only couple with Xu Yi, since this is the case, it stands to reason that there should be a lot of people.

Meng Yu was a little embarrassed, but Chen Shen just sat with him like this, without any expression, but he couldn't see any impatience.

Meng Yu didn't have anything to say first, anyway, she always talked the most with Chen Shen, and it was basically a question and answer mode, most of the time she asked Chen Shen