Kino smiled, still laughing heartlessly, even a little terrifying, she said: "What else? I will tell him the truth if so many people deceive him, do you want him to continue to be rooted in endless lies and deceptions? I told him that his father will not come again, no need to wait." ”

"He told me that he hated those people very much, and if I hated them, then I should live well, and take revenge on other people, take revenge on his father, and tell others that they can live well without their father, and they can also rely on themselves. ”

I also told him that it was necessary to get along with friends, no matter how annoying they were, and that there were other people. Be a human being, don't just come according to your own wishes and your own joys and sorrows, but also look at Don't spare the blue, and also need something else, so that we can go further and take revenge on those we want to take revenge on. So, that's how Nan figured it out. ”

Jiang Zi guessed that this would be the case, so when Nan came to thank them just now, he was expressionless, just very official.

It's okay for Nan to play with other children now, it's not very pure, and the smile on her face isn't as true as it should be for her age.

Jiang Zi was a little angry: "How can you do this to him? How can you tell a three-year-old child to live like this? Have you ever thought about what will happen to him in the future? He will only live in pain like this!"

Kino still smiled: "Hahaha, what else can I do? What do you want? Should you continue to deceive him? Should you still tell him that his father will definitely come back? Should you still make him wait? Or do you think he doesn't hate others enough now to continue to deceive? I'm already over, a lie is a lie, and no matter how much you make up for it, there will be a loophole."

"So, well, I just take yourself too seriously, you think you're good, you think children should believe your words, they should listen to you, they think they're hoping for them, but you look at what they bring? Who made Nan like this? Me? Are you or someone else?"

"Do you think that there is still hope that Nan should live like other children whose families have no cracks? Do you think it is possible? Broken glass is broken, and no matter how much you make up for it, there will still be cracks. From the time his parents abandoned him, he was going to face this kind of life! He was going to have to face a different life from other children! Is this a choice between you and me? Is it a choice that Nan can choose? No! It's just that it should be!"

A gust of wind blew the hair from Mu Ye's ears and scraped them onto her face, and Meng Yu saw a ripple in her eyes through the hair.

No matter how much Jiang Zi has dissatisfaction, no matter how much she doesn't want, she has nothing to say now, she will be speechless?!

For the first time in so many years since she became a psychiatrist, she felt provoked, and for the first time, she felt so defeated.

She had always thought that those children and a lot of mental illness were just for them to come out, to get rid of the pain completely, to find what they were missing, and she never had to accept that.

She knew that Meng Yu lacked the love of her parents, so she contacted Meng Nian and asked Meng Yu to make up for what she lacked as much as possible, so that she could feel the beauty that she had not been had.

But she forgot that many things can't be made up if they are missing, and they can't be put together perfectly if they are broken.

She didn't want this ending for Nan, but she knew that it could only be like this, because no one could make up for what he really lacked.

He will have to live on his own.

can only bear what he shouldn't bear at their age, and can only have to face those pains.

Meng Yu thought for a while: "It's okay, I'll come to see Nan more in the future, anyway, I come often, and I will bring things he likes to see him in the future, he will definitely be alive and well, after all, he can talk to others now, it's already very good." ”

Jiang Zi and Mu Ye both smiled a little bitterly in their hearts, Meng Yu was always so optimistic.

Jiang Zi: "Meng Yu, go and see Nan, go and say goodbye to him, and we will come to see him next time." ”

Meng Yu: "Okay. ”

After Meng Yu left, Jiang Zi looked at Mu Ye: "I want to talk to you." ”

Kino took out a lollipop with both hands in his pockets and took it in, and she said, "Talk to you? What are you talking about? Let me guess? You want me to be healed? Because I'm sick?"

Now Jiang Zi is not shocked by a lot of things about Mu Ye, as well as a lot of what she herself knows, because Mu Ye is such a person, she definitely does not look innocent, harmless and cute like her appearance, and she must know that she has experienced a lot, and she knows what she knows and experiences even beyond her age range.

Jiang Zi nodded: "That's right, you are very sick and need to be treated in time." ”

Kino asked, "What kind of attitude and identity did you use to let me heal?"

Jiang Zi: "Because you are a patient, I am a doctor." ”

Kino laughed: "Hahaha, is this the funniest joke I've ever heard? Dear doctor, I would love to interview you, how did you come up with such a high-sounding and second-class word? Doctor? What about doctors? All can be cured? What do you think you can make can be cured of any kind of person?"

Jiang Zi was very serious: "I swear that I will do my best to heal you, I will do it!"

Kino quickly showed disgust and hatred: "I don't need it. So, you adults are just self-righteous, and you discard and discard, and don't want to, why are you so merciful now? Now that your conscience has found out? Now that you think we are terminally ill, you feel that you should care about us? And ah, if you want me, you only want to help others for the sake of profit, for the sake of your own vanity, and you think that I will believe that you are sincere in helping us? Why should you believe it?"

Jiang Zi didn't say anything, she knew from the way she looked at Mu Ye's eyes, like Chen Shen, she didn't trust Darao, she disliked adults, and she hated adults.

It was as if he was looking at a joke, as if he was looking at something he hated.

Kino: "Don't waste your efforts, and don't talk about it anymore. You adults are all the same annoying, all the same disgusting, all the same, but just treat us like toys and play with us. ”

"Look at it, Nan is good, I am good, Chen Shen is good, we are alive and well without you adults!"

Meng Yu felt as if his heart was frozen, and it was extremely uncomfortable.

How so?

How so?

......

After Meng Yu said goodbye to Nan, she came over, but Jiang Zi didn't know when to leave first, leaving only Mu Ye waiting for her.

Meng Yu wondered: "Huh, what about Dr. Jiang, she left first?"

Kino: "That's right, she still has some things to do, so she'll leave first." ”

After that, Mu Ye said: "Meng Yu, walk around with me." ”

Meng Yu: "Okay, you're from Tonggu, so you must not be very familiar with the deep sea." ”

Kino: "It's okay, I've had a lot of fun in the past because I want to participate in comic con. ”

Meng Yu said "oh" and was speechless.

The two walked up along the riverbank.

Nan's matter is over, but Meng Yu doesn't want much about this ending, but she still thinks that Nan can talk and play with others, which is already very good.

She believes that in the future, Nan will get better and better.

It's just that now she is more worried about Mu Ye and Chen Shen, the first time she saw Nan, she felt that he was similar to Chen Shen, but now Nan can talk to Mu Ye, what does this mean?

There must be a lot of similarities between them.

Meng Yu wanted to ask Mu Ye now, but Mu Ye did it first: "Do you want to know what the relationship between me and Chen Shen is?"

Meng Yu nodded: "Yes." ”

Kino smiled: "Me and him...... Actually, it doesn't matter. ”

Yes?

What the?

It does not matter?!

Meng Yu was stunned.

Kino: "It's true, it doesn't matter, although he and I are junior high school classmates or fellow countrymen, there are very few words, but ......"

Meng Yu asked, "But what?"

Kino: "Let me think about it, how should I talk to you?"

"You just saw the look of Nan looking at me and the way I looked at Nan, do you believe or believe that there is a kind of thing that doesn't need words but can understand each other just by the collision of eyes? You can understand that you are the same as each other, they are the same people, Nan and I are like this, and Chen Shen is the same. ”

"It looks like a confidant, it looks like they all understand each other, but it's better to be sympathetic. ”

Meng Yu asked, "Why is this the case?"

Kino: "There is a method like this, when people who have suffered the same hardships see each other, they are actually looking in a mirror, because the other person is actually themselves, because they are all the same people. ”

Meng Yu understood, because Mu Ye and Chen Shen are very southern, and they may have suffered the same, but what are they all the same?

Meng Yu asked, "Can you tell me what it is?"

Kino: "It's the same person who was abandoned by his parents, and he also hates the people around him, but he has to be forced to face it. It is also a person who is in the dark and cold, but also wants to be close to the light and warmth. ”

"But although we can understand each other at a glance, the more the same people are, the more they are repulsed, I reject Chen Shen, and Chen Shen also rejects me, but I can't be so indifferent that he can ignore everyone. So Chen Shen not only rejected me, but also avoided me, especially wanting to stay away from me. ”

Meng Yu didn't understand, since they were all people who understood each other, why did they want to reject it? Why hide and stay away?

Kino answered her question: "Let's use an analogy, a demon who has been in the dark for a long time, he actually longs for light, but then a demon like him appears. I ask you, if you were a demon, would you want a pure and harmless messenger with warmth and sunshine, or would you be a person who was covered in dirt and darkness like you? would be able to take him away from such darkness, but the other demon would not, it would only make him fall into the endless abyss, you know? That's why Chen Shen and I would reject, why would he want to avoid me. ”

"In fact, Chen Shen is very simple, not as complicated as he thinks, many people and many things he can forget and forget, ignore them and ignore them, he can't be hypocritical, that is, so real. ”

"You must be very curious, obviously he and I are junior high school classmates, obviously fellow countrymen, but I haven't talked much in class, and I haven't mentioned each other much. And you must have asked him, and he didn't answer that's why he came to ask me. ”

Meng Yu nodded a little, it is indeed so.

It's no wonder that when she asks about Mu Ye, Chen Shen will show a very disheartened look, it turns out.

Everything has an answer.

Meng Yu continued to ask another question that she was puzzled about: "Why do I also think that Chen Shen and Nan are very similar?"

Kino: "It's really similar, it's almost the same person, both of whom are self-enclosed. I've also passed, Chen Shen's world is very simple, he ignores everything he hates, but he is like Nan Ke but he is more serious than Nan, because he has been this for a long time, and no one has guided him. His cognition has also been preserved from time to now, and as for what he really suffered, he naturally won't be with me, but I don't have to guess that I know that it has something to do with his parents. ”

"His current state is from time to time, there is no joy, sorrow, joy, sorrow, and even pain, he has no feeling, and there is no pursuit, it is better to be an empty shell than to live, just like there is no soul, there is no purpose to live, there is no desire, there is no desire. ”

"Meng Yu, you and him are actually opposite people. He doesn't see a lot of things you see, he doesn't feel anything good about what you think, and he doesn't feel anything about what you think is painful. The world you see is colorful, but what he sees is gray, without any color, and he doesn't feel anything. ”

"You're happy to help someone, but they just think it's useless, unnecessary, and those people are people he hates and who have nothing to do with him. You feel sympathy for seeing someone in pain, so you feel sad, but he just thinks you're funny, you're stupid, because he doesn't understand why you're sad. Many of the good things you see and taste seem to him tasteless and nothing. ”

"He has seen through a lot of things, and he has given up a lot of things that have nothing to do with him, he has seen through all the good things in the world, and he no longer believes that he can meet good things, he even feels that these things do not belong to him, and he would rather continue to be himself. ”