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In the evening, Fang Lei took the initiative to wait for Li Zhenyi outside the campus, he wanted to talk to her, but after waiting for half an hour, he didn't see Li Zhenyi come down, Fang Lei waited a little impatiently, turned around and hurriedly walked towards the teaching building.
He walked a little slowly, not knowing what he was thinking, in fact, even he didn't know what he was worried about, and it was this that made him feel inexplicably irritable.
It's really irritating!
As an excellent science student, he will never calculate a math problem for more than ten minutes, and even he only spent a day to determine whether he likes Zhou Yuqian, but he struggled with Li Zhenyi's matter for a week.
He really hates himself now, he never was helpless about one thing in the past, he never couldn't think of it like calculating a math problem, but emotional things still put him in trouble after all.
He didn't know what he was struggling with, obviously what he liked was Zhou Yuqian, and it was obviously unfair to Li Zhenyi to do this, but he didn't know how to talk to Li Zhenyi.
This irritability disgusted him so much that he thought he had to go to her in order to get out of the situation sooner.
Thinking like this, he quickened his pace, and his slender legs quickly walked to the door of the classroom, but he did not step in, but stayed outside the door and was stunned.
It was six o'clock now, and half of the face of the sun hung on the mountain to the west, and the sky showed a bright red sunset, which seemed to be stained with blood, and a touch of the setting sun shone through the bright glass on the bodies of a man and a woman, illuminating them particularly dazzlingly.
The boy said with some sadness: "Zhenyi, I'm sorry, I can't be with you anymore, I know you have always liked Fang Lei, and now I am happy to see you with him, but before leaving, I have something to say." ”
Fang Lei has been standing by the door and watching the boy, but because of the lighting problem, he can't see the expression on the boy's face clearly, but he doesn't need to look at him to know that the boy is in pain in his heart now, which also makes his heart pinch hard.
Li Zhenyi looked at the boy standing in front of her suspiciously, she didn't understand what he had to say.
After a pause, the boy looked at Li Zhenyi and continued: " Zhenyi, I like you, I have liked you since I met you at the age of five, I still remember the first time I met you, you were wearing a pink princess dress, with black hair scattered, two watery eyes, pink lips, you were very cute at that time, later, once when I was playing with you, you fell and were injured, at that time I swore to protect you when I grew up, to protect you for a lifetime, you left the third middle school and went to France, how much I hoped to leave with you at that time, but you hope that it is not me who is by your side, it is Fang Lei, I am very happy that you are back in the second volume of high school, and I also know that you came back for Fang Lei, but despite this, I am still very happy to see you, now that you are together, I have to leave, Fang Lei is very good, he will take good care of you when you are with him......"
Before she finished speaking, the tears on Li Zhenyi's face were already flowing down, she knew that Zhao Yi was leaving, but recently she was busy taking care of Fang Lei, but she had forgotten about him, but she never thought that the person who said she would protect her for the rest of her life would have been silently liking herself, which made her feel guilty.
She said with red eyes: "Zhao Yi, I'm sorry, I ...... I'm grateful to you, but I can't give you anything ......."
Seeing her crying, Zhao Yi couldn't help but feel distressed, he stepped forward, held her in his arms, and let her cry in his arms, he comforted her softly: "It's okay, Zhenyi, I don't want you to give me anything, I just want you to be well." ”
Zhao Yi suddenly felt that there was a pair of sharp eyes staring at him by the door, he looked towards the door, but saw Fang Lei standing there, and he was stunned.
Li Zhenyi noticed his uneasiness coming out of his arms, looked in his direction, and saw Fang Lei as well, and suddenly there was an indescribable taste in the air, which made the three of them stunned. Since Fang Lei and Li Zhenyi were together, Zhao Yi disappeared as if he had disappeared, and Fang Lei remembered that the last time they talked was when Zhao Yi came to find him, on the day he and Li Zhenyi were together.
Zhao Yi said deeply: "Fang Lei, treat her well, Zhenyi has liked you for a long time, and she has paid a lot for you, although she is proud and strong, but her heart is also fragile, she needs you to be by her side all the time, don't let her down, for the sake of our brothers, promise me to take good care of her." ”
Fang Lei felt that these words seemed to be a farewell, but he was not in the mood to think so much at all.
And Zhao Yi has taken the initiative to distance himself from Fang Lei and Li Zhenyi since they were together, the reason is very simple, he is afraid that he will disturb Li Zhenyi, he knows that Li Zhenyi likes Fang Lei very much, and he is Fang Lei's brother, the so-called "friends and wives can't be bullied" He naturally didn't want to rob Fang Lei, he didn't plan to rob from the beginning, he thought very simply, it was enough to stay by her side all the time.
He didn't expect Li Zhenyi and Fang Lei to be together so early, although he had long thought about accepting such a fact, but in the end he was still very heartbroken, and in desperation, he had to choose to avoid the two.
It's just that a few days later, he got the news that his parents had found a school for him in his hometown of Shanxi and asked him to study architecture, which made Zhao Yi a little surprised, but this accident came too suddenly.
Zhao Yi's father is an architect, and he hopes that his son will also engage in this work in the future, and Zhao Yi has had a talent in this area since he was a child, not to mention that his grades have not been too ideal.
His father felt that it would be a pity if he didn't cultivate well, so he found Zhao Yi the best architecture school in Sichuan, which happened to be his hometown over there, and they could rest assured when they went there.
If it was before, Zhao Yi would have refused, but now he really needs to leave, because Li Zhenyi no longer needs him.
It was already a day later that Zhou Yuqian came to find Fang Lei.
Walking in the aisle, she saw Fang Lei alone against the wall thinking about things from a distance.
She had already thought it out before she came, and giving up now was the only choice, because she knew that Fang Lei and Li Zhenyi were together, which meant that he liked her, so as Li Zhenyi said, she lost, and she was going to quit.
Zhou Yuqian didn't think much about it, there was nothing to say if she gave up, in her opinion, the person she liked was not the most important thing in her heart, if it was gone, it would be gone, it was no big deal.
She just wanted to talk about what she had thought when she looked for Fang Lei, just because Fang Lei was her first love, the first person she liked, and she felt that she could only be satisfied after saying it.
She walked over to stand with him, Fang Lei glanced at her when he heard the movement, and then no one spoke, just stood like this. After being silent for a while, the two spoke at the same time: "Zhou Yuqian, I ......"
"Fang Lei, I ......" I like you, but the three words were not spoken.
Fang Lei's expression was a little indifferent, and he interrupted Zhou Yuqian and said, "Can you listen to me a few words first?"
Zhou Yuqian looked at him blankly and nodded.
"Actually, I don't like Zhenyi, and being with her is just an accident, I didn't expect that as a friend, she would always like me, which really shocked me, but then I thought about it, it was very unfair to her, but I was also afraid of hurting her. ”
Fang Lei didn't know that Zhou Yuqian came to him to confess, and Zhou Yuqian never thought that Fang Lei would take the first step to say that he didn't like Li Zhenyi's words, but Fang Lei was very confused, and he didn't know what to do to Li Zhenyi.
Zhou Yuqian's mood couldn't help but become happy, and asked tentatively: "Li Zhenyi is so good, how do you know that you are not the best." ”
After listening to Zhou Yuqian's words, Fang Lei suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, he actually wanted to follow his own heart to do things like her. "Well, maybe. After a pause, Fang Lei turned his head to look at her and asked, "Yes, who is going to confess to him, his cheeks suddenly turned red, and he waved his hand and said writhingly: "No, it's nothing." ”
When Fang Lei saw her like this, he didn't say anything anymore. The next morning, Zhou Yuqian arrived at the classroom early, and Li Zhenyi and Fang Lei had not yet come, which made her even more panicked, and she still didn't come after waiting for a long time.
Just as she was about to run out of the classroom to see what was going on, she saw such a scene - Li Zhenyi held Fang Lei's arm, the two of them were together for a long time, and stood outside the door like this, Li Zhenyi looked at Zhou Yuqian with straight eyes, as if sarcastic, and Fang Lei was expressionless without saying a word.
When they passed by Zhou Yuqian, Li Zhenyi whispered, "I won." ”
I won, but the simple three words contain a lot of feelings in it, yes, if she wins, it means that Zhou Yuqian lost, and lost completely.
What made Zhou Yuqian sad was that Fang Lei only glanced at her when he came over just now, and he didn't even shout at her.
When did they become so strange, or did it always be like this, he always liked Li Zhenyi.
At this moment, Zhou Yuqian felt so painful, tears flowed out unconsciously, she secretly wiped her tears, but she was still seen by Yueqi.
Yueqi came over to comfort Zhou Yuqian, it's okay not to be comforted, but once she comforted her, she was still energetic, she was wondering if there was no pain if she didn't like it, but she did like it, and she was really in pain.
Soon, the whole class of Fang Lei and Li Zhenyi being together had already spread, and Zhou Yuqian's secret crying didn't know who saw it, and it also spread.
The classmates in the class all said this, just because Fang Lei and Li Zhenyi were together, so Zhou Yuqian was so sad that she cried, so the role she plays now is Xiaosan.
This made Zhou Yuqian very unhappy, but she had to admit that this was the case, and it was not once or twice that Li Zhenyi scolded her junior in front of her classmates.
That day, Zhou Yuqian was standing in the corridor thinking about things, and Li Zhenyi suddenly walked over and said, "How about it, does it taste good like this?"
Zhou Yuqian didn't come to the door ruthlessly, regardless of what Zhou Yufei and Wu Shiyuan said.
In fact, she has never had the idea of running away from home since she was a child, but at this moment she just wants to go out for a walk and think through a lot of things clearly.
After leaving the house, Zhou Yuqian ran straight to the beach, ignoring any obstacles in front of her, all the way forward.
I didn't let her play the piano, so I ran out in a fit of rage, and now I've been out for nearly an hour, and I still haven't found anyone.
And the reason why Yueqi called him was to ask if he was with her, or if he knew where she was.
As soon as he heard that Zhou Yuqian ran away from home, Fang Lei was a little nervous, and after explaining it to Yueqi, he simply changed into casual clothes and immediately ran out of the house.
He thought a lot along the way, and he thought that he could probably guess the reason why Zhou Yuqian ran away from home.
It must not be because of her grades, but because of the piano, Fang Lei also knew that she did not do well in the exam this time, but for people like her, dreams are the most important, and no dreams are like no breath.
Just because Fang Lei knew her, he was afraid that she wouldn't be able to think about it, but he thought that she would not be like that, she had always been so strong, and she would not be unable to think about it because of this matter.
Fang Lei stopped halfway through the run, the restlessness in his heart made him a little overwhelmed, he had to calm himself down in order to find Zhou Yuqian.
He thought that the place she was going to now must be related to her dreams, the music room of No. 3 Middle School must be closed now, and the last place is the seaside. Li Zhongxue at the beginning, I forgot to say, Li Zhongxue and I were still good friends in the past, she also learned musical instruments, and played the piano like you, and it was precisely because of this that Wu Junwen went to learn the piano, so you two are not like each other? Zhou Yuqian, I really feel sorry for you, you are just on the journey of life, it is you who ignite the light of hope for me, give me ideal wings, and soar on the ocean of knowledge. Thank you, teacher, for giving me confidence and courage under your gaze! Happy holidays! 😘 A writer has written my heart, would you like to read it too?" This clockwork secretly patiently counts your hours for you, counts your time, and accompanies you with its inaudible heartbeat, and only once in its millions of ticking seconds has you glanced at it. From Zweig's "Letters from a Strange Woman". Happy holidays. A stand-in, after all, you still can't get anything, now you know your worth!
Zhou Yuqian was taken aback, feeling that what she said was unrealistic, but recalling the various behaviors of Fang Lei and Wu Junwen at the beginning, she also had to admit that she was a stand-in in their eyes, in short, a substitute. With watery eyes and pink lips, you were so cute at that time, and later, once when I was playing with you, you fell and were injured, and then I swore that I would protect you when I grew up