It's you
After graduation, let us wave goodbye, say cherish, say a blessing, thank each other for the good memories we had, cherish each other's sincere friendship, and wish you a bright future!
Fang Lei remembered that he and her shouted their dreams together at the beach, and at that time they only had each other.
But after so many things, the two of them became more and more estranged, in fact, he didn't hope much, they could still be like before.
When Fang Lei ran to the beach, he saw Zhou Yuqian sitting quietly on the reef, and he suddenly felt that a stone in his heart had fallen, and he felt much more relaxed.
Exhaled, he slowly walked towards her, and sat side by side with her, Zhou Yuqian felt strange, turned her head and looked at Fang Lei in surprise with a puzzled face and asked, "Why are you here?"
Fang Lei looked at her and said, "I didn't hear that you ran away from home, so I came to look for you." ”
She was startled and said, "What!?, they all say I'm running away from home?"
Fang Lei was a little surprised, "Then you mean you don't?"
Zhou Yuqian immediately denied: "Of course not! I just came out to relax and think about things." ”
Fang Lei replied to her decisively: "If you leave without telling your parents, what's the call if you leave without leaving home?"
Zhou Yuqian's face changed suddenly, and Fang Lei could see that he was talking about her sore spots, which made her unhappy.
She whispered: "I don't know how to face my mother, she has been very strict with me since I was a child, my life and study are arranged by her for me, I have no choice at all, I can play the piano in junior high school, and in high school she only let me study, saying that I want to be admitted to Tsinghua University and Peking University, just because of this I quarreled with her, and then she also agreed to let me play the piano, but this time I gave up the piano after knowing my results." ”
Zhou Yuqian stopped, and Fang Lei didn't speak, because he knew that she would continue, "Actually, I know that she is all for my good, but she has never considered my feelings, and has not asked me if I want to make decisions for me, I think all my things can be gone, but I can't have dreams, she is my mother, I should support me, but everyone supports me, but my mother is the only one." ”
Zhou Yuqian didn't speak again, Fang Lei took a heavy breath and said: "Actually, I envy you, I've always been envious, you can say your dreams out loud, and you have a perfect home, and I don't have anything, I can't be managed, my parents left me when I was very young, in fact, even if they didn't leave, they wouldn't care about me, in their eyes, in addition to work, it is work, and your parents have always put you first in their eyes, and they only want to be good for you." ”
"I can't relate to how you feel," he said, "but I would say that what you get easily is the hardest for others to get." ”
Fang Lei continued: "Do you remember what you told me before? You said that dreams are to be said, if you don't even have the courage to say it, where is the courage to face difficulties, I know that dreams are very important in your mind, but this difficulty still has to be faced, you think about it." ”
Fang Lei suddenly stood up and shouted towards the sea: "Zhou Yuqian, do you know how much I envy you! You have everything I want, what else are you unhappy about!"
After shouting, Fang Lei turned to look at her, she was looking at herself with a confused expression, Xu was surprised by his sudden shouting.
They only sat for a short time and then went back, and Fang Lei still sent her downstairs as before, so he was relieved.
It's just that as soon as they arrived at the gate of Zhou Yuqian's community, Zhou Yufei and Wu Shiyuan greeted them, and Wu Shiyuan was the first to run over, followed by Zhou Yufei.
As soon as Wu Shiyuan approached, he opened his mouth and scolded: "Didn't you say that you just scolded you a few words? Why can't you think of leaving home? Do you know how worried your father and I are, it's too bad for you!"
Wu Shiyuan read Zhou Yuqian cracklingly, and Fang Lei stood next to him without saying a word and looked at them quietly.
Wu Shiyuan only had Zhou Yuqian in his eyes, so he naturally couldn't take care of him, but Zhou Yufei had already seen him, he smiled gently at Fang Lei, and he called politely: "Uncle."
Zhou Yuqian told Fang Lei a lot about her family, Lei took the initiative to wait for Li Zhenyi outside the campus, he wanted to talk to her, but he didn't see Li Zhenyi after waiting for half an hour.
He walked a little slowly, not knowing what he was thinking, in fact, even he didn't know what he was worried about, and it was this that made him feel inexplicably irritable.
It's really irritating!
As an excellent science student, he will never calculate a math problem for more than ten minutes, and even he only spent a day to determine whether he likes Zhou Yuqian, but he struggled with Li Zhenyi's matter for a week.
He really hates himself now, he never was helpless about one thing in the past, he never couldn't think of it like calculating a math problem, but emotional things still put him in trouble after all.
He didn't know what he was struggling with, obviously what he liked was Zhou Yuqian, and it was obviously unfair to Li Zhenyi to do this, but he didn't know how to talk to Li Zhenyi.
This irritability disgusted him so much that he thought he had to go to her in order to get out of the situation sooner.
Thinking like this, he quickened his pace, and his slender legs quickly walked to the door of the classroom, but he did not step in, but stayed outside the door and was stunned.
It was six o'clock now, and half of the face of the sun hung on the mountain to the west, and the sky showed a bright red sunset, which seemed to be stained with blood, and a touch of the setting sun shone through the bright glass on the bodies of a man and a woman, illuminating them particularly dazzlingly.
The boy said with some sadness: "Zhenyi, I'm sorry, I can't be with you anymore, I know you have always liked Fang Lei, and now I am happy to see you with him, but before leaving, I have something to say." ”
Fang Lei has been standing by the door and watching the boy, but because of the lighting problem, he can't see the expression on the boy's face clearly, but he doesn't need to look at him to know that the boy is in pain in his heart now, which also makes his heart pinch hard.
Li Zhenyi looked at the boy standing in front of her suspiciously, she didn't understand what he had to say.
After a pause, the boy looked at Li Zhenyi and continued: " Zhenyi, I like you, I have liked you since I met you at the age of five, I still remember the first time I met you, you were wearing a pink princess dress, with black hair scattered, two watery eyes, pink lips, you were very cute at that time, later, once when I was playing with you, you fell and were injured, at that time I swore to protect you when I grew up, to protect you for a lifetime, you left the third middle school and went to France, how much I hoped to leave with you at that time, but you hope that it is not me who is by your side, it is Fang Lei, I am very happy that you are back in the second volume of high school, and I also know that you came back for Fang Lei, but despite this, I am still very happy to see you, now that you are together, I have to leave, Fang Lei is very good, he will take good care of you when you are with him......"
Before she finished speaking, the tears on Li Zhenyi's face were already flowing down, she knew that Zhao Yi was leaving, but recently she was busy taking care of Fang Lei, but she had forgotten about him, but she never thought that the person who said she would protect her for the rest of her life would have been silently liking herself, which made her feel guilty.
She said with red eyes: "Zhao Yi, I'm sorry, I ...... I'm grateful to you, but I can't give you anything ......."
Seeing her crying, Zhao Yi couldn't help but feel distressed, he stepped forward, held her in his arms, and let her cry in his arms, he comforted her softly: "It's okay, Zhenyi, I don't want you to give me anything, I just want you to be well." ”
Zhao Yi suddenly felt that there was a pair of sharp eyes staring at him by the door, he looked towards the door, but saw Fang Lei standing there, and he was stunned.
Li Zhenyi noticed his uneasiness coming out of his arms, looked in his direction, and saw Fang Lei as well, and suddenly there was an indescribable taste in the air, which made the three of them stunned. "The third year of high school is a new stage, and you have to work harder. This is Wu Shiyuan's original words, and Zhou Yuqian understands that the countdown to the college entrance examination has been started since the first day of school, and what she is about to block is her dream and the road of life.
The first two weeks of school passed quickly, and everyone was in a state of tension.
Class 3 was also adjusted, and students with poor grades were assigned to other classes.
Among them, many people were separated, Xiang Chenxi, Yang Shengli and others were transferred, and these two people were transferred away because their grades were declining sharply.
Xiang Chenxi's grades have been declining since Liu Yan stayed away from her, and so has Yang Shengli, but more because of his and his junior high school classmates.
She was stunned for a moment, and she was completely dumbfounded, it was not Li Zhenyi's behavior that shocked her, but she was worried that Fang Lei would agree.
She was really afraid that she had never been so scared from beginning to end, not that she was not confident in herself, but that Li Zhenyi was indeed a tricky opponent.
With an anxious heart, she didn't sleep well all night, she wanted to ask Fang Lei, but after hesitation, she still didn't ask.
She thought that she would have to go to the school tomorrow, because she knew that if Fang Lei promised her, then she would definitely do something. Fang Lei looked at the two of them for a few seconds and then turned to leave, the first to chase out was Zhao Yi, he said eagerly as he ran: "Fang Lei, it's not what you think! Zhenyi and I have nothing!" he said that Fang Lei had stopped, and just as he was about to explain something, Fang Lei turned around and punched Zhao Yi in the face, and Zhao Yi was caught off guard and fell to the ground.
Fang Lei's eyes were bloodshot, the anger on his face was obvious, and in an instant, the smell of blood was everywhere, Fang Lei looked at Zhao Yi deadly, and asked mournfully: "Why! Why do you deceive me! Why do you leave!"
Zhao Yi was shocked! He was shocked that Fang Lei cried, he had been a brother with him for so many years, he had never seen him cry, but now he ......
Fang Lei's heart is broken, his brother is leaving, and he has always liked Li Zhenyi, he and Zhao Yi have been brothers for so many years, he has never known!
At first, Zhao Yi thought that Fang Lei had misunderstood her and Li Zhenyi, but it wasn't until he heard his roar that he understood what Fang Lei was talking about.
He said in a low voice: "Fang Lei, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hide it from you, I originally planned to leave quietly, but in the end, I was too greedy and wanted to get something from Zhenyi, I didn't want to tell you that I didn't want to make a situation like today, at least we are still good brothers after leaving, and you and Zhenyi are still fine." ”
Zhao Yi knew that his departure was doomed, but he wanted to tell the secret that had been hidden in his heart for so many years before leaving, but he didn't expect to be bumped into by Fang Lei.
Fang Lei retorted to him: "But now I already know!"
Zhao Yi didn't answer his words, but said this: "Fang Lei, no matter what, my departure is doomed, for my sake, promise me to take good care of Zhenyi and love her well." ”
Zhao Yi's words reminded Fang Lei that he wanted to come to Li Zhenyi to make things clear at the beginning, but now he learned a truth that made him sad and sad.
When Li Zhenyi arrived, she heard such a sentence that made her heartbroken: "Love her so much?
After saying that, Fang Lei left as if he had lost his soul.
And Li Zhenyi suddenly sat on the ground, sobbing in a low voice, Zhao Yiben still wanted to talk to Fang Lei, but after seeing Li Zhenyi crying, he stopped and squatted down to comfort her: "Zhenyi, Fang Lei must have said this in anger, don't take it seriously." ”
Actually, whether it is true or false Li Zhenyi knows a little, when she went to him to confess, she was sure that Fang Lei would be shocked, so she was given a chance, and later they were together, but he never said to her that he liked her, and he was sullen in the few days he was with her.
She knew that Fang Lei was by her side like a puppet, but she was more afraid of losing him in comparison, just like how painful she was without him during that time in France, she never wanted to be like she was at the beginning, as long as he was by her side.
But when she heard Fang Lei personally say something that she didn't like herself, she was still inevitably sad.
She raised her eyes to look at Zhao Yi and asked, "What he said is false, right? I love him so much, it is impossible for him not to dislike me." ”
Yes, Fang Lei likes her, and if he hasn't proposed to break up, it means that what he said is false, which means that what he said doesn't count.
At this moment, not breaking up has become Li Zhenyi's only hope.
She thought she couldn't live without him.
Just as a tree cannot be without soil, a fish cannot be without water, and a bird cannot be without wings.