I know last time, it really hurt you. Actually, I don't want to do that, but I can't help it.

Sometimes people really can't control their feelings. Obviously, what he was thinking in his heart was like this, but as a result, it became something else, and the words he said became something else.

This is the characteristic of the Chinese, different from foreigners, foreigners sometimes speak very directly, but Chinese speak very reservedly, they clearly think so in their hearts, but they say something different.

Sometimes hurting someone is unintentional, but sometimes hurting someone seems like an intentional act.

I remember when I was in college, I met that person in the lecture hall of the university, and at first they took the initiative to talk to me, although they didn't say a few words, but they seemed quite kind.

I really didn't know that I would be able to see him again later, he liked me at that time, and at the beginning, I didn't know either!

That is, I only saw it once, and then I didn't plan to go to graduate school, so I didn't go to the lecture hall again. During that time, I was about to graduate and was busy looking for a job, and so was I.

Looking for a job, running around all day. I don't take classes in the classroom. But one day, my classmate said to me.

There was a boy who was the boy, and he studied in our classroom, and he came like this every time. I didn't know what he wanted to do, but then he couldn't help but ask, why didn't the girl in your class come to the classroom for self-study, I haven't seen her for a long time.

When he said this, my classmate told me that you had met Peach Blossom Love. Actually, I don't look good at all, and when my classmates told me, I was still a little excited.

I don't know what she means, but I believe it. Later, my classmates told me that they had met the boy in the lecture hall.

He always came to our classroom for evening self-study, and he asked the girl in your class why she didn't come to the classroom every time.

That's what my classmate told me, 'Does he like you?' I said, probably not, I'm so ugly.

I didn't take it seriously, maybe it was just a joke, I didn't need to care so much.

Only later did I find out that what she said was true. My classmate and I met the guy while we were eating in the cafeteria, we saw him and he saw us.

He sat at the same table as us to eat. During the meal, it was just a brief chat.

Later, after he left, my classmates told me not to fall in love with him. He also said that he was so ugly that he couldn't eat three meals a day.

At that time, we will not understand whether there is a good or a bad thing in people. That's it, I also believe in my classmate.

They didn't pay attention to him, and they didn't pay attention to him. Later, I found out that one day when I met him on the road, he told me, do you have a boyfriend?

And I told him very bluntly that I had a boyfriend. In fact, I really had a boyfriend at that time, and he got along with me very well.

In other words, I don't want to talk to that guy, who already has a boyfriend, how can I talk to him?

I can only let him give up like this. Then he asked me about my email number. It's nothing, so I'll just tell him.

Later, he wrote me a few letters, though only simple words, and never saw him again after graduation.

Looking for a job at home, looking for a job, and going to other places without looking for a job. Each has its own life, and no one has heard from each other.

Two years after graduating, I also wanted to take the graduate exam on a whim, so I went to school again and started to study for the exam.

At that time, I didn't have a job, of course, I gave it my all. It was also at this time that I met him again, and he was still the same as before.

Actually, I don't know if I'll meet him again, everyone is in the graduate school entrance examination, so when there is something to do, when there is nothing to do, you can casually chat about the sky or something.

I told him that my previous boyfriend was very attentive, that people liked men like Duan Zhengchun, and that there were many women who were loyal to others.

So then I felt so tired and broke up. When I talked about such things, the boy also said that he also liked to be such a man.

Are all men like that? They all want to have a lot of girls. But as a girl, who wants to have so many boys?

Hearing this, I myself felt very helpless, just chatting with him casually.

Because I deeply know how much pain my heart will hurt after meeting a man with a heart of flowers, and how much damage will I suffer every time?

So I didn't mean to talk to him about friends, we were just going to be in graduate school, and sometimes we could just talk for a while.

Later, for some reasons, I stopped taking the graduate school entrance examination. Started looking for work again. I chose to work in the south, this is the second time I went to the south to work, but when I was in the graduate school entrance examination, I knew the boy's QQ number, we can still get in touch, and sometimes, I can also get in touch, just chatting casually, and I haven't been in love.

I didn't even pull my hand. Later, I learned that he was admitted to graduate school, but he was not admitted, and he also found a job as a security guard.

After that, he quit his job as a security guard, and I saw that he didn't have a job, so I told him that if you wanted to come to work with us, I would let you come.

Actually, I just think that he has been graduating for a few years, and he still wants to have a job of his own and earn money to support himself.

That time he really packed his bags and came to the south. He then told me that he liked me for several years.

I hadn't wanted to be friends with him all this time, and I was embarrassed to hear him say such things.

Since you can't talk to people about friends, let him give up early. I know what he means, but I still can't do it, so forget it.

At that time, I still kept thinking that if this was the case, he still wouldn't be able to let go of me after a long time.

He and I are not from the same province, and I always hear her tell me how good they are, and I still can't do it.

I really can't be with him. So I asked him out that day. I don't even know what I said to him that night, which means a lot of things that made him sad and hurt him.

It was also after that day that he had to look for a job the next day, and when he went to the talent market, there was a time limit, and usually the interview and recruitment had already begun at eight or nine o'clock in the morning.

And he woke up at 10 o'clock in the morning and missed the opportunity for the interview. When I asked him why you didn't bother looking for a job so much, he told me that he didn't fall asleep late at night when I said last night.

I was late in the morning, and when I woke up, it was already past 10 o'clock in the morning. I had no choice but to introduce him to our factory, and at this time he worked in the same factory with me.

Sometimes it's just a short chat, but after only a month of getting along, I went home and became a teacher.

And he thought he was there, and he could always be there doing that nice job. I also told my friend over there to take care of him, and then he quit his job a year later and went back to their hometown to look for a job, maybe in his hometown, the salary is not high, but it is close to his own home, so there is some distance convenience.

That's what I thought at first, so I went back to my hometown early.