Gardenia's chest suddenly felt very stuffy, she gasped, suddenly, she thought of something, and immediately ran forward, until she saw Mu Ze, Mu Ze immediately opened the window after seeing Gardenia, Gardenia was anxious while following the high-speed rail:" Mu Ze, you must remember me, you must, you don't want to come back to Anding Village, but you must remember me, you have never forgotten me no matter where you have been, I know you have forgotten, it doesn't matter, you just need to remember everything this year and us, you must not forget me. ”

Gardenia held Mu Ze's hand tightly, Mu Ze felt her hand trembling, Gardenia still cried after all, she saw the gardenia necklace in Mu Ze's pocket, she said to Mu Ze: "Mu Ze, the gardenia necklace is given to you by me, promise me, see it in the future like seeing me, promise me, never forget me again, don't ......"

Gardenia cried and finished everything, she wanted to continue, but the car still drove away, the car ruthlessly separated the two hands, Gardenia's hand stopped in mid-air, Mu Ze didn't have time to say a word, the accurate Mu Ze's reaction to Gardenia was unexpected, and all of Gardenia's words made him too late to accept.

He pulls out the gardenia necklace in his pocket, if this necklace was given to him by Gardenia, then the girl he has been looking for is Gardenia, and his lost memories are also related to Gardenia.

Why? Why did he forget, why did his memories slip away? He remembered Lin Yushu's "Why is it you who forgot it, not Gardenia", so they knew his memory, but why didn't they mention it at all? Mu Ze didn't understand, everything made him feel puzzled, and even why Gardenia kept not forgetting her, he didn't understand either

When he arrived in Yuan'an City, Kisawa woke up from his dream, and he dreamed of the scene when he first met Gardenia.

He got out of the car, looked up and saw Ma Chao Longque, sure enough, it was still so energetic, people couldn't help but take a few more looks.

Going around and going back to the original place, Mu Ze once thought that he would never come back here no matter where he went, but he didn't expect him to come back.

But what kind of scenery will be left behind this time?

Anding Village soon returned to its original state, in fact, for the people in the village, Mu Ze's existence has little to do with them, but what they don't know is that Anding Village was saved by Mu Ze.

Lin Yushu, Lin Yuting, and Gardenia have not changed much as before, people are gone, of course, life still has to go on, but everyone knows that the scars in their hearts just don't want to mention it, although nothing has changed, there is still something missing after all.

The days passed one after another, and gradually, no one liked to talk anymore, and Lin Yushu, who had always been noisy, became silent.

Until this, Gardenia said to Lin Yushu and Lin Yuting: "Yushu, Yuting, I know that you two have always wanted to go to Yuan'an, just because I didn't go, but I don't want you to give up your dreams for me, so I feel that I am a sinner who is not worthy of being your friend, and I have been dragging you down, besides, I will not be happy if you stay, I will blame myself for the rest of my life, and I will not be able to face you." ”

Lin Yushu laughed a few times to hide it: "Gardenia, what are you doing? We didn't think about going to Yuan'an, we just joked before, really, don't look at what kind of place it is, can people like us go?"

Lin Yushu poked Lin Yuting with his elbow to signal him, and Lin Yuting reacted: "Yes, Lin Yushu is playing, don't take Gardenia seriously, can a hillbilly like Lin Yushu go to a big city?"

After Lin Yuting finished, Lin Yushu glared at him as if he was "I'll clean you up later".

Gardenia said lightly: " Do you know better than me in your hearts, Mu Ze's departure and all Rao's departure from me is very sad, but for me, I feel that I have done nothing wrong, their departure is doomed, from the beginning I can't stop it, even if I feel sad, I won't stop it, because I don't want them to stay because of me, delay themselves, I'm different from all of you, I'm destined to stick to one place, and you are destined to leave, this can't be changed, just like you now, are you happy to stay here with me? Am I happy to see you stay? No, I just blindly feel that I am useless, and if I can't keep the people around me, I will drag others down. ”

After a pause, Gardenia continued: "Yushu, Yu Ting, if you do what you want to do for my good, go where you want to go, it's okay for me to be alone, I know you are for my good, I am very grateful and happy, but I feel like a sinner when I see you so unhappy, so you go where you want to go for me and for yourself, no matter where you go, I will always remember that you are my good friends, good friends for life, and I believe that you will not leave me alone, and you will come back to see me, right？”

Lin Yushu was still not at ease, she said: "But I don't worry about you alone, Gardenia, I want to be by your side with you." ”

"Yushu, who am I alone, I still have my grandmother, I still have all the villagers of Anding Village, as well as my classmates, and so many people, besides, they are very good to me, I will not be lonely, as long as I stay in the place I like, I will never feel lonely when I have the people and scenery I like. ”

"But ......"

Lin Yuting: "Lin Yushu, just listen to Gardenia, if you do this, it will only hurt her." ”

"Yes, Yu Ting's right, listen to me, go where you want to go, as long as you miss me, come back to see me, and bring me delicious food and fun when the time comes. Gardenia smiled.

"Oh well. Lin Yushu reluctantly agreed.

Gardenia thought to herself: Yushu and Yuting are very happy to meet good friends like you, if I can, I won't let you leave next time I die, just ......

In July, Lin Yushu and Lin Yuting were about to leave after the exam, and they were going to Yuan'an for the summer vacation.

Just like when she sent Mu Ze, Gardenia sent the two away, in fact, Gardenia's most hated place is the platform, every time she will be there to see people she reluctant to leave, so she hates this place, she even wants to never go there for the rest of her life, but no matter what, she can't hide, and she still has to come.

When he arrived at the platform, Lin Yushu: "Gardenia takes good care of herself, write to me if you miss me, and write on the letter if you want me to bring it for you." ”

"Well, you too, take good care of yourself, and don't always come back here, I know that you are Rao, will you come back as soon as you have a holiday, in this case, you will be estranged from your friends over there, you don't have to worry that we can write a letter, I will follow you anyway." ”

Lin Yushu nodded: "Well, okay." ”

Lin Yuting: "Gardenia, take good care of yourself, don't always think about others, but also think about yourself." ”

"Don't worry, don't always bully Yu Shu, my brother should be like a brother. ”

Lin Yuting: "Gardenia, what you said is wrong, who bullied whom." ”

Lin Yushu waved his fist: "Lin Yuting, are you looking for a fight?"

Lin Yuting pretended to be very afraid of Lin Yushu: "Gardenia, look at you, who bullies whom." ”

Gardenia smiled, may they always be like this.

The car came over soon, and Gardenia watched the two get into the car, until the car started gently, Lin Yushu ran to the window and shouted to Gardenia: "Gardenia, I haven't forgotten our agreement, I haven't been"

Lin Yuting also poked his head out and shouted: "Gardenia, me too, I haven't forgotten our agreement, I haven't been"

Until the car drove away and could no longer hear their voices and see their faces, Gardenia's tears could not help but flow, and finally she smiled, they did not forget, and she no longer felt that she was a sinner.

It's just that the sadness in her heart still made her cry, in the same place, she watched her most important person leave, and the separation again and again was only exchanged for tears again and again.

She still believed that they would come back at any time, but it had been for an unknown amount of time, and she could afford to wait and was willing to wait, but she was afraid that they had forgotten her.

Gardenia clearly knows that she will only be alone in the rest of her life.

Later, Gardenia would look at the stars in the night sky every time, and every time she made the same wish to them, she hoped that they would be well in the distance, she would wait for the gardenia to bloom every year, and occasionally she would look forward to the arrival of meteors, but the meteors did not belong to her, so she would never see them for the rest of her life.

After returning to Yuan'an, life was much better than I imagined, my father was changing little by little, and I gained a lot of friends, from their mouths, I knew that I had changed, I became a love of words and laughter, and I could express my thoughts.

And who am I to thank for all this? I remembered her words when I parted with Gardenia, "Your presence has changed me a lot. ”

But after all, who changed whom?

Gardenia is a kind person, and she brought me something that I will never be able to pay off.

She changed my whole world, before I met her, my world was dark, there was no future, there was no hope, after meeting her, what I didn't have before slowly came back.

It's just that what I didn't have is back now, so what about Gardenia?

I know that Lin Yushu and Lin Yuting also left one after another shortly after I left, and their departure was also doomed, and it was also destined that Gardenia would face loneliness.

When will we not be confused by loneliness, but live carefree and free.

As the days passed, my life became better and better, but I always felt that there was still something missing, after leaving Anding Village, those fans I didn't want to get back, maybe I was greedy for my current life, or maybe I was afraid......

Night after night, I always dreamed of my life in Anding Village, with Su Wang and his wife, with Gardenia, and Lin Yushu and Lin Yuting, and those scenes of the brothers and sisters reappeared in my dreams

I don't know how long it took, but what appeared in my dream was that when I parted with Gardenia, she kept crying and mourning: "Don't forget me, don't forget me......"

Every time I have such a dream, I will be awakened, every time I wake up I will find tears in the corners of my eyes, and my head is covered with sweat, I don't know if I am afraid, I don't know what I am afraid of......

Three years later, I went to my junior year of college, studying finance, in order to fulfill my father's wish, I know that there are always so many things that are unavoidable, since you can't hide, don't hide, sometimes you can face it calmly and make yourself less troubled.

Although my life is not very good, it has always been very ordinary, and I have always been very harmonious with my friends, family and relatives, tepid, but I always feel that there is something missing in the middle.

And I can't remember anything about it, but a girl faintly appeared in my dream, and the gardenia necklace I always carried with me, I never understood whose it was, or who gave it to me.

When I opened the diary, I found that everything I had written down on it had been torn up, I didn't know that I had the habit of keeping a diary, when did I want to record these things?

Until one day, it was raining heavily on the way to school, so I ran into a bubble tea shop to hide from the rain, and after entering, I casually ordered a cup of milk tea and read it with a book.

I quietly read a book, and occasionally look out the window to see if the rain had stopped and there were no cherry blossoms

Ten minutes passed, and the rain did not stop, but I heard a sharp voice in the store: "It's terrible, it's raining all over"

I followed the girl's voice, and saw a girl in a white trench coat who was beating the rain on her body, and her friend helped her carry an umbrella and walked into the store.

So, I stopped looking at her and continued to read with my head down, when two girls walked behind me and sat down at a table next to me.

After returning to Yuan'an, life was much better than I imagined, my father was changing little by little, and I gained a lot of friends, from their mouths, I knew that I had changed, I became a love of words and laughter, and I could express my thoughts.

And who am I to thank for all this? I remembered her words when I parted with Gardenia, "Your presence has changed me a lot. ”

But after all, who changed whom?

Gardenia is a kind person, and she brought me something that I will never be able to pay off.

She changed my whole world, before I met her, my world was dark, there was no future, there was no hope, after meeting her, what I didn't have before slowly came back.

Only, I was