Meng Yu was embarrassed: "No, I'm poor." She was really poor in front of Chen Shen, and for the first time, she felt that the money in her pocket was really small.

Meng Yu originally thought about buying it with him, but after seeing the price of the inkstone, this idea was canceled, she really couldn't afford it!

The money of an inkstone is all the pocket money she has saved!

But Meng Yu was also thinking about what to give? If a big person like Grandpa Chen bought a bad gift, she was embarrassed to give it away, and she didn't feel worthy of Grandpa Chen, and there was another most important thing, not that there were no gifts that she couldn't look down on, but those were too expensive.

Later, she walked around the store by herself, and her eyes suddenly lit up when she saw the pen, Chen Shen bought a brush, so she bought a pen, anyway, there is no conflict, and she can still pay for the pen out of her own pocket.

In the end, she bought a black fountain pen for 1,000 yuan, and she saw that the four treasures of the study that Chen Shen had bought were a total of 200,000 yuan!

Meng Yu suddenly felt like he wanted to hug his thighs.

She thought to herself how much pocket money his parents had given him!

Tsk, rich people are different, and the pocket money they get is not the same.

After the two of them bought it, they also walked out of the mall together, Chen Shen stood in front of the car and asked, "When do you want to go to see grandpa?"

What a great opportunity, don't be in vain.

Meng Yu nodded frantically: "Okay, I'll go too!"

After that, Meng Yu followed Chen Shen and Steward Chen to visit Grandpa Chen in the car.

......

After Meng Nian left the restaurant, she walked around by herself, she walked to a bridge, stopped and leaned on the handrail and looked ahead in a daze.

She suddenly thought that she had been living for a person for so many years in a trance, thinking and thinking about a person.

Since when, exactly?

From the first time they met.

He saved her, and as soon as he saved her, he seemed to be trapped, and she never left.

But she knew that it was worth it, but every time she was frightened, every time she was in a state of fear, she was afraid that Meng Yu would make a mistake, she was afraid that Meng Yu would remember something, she was afraid that her other personality would wake up, and then the tragedy would repeat itself.

Because of this, what thoughts would she have on anyone else? not even herself, and she didn't trust anyone but her, not even her parents.

She didn't believe it long ago.

It's early, it's early......

Meng Nian stood alone on the bridge in a daze, thinking about things, how beautiful the scenery in front of her was, she didn't have the heart to see it at all, she just blindly thought about a lot of past events, and she didn't even notice that there was a person next to her approaching her.

When Jiang Zi passed by, she saw Meng Nian standing on the bridge and looking at the scenery from a distance, but she really didn't know when Meng Nian was so leisurely and elegant?

When she got closer, she realized that she wasn't looking at the scenery at all, but thinking about things.

It just looks worried.

Jiang Zi stopped beside her, looked ahead, and teased her: "When did Sister Meng still have such leisure and elegance to see the scenery? ”

Hearing the voice, Meng Nian came back to her senses, she looked at the person next to her and realized that it was Jiang Zi, and then returned to her usual normal, she smiled: "But when did Doctor Jiang become so idle?"

Jiang Zi: "It's okay, I just came back from the welfare home and saw a person standing on the bridge looking at the scenery, and I thought it was okay and wanted to come over to talk to her." ”

After that, Meng Nian just smiled.

The two looked at the front for a long time and didn't speak, until a gust of wind blew and blew two hairs, and Meng Nian asked, "I haven't been able to figure it out, you ...... What was the reason for thinking of helping Meng Yu? ”

Jiang Zi smiled: "Why don't you help you? In fact, if it wasn't for you and me at the beginning of the things behind Meng Yu, I'm afraid that according to the usual treatment of our psychiatrist, it will only restore her other personality and make Meng Yu disappear." ”

Meng Nian smiled: "Just because Meng Yu is a very special example of these patients? Because Meng Yu's personality has existed for a long time, and her personality is extraordinarily special?"

Jiang Zi thought for a while: "Indeed, in a blink of an eye, it has been more than half a year since Meng Yu appeared. ”

Jiang Zi: "If you still want to insist on asking why I still say that she is a patient and I am a doctor." ”

Meng Yu still smiled: "Should I believe you? or not? Or are you really idle or do you want to be a psychiatrist, want to listen to and understand a lot of unbearable things about others." ”

Jiang Zi and Meng Nian know that there must be some unknown or unsightly things behind every person with mental illness, in fact, not only these people, most people living in this world are, and there are very few people in this world who can live frankly and freely.

Even if it is a glamorous person, there will definitely be an unsightly past behind it, but what kind of past is unknown.

Jiang Zi asked, "What about you, do you have anything unbearable?"

Meng Yu was taken aback and then said: "What unbearable past can I have?

Jiang Zi: "To be honest, I am very moved, you are obviously not Meng Yu's relative, let alone just a stranger, but you can do such a job for her." ”

Meng Nian smiled: "What are these? As long as she can live well, let me die, I am willing!"

Jiang Zi asked, "Aren't you afraid, what will happen if Meng Yu knows the truth?"

Meng Nian shook his head: "I'm not afraid, as long as she can live well, I'm not afraid of anything." ”

Jiang Zi sighed: "You still don't understand why you are so persistent, what is it that makes you so persistent?"

"Besides, I think you must have been through something, otherwise you wouldn't be so distrustful. ”

Meng Nian: "I really don't trust anyone, even my parents, I only message Meng Yu and her, and I only believe them." ”

Jiang Zi frowned: "Meng Nian, I think you also need treatment." ”

Meng Nian looked at her and smiled: "Are you really idle? Let me tell you that in fact, everyone has psychological problems to a greater or lesser extent, but they don't necessarily cause mental illness, but do you know how these people solve them? Why don't they seek help from doctors? Why do they refuse to receive treatment? Have you thought about these? Maybe you have thought about it, but you can't find the answer, because you haven't experienced it yourself." ”

"Have you ever tasted despair? Have you ever tasted a lot of things that you don't want to face but have to face with gritted teeth? Yes, there are some things that can help you for a while, but you can't help for a lifetime, and even if we treat you, you will definitely be able to cure us? Do you understand? Do you understand what we have experienced?"

"Meng Yu's matter is the same, although you are trying to find a way to treat her, but you still don't know how to start in many aspects, right? I'm right, right? Because you don't understand because you can't understand, so there is no way to heal. ”

"I don't blame you, there are very few people in this world who can really understand a forgiving person. ”

"People who have experienced despair, the reason why she chooses not to trust others, why she chooses to rely on herself, do you understand why? Such a person did not believe before, nor did he not think about not relying on others, but he felt disappointed in those people, so he chose not to believe in anyone but to believe in himself. ”

Hearing this, Jiang Zi was stunned for a few seconds, Chen Shen and Mu Ye's non-acceptance of treatment, she finally understood, and finally found the answer.

It's just that at the same time, she also found that it seems that Meng Nian is the same person as them, but her symptoms are much better than theirs.

Jiang Zi was a little disappointed: "I'm sorry, it's me who is not good enough......"

So she couldn't heal Meng Yu well, so she couldn't persuade Mu Ye and Chen Shen to receive treatment, knowing that they were both serious, but she was still helpless, and there was no way.

After that, she said firmly: "Don't worry, I will definitely do my best to find a way to cure Meng Yu, and I will not let the tragedy happen." ”

Meng Nian smiled: "Should you be a good person, or are you idle?"

Later, she added: "But there are not many people like you anymore, and I haven't completely pinned a lot of hope on you anyway." ”

"But I still believe your words. ”

It has been half a year since Meng Yu appeared, and she didn't see what Jiang Zi had behaved in the past six months, and she had no reason not to believe it.

She also reluctantly believes that there are actually good people in this world.

And as long as it can help Meng Yu and make her believe in someone or something, why is it difficult?

Jiang Zi smiled: "Thank you, and in fact, I also know that you believed me at the beginning, otherwise you wouldn't have agreed to treat Meng Yu until now." ”

Meng Nian: "Whatever you want to understand." ”

Jiang Zi: "Follow me and you, I want to know why you are so obsessed with Meng Yu." ”

Meng Nian smiled: "You won't understand." ”

Jiang Zi: "It's better than not knowing." ”

Meng Nian asked, "Have you ever tasted despair? Have you ever tasted a glimmer of hope that you encountered in times of despair? And that glimmer of hope has become all the motivation for you to survive." ”

Meng Nian slowly narrated the matter, and now she had no reason not to believe Jiang Zi.

And there are too few people who can help Meng Yu like her, if ...... If one of her is gone, at least there is someone who can take care of Meng Yu for her......

Meng Nian smiled self-deprecatingly: "I used to treat Meng Yu when she was thirteen years old, her parents often divorced, and she always blamed herself for always finding reasons in herself, but in fact, that person was me and not her." ”

Meng Nianshi was the pearl of the Meng family until she was thirteen years old, and her parents held her in the palm of their hands and loved her.

But when she was thirteen, everything changed.

The father began to have an unclear relationship with other women outside, and the mother went from the initial reproach to the later divorce.

The Meng family, which was originally very lively at the beginning, didn't go home much when Meng's father arrived, and so did Meng's mother, and the Meng family became empty at that time. At that time, Meng Nian looked forward to seeing her parents every time she came home from school, because she believed that they would get back together, but they still didn't come back after looking forward to it, and they heard the news of their divorce, and her father was going to marry another woman.

Her sun has fallen, and she is no longer a princess in the palm of her parents' hands, nor is she a pearl in her palm.

Maybe she always felt that she had gotten too much and finally took away everything she had got, or maybe she felt that it was time for her to grow up, and it was time for her to bear a lot by herself.

But all she had to bear was pain.

Later, the relationship between Meng's father and Meng's mother became worse and worse, and she didn't even see Meng's mother for a long time, but often saw a strange woman coming and going freely at home.

She still remembers that the strange woman asked her to call her mother, but she didn't call, and when her father was there, her father would scold her a few words, she was not sensible, but when she was not there, the strange woman seemed to be a different person, she only knew how to beat her, only knew how to scold her, and forced her not to tell her parents.

Several times her body was covered with scars hidden under her clothes, but her mother was gone, and she was only cared for by the servants and this strange woman, who knew that her father was too busy to take care of it, and the strange woman forced her not to tell her father.

She didn't dare to tell her father, every time she was beaten, she just screamed at her parents, and for countless nights she kept thinking about where her mother had gone, why didn't she want her? Did she do something wrong? Did her mother dislike her?

She had never suffered from these pains before, but after being beaten for a long time, she didn't feel the pain anymore, and she no longer cried and screamed for her parents, but just accepted it numbly.

It's not that she doesn't want to resist, but every time she always passively thinks that they are adults and shouldn't fight back, and she always thinks that her parents are leaving, and the reason why her parents abandoned her is because she is very disobedient.

But she became very obedient later, obediently called the strange woman's mother, and obediently helped her do a lot of things, but she didn't understand why her parents still didn't come back, why they still didn't go back to the days before, why she was so obedient but the strange woman still beat her, she never understood.

It wasn't until later that Dad and a strange woman went on a business trip, and Dad sent her back to Grandma's house.

Grandma was very kind to her, always bought her a lot of good food, and told her a lot of stories that she liked to hear.

Once, she was hanging out with other friends in the town, and they left her in another town, and she couldn't find her way home, so she had to walk around.

But then some people about his age came and tied her up and took her away, and she noticed that they were all boys, and they looked like they were looking at the food.