pain
But then some people about his age came and tied her up and took her away, and she noticed that they were all boys, and they looked at her with eyes like food, and she didn't understand.
They were still pointing fingers at her, they seemed to have something, and they didn't seem to have anything, she only felt that she had been slapped a few times, kicked a lot, and spitted on, but she didn't feel the slightest pain, she didn't feel anything.
But she didn't feel the slightest pain in her heart, and she couldn't feel it in her body, and she didn't know why she was still crying.
She only knew that these people were the same as the strange woman, beating her and scolding her the same, but she still didn't refute, she just didn't know why they were doing this.
I couldn't feel any pain, but tears still flowed.
She only felt tears streaming down her face, then she felt someone tear her clothes, and then she saw a boy rush into the crowd and grab her bullies and kick them so hard that they were quickly knocked to the ground.
Then the boy untied her and took her to a slightly cleaner place, where he wiped her face and patted her clothes.
He asked, "Where are you from? Not from here?"
Meng Nian: "I'm from the town next to me, and I'm lost." ”
He continued to ask: "They beat you, why didn't you fight back?"
Meng Nian: "They beat me because I was at fault, and so did the strange woman at home, so my parents didn't come back, but ...... I don't understand why I can't feel the pain anymore, but the tears still come out."
Later, she only heard the boy keep laughing, and after laughing, he said, "Who is at fault? Who is at fault in this world?
"It's the first time I've seen someone who has been beaten by someone and thinks he's at fault, it's funny!"
"Why? Mom and Dad don't come back, they are abandoned, and they put all the fault on themselves? Why is it our fault, why should we bear all these pains, I ask you, why? Why do you think it's your fault that they don't come back?"
"If you continue like this, you won't know what's going on if you're killed, hahahaha. Listen, you're not wrong, we're not wrong, it's those who are wrong who have abandoned us, those who have abandoned us. ”
"What we want to do is to live well without them, and we have to go on alone! Those who hurt you should let them taste a thousand times the pain, and they should be made to live worse than death, instead of us passively accepting the trampling and slaughter!"
"If you want to become stronger, if you want to protect yourself, rely on yourself, discard what you can't get and can't get, you have to make yourself understand that it's not they who have abandoned you, but you have abandoned them!"
I don't know why Meng Nian suddenly stopped crying at that moment, and suddenly he no longer felt that it was his fault.
Yes, she prayed, she prayed, but they just won't come back, even if they will come back, but she can't go back to the same her once were, the broken mirror, if it's broken, it's broken, and it can't be repaired.
Her heart is the same, she can't make it up if she wants to.
Broken is broken.
Finally, the boy sent her back to the town where her grandmother's house was, and he said, "Go back, don't come here next time, this is not the place you should be." ”
Meng Nian saw a wooden board next to him with the words "Xuanzhen" written on it.
Actually, she also wants it to be where you should be.
She asked, "Why don't you get out of there?"
It's all filthy stuff out there!
The boy smiled: "I'm not like you, I belong there, and I can only be there." ”
Him: "You know what? I won't blindly think it's my fault, and I won't let others bully me, because I will retaliate, and I will make those who hurt me worse than death, this is the biggest difference between me and you, and I won't blindly wait for those illusory things, since I can't have them, then give them away." ”
"Actually, I'm the same as the people there......"
"You go back, if you want to not be bullied by others, you have to become stronger......"
Then she saw the boy turn away without looking back.
She actually really wanted him to be different from those people, completely different!
Because he saved her, because he sent her home, because only he wouldn't bully her, he wouldn't beat her.
But when she tried to catch up, the boy was already far away, and she could not see him anymore, and the grandmother came to find her, and took her back.
Later, she heard that the people in Grandma Xuan Town were all devils, and they did a lot of evil things when they had nothing to do, robbing other things, stealing other things, and even raping and the like
But only she knew that she had met a very kind person, she saved her, and she also saved her soul, and it was a lifetime from then on.
After that, her whole person changed.
Before she left her grandmother to go to the deep sea, she found the other children who had abandoned her in Xuan Town, and she also threw them into it, and she also let them taste the pain she suffered!
It's just that she never saw the boy again, but his appearance has always been engraved in her mind, the boy has the same short hair as the boy, but he is very thin, but he is very tall, in retrospect she found that the boy is actually not as tall as her, and he also has very sharp eyes.
She also forgot to ask the boy's name, but she heard others call him "Sister Xin", and she didn't understand why they called him Sister when he was obviously a boy.
She thought they would see each other again, and she would come back to him again, but he would have to wait for her before then.
In her opinion, he didn't belong there, he shouldn't be there, so she would definitely take him away in the future, away from there, away from that dirty world.
After returning to the deep sea, the strange woman came back and beat her again, only this time she was no longer obedient, no longer called her mother, and no longer listened to her.
She would fight back when she hit her, once she whipped her, once she kicked her, once she slapped her, once she drowned her head, once she let the dog bite her, etc., she returned it one by one, and forced her not to let her tell her father, and she was obedient and obedient.
In the end, she locked her in the room and let a mad dog bite her, and the mad dog tossed in it all night, and when Dad came back, he couldn't see the woman, but Meng Nian prevaricated with other reasons.
Second, she ordered the woman to be thrown into the forest, and the woman pointed at her and scolded: "How dare you do this to me! You are crazy!
Meng Nian looked at her: "Yes, I'm just crazy, how about it?
"How's it going? Is it painful? Is it painful? Isn't it desperate?"
She suddenly grabbed the girl by the hair and yelled at her: "Do you know what it is like for a person to go from being very painful at the beginning to not feeling the slightest pain later? Why do you think you can trample on everyone? Do you think you can be my mother?"
The woman shouted: "Nian, I was wrong, I was wrong, I was really wrong, can you let me go? I won't be your mother anymore, I won't do it, I can still let your mother come back, how about it?" Nian, you let me go, okay?"
Meng Nian laughed: "It sounds very good, but you trampled on my dignity, do you think you will be done with a word?"
"Do you think I'm still begging my mom to come back? Do you think I'm really my fault? Do you think I'm still the same person I used to be? Isn't it unthinkable, um? I can't imagine that I'll be like this!"
Meng Nian looked around: "It seems to be very good here, but there is a long distance from the deep sea, can you walk back?" But you must walk back, otherwise there will be some fierce beasts or something like that in the middle of the night, it will not be easy to do." ”
Meng Nian left, leaving the woman shouting all the time.
After that, her father sent a lot of people to look for her but couldn't find it, and he couldn't imagine that Meng Nian would do all this, just as he couldn't imagine that the woman had abused Meng Nian.
In his father's eyes, he had always thought she was a good child, but not a long time ago.
Long ago, she was not the pearl of the Meng family, nor was she their beloved princess.
She no longer wants any broken mirror reunion, no longer any happiness to come back, she just hopes that she can become stronger, and then she must go to that boy and save him from there!
It's just that a few years later, she didn't expect her mother to come back and get back together with her father, but she didn't feel anything about them anymore.
Where were you when I needed you most?
Broken hearts can't be mended.
All she wants is her father's company, and she has long since given up what her mother loves and what her father loves, and she doesn't know what these are, and she is a stranger to her.
She had always listened to her father, and she had been working hard to keep his father's possessions hers, so that she could save the boy and go to him.
Later, she found out that the boy was not actually a boy, he was a girl, his name was Li Xin, he was the boss of the gangsters in the town, and others called her "Sister Xin", and she also found out that her parents had died many years ago, her mother committed suicide, and her father was beaten to death by the people in the town.
She was thirteen years old when she was rescued, but she was only eight years old!
How can an eight-year-old kid do that! How can he become the boss! How can he ......
She only felt a pang of distress.
But even though she knew that the boy was actually a girl, she still wanted to save her, and she still wanted to save her, because she always felt that she didn't belong there, that she was different from them!
And this is also the only motivation for her to survive after the age of thirteen.
It is also the salvation of her soul, without whom she has nothing.
Or if it wasn't because of her, she might have died at that time, let alone her.
So she is the only one in this world who feels that she has to work so hard, her life is no longer important, it has long been hers, if there is one who wants to give up her life, she will not hesitate to give it away.
Later, Meng Nian has been working hard, and went to work in her father's company without studying in college, and after spending a few years, she finally got her father's approval, and she finally mastered the company.
It's just that she didn't get all the power when she first took control of the company, and she couldn't go to the girl yet, but unfortunately after Meng's father and Meng's mother figured it out, they also decided to let go of the company to her, and the two also decided to travel to the bad ball.
And unfortunately, that year, Xuanzhen became more and more chaotic, and the police finally went inside to arrest some people, and when Meng Nian got the power, he couldn't find the girl anymore, and the others fled in a hurry.
Later, when she finally found the girl, she was in the deep sea, but she didn't remember her anymore and didn't want to go with her.
Later, the girl saw Chen Shen, and then Meng Yu appeared......
When Jiang Zi finished listening, his whole breathing was a little difficult.
Meng Nian: "I can't imagine that I have such an experience, what reason do you and I have to trust others? Why don't you and I be completely good to Meng Yu?"
"When you are in the darkness and there is a man who appears in your world like an envoy, why should you and I not help her, and who will help her if I don't?
Jiang Zi was stunned for a moment, and then adjusted her breathing, she said: "Don't worry, with me, I will help her, because I am a doctor, I will definitely find a way to help Meng Yu......"
Jiang Zi thought that it was not only her, but also other people, and she must also try her best to help them
Meng Nian suddenly looked ahead, and she said, "I believe you, you are the second person I believe in besides Meng Yu." ”
But Jiang Zi thought that it was because she helped Meng Yu, so Meng Nian would believe it.
After a pause, Meng Nian said: "It's just that I can't ask you for one thing." ”
Jiang Zi asked, "What's the matter?" ”
Meng Nian: "If, I am if, if I am not there, I hope you can take good care of Meng Yu instead of me, not only her, but also Li Xin, I hope she will live well forever, this is my only wish now and in the future." ”
Jiang Zi: "Why are you not here? You are her sister, if you are not there, Meng Yu's world will collapse, and your wishes must be realized by yourself, and Meng Yu will definitely not want you to be absent." ”
Meng Nian looked ahead and smiled: "Yes, as long as Meng Yu is still like this, as long as she is still alive and well,