Chapter Twenty-Nine: Ignorance

"Is that your view of love?"

The dim street lamp stretched their figures long, and Shao Jinnian stood under the street lamp and looked at Xia He seriously.

"Sort of. Xia He replied casually, she actually didn't know what kind of definition she had for love!

She just thinks that in love, if the man doesn't take the initiative, it can only mean that the other party doesn't like you so much.

After the age of hearing about love, who will believe in verbal liking?

Don't say that the other party just can't express it, he's actually silently liking nonsense and something like that.

Girls after the age of twenty-four or five don't believe this.

If he doesn't say he likes you, it only means that your appearance is not attractive enough to him.

If he just verbally says he likes you, and then flirts with you for a while and then disappears silently, it only means that you are just one of his many fishing nets.

Yao Ji has always said that this concept is very dangerous.

But that's what she really thinks, and she doesn't know if it's dangerous or not.

She just didn't believe in love, she thought.

So what kind of concept of love, she doesn't even know what love is.

Obviously, he has never experienced personnel and has no ups and downs in life, how can his mood be so sad?

I guess I've seen a lot.

She laughed self-deprecatingly, and suddenly felt a warmth on her body, and a pair of strong arms gently wrapped around her from behind.

"What are you doing! Shao Jinnian!" Xia He was taken aback, and subconsciously pushed his hand.

"Don't move. His voice was low, muffled from above her head, unable to hear emotion, and he rested his chin on her head, the warm breath making her scalp tingle.

Xia He didn't dare to move, he didn't understand what the situation was.

"Shao Jinnian, what are you crazy about? There are so many people!" she didn't dare to move, and there was nervousness and crampedness in her voice.

"I just want to hug you all of a sudden. He said.

He didn't think about it that much, it wasn't the first time he had seen that invisible sadness on her face, he didn't know her story, he appeared in her life, he came to listen to her story.

But if she never spoke, he couldn't ask.

But at this moment, he didn't want to see that expression, he wanted to hug her.

Innocence and happiness are so vivid on her face, and sadness is so deep, she shouldn't be carried.

Xia He slowly relaxed, she did not reject his hug.

It was the second time she felt his heartbeat so closely.

Bang-Bang-Bang-

Strong and powerful, she clearly felt the freshness of life.

The degree of her rejection of the opposite sex, when she came to him, really seemed to have immunity.

She felt the heat of his skin, burning hers, but she didn't reject it.

On this hot summer night, she suddenly felt that her cold fingers, touching his arm, also had a little warmth.

"Shao Jinnian......" Xia He said softly, unnaturally: "You won't ...... Do you want to do a fake show on me?"

“...... I think, do you agree?" he asked.

"Uh......" Xia He instantly felt that he had lifted a stone and hit his own foot, and he actually asked such a stupid question.

"I'm serious. Shao Jinnian added: "But if you don't feel anything about me, just don't say it." ”

He let go of the hand that was wrapping around her, and when he saw her staring at the ground with a bewildered expression, he couldn't help but laugh and rub her hair.

"Fool!

"What?" she looked up, not understanding his words.

"I like you, don't take it seriously. He rubbed her hair and said sincerely: "If I liked you, I would definitely not confess to you in such a straightforward and not romantic way." ”

“......”

"Look at your appearance, you won't really be infatuated with your brother!" Shao Jinnian deliberately smiled heartily, looking at her tangled appearance, he knew that he had embarrassed her.

"Who's going to be obsessed with you!" she muttered.

She admitted that she had just suddenly had a feeling of rapid heartbeat, and before she could sort out the strangeness in her heart, she was poured a basin of water from head to toe by him, and her whole heart was plucked from the cold.

The night breeze blew, the rare coolness, and the night in Licheng began again.

Xia He looked at the gradually more pedestrians on both sides of the road, and waved his hand at Shao Jinnian to say goodbye: "Go back to work quickly!" That little girl shouldn't bother you in the short term, but Yang Zhizhi will definitely come to bother you. ”

After saying that, he smiled indifferently, turned around and crossed the road in a chic manner.

Shao Jinnian watched her reach the opposite side, turned around and waved his hand again, and then turned around and entered the alley.

He watched all the way until she disappeared from his sight, then he withdrew his gaze and turned back to continue working overtime.

Yao's residence is very close to the hospital, a road away.

Xia He went upstairs and thought of Jiang Ruiqi just now, her smile was the same as Ni Ke back then, sweet and intoxicating.

The difference is that she is really simple, but Ni Ke is not.

Jiang Ruiqi believed her words and promised that she would not go to Shao Jinnian at will in the future, saying that she would go to school hard, make herself more and more excellent, and see Shao Jinnian in a reserved future future.

Judging from her experience in the novel circle for so many years, Yang Zhizhi definitely took advantage of Jiang Ruiqi's silly white sweetness and wanted to give her a dismount.

After all, in front of a superior girl like Jiang Ruiqi, a country girl like her, who has no strengths and is useless, should be self-ashamed.

It's just that she overestimated Jiang Ruiqi's combat effectiveness and underestimated her Xia He's psychological endurance.

She was never shy about the superiority that money could bring.

It's just that most people nowadays think that a good birth wins a life of hard work.

This sentence doesn't sound like a word, but it's also very realistic.

Someone who has worked hard all their lives may not be able to afford a mansion.

And some people live in mansions as soon as they are born.

In Xia He's memory, he also lived in a mansion when he was a child.

At that time, my father's jade business was doing smoothly, but because my parents didn't know a few words, I heard that they were deceived and went bankrupt all of a sudden.

The bungalow that had just moved in was also mortgaged, and his father was dull for a long time, and later took his mother and her back to Licheng, and kept warning Xia He: People's hearts are unpredictable, and you must keep an eye on everything.

In fact, whether she has money or not, she doesn't care from childhood to adulthood.

As long as the relatives are alive and have a confidant, this is better than all the wealth in the world.

Today's life makes her very satisfied.

When she got home, Yao Xi left a note, saying that she had gone out for a ride with Jiang Beichuan.

She held her legs against her chin on the sofa for a while, and suddenly felt a little lonely.

A person's life, in fact, is not good to say, and it is good to say that it is not good.

If there is someone like Yao Ji, who is gentle and considerate to himself, it is actually very good.

At least, for now.

It was so much better than her facing an empty room alone.

It was getting dark, and the room was silent.

I've long been accustomed to loneliness, so why are you afraid of loneliness?

However, she just felt that she was afraid.

She pulled out her phone and swiped it open, but there was no message.

Lock screen again.

After a long time, I heard the phone vibrate, and I couldn't wait to open it again, just a few prompts from the web push.

Fu closed the phone again.

After a few rounds of back and forth, there was no message on the WeChat page except for the prompt of the work group.

She began to scroll through the circle of friends, and clicked on the interesting jokes when she saw them, but she didn't like them.

Some people, in fact, are not even like friends, so speaking of which, her circle is pitifully small.

In addition to the work relationship, there are a few people who have not been in touch for a long time.

There doesn't seem to be much to see in the circle of friends.

Just as he was about to quit, he saw a familiar avatar updating the circle of friends.

It's Shao Jinnian.

Xia He couldn't wait to click on it, and he didn't even realize his hand speed.

"Thanks to the meeting, the time is beautiful with you. His text is very literate, with the picture of the back of a girl in an off-white dress walking with her head down.

I can't see her face clearly, the thin figure is against the light, the sky in the distance is bright and dazzling, the photo focuses on her back, a long black hair is curled at will, natural and bright, and it looks like the back, beautiful and beautiful.

It's who she is today.

"When did you secretly take pictures?" she couldn't help but comment.

After thinking about it, it wasn't quite appropriate, so I deleted the comment again and liked it.

But her heart bloomed inexplicably, as if a deer was bumping into it, sweeping away the haze she had just haze.

She remembered that not long ago, he suddenly hugged her and said, "I want to hug you", and he also said, "If I liked you, I wouldn't confess to you in such a straightforward and unromantic way"......

She suddenly covered her face and patted herself, silly Xia He, you must have been single for a long time, so you are so careless.

Stop!

After a long time, she couldn't help but click on her phone, but there was still no movement.

clicked on his circle of friends, Yao Xi and Jiang Beichuan both commented separately, and he replied one by one.

This shows that he is not busy.

......

A strange feeling that I can't explain deep down.

He wasn't busy, but he didn't take the initiative to contact her.

What is that sudden hug?

What is that inexplicably ambiguous and abnormal sentence?

She didn't know what she was expecting.

Finally, self-deprecation came out loud, Xia He, why haven't you grown at all, and you are still so humble about your feelings?

I had already sworn by that year.

In the future, if you meet a boy who makes your heart move, you must be brave enough to fight for it!

She grabbed her phone and began to edit the information.

If you still can't open your mouth, you can't open your legs!

Stuck in the middle of nowhere.

So who is to blame?

But......

She stopped, looked at the open dialog box and the half-typed text: When did you do it......?

After thinking about it and hesitating for a moment, he chose to delete them one by one, exit and his dialog box, and threw the phone aside.

Lying down on the sofa, he mocked: Shao Jinnian, I don't know anything about you, why should I, Xia He, be special to you?

Just because you teased me inexplicably?

I can't even control my own heart?

Xia He, when did your likes become so cheap!

Suddenly bored in her heart, she simply got up and turned on the light in the room, opened the notebook and hung up the QQ that she hadn't logged in for a long time.