It's been a long time since I've contacted the 'blue mouse', she clicked on the dialog box, and the other party's mobile phone was online.

"What should it look like to like it?" she asked him.

In fact, I didn't expect him to reply to her quickly, but he was just a person who suddenly wanted to talk.

I feel depressed, and I will be fine after talking.

Yao Ji told her that any emotion needs an outlet to vent, otherwise if you hold it for too long, you will hold back internal injuries.

What is like?

In fact, she asked herself this question a long, long time ago.

But to no avail.

I can't remember in which book I saw the definition of liking, but it roughly says:

I like it not because I am lonely and want to find someone to accompany me;

I like it, it's not because the people around me are in love, so I can't be left behind;

I like it not because people are not frivolous and rebellious.

I like it because you only see this person in your eyes, you only think about this person in your mind, and you can only tolerate this person in your heart.

Every morning when you wake up, what you want to see most is him, every night when you go to bed late, what you miss is him, every joy you want to share with him, and every time you fall, you expect him to help you.

In other words, you have to be this person, and everyone else can only be a general, and you must not owe this beautiful relationship because of the future.

This is the whole adolescence, Xia He deeply likes it.

At that time, her eyes when she looked at An Yang were probably obsessive and uneasy.

In her eyes, heart, and mind, it was all her, a person secretly humbled and secretly in love, and sadness gradually overflowed the entire heart.

It's just because her prematurely budding girl's heart has no home since then.

In the 21st century, it is not surprising that in the post-90s, couples in pairs can be seen everywhere on junior high school campuses.

In such an atmosphere, it is not surprising that no matter how introverted a girl is, there will be such a heart-warming prince.

At that time, Xia He and Yao Ji liked to listen to Mayday's "Contentment", they didn't chase stars, but they were obsessed with this song.

I don't know what day it started, Xia He began to like to be alone in a daze, distracted in class, and her grades declined, Yao Xi asked her worriedly what was wrong, and then supervised her to listen carefully.

But Xia He never dared to tell him.

She likes to stare out the window at the playground, because there is a boy named Anyang, he has a good back, tall and slender, in the whole campus, he is famous for his height, yes, but a 16 or 17-year-old boy already has a height of 1.86 meters, which is enough to make him proud, isn't it?

What's more, his appearance is also notoriously sunny and handsome, and the gossip girls in the class can always find all kinds of information about him, and then show off the discussion in the class, with a look of adoration and fascination.

Everyone has a beautiful heart.

What's more, who is not so tempted by such a handsome boy?

An Yang is a student who is about to graduate from junior high school, but he is not a little nervous as a graduate, and he is still sweating on the court, causing countless girls to scream.

Xia He would always pull Yao Xi to find a corner, watch quietly, applaud silently, and secretly rejoice.

It wasn't until later that she felt that she was not satisfied with such a distant view, she wanted to remember his face more clearly, she didn't want to still have a tall and slender back in her dreams, and she didn't want to be so humble even if she liked it.

So she began to pull Yao Xi to deliberately detour, and deliberately passed by the teaching building of the graduating class after school.

At that time, Chengdong Middle School was a teaching building for each grade, and there was a distance of hundreds of meters between the third and first grades of junior high school.

Diagonally opposite the first teaching building is the classroom of the third graduating class of junior high school, Xia He sat by the window, just through the window to clearly find the classroom of their class in Anyang, she could see him standing on the balcony after class flirting with a petite and lovely girl.

Every now and then, her heart was so bitter that she could shed tears.

So she silently put away the love letter she had written for a long time without signing, folded it neatly in a pink envelope, and stuffed it into the deepest part of the empty table.

But she couldn't help but take a detour to see him up close, the boy who amazed her at first sight.

Even if he is a problem student in the eyes of all teachers.

"Why do we have to take a detour to come here?Xia He, what's wrong with you lately?...... your midterm exams" Yao Xi asked Xia He more than once, and she looked at her worriedly.

"It's nothing, it's just that the shade of the trees here can shade the sun, hehe, hehe......" Xia He laughed to hide his weakness.

But his eyes couldn't help but search the crowd, disappointed over and over again......

When he finally saw it, he bowed his head and said something to a boy who was shorter than him, his smile was clean and pure, and he was so handsome that he seemed to be a teenager who had come out of a comic, and he was so thrillingly beautiful.

The corners of her mouth couldn't help but smile, and her heart was pounding, that is, the boy she secretly liked belonged to her secret.

The sun was dazzling, Xia He suddenly stood still in the flow of people, watching him approach through countless strange heads, passing by her, her eyes kept following his pace.

He stared blankly until he approached, his eyes swept over her carelessly, did not stop, and then disappeared before her eyes.

Xia He was instantly melancholy, and his heart hurt tightly. The hot feeling on his face spread all the way to the root of his ears, and the feeling of nervousness and excitement was still there.

"What's wrong, why did you stop suddenly?" Yao asked her in confusion, but didn't notice anything unusual about her.

Xia He realized that he didn't know when he let go of Yao Xi's hand, and they were scattered by the flow of people, although they were only a few steps apart.

"Oh, it's fine, it's just a little crowded. Xia He was perfunctory.

Just because her eyes met him for a moment, her cheeks turned red, and she began to feel uneasy in her heart, for fear of being seen by others.

"Then why are you standing there in a daze? It can't be that you like someone, right?" Yao Xi laughed, Xia He seemed to have been stepped on by someone's tail, and he was instantly cramped and uncomfortable, but he didn't dare to complain.

She was really afraid, afraid of the eyes of others, afraid of the ridicule of the beautiful, rich but proud girls in the class.

Also, she is just a dog's tail flower that blooms in the countryside, how dare a toad want to eat swan meat? She felt inferior for the first time, and the only time, because of her origin.

Yao Ji doesn't ask, she always understands her.

Later, in the long and fast time, she still looked out the window, no matter in class or after, she remembered the time when Anyang appeared in the playground.

He has a PE class every Tuesday and Friday afternoon.

That's when she could see him on the court.

Every Wednesday at 6 p.m., you can also see him on the court in front of the teaching building for freshmen, and when he hears the sunny laughter, Xia He will stand on the balcony on the third floor and watch him dribble and shoot the basketball, and his movements are clean and neat.

In the past, she wished that the day could be longer, so that he could graduate later.

But time is fair for everyone.

It doesn't give an extra minute just because someone is diligent and hardworking, and it doesn't give a second less because someone is lazy and wasteful.

After graduating from Anyang as scheduled, Xia He felt that she was not interested in any of the opposite sex, she took her mind back, and was busy every day, constantly endorsing and brushing questions, and her grades were soon among the best.

Later, when I occasionally read idle books, I would still unconsciously set the male protagonist as if he was him.

"What the heart moves, it is liked. "The 'Blue Mouse' replied.

Xia He retracted his thoughts and clicked on the dialog box to see his reply.

Ten years have passed, except for Anyang back then, she once again felt the feeling of her heart beating faster and the deer crashing into each other.

Is that what you like?

"In the adult world, there are not so many hearts. She replied, "Do you still have a heartbeat now?"

"Yes. "This time, the 'Blue Mouse' replied very quickly.

"When?" she suddenly wondered what other people's hearts looked like.

"Today. He replied, "A special girl." ”

"Congratulations. She played fast: "Once again, I found the signal of my heartbeat." ”

'Blue Mouse': Thank you, sooner or later, you will meet it too.

'Big Face Cat': I hope so.

She thought for a moment and replied: I also encountered an incident today, but I don't know, whether it is a liking or not.

So I asked myself if one day, that young boy who made me throb was also standing in front of me, would I still have the same heart as I did back then.

'Blue Mouse': How did you think about the results?

She replied: No result.

'Blue Mouse': If nothing happens, it will be delivered to the future. You just have to grasp the moment, enjoy the person who makes you feel like your heart again, get along with him every minute and every second, and don't let the future leave regrets again.

'Big Face Cat': But I'm not sure.

'Blue Mouse': Then let time tell. I'm busy here, next time we'll talk.

'Big Face Cat': Next time.

Xia He turned off QQ, and he felt tired, so he lay on the bed after washing up, tired for a day, and should fall asleep.

Maybe it's because Yao Ji hasn't come back yet, right?

She got up again and called Yao.

"Hey, Auntie, are you coming back tonight? ”

"Sleep, I probably won't go back. Yao Xi on the other end of the phone said softly: "Beichuan and I came back to see my mother." ”

"Is Auntie okay?" Xia He heard that there was indeed laughter on her end.

"It's good, I've been asking why I didn't see you here. Yao Ji's voice was very pleasant: "She said she missed you." ”

"I'll go see Auntie another day, then you can rest early." ”

"It's important that you get busy with work first. Yao Ji knew that she had a good temperament, and when the time came, she asked her to break the bank, so she persuaded: "I asked Dr. Shao, you actually ran to do sales, I heard that sales can indeed exercise people, come on, I can wait for you to take care of me." ”

"I'm sorry, Auntie, I just didn't want you to worry about me, so I didn't tell you......"

"Stop, go to bed, you! I'll hang up first!

Xia He listened to the busy sound, she rarely sensationalized once, and the bad Yao Xi still didn't appreciate it.

So be it.

Don't think about anything, don't care about anything, work hard, work hard to make money, and live well......

She closed her eyes and said to herself: Good night......