Chapter 41: No More Possibilities

After coming out of the hospital, Wu Zichu was still waiting at the door, he was sitting on the steps and making up something, Zhang Wanwan walked behind him and he didn't even notice, "What are you making up?"

"There was an old lady who sold braided rope just now, and I bought some, because my family needs these things anyway. Wu Zichu's fingers flipped for a while and he made a good knot, Zhang Wanwan's eyes were dazzled, it was so complicated, she couldn't learn it for an afternoon, "I didn't expect your hands to be quite clever." ”

"It's okay, just practice more, how is the situation in Cong Su?" Wu Zichu asked casually.

"It's not very good, her physical fitness is okay, the main thing is depression, I see that she is very stubborn, she can't listen to what others say, so she comes out. ”

"Then you two are similar, you are not much better than her. Wu Zichu suddenly spoke with thorns, and Zhang Wanwan was stunned for a moment, "What's wrong with me, you say that about me?"

"Are you embarrassed to ask me? Didn't you see that Luo Lin had drunk too much after the wedding, and you had to send him home, so many people could give him a ride? Do you know what others think of the two of us? Luo Lin drank like that, he didn't want you to send him alive or dead, you still don't understand?"

Zhang Wanwan had never seen Wu Zichu get so angry, everyone had a temper, she just didn't expect Wu Zichu to break out on the street, she had to say soft words first in order to stabilize him, "I understand, I know I'm wrong, if there is any problem, we can solve it privately, right?"

Wu Zichu didn't say a word, glanced at her angrily and walked away, Zhang Wanwan had never been treated like this by anyone other than Luo Lin, and she was not happy, but she knew that she was indeed wrong this time, she didn't know what was wrong at the time, she still felt uncomfortable when she saw Luo Lin drink like that, so many years of habits seemed to be ingrained, she wanted to change, but it was not something that could be changed overnight.

After returning to Lingyun Jewelry, Zhang Wanwan sent a text message to Wu Zichu and called, but he didn't reply, this time Zhang Wanwan was really panicked, if he really broke up with himself, Zhang's father and Zhang's mother Xiong didn't say anything, and she would definitely force her to go on a blind date, this situation was the last thing she wanted to see, all things considered, she could only bow her head and admit her mistake and go to Wu Zichu to make peace.

Cong Su slept in the hospital for an afternoon, he didn't sleep well, he woke up from several dreams in a row and couldn't remember anything, she just woke up not long after Luo Lin came, the thermos box was opened and it was full of clear soup and little water, Cong Su only felt bitter on the tip of his tongue and didn't want to eat anything, and was choked back by Luo Lin before he could open his mouth, "If you don't follow the doctor's instructions to eat well, I won't let you live in peace." ”

"Did you persuade you like that? Cong Su ate a bowl of green vegetable ball soup with a bitter face, "This will be fine." ”

"That's good. Luo Lin took advantage of Cong Su's lack of ability to resist and rubbed her head twice, Cong Su didn't glare at him, this time Luo Lin was stunned, "You, aren't you angry?"

"Get used to it. Cong Su only replied lightly with three words, "Besides, your hands are on yourself, as if I can manage it." Cong Su looked out the window quietly, and didn't notice the subtle expression on Luo Lin's face, he didn't speak for a long time, Cong Su turned his head and didn't find anything unusual, "Don't stay here all the time, go back to the company, I'm fine." ”

"I'm fine. ”

Cong Su seriously suspected that Luo Lin was intentional when he was not interested in many times, just like now, he swaggered and sat on the edge of the bed, and smacked his tongue when he saw the blue life and death love on the TV, "Watching such an abusive film, no wonder there is no smile on his face, I'll change it to a cheerful one for you." ”

"Hey you!" Cong Su leaned on the bed and was unable to move, and did not snatch Luo Lin, Luo Lin asked while tuning, "What type do you like to watch?"

“......”

"Without saying anything, I'll come as I like. Cong Su thought he would tune in to a sketch or comedy movie or something, and as soon as the music of country love sounded, Cong Su raised his head violently, "What do you think of this?"

"What, you think the local flavor is too strong? Comedy is just to watch a hilarious, this is good. ”

Cong Su was still on a drip, she had no choice but to follow Luo Lin, she didn't see much, naturally there was no laughter, her mind was full of thinking about how to deal with Xia Shuhan's matter, Xia Shuhan was lying on her like a blood-sucking leech and sucking blood, even if she was sucked dry, she might not be able to, Luo Lin saw that she was still worried, and guessed what she was worried about, "Did Xia Shuhan ask you for money again?"

"Yes, I gave it to him. ”

"Cong Su, you are not a way to do this, it will only fuel his greed more and more, one day he will open his mouth and give a number that you can't achieve, you can't rob the bank, right?" The more Luo Lin said, the more outrageous it became, Cong Su turned his head and ignored him, "You still don't want to listen to me, aren't I telling the truth, if you want me to say, find a few thugs to beat him hard, and maybe he won't dare to look for trouble anymore." ”

"And then, when he recovers, he will still retaliate against me, I won't say it first, my mother is also in danger, if I could really get out of it, I would have fought with him a long time ago, would I still give him so much money?" Cong Su sat up excitedly, the syringe needle in his right hand was crooked, bulging, Luo Lin twisted his eyebrows and didn't say anything more, "I'll go to the nurse to change your blood vessels and inject you." ”

After the nurse came, she also noticed that there was a little conflict between the two, and they both stiffened their faces and didn't talk much, she told Cong Su again while helping Cong Su deal with it, "Be careful not to move, your blood vessels are thin, and it will be difficult to prick the needle again." ”

"Hmm. Cong Su replied lightly, "I can be discharged from the hospital after hanging this bottle, right?"

"Your mother has paid you for two days of hospitalization and medicine, so you'd better spend a day in the hospital and recuperate. ”

After the nurse left, Luo Lin also stood up and prepared to leave, Cong Su didn't say a word, and when she heard the sound of the door closing, she looked back at the door and turned off the TV.

The next day, after the drip, Cong Su went through the discharge procedures, carrying a bag of medicine in his hand, and felt that the sky was gray, as if it was slowly sinking......

"Cong Su, why are you in the hospital?"

Cong Su was going down the steps, stopped suddenly, she slowly turned around, and saw a strange man standing next to the familiar figure, "This is your friend?"

"Well, he's my colleague. Bai Zijia briefly said, "Cong Su, this is my colleague Fei Yuan who is on a business trip with me." ”

"Hello. Cong Su and the other party symbolically shook hands, she didn't know why Bai Zijia wanted to stop her, there was a living person standing next to her who really had nothing to say, she wanted to leave after saying hello, Bai Zijia asked again: "Why are you hospitalized again? What is the reason this time?"

"It's nothing, it's just a little overworked, just rest for two days. After Cong Su finished speaking, she didn't care if the other party had anything to say and left, there was no shortage of taxis at the entrance of the hospital, she casually stopped one and got in, and the driver turned back frequently, "Little girl, I don't think your face is very good, are you okay?"

"Thanks, I'm fine. Cong Su didn't even bother to show a polite smile on his face, his head tilted against the seat in a daze, she didn't know where she wanted to go, she subconsciously reported the name of the company, and when she arrived, she saw the locked door before she reacted that no one went to work on the weekend, she stood at the door and was stunned for a while, and she didn't think about where to go The phone rang, and the familiar string of numbers that had not been contacted for a long time was like a nail chiseled into her heart at once, and she still picked it up after hesitating for a few seconds.

"I see that you are not in good shape, and your stomach problem is serious again?"

"Just like that, it's not worse. Cong Su just wanted to hang up the phone, but Bai Zijia seemed to know, "Cong Su, what's the use of you being in such a hurry to draw a line with me? After all, we have been through so much together." ”

"We're still friends, Cong Su, we're all adults, don't push yourself into a corner. ”

"You're right. Cong Su chuckled, "But Zijia, I don't want to, I can't get out." ”

"But don't worry, I will try to get out, and I can't rely on others to shelter me for the rest of my life. ”

After Cong Su finished speaking, he hung up the phone and took a deep breath, there was no special heartache, after such a long time of consumption and dilution, the rest was only a little unwilling and helpless.

It wasn't until this moment that she completely accepted the fact that she and Bai Zijia were no longer possible.

Those who take the medicine from the psychiatric hospital from less to more and then from more to less, Cong Su basically consults with the doctors on the official website online every week, and it is not so difficult to confide in strangers secrets, the more you know, the easier it is to let go of what you have experienced, and slowly become less depressed.

"You're so much better than when I first met. Lin Yu took a glass of water and handed it to her, "The first time I saw you, I could tell at a glance that you had a phobia of men, I didn't enter the industry for a long time, I learned so much theoretical knowledge, and you were the first person I received the most." ”

"I found that the person who has liked me for a long time, I can't respond to him......" Cong Su felt that her words were a bit far-fetched, she held her forehead for a long time and didn't look up, "Am I particularly useless?" Or am I sick?"

"Don't think so, it's normal for you to be disillusioned with love and not have a complete understanding of what it is like to love someone?"

Lin Yu asked suddenly, after all, Cong Su didn't know, she hesitated and didn't speak, and just wanted to open her mouth but Lin Yu blocked back: "I can't say I don't know." ”

“......”

"That's probably because you want to be with each other for the rest of your life and make each other happy?"

After Cong Su finished speaking, he was embarrassed to look at Lin Yu, but he didn't expect the other party to laugh, "That's it, the person you think of is the person you like." ”

"That's just my guess. Cong Su smiled self-deprecatingly, "It would be nice if there was a day when I could start a family like an ordinary person." ”

"There will be a day. Lin Yu's eyes were very serious, and Cong Su always felt awkward when he was comforted and encouraged by a person younger than himself, "Then I will borrow your auspicious words." ”