Chapter 40: The Shadows
Cong Su couldn't see Luo Lin's face, and the doubts in his heart became heavier and bigger as if he had absorbed water, filling his entire head, but he still couldn't remember a trace of impression.
"You participated in the sports meeting in your sophomore year of high school, and the people in the class reported you for the women's long-distance run, and you insisted on running down during your period, and you fainted at the finish line, and I carried you to the infirmary. ”
"You told me about this before, so why don't you finish it? Besides, I woke up and saw Bai Zijia, and there was no one else in the infirmary at that time. ”
"Alas, Cong Su, you were so repulsive to boys in high school, I don't want to hide, I'm afraid you'll be disgusted. ”
"Is it that serious? Cong Su whispered, revealing a weak heart between the lines, "Yes, Cong Su, you can't remember what happened in high school because of the car accident, but I remember everything." ”
"I remember everything about you clearly. ”
Cong Su's hand holding Luo Lin's clothes tightened tighter and tighter, she wanted to say something in response to Luo Lin, but she couldn't say anything.
"It is true that people have selective amnesia after being subjected to physical impact or strong stimuli, and they may or may not remember it later, which is normal. After Lin Yu explained, Cong Su didn't look much easier, but a little lost. "It seems that the previous memories are not all painful for you, it should be that you met someone who makes you want to remember the past. ”
"Sort of. Cong Su lowered his head, "I just think that the blank part of my memory is quite unfair to others." ”
"There's nothing fair or unfair, and you don't have to push yourself. Lin Yu picked up the pen and paper, and wrote, "At least you are much stronger than before, I heard from my seniors, there is a man who has been here since he was less than twenty years old, and there has not been much improvement until now." Lin Yu didn't give Cong Su the written list immediately, as if he was thinking about something, "But he's quite strange, every time he comes to find a young female doctor here, he doesn't seem to like her, maybe he sees the shadow of an important person in the past from her." ”
"There are some questions that I can't answer by myself, so I can only rely on others. ”
Cong Su walked out of the door, and Lin Yu's words kept echoing in her mind, because she almost stepped on the empty stairs because of her distraction, her feet that shook for a while hurt again, she squatted down and rubbed it twice, and a sneer suddenly sounded behind her, "Cong Su, you also have today, Bai Zijia didn't accompany you, didn't you break up?"
"Yes, are you satisfied?" Cong Su didn't look back to know who the owner of the voice was, and she didn't want to see his face, Cheng Zhifeng stopped in front of her in two or three steps, and looked at her with a sneer, "Is it nice to limp around? It's been almost ten years, and I haven't gotten used to it." ”
"Cheng Zhifeng, don't you think you're very sad? You can't see me and Bai Zijia getting along, you're just looking for an outlet for your resentment. ”
"You're right, I just hate, I thought more than once, if Bai Zijia didn't leave at the beginning, but helped me call someone or borrow a mobile phone to call, as long as I didn't give up, I might not ......die to commemorate Qiu."
"She may have been hesitant at the moment, but I lost everything. ”
Cong Su suddenly felt very uncomfortable, and wanted to say sorry but was stuck in his throat, and found that he couldn't even persuade the other party to let go, Cheng Zhifeng didn't wait for her to speak, and went downstairs alone.
She stood at the top of the stairs and looked at his figure that disappeared at the door, she was stunned, she didn't come back to her senses until someone talked to her, and she returned to the company unconsciously, Ye Wen dragged her to the office as soon as she saw her, "Xia Shuhan is here today." ”
"What purpose can he have is nothing more than money. Cong Su looked calm on the surface, "As long as he doesn't hurt my important people, he can ask for as much as he wants." ”
"I've been friends with you for so many years, and even if I don't know him as well as you, I know that he's not so easy to deal with. ”
"The gap of human desires is difficult to fill, and you know this better than me. ”
Cong Su's face became more and more ugly, Ye Wen couldn't bear to continue to poke her sore spots, and didn't want to see her muttering, just as he wanted to speak, he was interrupted by the other party, "Ye Wen, I want to be alone, you can help me concentrate the business of the business trip." ”
Coco Ye was surprised, but she didn't ask much, this row of time was three months, running back and forth at home and abroad, she didn't drown herself in work, and appropriately set aside time to hang out. Cong Su took countless photos along the way, probably due to the reason of traveling, the whole person lost weight, and the first thing he did when he returned to the company was to explain the project, and then went to a café on Songzhi Road.
Cong Su ordered two cups of black coffee after arriving at three o'clock in the afternoon, and waited until nine o'clock in the evening before the man came, "Speaking of which, this is the first time you have taken the initiative to find me, don't be afraid, I will go to your working environment to have a look, I want to know how much oil and water your company can fish." ”
"Now that you know it, I'm not going to beat around the bush. Cong Su looked out a card from his bag expressionlessly, "This is for you, I will send money into it regularly, I hope you don't ask for money in the way of a lion's mouth, we will each take a step back, if you agree, you will accept it." ”
"I know that we are filial, but there will always be times when I don't have enough. Xia Shuhan smiled gently, the greed in his eyes was clear, Cong Su subconsciously bit his lower lip, "I know, I try my best to satisfy you." ”
"Then I'll try to make it as small as possible. Xia Shuhan inadvertently rubbed Cong Su's hand when he took the card, Cong Su trembled violently and instantly retracted his hand, Xia Shuhan was also stunned, and then persuaded like a neighbor: "Cong Su, you can't do this, the boss is not small, and it is time to start a family, this is a rule handed down by the ancestors, otherwise your mother will be so sad." ”
After Xia Shuhan finished speaking, he left, Cong Su was stunned in place, motionless for more than ten minutes, until a clerk looked wrong and pushed her shoulder, "Miss, are you okay?" That gentleman has been away for a long time after settling the bill, are you still waiting for someone?"
"No, no. Cong Su got up in a panic and walked out, and unconsciously came to the sea dam, from the noisy sound of people coming and going in the afternoon to the sparse shadow and then to only her, Cong Su sat in a place like a sculpture, watching the sea water from sky blue to black and boundless, and the mobile phone kept vibrating and didn't pay attention, or didn't have the heart to pay attention.
"Found you. ”
Cong Su moved slightly, and didn't look back, "I've told you more than once that I've deleted my location." ”
"You stay at the beach until midnight and don't come home, I'm worried about you. Luo Lin seemed to have been running for a long time, sat down next to Cong Su, and asked before he could catch his breath: "Coco Ye and the others are almost crazy looking for you, why don't you answer the phone?"
"Isn't it, what's wrong?"
"Luo Lin, you say, why can he say that kind of thing lightly?" Cong Su looked ahead with empty eyes, "I still have a fear of the opposite sex, which caused me to become such a person, and he actually looks like he doesn't care about himself, why can he live without obstacles, but I can't forget it......"
"Why?"
In the end, Cong Su didn't know who he was asking, and when he woke up again, he found himself lying in the private ward of the hospital, Zhang Wanwan nodded sleepily, and breathed a sigh of relief when he saw Cong Su wake up, "Cong Su, you finally woke up, but you scared us to death." ”
"I'm fine, I'm just a little tired, you ......" Cong Su was interrupted by Zhang Wanwan before he finished speaking, "Don't say this kind of thing to perfunctory others in the future, Cong Su, depression is also a disease, don't take yourself seriously." ”
"Don't feel that you have broken up with Bai Zijia, it doesn't matter what. You learn from me, you have to be thick-skinned to live a good life, you know the past between me and Luo Lin, you see, I'm not good now!" Zhang Wanwan deliberately pinched the fat on his waist in order to prove that he was doing well, Cong Su was finally amused, she just has a magical power that can make people forget about unpleasantness.
"Actually, it's not just Bai Zijia's reason, what really gives me a headache is Xia Shuhan and Cheng Zhifeng. ”
"Who is Xia Shuhan, is it Cheng Zhifeng who joined him to put pressure on you?"
No matter who said this name, Cong Su's heart seemed to be slammed, she didn't say it to Zhang Wanwan, it didn't hurt to let her know, I was afraid that she would be too impulsive to settle accounts with Xia Shuhan, "I told you that you can, you have to make sure that you must be calm." ”
"Don't worry, I'm much more mature now. Zhang Wanwan swore that after listening to Cong Su's past, she tried her best to restrain her emotions and voice, "Your stepfather is too much of a thing, and Cheng Zhifeng, the accident just spreads resentment on others, Cong Su, you are too honest, if I change me, I will fight with them, it's a big deal, who is afraid of whom!" ”
"Cong Su, I really didn't expect you to live under such pressure all the time, but Cong Su, those things are not your fault, the damn person is Xia Shuhan, you can't keep shrinking in the shadows, the more he suppresses you, the better you have to live, Luo Lin, he likes you for so many years, do you have to drag it like this because of that garbage?"
"Zhang Wanwan, many things are not as simple as you think, even if I want to be with Luo Lin, I will not drag the mess to him, I will solve my own affairs, and I will never drag anyone down. ”
Zhang Wanwan knew that Cong Su was stubborn, but he didn't expect her to be so stubborn, and he would rather carry everything by himself, "Cong Su, you are a real axis, why don't you refuse to turn around, how can you solve it yourself, Cheng Zhifeng will not say it for the time being, Xia Shuhan is an outlaw who is not afraid of anything, how can you fight him?"
"It's nothing more than being ruthless, and it's just that who dares to let it out. Cong Su's calm was a little abnormal, and Zhang Wanwan felt furious when he saw it, "Cong Su, you must not go off the rails, for the sake of Xia Shuhan's kind of person, it is not worth it." ”
"Where do you think you go, I have a number. ”