On the back side of the park, there is an inconspicuous corner.

A few security guards got the scavenger here.

In the past, in crowded places, these security guards were not too rude because of their public image.

Now there are no outsiders.

These security guards are getting their hands dirty.

Punching and kicking the scavenger on the ground.

"Where did the madman come from, do you know that because of you, this month's bonus is gone!"

"It's good not to lose your job!"

"We've all been killed by this mother-in-law!"

"Hit her!"

"Hit her!"

Several security guards scolded uncleanly while dealing with the scavenger girl fiercely.

The scavenger's body curls up on the ground.

But instead of calling for help, she was silently muttering, "Don't! No! It's not true! It's not true......

"Stop!"

I rushed up from behind, shouting to stop the atrocities of the security guards.

They were all stunned at first.

I turned my head and found that I was alone, and I was relieved.

One of the security guards threatened me, "Get out of here!"

I don't retreat, I move forward.

Pointing to the scavenger on the ground: "What are you doing here? Aren't you ashamed that a couple of big men beat up a woman?

A mustachioed security guard kicked the scavenger in the stomach hard.

She let out a muffled grunt.

The mustachioed security guard said disdainfully: "One picks up the rags, kills them and throws them into the stinky ditch, and no one cares if they are rotten!"

This attitude of trampling on other people's lives like ants completely infuriated me.

I don't understand.

The passers-by who were watching before, now these wolf-like security guards in front of them.

In fact, we are all at the bottom of society.

Why do we never warm each other, but hurt each other?

"Then what are you! How much stronger are you than her? Aren't you also called black-skinned dogs by the city people!"

I rebuked.

Indeed, most of the security guards in the city are outsiders.

It is contemptuously called "black dog" by many people in the city.

I've been in the city for a long time, so I've heard it many times.

I knew that this would definitely irritate the nerves of these security guards and make them angry.

But I don't care.

Who made them beat that scavenger so viciously?

Even the previous actions of the scavenger girl affected these security guards.

But they can't be so unscrupulous to carry out such a dead hand.

This is excessive.

Sure enough, my words successfully pulled the hatred value from the scavenger girl to me.

They finally stopped beating the scavengers.

Like a wolf, staring at me viciously.

"Dead girl, can you say one more thing?"

"Do you want to die?"

I ignored their threats, I just wanted to give the scavengers a respite.

So I walked straight through the crowd, pulled up the grizzled scavenger girl from the ground, with blood on the corners of her eyes and lips, and was about to leave.

"So you're in the same group!"

The mustachioed security guard was angry, and he flew up again and kicked the scavenger girl in the ass.

The scavenger was kicked to the ground again.

I was dragged to the ground with me.

"Hit her!"

"Let's fight together, there's no good thing!"

"How dare you scold us?"

The security guard was fighting with me this time.

I was hit several times on the head and shoulders in an instant.

The scavenger still didn't struggle.

But I can't sit back and let people eat me.

I knew I couldn't beat these men on my own strength.

So I grabbed the mustachioed man's arm hard.

He opened his mouth and bit it hard.

"Ahh

The mustachioed man screamed.

He desperately tried to shake me off.

But I won't let go.

The more I bite, the tighter I get.

Even in the mouth, there is a hint of blood.

That's my strategy.

When you are dying, you have to pull a cushion on your back.

So even the other security guards were beating me desperately, trying to tear me apart from the mustachioed man.

But I was stubborn, stubborn, and refused to back down.

None of these men have ever seen a woman like me.

Be cruel to others, and be even more ruthless to yourself.

actually chose the way of fighting that ended up together.

"Crazy, too!"

"Crazier than the previous one!"

Slowly, the rest of the security guards didn't dare to make a move, and they all retreated.

And the mustache that I bit on the arm has long since lost its previous fierce spirit.

I even cried.

"Woooooooooo......oo You loosen your mouth, you let go...... Mom, I want to go home...... Woohoo......"

I let go when I heard a man cry.

I slowly stood up and looked at the weeping security guards: "Get out!"

These security guards got up one after another and fled with rolling and crawling.

Running too fast.

I didn't dare to look back.

One man lost his shoe.

See, that's the man.

When bullying people, they are as fierce as wolves.

When it comes to hard stubble, it is weak like a leper dog.

Don't blame me Qiao Huanxi for looking down on you, because you are really cheap!

......

I just lifted the scavenger girl on the ground.

But I heard a man's roar in the distance: "Stop! You men are bullying two women, do you want to be embarrassed, go, go with me to patrol there!"

I followed the sound and looked over, stunned.

Who said that the world is big?

This world is obviously very small, okay!

Because I actually saw Wen Shaonian again.

Why do you say again?

yes, I don't know if it's a bad fate.

Obviously, the provincial capital is very large.

There are millions of people.

Being in a city is like throwing a grain of sand in the ocean.

It can't stir up half a wave at all.

But I can always see Wen Shaonian in all kinds of unexpected places.

For example, once upon a time.

Like now.

If it weren't for my belief in Wen Shaonian's character.

If it weren't for my self-knowledge, I wouldn't have that much charisma.

I almost suspected that Wen Shaonian was deliberately following me.

......

I was surprised that those security guards were completely wronged.

The mustache said with a crying voice, "Bullied her, wrongfully died, that woman is a madman, you see she bit me? ”

After saying that, these people turned a corner and fled in embarrassment.

Wen Shaonian walked in front of us at this time.

"Are you two alright?"

"Joe Huanxi, are your teeth okay?"

I glanced at Wen Shaonian angrily.

If you can't speak, say less.

"Why are you here?" I asked.

"A professor at our university lives near here, and today I went to the professor's house to deliver materials, and when I came back and passed by here, I happened to see what happened before, and I also saw a back image of you, so I came over to take a look, and sure enough, it was you. But Qiao Huanxi, you are so powerful, I watched from afar that those security guards were about to bully you, and I was about to come to help, but I didn't expect that you actually beat them all away. ”

Speaking of this, Wen Shaonian paused.

Then, as if remembering something, he smiled wryly and said, "Actually, I already knew that you were very powerful." ”

I know he remembered the time I knocked him out in the hotel bathroom.

I wanted to laugh.

But this was not the time to laugh, so I helped the scavenger girl on the ground up.

"Are you alright?"

"Are you alright?"

I asked several times before the scavenger's eyes gradually became focused.

She looked at me, apparently having long forgotten who I was.

After all, the last time we met, I wasn't what I am now.

"It's me. ”

Because Wen Shaonian had seen my true appearance, I didn't hide it.

I took off my oversized, black-rimmed glasses.

I wiped the foundation that was deliberately applied on my face again, so that my face was no longer vulgar, but became vivid.

The scavenger looked at me a few more times, and seemed to finally remember who I was.

"It's you, thank you. She said to me.

"Isn't that normal for people? Not crazy. Wen Shaonian whispered.

I glared at Wen Shaonian: "You are the madman!"

Wen Shaonian's face flushed, a little embarrassed.

"I ...... I also listened to those people......"

"Go about your business. "I want to send Wen Shaonian away.

But Wen Shaonian is obviously not interested.

Instead, there was a look of curiosity and gossip: "I'm fine." ”

Wen Shaonian, Wen Shaonian, I can't imagine that you are such a person?

Is this a chicken woman?

"Then you go buy some water and come back, and towels!" I ordered.

He let out an "oh" and turned away.

I helped the scavenger girl and found an open space to sit down.

We all sat down, and neither of us spoke at first.

After a while.

"Is that him? not mistaken?" I asked.

"Yes...... How could I admit that I was wrong? I will not admit it......" The scavenger began to mutter again.

Then tears welled up in her eyes.

She hid her face with her hands.

Tears flowed from between the fingers.

"Tick".

"Tick".

Fell to the ground.

Didn't stir up even a speck of dust.

This is a woman's tears.

There is no value, no meaning.

So no matter how bitter it is, I rarely cry.

Because crying may be able to move others, but not yourself.

Tears came out, and my heart was still broken.

......

"Why is she crying?" At this time, Wen Shaonian came back from buying water and towels.

"It's not because of you stinky men!" I said angrily.

"What does this have to do with me?" Wen Shaonian looked a little aggrieved.

"Shut up!" I yelled.

Wen Shaonian could only shut up.

On the bench, there were two of us.

In fact, there is still an empty seat.

But Wen Shaonian was embarrassed to sit down, so he squatted on the ground very ungracedly.

The scavenger cried for more than ten minutes.

Finally sobbed and told her story.

......

Her surname is Ma and her name is Ma Mingming.

Don't look at Ma Ming now, he looks old, ugly, and haggard.

But five years ago, she was a graceful dancer.

It is the pillar of a third-tier city dance troupe in another province hundreds of kilometers away from us.

When Ma Mingming was in college, he fell in love.

That was her first love.

Green and beautiful.

My boyfriend is a top student in the finance department of the university, named Zhou Jie.

Ma Mingming and Zhou Jie got married not long after graduating from college.

Zhou Jie understands that Ma Mingming is an only child, so he very considerately chooses to stay in Ma Mingming's hometown to work.

Ma Mingming joined the city dance troupe.

Zhou Jie works for an investment company.

Zhou Jie is handsome, gentle to his wife, respectful to his father-in-law and mother-in-law, who is a well-known good husband and son-in-law in the eyes of others.

Ma Ming is very happy and feels that she is a woman who is favored by God.

But after getting married, Zhou Jie sighed from time to time.

Ma Mingming asked the reason, and at first Zhou Jie always said that his wife thought too much and had nothing to worry about.

But then, I confessed.

Zhou Jie said that he was not happy in the company.

Because he studied finance, he has his own unique views on investment and the stock market.

But the current company, such a small place, is not about ability.

They are all seniority and pay attention to human feelings.

You are a newcomer, even if you are capable, you have to give others a hand and slowly work on your qualifications.

And that's not all.

If you put forward some ideas of your own in the company a little, you will be labeled as restless, not down-to-earth, and showy.

The wood is beautiful in the forest, and the wind will destroy it.

Excluded by colleagues and suppressed by superiors.

made Zhou Jie very depressed, feeling that he had no talent, and he couldn't see the prospects of his career and his future at all.

If he wants to make a breakthrough in his career and make achievements, he can only go to the big city.

There, you can display your talents.

It's just that he can't bear his wife.

Let Ma Mingming stay in his hometown, it is the separation of husband and wife.

If you take Ma Mingming to work hard in a big city together, it will be very hard.

So Zhou Jie is very contradictory.

Ma Mingming loves her husband very much, and after knowing his distress, she immediately fully supported Zhou Jie to go to the big city to work hard.

said that he was not afraid of hardship and was willing to be with him.

But Zhou Jie said that he was reluctant.

In the end, the result of the discussion was that Zhou Jie went to the big city alone, and when he settled down and had enough conditions, he would take Ma Mingming over.

Everything was fine in the beginning.

In the first year, Zhou Jie went to a financial company in City A, a first-tier city in China.

Starting from the bottom, although it is hard, the harvest is great, and the position and treatment are slowly improving.

made Zhou Jie and Ma Mingming very happy.

At that time, the couple contacted almost every day.

Zhou Jie said that when he was in a big city, he didn't need to rent a house, and he could buy a house, so he took his wife over.

That's when the husband and wife can be reunited.

Ma Mingming looked forward to it happily.

From the second year onwards, there were fewer and fewer contacts, and the intervals became longer and longer.

Every time he called, he hurriedly said a few words, and then Zhou Jie said that he was busy and wanted to meet customers, which was perfunctory.

At first, Ma Mingming didn't think there was anything wrong.

But there are too many times, and the sensitivity of women makes Ma Mingming feel that things are not simple.

Could it be that my husband has encountered a new temptation in the world of flowers in the big city?

So Ma Mingming came to that city to find her husband.

Originally, let Zhou Jie pick her up at the station.

Zhou Jie promised to do well, but Ma Ming got off the train and waited at the station for an hour without seeing her husband's shadow.

Ma Mingming was in a hurry, so he took a taxi to the address where her husband rented a house.

But people go to the empty building.

The landlord said that Zhou Jie had quit the rented house two months ago.

After that, they don't know where they go.

Since then, Ma Mingming has completely lost Zhou Jie's news and traces.

Ma Mingming went to the unit where he used to work and asked his colleagues, but he couldn't find it.

went to Zhou Jie's hometown, not only could he not find him, but even his parents could not be found.

Ask their mutual friends, classmates.

Not only did no one know Zhou Jie's news.

Those people also asked Ma Mingming, Zhou Jie is your husband, where did he go, shouldn't you know best?

In order to be afraid of Zhou Jie's incident, Ma Mingming ran all over the patrol room and the traffic team, and there were no accidents and accidents related to Zhou Jie.

Is there any financial dispute?

Nor did it.

There are no banks, money banks or loan sharks coming to the door, looking for Ma Mingming to clean up the mess for Zhou Jie.

Zhou Jie seemed to have disappeared out of thin air.

It's been more than three years now.

Ma Mingming ran almost all over the country, just to find Zhou Jie.

Find your husband and ask, where the hell have you been?

Why don't you say goodbye?

What's going on?

Don't you love me anymore?

Have you forgotten me?

During this period, Ma Mingming quit his job.

In order to find Zhou Jie, Ma Mingming and his parents have fallen out.

Because her parents didn't let her look for it anymore, she would treat that person as if she was dead.

Because of his disappearance, it must have been deliberate, this man has changed his mind.

But Ma obviously disagreed.

She insisted on looking.

Because in every place, Ma Ming has a hard time staying for a long time, so naturally he can't find a regular job.

The savings were gone, and she didn't want to ask for money in the housekeeper.

So they can only rely on scavenging to survive.

There is no need to go into detail about how much suffering I suffered in the middle.

There is no need to say how many dangers I encountered in the middle, being harassed by homeless people, being threatened by a group of thieves, and even almost being tricked into doing a leather and meat business.

Just like Qiao Huanxi pretending to be ugly, Ma Mingming made herself so haggard that she couldn't see her real age clearly, but it was actually a kind of protection for herself.

Until today, in this park, Ma Mingming, who happened to pass by, saw a wedding.

I saw a man holding another woman's hand.

I saw his affection.

The enthusiasm for himself that used to be like a tide was poured out on another woman at this time.

And the love for oneself is already overwhelmed.

Zhou Jie is going to marry another woman.

So what is it?

What is our marriage?

What is my wait of a few years?

What is it if I am looking for thousands of miles?

In fact, Ma Mingming didn't think in his heart that Zhou Jie's disappearance was because of another woman.

But one day I didn't see Zhou Jie and other women going in and out, Ma Ming could still lie to himself.

Fooling yourself is not like that.

Maybe Zhou Jie's departure was bitter.

He didn't betray love, he just lost to reality.

But all illusions came to an abrupt end today.

I woke up from a dream.

Heartbroken.

......

I think of what you described as a dream paradise,

Pointing to the distance and drawing a house,

Your smirk is so honest,

All trust starts from that moment,

You give me an address to that sky,

Just because I fell too high and I couldn't stop bleeding,

With the wound back to the city that he betrayed,

The only thing that shelters me is my own shadow,

I want to follow you for the rest of my life,

At least there is no reality in such a world,

I want to rely on you for the rest of my life,

Be the last angel in your relationship.

If you wake up together,

Allow us to depend on each other,

Brilliant maybe for a while,

Plain walk through a lifetime,

It was I who chose a man like you,

I'm afraid that when I wake up from my dream, I will be divided into two places,

No one can save this separation,

Love and hate can be indistinguishable,

Responsibility can be ignored,

It's dawn and I'm not your woman.